Good Intention, Owing
Chapter 611:Good Intention, Owing
Jiang Ying’s mouth crooked, “Sheng Jia, why are you so...”
“I’m thinking about what to do in those places?”The sound of the year is not a good place.
Jiang Yan muffled his voice: "You are always like this, you are like this, you will make people feel that I am very unsuitable, it is I do not want to participate in your family's affairs."
Sheng Jianian said, "It doesn't matter, whatever they think, we have our lives, we can think of others, so how much worry about it?"
He suddenly asked, “Aren’t you the owner of the house?”Before, my mother mentioned to me, let me not be too isolated, do not take the affairs of the family as a matter.You are now, after all, the head of the family, and I am the mother.We live outside and we've left."
“What did she tell you?”Sheng Jianian made the eyebrows, and was obviously not happy that the people behind him said this to Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan heard a little angry: "Is it in your eyes, your family can't tell me anything?"I don’t deserve to know anything, do I?”
The year explained, “How?Of course not, I just don't want you to copy so many things, those things don't need you to worry about, and people who like to worry about worry.
“You’re right, where can I trust you?”The tug.
"I just don't want you to take too much responsibility, just want you to live in the simplest environment, which is why I didn't want my parents and grandparents to come and live together."I hope you can be free in a simple living environment, more like before.I don’t want you to change after you get married.I don't want you to mess with those verbs, other people's families are right or wrong, it doesn't matter to us, we don't care, we live happy, right?"
This is a bit confusing to hear the Qur’an.
She looked at the carnival uncertainly, “You said this too idealistic.Do you want to make me a cage to live in?No matter what anyone’s business, including my parents and your family?”
Sheng Jianian wanted to refute, but think carefully, it seems that this is indeed the meaning.
"Almost, but not to let the Golden House hide and let you live in a cage, nor do you want to isolate yourself from the outside world."I just hope you can live a simple life without worry.I am a man, I want to let my women and children carefree, do not know the hardships of life, only want to see you happy and happy.We don’t have any problems in our own lives, let alone let others bother ourselves, do we?”
He looked straight at him, and looked at him.
“You’re so irresponsible, how selfish are you?”Don't forget that you have other identities besides my husband, the fourth son of the Sheng family, the son of the old lady, the younger brother and sister, the uncles of your juniors, have you forgotten your other identity?That’s your home too!”
Sheng Jianian said: "I did not shirk the responsibility of being a member of the family, those responsibilities I will bear, do not want to have more things to annoy you."BW, do you understand what I think?I’m not hiding anything from you, I’m just making you happier and the living environment is a little simpler.That’s why I don’t want to take you back to your house.There are many families, there are many interpersonal relationships to deal with, and it is simple to live here without us.Although there are parents here, and grandparents who often pick thorns, the general environment is simple, and life is sunny, do you understand what I mean?”
He looked at him, then nodded slowly, "Understand."
Sheng Jianian's face was not very good, and he was upset that he had not been able to explain his mind better.
"I actually think very simple, my original intention has no other purpose, I don't know if you understand my meaning."I just want to say good to you, nothing else.
"I understand."
He put his hands around his neck and put his face on his face.
"Sheng Jia, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before, always thought you deliberately hidden from me, always can't understand why you don't tell me anything, I thought... you don't care about me, a lot of things don't want to say, impatient with me."
She knew what he meant, and she understood his good intentions.
"But we live in society, can we leave the outside world only live in our own world?"No, we have to contact the outside world, we have to deal with people.I am your wife, and I am the mother of Shengxi.How can I leave my relationship with me?I usually say that your family's affairs have nothing to do with me, but it is all angry, not all of them are angry with you?Because you don't tell me anything, that's why I'm angry and say, where do I want to know?I don't want to know at all...Sheng Jia, in fact, I don't have to be as pure and flawless as you think, I don't need to live like a fairy who does not eat human fireworks, I used to be a reporter, the most grounded people's livelihood reporter, and escaped the pyrotechnics?"
“That’s your job, and you like to do that, that allows you to find happiness in your work and feel your worth.”That makes you happy, so I approve of your work.But that was also before, and now that we have our own life, should we adjust our life mode a little?In the past, I also tried to prevent the verbs of the family from bothering you, right?”The Gwen whispered.
One of her faces was wrung, and his teeth were clawed.
"I am not afraid of being disturbed, I am not a little white flower that can't go through the storm, and I can't listen to anything."I am a journalist, a reporter for people's livelihood, and I have the heart of gossip about other people's family affairs, and you understand it now?"
Sheng Jianiong slightly wrung eyebrows, Jiang Yanshu, whispered: "Is this not the image, and your heart has always wanted to make me into the image is different?"In fact, what you want in your heart is a modestly orthodox lady.The young lady who is not eating the fireworks of the world, such a big lady can do good care about the outside things, only be enthralled in their own little days every day, the intention of the piano and painting.It’s not like me, it’s too grounded, it’s too common, isn’t it?”
"Don't say that to yourself, I don't mean that."Sheng Jianian took her hand: "Don't guess my thoughts, I don't mean that."I just want to give you a clean and pure sky, it's as simple as that."
"But your subtext is already obvious, you just want a fairy who does not eat human fireworks, not a layman like me."
He understood what he said, and his heart was tingling.
She always felt that they had been perfect together, and sometimes they were really happy.
But sometimes after happiness, you can still feel... as if it is not too close to the heart.
This feeling, in the beginning of the marriage, when he first lived with him, also had.A little confused, a little surprised to find himself with him, in fact, there is a gap.I just never knew what it was.
Now, his words made him suddenly understand.
Yes, it is his innermost pursuit, and her reality, is not the same.
He subconsciously made her the way he wanted to be, to live her as he wanted to be.
But what he wanted was not what she wanted.
Jiang Yan wanted to understand this, and his heart suddenly hurt.
He loved her, no doubt about it.But even if he loved her very much, she was not the most suitable pursuit in his heart.Her level is not enough.
Jiang Yan pushed away the Sheng Jiani year, leaned back in the chair, right elbow propped on the tabletop, biting his finger.
She is thinking carefully about the life of the two years after Sheng Jianian was with her.
The earth-shaking change!
Before, he lived a life, simple, exquisite, elegant.
A person lives a life that can only be seen in movies, and life is full of high sense.
After encountering her, the painting style suddenly turned, the high-end villa was occupied by her and the Jiang family, and the high-end villa without fireworks was filled with the taste of chai rice oil salt and vinegar tea all day long, the old man's accusation, the child's cry, as a wife, her question and unreasonable...
She moved the city's spirit to his home, and he was forced to "displaced".
From the beginning to the fresh, after the past, he will...
Jiang Yan's eyebrows tightened, some regrets, why did he wake up now?
For a long time, she felt that the concession of Sheng Jia's year was taken for granted, he was her husband, he was the head of the family, and he made compromises and concessions, which is what he should be.
She just took her too seriously and took his compromise too for granted, so she forgot what she was doing in the beginning.
This place is full of market atmosphere, before, this is not the case.
Jiang suddenly made a very bold decision to let her parents move away, and she took her son to the Shengjia courtyard with her son.
She wants to take care of her family, what is the responsibility of the Fiesta?
Sheng Jianian has been balancing her relationship with her family, but she has been ignoring the relationship between Sheng family, all because of her.And she has not been considerate of his efforts, but also has been blaming him, too should not be!
Moving to the Sheng family compound, the old lady is older, not as old as the young man, after being old, all hope that the children will accompany him.
And the most important thing is that she does not want to leave the family behind because she is holding her.
In addition, although she is the biological daughter of the Xu family, after all, she is a big farmer in the country, no matter how well she cultivates herself after she grows up, she is still in the bones, or the appearance of a small farmer.
Nor do you want to see that Sheng Jia's year will be in such a tacky, smoldering living environment, he should not live in such an environment.
She and the Jiang family live very comfortably, then there will be people who live very awkwardly.
Jiang Yin breathed deeply and said, “I... I’m going to talk to my parents about something.”
He looked up at Jiang Yan’s sad and unhappy departure, leaving him with a lost back.
This can make Sheng Jianian anxious, open his mouth, and shout low: “Wife...”
He couldn’t help but wonder what he had said about her again.He shouldn’t have said too much, he shouldn’t have gotten her right...
Sheng Jiani followed out of the door, stood at the door, looked at the river downstairs step by step, and his heart was in pain.
He didn't want to make her sad, but what was wrong with him, and made her sad?
Sheng Jiayi stood at the door and returned to the house.
Sitting in the house for a while, he got up again and stood at the door, his eyes straight downstairs.After waiting for a while, I went back, sat for a while and wanted to go downstairs to find her, and repeatedly, I passed for half an hour, and I did not see Jiang Yin back, which gave Sheng Jianian a hurry, and it was suffering for a second.
Jiang Yan entered his parents' room and seriously stated his decision.
Jiang Yan said, Jiang mother did not speak for a long time, Jiang father sighed and angry.
"Well, in fact, I have long wanted to persuade you to go home, your mother-in-law and the two wives of the Sheng family have come several times, and they have also mentioned that after the family's children started their families, they did not live outside."In fact, they can see that they want you to go back to live."
Jiang Yan nodded: "I didn't think of these before, really didn't think about him."Today he said those words, I suddenly realized that our life, his life, in fact, there is a big gap.He is trying to adapt to us.Although the process is not painful, it is certainly not... at ease.”
Jiang also sighed, "It's also a difficult year."
Needless to say, a noble gentleman born in Sheng Jianian's family suddenly pulled him from the clouds and let him live with them, such ordinary people.
“I always thought it was a little talk.In fact, he has not yet found a way to live in harmony with our family.Every time he comes back, as long as he’s not there, he goes upstairs.In fact, he didn't stay downstairs to avoid embarrassment."
Jiang said lowly, then said: "The gym is downstairs, you used to say that Jianying spent most of his time at home in the gym, but after we lived, the car year went in a month."Because downstairs, people come and go, your grandparents are a curious person, see him in, have to follow in this move, touch that.They say it’s a private space, and I think it’s very reluctant.But because of his good upbringing, he never said a bad word.”
Father Jiang said, “Mostly parents.”
Jiang mother looked at the father of the river, but it is really because the father of Jiang is there, so the mother of Jiang did not directly say that the big reason is the second old.
"Well, the biggest concern I was most worried about at the beginning was that the lifestyle of the grandparents was too different from that of Sheng Jia.Sheng Jianian is a person who ... even if it makes him extremely uncomfortable, he will not speak out.He only thinks of others, he only tries to force himself.”
Jiang Yan inhaled deeply: "Before, there was a period of time, he came back at eight or nine o'clock in the evening, not outside for socialation, because the time to go home is not early or not late, seven o'clock, seven o'clock, this time back, we have used food."But he knows he’s back and says he’s not eating, and you’ll be ready for him soon.He didn’t want to bother you, so he came back to eat at the door of the community and then come back.He's a man who doesn't want to cause trouble for others."
Jiang Ma was surprised: “This stupid child, why didn’t he say it?”What a problem for your family, you don't have problems!Alas!"
"In fact, before, when your parents did not come to live, he came back late in the evening, will toss a little food, he has been on the kitchen, some master, and enjoy the process."But because we had taken over his territory, he could only eat outside.I didn’t think about it at the time, but now I think, I owe him too much.”
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