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Chapter 189:This Child Must Be Aborted

She was afraid at the bottom of her heart, if Cao Menlu contacted the cold cloud, would he tell Cao Monroe about the divorce?If that’s the case, then this broken marriage will be known to the world, and she doesn’t want to be in that situation.

Fortunately, the phone did not open, then Cao Monroe did not know about this matter, then she may have a chance to save.At this moment, she has no heart to die, God has not taken her life, then she will continue to complete the difficult mission of love and cold cloud.

When Cao Man lay on his lips, he was eventually swallowed by life.Su Ruolin is no longer the ignorant little girl, she has her own mind, has her own life, she as a mother, can only watch.

“If there’s something uncomfortable in your heart, you must tell your mother.”Mom saw you like this now, her heart hurts.When I found you yesterday, my mother was so scared."Cao Mengluo said, tears came out.

She is really afraid, her only hope is Su Jolene, if the daughter is not happy, then she has absolved most of her life, is a kind of self-abuse blasphemy.The continuation of life should be like this, their own unhappy time, always hope that the next generation can get the best.

"I'm sorry, Mom--" Su Joolin was just crying silently, she was impulsive at the time, not thinking so much.Now that she is born again, she will cherish the most life more and more.

Su Ruolin spent a week in the hospital, and there was no contact between the cold cloud, and the man seemed to have disappeared completely from her life, no phone, no text messages, let alone visit in person.

Such a strong love, in the killing of reality, will slowly fade, the disappointment of the cold cloud is not no, but there is such a little unwillingness.When the two people exchanged rings, they hoped to protect their lives, but he forgot the promise of the day and forced her to leave her from his life.

These days, Su Ruolin has been thinking about a thing, she can not look at their marriage to extinction, just as the cold cloud opened a small difference, she can not completely deny him because of this matter.She has been thinking that she should take the initiative to talk to Su Luoyan, if he is not willing to give up Suloyan, then Su Luoyan is also firm to spend the rest of his life with him?

The thought kept coming to her mind, and she didn’t tell anyone, but she was so determined.Why do women need to be embarrassed by women, Su Luoyan even if it is poor, she can always look for other men, why must she come to grab cold Yunhao with her?

“Lou, do you have time?I’m looking for you a little bit, shall we meet at the island coffee?I'll wait for you there."She sent a text message to Suloyan, and did not know whether Suloyan would be on request.But she still expects this matter to be resolved.

She shouldn’t have gone to Suloyan, but she was helpless.Her husband had fallen in love with the woman, and she had lost even the heaviest weight.What else does she have, what dignity, what face, are these more important than marriage?

Therefore, she appeared in the island coffee shop, waiting for the arrival of Su Luoyan in the window, the feelings of the three people, after all, need someone to make concessions, even if the last lost person or her, Su Ruolin also hope that she can work harder.

When Su Luoyan saw the text message, she understood what Su Joolin meant, her heart sank, this matter must face sooner or later, she has been just in the shelter of cold Yunhao to avoid harm.But this matter has an inescapable responsibility with her, and she still has to solve it.

"Yun Hao, I'll go out, Lin Xi has something."Su Luoyan rushed to the cold cloud in the study on the balcony, saying that in order to be able to spend more time with Su Luoyan, cold Yunhao brought back the company's affairs.

"Well, come back early and I'll pick you up later."He did not hesitate, thinking that women also have their own space, he knew Lin Xi, but also know Lin Xi is not no bad mind.

Suloyan came out of the house in this way, and when he arrived at the place, he had already seen Surolin sitting down in the window, and the cup of cappuccino in the cup had just drunk a little.

The air was filled with the bitterness of coffee, just like Su Jolin’s mood.She tried to hope that she did not look so hagmorious, but the face of the serious illness was still completely exposed to her whereabouts.

Su Luoyan appeared in front of Su Ruolin, and the two people said goodbye, but it was a little embarrassing.Because a man, they can no longer be as close as before.

"Louyan, please sit down."Su Ruolin tried to squeeze out a smiley face, she is everyone's show, should not be small family.And today's meeting was initiated by her, and she could not show her emotions.

Su Luo Yan was sitting, and both of them were unwilling to look directly at each other, but they turned their eyes to the window, the coffee in front of them, with a strong bitter breath, and the quiet music flowed between each other's hearts.

“Louyan, I’m looking for you to tell you about the three of us.I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so reckless to you, I know, you are also innocent of this matter.It’s just... I don’t know what to do?”Sue Ruolin said, already full of tears.

She really did not know how to be good, could not tell her parents about this matter, and did not get a little response in the cold Yunhao, he was determined to divorce her, no matter what she said, it was futile.She never thought of involving Suloyan, but now, when she was cornered, she could only sit down and talk to Suloyan.

"I'm sorry..." Suloyan took a long breath, this sentence is sorry, she wanted to say early in the morning.Just because of the things, she finally did not tell Su Ruolin.

She could not accept the cold cloud for a long time, and she was not willing to hurt this innocent woman.She never thought of being someone else’s third, never wanting to destroy someone else’s family.She knew the hardships of Du Yue'e, and had sworn never to go on her mother's old path.But the reality, how can you think?

I’m sorry, but I opened the distance between each other.This is definitely the calmest original and the most kind of little three.Sue's tears flowed silently.

"Loyen, I really love Yunhao, without him I don't know what to do?"I know that the person Yun Hao loves is you, I am not jealous, I am not jealous, I just hope not to divorce him.Luo Yan, Yun Hao did not listen to my words, I beg you to persuade him?I don't want to divorce him."Sue was crying and pleading.

Su Luoyan's most afraid of the thing still happened, Su Ruolin asked her to let go, and she even did not have the qualifications to say no.She sat there, her mind blank.If there is a seam, she would rather go in.

"Lo Yan, I know that Yun Hao misunderstood me, I am not pregnant, I was married to Yun Hao for two years, he did not even touch me, and I can not accept other men at all."Loyan, you believe me, I'm still a virgin now, I'm not really pregnant."Sue Ruolin said, already crying into tears.

Su Luo Lin was pregnant, Su Luoyan is known, as for the child, she did not ask much later, so she did not know, but learned from the cold Yunhao that the child in Su Ruolin's stomach was not his.

It turned out that she thought she was self-righteous, so she indulged her feelings, and she made such a small three for so long, but it was a comfortable look.She thought about her happy time with cold clouds, so beautiful, it was built on the sacrifice of Su Ruolin.1cZOv.

Hearts know this."I'm sorry, I didn't know you weren't pregnant."Su Luoyan is telling the truth, if she had known that Su Joolin was not pregnant, then she would never have lived with Cold Yunhao.This was the most direct injury to Su Ruolin, she knew in her heart, but she unintentionally did so.

"Lo Yan, I promise you, I will never interfere in your life with Yun Hao, I do not want to divorce, as long as I can stay with him, even if it is just a name, I am willing."Sue continued to plead.

Such a woman, for the sake of love is humble to such a degree.Su Luoyan couldn't help but feel guilty, how brazen she was, to rob someone else's husband to become her lover.

In front of Sue, she couldn’t lift her head.She could not be crowned, even if the cold cloud is now affectionate to her, even if she is more fortunate than Surolin to get a man's love, but these are based on hurting Su Jolene.

She could not be sure to enjoy the love of another person, Su Ruolin is a kind woman, from her return to Su's house to now, only this person has been silently good to her.Is she just that now, and isn’t that ungrateful?

“I’m sorry, I was wrong, I know what to do now.Don't worry, I'll make a choice."She finally raised her eyebrows and said it.

Giving up cold clouds, she can't do it, but she wants her to watch Su Ruolin's daily immersion in the pain of losing her lover, and she can't do it.Loving someone doesn’t have to be owned, isn’t it?

Su Ruolin's tears, like the rain in March, fell into the heart of Su Luoyan.The heavy feeling of being wet, and she was about to catch her breath.

“Lou, I’m sorry to make it difficult for you.You will meet a man who is better than Yunhao, I can't do this, leave Yunhao, I can't do anything."Su Ruolin's last sentence, Su Luoyan did not have the courage to continue to listen.

She was a thief, she did not want money, but she plotted the happiness of others.If she did not appear, then cold Yunhao and Su Ruolin should live very happy.But as this discordant note, she broke the whole peace.

"I'm gone, I'll go first."Su Luoyan can no longer do it, the bitter coffee is still in the mouth, and the love with the cold cloud will eventually lose the sweet taste before.

She staggered out of the cafe and rushed to get a taxi on the side of the road.She couldn’t go on like this, and this life was already chaotic.But the thought of leaving the cold cloud-ho completely, to return this beloved man, her tears could not stop slipping.

The scenery outside the window passed away, Su Luoyan was not in the mood to appreciate the beauty of the city scenery, her mood fell to the extreme, the life that was originally expected, to the end is just a beautiful dream.

After Su Luoyan left, Su Ruolin had been sitting there, she did not know whether she was right or wrong, love is selfish, marriage is selfish.She just wants to protect her marriage.If she hurt Suloyan because of this move, then she can only be very sorry.

Su Luoyan's departure, as if to some extent, brought her hope.This cruel hope has given her a little color to her a little confused heart.She began to hope that the cold cloud could return to her one day.

The stone in the heart is still loose a little, although I don't know what tomorrow will look like, but as long as there is a person between cold cloud and Su Luoyan let go, then this marriage still has the possibility of continuing.

However, Su Ruolin still can't help but worry, if Su Luoyan will tell these things to cold Yunhao, how will he feel?It is just that she is clear about the character of Su Luoyan, she is so strong, so forgiving, will not say these.

Women, are in need of a little heart, and then simple women, will be more mature by life.Su Ruolin sighed, grabbed her handbag and walked outside.

At this time, it is after that the afterglow of the sunset shines through the tall buildings, sparsely falling on her face, and the sun is not very warm, but at least there is a little more brilliance in people's eyes.She thought that after the darkness of the night, the dawn of the dawn would always be ushered in.So, let her expect that glimmer of hope, and finally like the fire of the plains, can bring her a complete rebirth.

When Su Luoyan returned, cold Yunhao was still busy in the study.When he saw Suloe opening the door, he got up and met him.Just a glance to see Suloe's face, there is no happy color.He thought that Lin Xi's side had said something else, resulting in Suloyan's negative emotions.

"What is it?"What else did Lin Xi say today?I don't want to see you unhappy."He reached out to surround Suloyan, and Suloyan did not resist, but he did not see the past affection.He was sensitive to the fact that she was in a low mood.

"Nothing, I'm a little tired, I want to rest for a while."Su Luo Yanqiang squeezed out a smile, and then came out of the arms of the cold cloud, and a person entered the bedroom.

I don't know why, suddenly a feeling of vomiting came up, she did not go to the door of the bedroom, but there was a rush back to the bathroom, a person holding the toilet fetcular, however, as if there were many things want to vomiting out, but at this time there was nothing.

“Louyan, how are you?”Cold Yunhao saw this scene, panicked and followed in, Su Luo Yan squatting on the ground, looking very painful.He wanted to come forward and give her a little care, but he didn’t know how it was good.

"Nothing, just a little uncomfortable, I'll go and rest for a while."Su Luo Yan said lightly, getting up and pushing away the cold cloud Hao into the bedroom.

Cold Yunhao stood there, I don't know what happened to Su Luoyan, everything was normal when she went out, and when she came back, it was a little different from before.I want to ask a few more questions, but the words to the mouth, and feel that at this time Su Luoyan, I am afraid that more space is needed.

Su Luoyan lay in bed, her mind was in a mess, and she needed to make a choice in this matter, and she could not go on like this all the time.She and Cold Yunhao are now intimate, but one day he will be cold to her.She couldn’t wait until that day to wake up.

Unintentionally doing someone to destroy someone else's family, she needs a cliff.However, the thought of taking the initiative to leave the cold cloud, her heart is still a lot of reluctant.She wanted to talk to Cold, and there should be a conversation between the two of them.At this point, she couldn’t find the right time.

In fact, just now, Su Luoyan suddenly remembered a serious problem, her aunt this month seems to have never come.She had already realized this when she was vomiting in the bathroom, but when the cold cloud was behind her, her mind was in a mess, so she did not open her mouth.

She did not know that after Cold Yunhao saw Sulo Yan vomiting, she was also aware of this problem.They’ve been living together for more than a month, and every time that happens, there’s basically no security measures.However, seeing that Su Luoyan was not happy, he did not give the question in his heart in time.

In the evening, cold clouds and a glass of hot milk into the bedroom.Suloyan leaned against the head of the bed, and the book in his hand was spread out, but his obvious eyes did not fall on the page.

“Louyan, what happened to you?I've been unhappy when I come back."Cold Yunhao lay down beside Suloyan and took Suloyan into his arms.Every time he saw Suloe, he was a little worried.

"It's okay, I'm tired, I want to rest for a while."She put the book in her hand, leaning in the arms of the cold cloud, and did not want to continue to talk.

Cold Yunhao sensed Suloyan's silence, but he wanted to break the silence.There are many things that need to be communicated and communicated with each other.If the communication is abandoned, how can it continue?

He did not want such a rift between himself and Suloyan, otherwise one day, he would go to an extreme that could not be controlled.Worried that Suloyan was wronged, but she excluded him from the door of her heart, and her mind was no longer willing to tell him.

“Lauren, can I ask you a question?”After a while, the cold cloud Hao opened his mouth, and suddenly fell into this scene of caution when talking between the two people, and he was not used to it.

“Hmm.”Su Luoyan still only faintly replied that her hands were unconsciously covered in the belly, and there was no difference in the smooth and smooth belly, but inside, it seemed that there might be a life already inside.

“Lou, shall we have a child, shall we?I want one for you and my children."Cold Yunhao said in Su Luoyan's ear, Su Luoyan's body involuntarily witnessed.She didn’t want to have a child who belonged to her and cold.It just didn’t come at the time, she couldn’t get the child to repeat her life trajectory.

Su Luoyan did not make a sound, she began to panic in her heart, is the cold cloud Hao has noticed what?When she thinks of the child, she will feel heartache.Because they had a child, and they were forced to take it away under his might.

The pain of that year has gradually dissipated with time, if it is not now the body has appeared strange, she is almost forgotten that she once gave birth to a life.The child had not yet had time to be born, and cold Yunhao did not know that he had been about to become a father, life was like a joke, but lost a life that did not appear in time.

“Louyan, what happened to you?Don’t you want to have a child?”Cold clouds have some hurry, such an atmosphere is a little depressing, he needs to be open and open communication, not like now, two people are silent need to guess each other's thoughts.

“Yunhao, can you say this question later?I'm tired now and I want to rest."Su Luoyan came out of the arms of the cold cloud and hid himself in the bed.She didn’t want to answer any question-and-answer words, she just wanted to be quiet for a moment and think about how the child would approach his arrival if he really existed.

Several times in a row, the patience of the cold cloud seems to have been exhausted.It’s only been an afternoon, why is the change in Suloyan so big?He couldn’t figure it out at all, and there was no reason for a woman to suddenly become what she is.

“Louyan, what’s the matter, don’t hold your heart?We are not married now, but we have lived together for so long, we are going to live our lives.I want you to tell me what happened today.”He was in a hurry to know why she wasn’t happy.

And this matter, Su Luoyan naturally can not mention the cold cloud, Su Ruolin's sad eyes, has been in her mind, she hurt the innocent and kind woman, has always felt the crown, that kind of shame when to stay away, she even did not know.

“Did Lin Xi say anything?”I called her.Loyalty, I love you, can you trust me?No matter what others say, no matter what others think of our relationship, I will love you as always."The cold cloud said solemnly.

(PS: This chapter is still 6000+ words, the update is over, everyone, see you tomorrow!)Also, please ask for the moon ticket for the props, thank you!)

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