Ten Years
Chapter 183:Ten Years
I felt more and more integrated with all things on earth.As if time had passed for countless centuries, I had deposited in utter silence.
This kind of silence is the silence that is completely lost in the world.
The feeling that has never existed in this world is very comfortable and very practical.
This is the feeling of liberation.
Total relaxation, total release.Completely relieved.
That feeling of redeeming life, that feeling of being written off, that feeling of annihilation, eternal feeling... around me.
I don't know how long.I felt as if I were starting to feel heavy.
It was as if I felt the gravity of the force again for me.It seems that I can still have a sense, and there seems to be a little connection with the world.
Gradually, I felt a little light in front of me.The weak light of the starlight gradually appeared in front of him.
“Oh, yeah?”
“Oh, yes!”
Something strange came.
I couldn’t understand what those sounds.
But I could feel as if it was getting harder.It’s as if the hands and feet are tied with a hammer and can’t move.It was as if the nail had been fixed on the floor.Unmoving.
This taste is exactly the same as the ghost bed in the legend.
I feel bored in my chest.A lot of pressure.It was as if someone was pressing my chest to make me speechless and have difficulty breathing.
“Rain, you have to prepare some hot water.”I gave my uncle a massage."Then a sweet voice came.
The voice was strange and a little vague.I have never heard such a sound,
“All right.“Sister, you have worked hard.”A man's voice came.
"Don't work hard, give your uncle a massage every day, and his uncle will be fine soon."The woman’s voice was so crisp and so comfortable.
Am I dreaming?
Am I not going to let go of the UI?
Why is there hearing now?
What is this?Is there a soul still in the world?
I am now full of doubts.
I heard footsteps away.
At the same time, I felt a pair of soft hands, and began to knead on my shoulders.And, from the shoulder to the arm, and then from the arm to the shoulder.Then this soft hand massaged on me a little bit.From the head to the feet.The whole body rubbed it for me.This technique is skillful and strong.It is quite comfortable to rub.
“Dad, I have a lot to say to you today.Every day, talking to you for a while is the happiest time.Although you never answer Xiao Qing, but Xiao Qing knows that you must hear Xiao Qing say something.The woman’s voice was still sweet.And an uncle’s call.
Unfortunately, I can hear the voice, but I can't see people, I can't move.
If I were a soul, I would see the world.
Now that I can't see.This means that I may be a strange being now.Or it is sealed in an artifact, so it cannot be seen.
But I was clearly in smoke.Why do you still feel that way?
Just when I doubted.The woman continued to speak, “Although my mother is not there.”But now my mother would appear in our dreams every night.Tell us about you almost every day.Although there are some things my mother has said many times, but we still like it very much.I don't know why.I like to listen.It's a pity, that's what I heard, even ten years, and you've been lying down like that for ten years."
This sentence makes me feel like I am poured on the top of my head by a basin of warm water.It seems that the whole body is beginning to feel the recovery.The feeling that my fingers were about to move was in my heart.
It’s as if, as long as I try a little harder, I can get up, open my eyes, and see everything.
“Uncle, rest with ease.No matter how many years you sleep, I will take care of you.Mom said that we can achieve nothing in our lives, but we must do a good job of taking care of you.Because you gave our lives."
This voice, as if talking to someone, seemed to be talking to itself.
“Sister, the water is coming.”That was the young man’s voice.
"Little rain, come and help my sister up uncle."The woman’s voice continued.
I’m not in a strange place now.Is there such a sound?
“Good, hey!”The young man’s voice was simply vibrant.
“Oh, well.My uncle looked fat.Massage your uncle every day.“Sister, you have worked hard.”The boy loved his sister.
“Not hard.As long as my mother is happy, so be it.All right.You go pack your things and stay at night.Give me the matter of washing my uncle's feet."The woman’s voice fell.
I felt my back on a soft mat, and my feet were hot at the same time.As if surrounded by hot water in an instant, the whole foot is immediately comfortable and warmed up.
What's going on?Why would I feel that way?
“My uncle’s toenails are long again.I'll cut it for you!"
In this way, I felt my hands, gripped by a pair of soft hands, and the sound of nail pliers was ringing.
What's going on?What is going on?
I want to talk, but I can’t say anything.It was as if his voice was blocked.It all seems to be incarcerated.
That vegetative feeling, around the heart.
Suppression.
“All right.I’ll pinch your feet.You can lie down in a moment.Good!"The sound is still so crisp.
“Sister, I went to work.Take good care of your uncle.”When the boy finished, he opened the door.
“All right.”
In this way, I felt that I was gently put on the bed, moving carefully.
Just after I lay down, I felt my right hand slightly burning.It’s like holding a warm egg.
So, the conditioned reflexes want to reach out and look at it.But I found that my arms were heavy and could not be lifted.
“Huh?”“Uncle?”The woman spoke strangely to herself.
“Uncle, you have to get the button.”You must have a lot of memories of your hands on the button.”With that, I felt her hold my hand tight.I was afraid to put something out of my hand.
That’s how she talked to herself for a few minutes.It was as if I were talking to me, as if I were talking to someone else.It’s like usual.It was as if she was used to telling me this.
“All right.It's not too early now.I also need to take a shower and rest.Rest well.”Then I heard footsteps from far away.
In this way, she took a step away.
The whole space is quiet again.
It feels so weird.
I don't know if it's because of the time, or what?
My brain is burning hard now.
There are not many things I feel like I can remember.Seems like a lot.
In short, the whole person is confused and confused.
“Oh, yes!”I now try to move my hand and find myself doing nothing but exhale a stronger breath from my nose than before.
This is very sad.
The need...
“Oh, yes!”I felt as if my fingers were a little bit.
It seemed that the knuckles were moved by my powerful force.
I focused all my attention on my fingers.Try to push your finger with all your strength.I wish I could stand up now.Open your eyes and see everything.
I tried for a long time, but I could only move a little finger.
“Oh, yes!”I continue to keep trying.It seems that the finger is moving more and more.
That’s it, I move hard.A little bit of effort.I also feel a little bit more able to control the finger movement.
There is great joy in my heart.
“Oh, yes!”I felt as if I could even move my wrist a little.
In this way, I concentrate all my spirit in my hands, a little bit of effort.Although progress is slow.I’m still a little bit of rejuicing my body.
Soon, I found that my ten fingers gradually moved, and it was as if my ankles were beginning to move.
“Oh, yes!”
I try my best to open my eyes.
However, perhaps because my body is gradually recovering, I feel my spirit and body, gradually connected.
Gradually, there is also a beginning to feel.
“Hmm!”
With my unremitting efforts, I finally saw the faint light in my eyes.The light is small, but quite eye-poking.It is as if you have not seen the light for many years, and when you suddenly see the light again, you feel that the eyeball is very sensitive.
“Oh, hey.The Uncle!You, are you moving?”Then came a pleasant sound.
I suddenly felt my hand, held by one hand.
“Uncle.Uncle.Have you woken up?”The sound was exciting and surprising.
I want to answer her.I also want to ask her who she is.
But still can't speak.
“Uncle, if you wake up.Move the finger.Tell me all right.”The sound she was waiting for made me feel moved.
I moved my finger.
“Are you really awake?Do you have anything to say, can you hear me?”She continued to ask anxiously.
I moved my finger again.
“Oh my God, you’ve finally felt it.I'll tell my mom."Her voice was now a sound of joy.
I try to keep doing it.However, it cannot move much.
But she could feel me moving.So, the whole person is quite excited.
At this moment, she clasped my hand tightly and said excitedly, “Uncle, you know.”Ten years.It was the first time I felt you move.You will be fine.I trust you.”Her words made me feel uncomfortable.
“Uncle.In any case, as long as you can feel it, I will not be in vain for these years.Mom said you have to take good care of yourself.There can be no half-slack.I can tell my mom tonight."She was crying with joy now.
I never felt that feeling.
Very strange and familiar.
Ten years, she repeated the ten years.Is this shit for 10 years?I have been 10 years since my last memory.
I’m spinning in my head right now, wanting to connect something.
However, in addition to the picture of all the water in the mind, it is the scene of the explosion.And then there are scattered pieces.And... and a beautiful face.This face is so beautiful, so charming.Wearing a red cheongsam looks so beautiful.
This woman in a red cheongsam, who is this?
I was thinking about this in my head!
It was as if my memories had been erased too much.Too much for me to connect.
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