"You haven't come in once, and my mother lied to me."

Han Luofan was disappointed and his tone was very down.

There are two kinds of talent in the eyes of the child, one is the blue sky, and the other is the day at home.Han Bing is the sky in Han Lovan's eyes, the man who stands tall.

When Han Luofan was born, Han Bing was not yet the secretary of the provincial party committee, he was the secretary of the municipal party committee of a city below the southern province of Nanjing, and they did not live in the city of Yang.Han Lofan was particularly skinny when he was a child, and every time he got into trouble at school, he was particularly happy when the teacher called his parents.

But every time, the person who came to deal with the trouble he caused was Han Bing’s driver.

When he found out that his father would not come to his room to visit himself in the middle of the night, Han Luo was sad and sad, and was helpless.At a young age, he couldn’t help but think: Is it he who did something wrong, and his father did not like himself.

He is incomparable.

Later grew up, at the age of sixteen or seventeen, Han Lovan also rebelled, but he never really dared to go fork in the road, he was afraid of a fork in the road to the black, can not go back.Before the college entrance examination, when the teacher asked him which university he wanted to take, he felt dazed and was afraid.

He was afraid that he would not have an accurate plan for the long future!

The college entrance examination that year, Han Loofan naturally did not test, a total of seven hundred and fifty, he took three hundred and six, barely mixed a two-specialty.At that time, Han Luofan had to clip his tail to be a man, and even Han Bing felt that there was no light on his face.Han Bing intended to throw him out of the army and let the troops teach him to be a man again.

Han Lofan insisted on re-reading that summer, the father and son had been in the cold war, and as a result, at the end of August, Han Bing personally took him to meet with the head of his repeat class.It was the first time Han Bing accompanied Han Lofan to see the teacher, he was afraid of being said to be a bribe, did not bring anything valuable, he took some of the local products brought by the driver from home to see the teacher.

The party secretary personally visited, the teacher can be surprised, but what surprised him even more was that the party secretary of the municipal party committee, even lowered his identity, and begged him to discipline Han Luofan more, and he should scold and scold, not soft.That teacher was originally very much admire Han Bing, by Han Bing this said, the year of re-reading, Han Lovan was not much "take care of" by the teacher.

Under the supervision of the teacher, the college entrance examination that year, Han Luofan took the five hundred and ninety-one, and got a line.

After the college entrance examination, Han Bing took his son to thank the teacher.

After that, Han Lovan dared to believe that his father also loved himself.

But Han Lovan always had a question in his heart, why did his father ignore himself in the early years?

Now, Han Lovan's doubts are understood.

The reason is very simple, because he is Yuan Ting's son, the father must hate Yuan Ting, that as the kind of woman, the father is willing to raise himself, is already kind.Thinking about it, Han Lovan couldn’t help but feel ironic.

He looked up at Han Bing, who was standing by the door, smiled at himself, and sighed, "When he saw me when he was a child, he thought of Miss Ji Wu, would you want to kill me?"Han Lofan asked this insult to Han Bing and a torture to himself.

Han Bing pressed his fist and whispered, "Han Luofan, if you don't want to be beaten, shut up."

Han Lovan will shut up.

He felt very uncomfortable, he especially wanted to cry, but holding, this chest is like a big stone, and it is like putting a pile of dry wood exposed by the hot sun, and it is burning at a time.Han Lofan was about to collapse, and he grabbed the sheets and ranted to ask Han Bing, "You don't see me so much, why don't you kill me!"When I was little, I threw me away and sold me!”

“Hanlovan!”Han Bing could not bear it, and under the anger, he walked quickly to Han Lovan's side, grabbed his clothes, and slapped him hard.Han Lofan was directly beaten and lost, Han Bing like all ordinary fathers who felt desperate for their children, bent over and yelled at his son, "You see clearly, I am your father!"Do you know who you’re talking to?”

“You say that, you think of me!”

The roar of Han Bing’s thunder finally pulled Han Lovan back from the brink of collapse.

Han Lofan looked at Han Bing, his lips moved for a long time, and his eyes were red.Han Bing's eyes were rosy and his eyes were tough, and he was very disappointed with his son.How could he say that, that’s what he said, and that’s jeopardizing his heart!

“If I fuck you, what else will I do if I want to kill you?”“Do I have to take care of myself?”

Han Bing's shelling finally woke Han Lovan.

Han Lofan's shoulder collapsed, he bowed his head, Han Bing suddenly heard Han Luofan slobging, "I don't want to exist as a mistake..." He seemed to be crying, a face is particularly ugly, Han Bing heard this body frozen, holding Han Luofan's hand, instantly lost all power.

The ice suddenly loosened his hands.

Han Bing, who was held in his hand, bent down impotently.

Han Lofan lay on the quilt, he covered his cheeks with his hands, spoke low, and with a crying voice, he said, "I don't want my existence to be a stain!"I don’t want to be that woman’s child!I don’t want to make a mistake in ruining your feelings with Miss Season 5!”

Han Lofan held his head with his hand, he suppressed the desire to cry, a helpless groan, "I also want to be loved and expected to be blessed children, but I am not, I am the woman's child!" 」The bad guy is her, so why am I the one who hates me?”

Han Bing looked at Han Luofan, who lay on the bed, and looked at him as if he were crying, but Han Luofan felt uncomfortable.He hung beside him, moving manually, when he heard Han Lovan finally cry and said, "Dad, don't hate me, I'm different from her, really, I've never hurt people like that."

When he heard this, Han Bing sighed and held Han Luofan in his arms.

Holding him, Han Lovan's body was slightly stiff.

My father never hugged me.Han Lofan did not know whether his father had hugged her when he was a child, but from the beginning of his memory, his father had never been so close to him.The first time he was hugged by Han Bing, Han Luofan was even unprepared to know where to put it.

Han Bing gently patted the child's back and said, "I'm sorry, child, I'm sorry."In the years before, Han Bing did hate Han Lovan, as he said, he was the son of the woman, the existence of the stain, he could not love him.

But after spending a long time together, watching this child grow up from a crying baby to a teenager, how can he not be soft.

How can you not love your child?