Chen Qiuyan lay on the ground, and it was supposed that the rat had rescued her.

The wounds that had been through those spears could still be seen in her at this moment.

The flesh-and-blood wounds seemed to wash the sea clean, and the skin looked so pale and scary, or rather that I was a little close to gray.

It is a dead color.

Chen Qiuyan is dead.

This came down the moment I saw her.

Not only is there no breath, there is no blood on her face, but on her body, even half a breath does not exist...

She seems to have died more thoroughly than any of the dead, no body, no corpse, no common kind of death.

“Calm down.”Fang Shi Liang came to me, death and death trudging my arm: "People can't be raised from death, you are still sad and change well."

I nodded and said, it’s okay, I’m calm.

With that, I bowed my head and did not continue to look at Chen Qiuyan's body, but half squatted on the ground, motionless, and fell into a rigid state.

I don’t know how to describe my emotions at this time, sadness or anger.I can't tell.

In the water by those poked holes, I can still feel the pain, but I do not know why, that pain compared to now, even one percent can not be compared.

When I learned that my grandfather had my legs abandoned, I had a similar feeling, very similar.

But definitely different.

Because the grandfather is still alive, everything is still turning, and Chen Qiuyan is dead.

Really dead.

“Oooh.”

At this moment, the cave is very quiet.

Fang Shiliang and the rat did not make a sound, standing quietly in the corner, looking at me with a worried face.

I did not make a half-voice, quiet to the extreme, even the act of crying, so immobile squat on the ground stunned.

The only sound I could hear was my own heartbeat.

It may be that this fixed rhythm and the sound of the melody, there is an indescribable hypnotic effect, after listening for a while, I suddenly feel a little sleepy, the strength of the body is also rapidly disappearing...

Instead of resisting this physical change, I felt an unspeakable relief, and with a chorus, I fell to the ground.

The right face pressed against the ground, and the nose could be smelled, only the dark and damp smell of the floor tiles.

“Old Shen, are you okay... don’t scare me...”

Seeing me lying on the ground silent, Fang Shiliang and the rat were also a little nervous, and hurried around.

The rat also put his small head over it, rubbed me gently, and his mouth squeaked, his voice was very low, and there was a whimper.

In fact, I want to tell them that I am okay, I am just a little tired and want to sleep for a while.

But I don't know why, but I can't say it.

Not only to talk, but also to breathe, it seems to be slowly slowing down.

Eyes are half open, and they cannot be closed.

It was a strange feeling like I was dead.

There is nothing in the empty heart, and nothing can be installed.

Nothing to do, nothing to do.

"Old Shen! don't do it!" when I saw that I was not sound, I was about to tuck it up, and my mouth was advised: "If you can't, you will cry!

After being pulled up by him, my head was still hanging, my hands on my knees, I didn't want to say a word, to be precise, I didn't know what to say.

“Squeaking.”The rat called out two times, drilled into my arms, hugged me tightly with two small claws, the bean-sized beads of tears fell down one by one.

In his eyes, Chen Qiuyan is the person closest to him except me.

Everything follows it, spoils it at any time, there is good food, or fun, it will be the first to think of it.

For the rat, Chen Qiuyian is more like a family.

The old man once told me that the heart of the squatter is similar to that of a seven-year-old child, so in some cases, its ability to bear is not as good as ours.

Now that Chen Qiuyan is gone, he can’t control his emotions.

The rat hugged me tightly, and sobbed, the tears did not stop from beginning to end, and the body trembled.

"Actually, I don't have that deep feelings with her."

Hearing this, Fang Shiliang and the rat were stunned, and looked at me, as if I did not understand why I said so.

"In the beginning, we were just friends, and the relationship was not particularly good, because her official family, there is no denying that I was a little stereosist about her..." I said to myself, my eyes were always on the ground, maybe there was no strength to speak, so the voice was very low: "later the relationship is much better...Because she is not a normal girl...especially strong...I want to help us...Even if we take the work outside, she also followed...

“Although she worked with us all wanted to do scientific research ... but she really helped us a lot... at home is also she takes care of us... cooking and cooking... laundry stacked... She does all the work...”

"Not only me, but also the seven treasures, the Changlong elephant, they all think that she is a good girl, and they all look at her as a sister..."

“You should understand, right?There is a girl of many years old to take care of you, you will really unconsciously look at her as a sister, or a sister of the kind...”

I said, suddenly found that the heart beat faster, very abrupt up.

And the blood in my body seems to have changed, all of them are uncontrollably hot, like a fire, just feel that the whole body is burning.

"I don't know how things will become like this, in a few hours, I only look at her as a sister, but now I don't know, especially her death, I don't know how to look at her..." I said here, suddenly laughing, feeling that the roots of the teeth are itchy, especially want to find something to bite, look up at Fang Liang, said: "I don't know if I like her, but I know, I don't want her to die, and I don't want her to die because of me..."

At this time, Fang Shiliang seemed to see something in my eyes, and suddenly took two steps back, staring at me with a watchful face.

“Calm down.”

“Actually, my nature is not so strong... but I don’t know why I couldn’t cry this time... just feeling bad... as if I was dead too... physically claming to save me...”

I smiled, looked down, only to see the flesh on the back of the hand is tightened, or contracted, the back of the hand looks at the way no half-living person should be, on the contrary, more like a pair of chicken claws.

At the same time, this flesh-and-blood contraction began to spread up from the back of the hand until the shoulder stopped.

Fang Yi looked up and his expression was very nervous: “You will not fall into evil, do you?

"I'm too small to look at the body, really."I said to myself, my hands suddenly trembling, the frequency of the heartbeat is getting faster and faster, and in the end it is simply a thud of a bang, which is not the rhythm that a living person should have.

Without waiting for a lot of questions, I shook my fist and whispered, "These clams have brains, they are alive, they know what I want to do, just now they said, want to help me."

“What do you say, talking to you?”

“The body slows down, can save my life, can repair my body, but if it accelerates the pace and constantly repairs my body, it is more than the side effects of the ascending body...” I whispered: “The body will not collapse, because there is no kind of body as a lead, on the contrary, I can take the body as my own help...”

At this time, I was a little incoherent, I believe that Fang Shiliang could also see it, so he did not catch up again, crouched beside me and ordered a cigarette and put it in my mouth.

"The rat is not light, it will go with you for a while."I said, picking up the coffin nails on the ground, and comparing them with my fingers, to determine the length of each paragraph to be reserved, so I asked the wise: "Do you have a way to break this nail?"

Fang Shuliang shook his head: "The hand is not strong, sure to keep getting it."

"Squeak!" cried the squeegee, as if trying to help me.

"Don't break it casually, as I say, start here, a little bit of a cut, make eight cuts, this also has a coffin nail, this makes nine cut..."

“Seventeen cuts?”Fang Shuliang looked at me very confusedly: “What are you doing with these broken coffin nails?”

I took the cigarette, slowly got up, and walked to Chen Qiuyan's body, and did not say back.

Pulling up the seedlings.