“What?”Verse was unstoppable, and it hurt a little.

She reached out and gently touched the face of the river, "Don't do this, I'm very good, you see I'm still alive and in good spirits."

Jiang Yin reached out and gave Fan Si Tong a hug, "I love you and worry about you."Don't be confused later."

"I'm out of now, you're looking at my state now, is it better to get out of here?"

Fan Si Tong patted Jiang Yin on the shoulder, and then a serious discussion with Jiang, is really to listen to Jiang Yan's advice.

He asked, “What about yourself?Mostly you think about it yourself.Stay is to go, mainly to look at your own heart."

Fan Si Tong thought down and shook his head: "I'm like I'm in a quagmire now, I can't pull out myself, I just want to escape."

“It’s not that bad, it’s that you just want to make things worse.You see, life is still so good, nothing has changed."Jiang Yin Dao.

Fan Si Tong shook his head: "It is the sun in your eyes as old as old, and in my eyes, it has already changed."

“Do you know you want to leave?”Jiang asked.

Fan Si Tong shook his head: "I don't know if he knows, casually, he doesn't really care much about me."I just said he wasn’t as good as you say, but not as bad as I said.He was in charge, so he let me into his house.Moving out was my decision.I didn’t quite believe how important it would be for a man to put a woman in his heart.No matter how good the feelings, after the direct breakup, talk about the next, the front of the position will gradually fade away.But the friend is obviously not that kind of person, he is really, can not let his predecessor, since he can not let go, then even, reluctantly and reluctantly no meaning.I don't want Chen Feiyan, I know I don't like it, but I can get along.I can wrong myself, but I can't wrong myself for a long time."

He immediately interrupted her: “What do you mean?”How did Philly blame herself?”

"I didn't say it, I meant myself."Vernabow explained.

Jiang Yan shook his head: "No, you didn't say so just now, you just said that you are not Feyi, you know not like it, you can get along, who do you listen to this?"

“Her own.”

Fan Sitong wanted to open the topic, but Jiang was too sensitive and caught it in an instant.

Think carefully as if there is nothing to say, just say it.

"Feyon said she didn't like it, or boss Liang didn't like it, what happened during this time, why don't you tell me one by one?"

I’m in a hurry, what’s going on?How long has she not been out of the lake, has she?Does it feel like you’ve missed the whole world?

Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Yan: "Your relationship is so good, she did not talk to you about this matter, I will not mention this sentence now, will it not be very good?"

“Tell me to look first.”Jiang Yin Dao.

He took the umbrella and said, “Let’s get in the sun.”

He said, “You’re doing a good job of sun today?”

"That's not it."

"Then you don't understand the power of the autumn tiger, maybe as soon as we go back, it's all black."Jiang laughed.

Fan Sitong held the umbrella away again: "I think we are sitting like this on the bustling street, it is stupid."It is better to bask in the sun, at least people who come and go will not look at us with the same eyes as the intellectual disability.They will say in their hearts, look, two intellectually retarded, so many cafes next to them, leisure bar, do not know to hide, sitting on the street holding an umbrella.

He laughed and said, “So what?No one knows us anyway.”

Fan Sitong said: "Chen Feiyan rarely mentioned her own affairs, just once, the two of us were in the bar, well, it was a year ago, last year..."

“Didn’t you have surgery last year?“Are you going to the bar?”Jiang Ying looked at his eyes.

"I don't want to, I don't care."Van Gogh's way.

Jiang Yan wanted to stop talking and saying, "You are so hurtful, don't be stupid because you are still young, fool."

Fan Yi Tong looked at her eyes and put her head gently on her shoulder, and the umbrella was taken.

The head rested on Jiang’s shoulder and took a photo, “I don’t care, it’s okay now, I don’t feel anything.”Just two weeks after the operation, I have been in the red, go to the hospital to check again, to be honest not clean, and do another scraping palace.

He said this, and Jiang Yan heard frown frequently.

"In this case, you should rest and recuperate and get your body back."Jiang Yin whispered: "Women's small birth is very hurtful, thinking, you have to pay more attention."

"Not so weak, young grandmother."

Fan Si Tong smiled and joked, Jiang Yan did not say much, and then asked, "So what did Feyin say?"

"I drank too much that day, not too much, she can still drink, that is, after drinking, maybe a little high mood, some words can not hide said."She said that in fact, this marriage is very hard, the original courage is not much left.Watching you prepare for the baby who is about to speak out, she also wants to experience this.However . . .

“She wants to have a baby, but doesn’t she?”Jiang asked.

“The boss is not home, who is she born with?”Fans asked.

“Isn’t that a once or twice thing?”Jiang asked: "They have no children of their own, there is only one Yujunjie, the child is already old, you can have a baby of two of them."Jiang Yin recognized Chen Feiyan's idea.

Once a woman is married and a family with a beloved man, she cannot refuse to have children for her husband, which is the nature of a woman.

Even if the husband doesn’t want it, the woman herself wants to have one.

Fan Si Tong thought about it, then shook his head: "Then I really don't know, she didn't say much."So it is not clear whether you, Mr. Liang, do not want children now, or whether they don’t want children now.In short, Chen Feiyan's marriage is not as good as before..."

“What?”

“Maybe there’s not as much happiness as it used to be, because the husband is always not at home.”Your boss goes out and ordinary office workers go out for business is not the same, your boss goes out, at least three or five months, more than a year and a half.Who can survive?Chen Feiyan's marriage, that is not to use a lot of youth, squandered in the empty boar?"

Vernabsi said this bluntly, a little less soundly.

But what she broke, is the truth.

She knew this before she married her boss.Since she chose, I think she should be ready for that."

Indeed, she never asked a word of Chen Feiyan's life.

Because she knows that Chen Feiyan's heart puts Liang Dao very seriously and sees it as more important than himself, Chen Feiyan is willing to do everything for Liang Da, life is willing to deliver, what is it to be alone?

Jiang Yan said, after a pause for a moment, he said, "It's good that she has a child to accompany her, Xiao Jie is very sensible, is a very pleasant child."

Fan Si Tong suddenly looked at Jiang Yin, Jiang Yan was looked at inexplicably by her, and asked: "What is it?"

Fan Si Tong shook his head doubtfully: "Nothing, I just don't understand, my loneliness and Fyon's loneliness are not the same."

Jiang Ying did not understand: “What do you mean?Alone, is it okay to be alone with someone?”

"That's what I mean, but," Vers said, "If Mr. Sheng has been on a business trip for a few months and you will miss your husband?"

"Yes," Jiang Yan said, and then pondered the question again, and the answer was yes: "Then think about it, how can you not think about it."

“That’s the problem, so what about having a little kid around?”It's not my husband, it's a different kind of loneliness."

Fan Si Tong held his face: "No man around the loneliness, and no friends to accompany is not the same, sometimes the inner loneliness, even if there are friends around, can not get comfort, some loneliness, only men can give."

He turned around slowly: “Are you... driving?”

"I am talking about the fact that men and women should be one, long-term without the opposite sex, will be psychopathic."So, be busy in love.”He said, “I think it makes sense.”

“Well, it seems different.I know what you mean, and no one wants you to understand, but I can understand."Jiang Yin Dao.

Fan Si Tong sighed gently: "So, look around people, are you the happiest?"

"You'll be happy too, how old you are, you're young in your twenties."Jiang Yan is serious.

“Do you think I’m going home now or are you staying in the clouds?”Then he turned around and asked seriously.

No one can give her a reference, just want to listen to Jiang Yin.

He said, finally, seriously considering it.

“Isn’t the cloud really that you don’t care about?”Jiang asked seriously.

Fan Si Tong shook his head: "I don't know, maybe there is, but I can't see it now."Inside, it was not so calm.I still miss the fact that when I first graduated, I went into the workplace and worked hard to live.

“It can be now.”Jiang spoke out.

"Yes, it can be now, but I can't be alone anymore."Van Gogh's way.

She knew that Jiang Yan would not understand her words, and asked herself to reveal herself: "Frankly, I can't devote myself to work now, because there are too many people and things around me that affect me."How many little girls who had just come in now actually climbed up to me and pointed me at a higher salary than I was.It doesn’t matter if one or both are like that, will you be balanced in your heart?”

He shook his head, “Of course it won’t balance.”

Not to mention the situation of Fan Si Tong, last year did not ask for a long vacation to have children, Jiang Yan full of heart that the deputy minister is her bag thing.

However...

Loss is certainly there, not for the deputy minister himself, but his own loss.

Versatou is different, and Versat is obviously suffering from unequal treatment.

Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Yan, "I can't correct my mentality now, you say I'm like this, how can I correct my mentality?"