On the plane back to Chengdu, Stuart and the group he brought with him sat in front, far away from us, as if to leave us an absolutely quiet corner, so that we could calm down.

But to be honest, I don’t feel like I’m in a mood to calm down, because I’ve calmed down before he said that.

All are false.

Grandpa, they can't die, even if they are hurt, they are fucking seriously injured, and they can't die in the hands of the old tortoise sons.

If you want to be an old man and a warrior, at least you have to have the old prophet to come forward, not to mention the prophet is also a hundred battles...

“When did the tidwell leave?”I asked Chen Qiaoyan.

At this moment, Chen Qiuyan seemed to be afraid that I would collapse, holding my arm tightly, and looking at me carefully.

I was so calm, the panic on her face was even more obvious.

"When they came to Situ, they ran away and said that they could not show up in front of them, or they would have done great things."

"This old man is running very fast," I smiled, "this time we owe him a favor, but he also owes us, it's flat."

Chen Qiuyan hummed, carefully put his head over, like a kitten, gently rubbed my face.

I don't know what happened to her, she suddenly trembled twice, it seemed that she was forcibly controlling her emotions, and her eyes were red, but she still did not say a word.

“Crying what?”I rubbed Chen Qiuyan's hair, and the voice was a little low: "We are all very difficult to die, we should be happy, what is there to cry?" 」

In the process, the rat has been sitting on the edge staring at us, motionless, as if watching something.

I can feel the humane dazed in the eyes of the rat, it is very confused, at least for now.

Without waiting for me to say anything more, Chen Qiuyan burst into tears without warning, and like his own child, he hugged me tightly and cried.

Everyone is the same, even if you can control the emotions, in fact, is just an empty shell.

To endure the pressure, to endure the pressure, but all this has a limit.

Chen Qiuyan's loss of crying, is the last straw that overwhelmed me, the emotion that I had pressed against my heart before, and it collapsed in an instant, like a flood that broke the levee, and raging raging out...

It is no exaggeration to say that I could not cry at all, and the whole body was trembling, completely unable to feel the emotion of grief, only indescribable fear.

Really, I'm excited, I'm big.

It can be said that my previous act of pressing emotions was to keep calm and let me have a more calm state to face those troubles.

But think about it, what’s the difference between that kind of action and escape?

I did not dare to cry out, nor could I cry out, I could only hold Chen Qiuyan tightly, my body was constantly trembling, and I never felt so afraid.

In the face of those who are old, my fear is the fear of losing my life from the bottom of my heart, but at this moment, what I feel is the fear of losing everything.

Grandfather, seven treasures, Changlong elephant, Miao Wu people.

I have to say, the old man is my dear, the seven treasures and the Changlong elephant are my brothers, they have an accident, I am sad is a normal thing, then Miao Wu people accident... I should be sad should also be deserved.

He helped us too much, and since this time he has been together, he seems to have joined the small group of the pharmacy... For the old man, I am afraid he is also his own family, an old brother.

When the old man happened, he was doing his best to help me, although he usually would give people a sense of schadenfreude, but in the end... He is a good man, but also a respectable elder, this is not a joke.

The original hot and lively pharmacy ... everyone is good, the result is that today Stuart said as soon as he spoke, everyone is gone, is this fucking joke with me?

At this moment, Stuart suddenly got up and came to my side.

"Old Shen, you first stabilize the mood, there is something we can slowly solve, don't..."

“Are you kidding me?”I looked up and stared at Stuart: "My grandfather is gone, my two brothers are gone, and the old Miao seniors are gone... You mean, the people in the pharmacy are fucking dead, and our Shen family is dead, leaving me alone, is that so?" 」

Stuart was silent, not saying a word, but the look of compassion had given me the answer.

Seeing his reaction, I also went silent, took a deep breath, and reluctantly calmed the mood.

“How long will it take to get there?”

Listening to my question, Stuart looked at his watch and said, "The plane will be able to land in half an hour at most."

I nodded, did not ask any more questions, leaned back, as if trying to curl up in the corner of the back of the chair, close my eyes and silent.

In this case, the speed of time seems to be getting slower and slower, and every second makes me feel like a year.

After not knowing how long, I felt a sense of weightlessness, opened my eyes, and the plane had begun to land.

I got off the plane and met the group of people who had called Stuart, and the process was so short that I got into the car to the pharmacy in less than three minutes.

Chen Qiuyan took my hand from beginning to end, did not let go even once, the rat is also on my shoulders can not come down, two small paws to tug at my clothes, carefully glance around.

I lived in Chengdu for many years, but this time I came back, but I felt a strange feeling that I had never had before.

When I got in the car, it was raining outside, and since it was nearing the evening, the temperature had also dropped, plus the rendering of moisture and rain... as if the city were covered in a haze.

I leaned against the car seat, some shrank and lean back, the body was slightly trembling, from the rearview mirror, my face is similar to the dead, pale to the point of wretched.

Stuart's eyes have been on my face, from the beginning of the car, did not move, seems to be worried about me, the look in my eyes is extremely complex.

"Old Shen, no matter what you see, calm down, the Shen family will be alone, if you have any accident..."

At this point, Stuart paused for two seconds, and said nothing more, turning his head in silence like mine.

He is not stupid.

He should be clear that in this case, the best comfort is no consolation, in the state of not talking, my emotions are easier to stabilize, it is impossible to collapse so easily...

With my constant deep breathing, I felt a little better, not so heavy.

But at this time, the car slowly drove into the old street.

A charred smell, quietly coming from a distance, came into my nasal cavity.

“What smell?”I frowned and asked Stuart, “It seems to have been coming from the pharmacy, what’s going on?”

Stuart sighed and said, in a moment you will see for yourself.

At this time, the old street was empty, and no other cars were passing by, so the car we were riding in was very fast, and on the old street without any obstacles, it was speeding in the direction of the pharmacy.

The closer I got to the pharmacy, the thicker the charred smell I could smell.

very soon.

The car stopped by the side of the road, and the pharmacy was separated by a circle of yellow plastic-like things, like the construction site of the building, and a steel frame was hit around.

There were a lot of people in military uniforms wandering along the roadside, and when they saw Stuart get out of the car, he nodded and said hello.

"It's okay."

I muttered, holding Chen Qiuyan's hand tightly, as if to comfort her, but actually comforting myself.

“It’s okay...”

Stuart walked in front of me, beckoned to me, and motioned for me to hurry up.

Before that, I always wanted to go home as soon as possible to see what happened, but now I can't move on the side of the road, as if I have a kilogram of weight on both feet.

Chen Qiuyan gently took my arm and said nothing, but her attitude had already shown... it seemed to be trying to face all this with me.

I stood where I was, slowed for two or three minutes, and finally followed the disciples who stood in front of me.

He led the way, went to the outside of the pharmacy, slowly lifted the plastic sheet like a curtain.

I just looked inside... just a look.

In my heart, everything I once had, in that moment...

Collapsed.