As Long As You're Better Off Than Me
Chapter 202:As Long As You're Better Off Than Me
“Louyan, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have told you this. Seeing a look of concern on Suloyan's face, Lin Xi, as if she had done something wrong, she should no longer be with the person of Suloyan.
There was a moment of silence between the two, and Suloyan's heart began to tremble, and how she wished she could stand beside him and accompany him through such a difficult time.However, she could not go back, and she could not persuade herself to carry the moral cross and walk forward as before.
“You still love him, don’t you?”After a long time, Lin Xi stared at Su Luoyan's eyes and asked, love is a complicated thing, but it will not change easily with time.Lin Xi's nerves were so incoherent that she could speak incoherent, but she could still feel the mood of Su Luoyan.
They are good sisters, people who can share the hardships with them, and Lin Xi's heart does not feel good when he sees Su Luo Yan.It’s just that things have happened to people who have nothing to say except silence.
"Do not love."Su Luoyan squeezed out such two words, as if she had exhausted her whole body strength, she did not love it anymore, otherwise how could she make up her mind to leave him.How can you take a break from your oath to be someone else’s fiancée?She was no longer qualified to mention the sacred word of love.
Yunhao, are you okay?I still miss you, but I can’t tell you what I’m feeling.I want to be brave enough to stand by your side as you used to, but forgive me, I am so cowardly to this point, to watch your pain.
“Yunhao, you can’t drink anymore.”Seeing the cold clouds in the bar every day, Wei Jun was quite puzzled.But the loss of a woman, this kind of love, who has not experienced it?
A stair of beer in front of the cold cloud table is empty, he is full of wine, such a day, chaos, if in the past, he can not accept, let alone become this virtue.But now, apart from the comfort that alcohol can bring him, he can no longer convince himself to revive.
"Yun Hao, things are already like this, you can't always be immersed in the past, the dust has been engaged to Luo Yan, and Luo Yan now has a child, you still let it go."Wei Jun frowned and persuaded the cold cloud.
Brotherly sentiment, not a few words can be cut off, he knows the pain in the heart of the cold cloud, feel powerless to help this man out of the pain.If Suloyan has not yet made a choice, then there is still a time to save this matter, but she is willing to bear the child above, then she has put it down.
This is the most incredible thing that cold clouds hear, Su Luoyan has a child of Fang Yi dust?"What do you say?"Say it again."Cold clouds and red eyes stared at Wei Jun, he felt that his breathing was about to stop, and when he was sore that he could not breathe, he had to accept such a powerful news.16xry.
“Yunhao, can you wake up, okay?”She doesn't love you anymore, so why should you hurt yourself like this."Wei Jun did not know what he could say, so that he could make the cold cloud accept this fact.
"It's impossible, Luo Yan can't not love me, Fang Yi dust this bastard, why do you rob my woman."The cold cloud roared, smashing the beer bottle in his hand to the wall, and the hustle and bustle in the bar immediately stopped.Everyone’s eyes are looking here.
Wei Junlima held the cold cloud, gave the bartender a look, and went out along the safe passage.There were already many scandals on the cold cloud, and he did not want this man to be spit around by the world.
“Wu Jun, you tell me she still loves me, doesn’t she?”Drunken cold cloud, pulled Wei Jun began to talk nonsense, his heart has always been clear, but can not accept the fact that he lost that woman forever.
Wei Jun no longer spoke, crammed the cold cloud into the car, and then started the engine and left with the cold cloud.This is what he does every night, no matter which bar cold Yunhao is drunk in, someone will inform him first.He didn’t know if he was right or wrong, but as Lin Xi said, friends should come when they needed it most.
He could only be silently accompanied by the cold cloud, and he could not help him to heal his inner pain.Only by loving deeply can we understand the meaning of pain.
After the drunken cold cloud, always have to constantly call the name of Su Luoyan, the woman has become the brand of his life, indelible.He sent the cold cloud to his home, settled the man, and drove away.
Cold Yunhao woke up at nearly noon, and every day at this time, he woke up from the pain of being drunk, only to find himself lying in that empty double bed.Without the face of Suloyan, the whole world is still himself.
Shen Yuqing's situation is not optimistic, from the experts invited from the United States, has not yet figured out what happened to her.Seeing the elegant woman growing haggard, the pressure in his heart was even greater.On the other side of the United States, the United States has been historically hit hard, and the wind is still struggling, but he is not in the mood to take care of these things.
After a simple lunch, he walked to the sanatorium, as if he could find a moment of peace only there.Sometimes he felt so strong that no one could knock him down, and then he realized that he was as fragile as a child.
He was afraid of being alone, afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being like this now, but deep in pain, he had nowhere to say.He sat on the edge of Shen Yuqing's bed, her body was inserted with various kinds of pipes, and the instruments on the side of the dripping answered non-stop, showing the characteristics of this woman's life.
He could not imagine that one day he would be sitting here, and if all these instruments had stopped, how would he continue his life?Su Luoyan has left him, if Shen Yuqing also left, where should he go?He was suddenly afraid that such a big world, there was no one who could accommodate him.
This night, the rare cold cloud did not go to the bar nostalgia, people will be tired when it is tired, alcohol can not solve the things, or need people to adjust themselves.He did not go to Suloyan, but when he stood outside the Fangjia Villa, he did not know how to move.
She had become someone else's fiancée, and now she already had someone else's child in her womb, and when he thought of the child, he had a bitterness in his heart.They once had a common child, but Suloyan killed his life.If the child were still alive, it would have been more than three months.
Such a beautiful thing has become a distant memory, and everything can't go back, only endless pain is still haunting in the heart.It was dark, he did not want to eat, whether he was haggard to the terrible picture, he did not go to investigate.
He thought that if he walked on the street, no one would recognize him as the cool cloud, the meaning of life seems to become abnormally nothing, he even felt that Shen Yuqing is also a kind of happiness, at least she can not think about the outside world, can be quietly immersed in their own world.I groaned her.
Envy is also just an emotion, in times of pain, it is a dose of escape medicine.His mind will always appear Su Luoyan figure, the two of them have spent so many wonderful times, but suddenly become a memory that can not be returned.
During this period, he went to a bathroom, but did not want to hear about the corridor around the corner, several people are talking about, the topic is of course focused on his body, he is now the city's popular figure.
If in the past, if he had just moved his finger, these reports would have been silent, but now he has lost that mood.
"I can't believe he's such a person."He heard the sigh of a middle-age woman, the two medical staff's voice is very small, standing at the window whispering to say this, just back to the cold cloud, do not know that he is behind him.
"That's not it, I heard that he was out there, so that Miss Sue divorced him."Another woman echoed and spoke, as if there was a great deal of anger in her words.
"Well, poor Miss Sue, such a good man, has met such an animal as he is.However, I still can't figure out, if you say that if he is really so cold-blooded, why is he still so enthusiastic about his mother?"The other woman continued with the words.
"It's not all the way it is, you don't understand this, the rich people's favorite thing now is to pretend, you think he really is like us, but also what kind of things in the heart, they see only money."The woman’s voice of discontent came out.
Cold Yunhao suddenly wanted to sneer, he never took money as one thing, at this time heard the two people's argument, he had a bitter heart.Life without money is also a pleasure, so it is more care.
“Did you really have anything to do with that woman?”The woman had asked, with a questioning tone, that she was obviously very interested in these things.
“Who knows this?But the newspapers all say so, I think there may be such a thing, rich people, are more money to make a strange, you say to let them become poor overnight, there will be these thoughts?" 」The woman next to her finished and took a breath.
The cold clouds stood there, caught in contemplation, and perhaps everyone's joy was incomprehensible to others.He never felt that he had become this way because of money, but on the contrary, he was just like everyone else, worried about what would happen without money.
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