If You Love, Love Deeply
Chapter 242:If You Love, Love Deeply
“Thank you very much. In fact, it can come later.I'm home alone, and I have time."Su Luo Yan smiled faintly, and the servant had already put on tea and pastries.
Fang Yiqiu has not been back for a long time, what the man is doing, she is completely unclear.He did not call back to inform him, nor did she call to inquire.It was as if a mouthful had been opened between two people one day, and no one had said what it meant, but such a thing continued.
“Lousy, how is he doing to you?”I see your stomach getting bigger, and it won't be long before it's going to be produced."Su Ruolin's eyes fell on the stomach of Suloyan, where a life was being conceived.
A month later, when Su Luoyan heard the news, there was a hint of surprise and surprise.She longed for the arrival of this life, which would allow her to break the peace.
“A month later, the baby is about to be born.What about you and Marlon?Have a plan?”Su Luoyan smiled and asked, but Su Ruolin showed a shy smile.
"I decided to have children later with Malang, he has not yet stabilized his work, and you know, my mother's temper is definitely going to say three or four times."I want to give him a little buffer time, and when he's all right away, we'll have another baby."Su Ruolin's blushing cheek, with sweetness and shyness.
Marang came over, took Su Jolene's shoulder, the hands of the two people were holding together, and Suloyan was lost for a moment, that is, not long ago, she also had such an experience.However, time has always left people, everything has become the past, and she is only one person here after all.
How has that person been lately?Is he okay?Have you survived the crisis?These things, Suloyan wanted to know, but did not tell, she could only silently look forward to the good news.Pray for him and hope that everything will go well.
Halfway Su Joolin left for a moment, leaving Marang and Suloyan sitting together, and the two of them began to talk like old friends.Marang told Suloyan about many American experiences, talking about places that two people are familiar with, familiar with people, and those who have changed in time.
Su Luo Yan was very happy with his smile, most of the time, Malang was incessantly recounting, she listened quietly, occasionally asked a few questions, those beautiful days, never to return.
“Louyan, that’s him, isn’t it?”At last, Marang paused for a moment, and suddenly looked solemnly into Suloyan's eyes and asked.When he saw the email that Suloyan had sent, his heart was already clear.He was once a good police officer, and he had a sharp judgment different from ordinary people.
That man, he knows.It is his current wife's ex-husband and the beloved lover of Suloyan, whose past he did not participate in has been fixed there.He just did not think that at this time, Su Luoyan chose to help in silence.
"It doesn't matter who he is, I thank you very much for this, Marang, thank you, help me at that time."Suzanne said it with great sincerity.When she was most helpless, it was Marlon who helped her.She was grateful, but she didn’t know how to say it.
“Louyan, do you still love him?”Marlon asked, staring into Suloyan’s eyes.He knew how painful Suloyan's choice was, and if he changed another woman, he would not do so.
When she found that her husband had used despicable means to hurt another man she loved, she chose not to question or silence, but to resist this from the inside.She could not tolerate someone hurting her lover, even if that person was now her husband.
“I am already married.”Su Luo smiled bitterly, slender eyebrows, falling fine lines.Having experienced so much, she was no longer the young woman she had been before.
Two people are separated and sometimes have nothing to do with love.This happened, then she did not hide, did not flee, but accepted, there is no choice.
“Louyan, will you listen to me?”He’s really not right for you, he’s dangerous, you know?If you don't love him, leave him, and I'm worried that you'll be by his side and there'll be an accident."Marlon approached, with nervousness in his words.When he first saw the dust, he felt that there was something missing in this person.
He did not know why Suloyan chose Fang Yifu as the object of marriage, he was just sensitive to the fact that this man was completely unsuitable for Suloyan.He was too heavy to hurt the good Suloyan sooner or later.He knew he shouldn’t say such a big disverse thing, but as a friend, he felt obligated to remind Suloyan.
“I’m fine, Marlon, I’ll protect myself.”He's not as bad as you think he's, at least he didn't hurt me."The bitter smile filled the face of Suloyan, and she could not tell what was wrong with the dust.Other than that, he seemed to have always thought of her as the center.
It was just that she didn’t want to open her heart and let the man in.She thought that no one in the world would give her tolerance, give her care, and wait for her to love herself.
"But you love another person, Luo Yan, you understand yourself, you do not love this person, why should you be with him."Loyalty, you are not happy at all like this."
There was only worry in Marang’s eyes, and even now he was starting to feel a little sad.In his ideology, he could not understand that the premise of two people together was not love.He knew that the person Su Luoyan loved was cold Yunhao, but he did not understand why Su Luoyan did not choose to stay with cold Yunhao.
Being with someone you don’t love is torture.But she was imprisoned in it, preferring to suffer such torture.Even if it is painful, you will never say no.
“Lousy, where are you going during this time?Is it hard to see that he is not at home, and the company hates busy?"Su Ruolin came to this side, saw that Malang and Su Luoyan were talking enthusiastically, and joined them.
She did not feel that there was anything wrong between Suloyan and Fang Yi dust, but she felt that Suloyan was too cold.Fang Yiqiu was willing to put her first, and even moved her work to work.Such a good man, I am afraid that the world is more and more rare.
“It should be.”Su Luo Yan replied lightly, she never asked where he was going, he was in the company or in the bar, she never cared.If his company is in trouble at this time, it means that the cold cloud's counterattack has played a role, then she should be happy.
“Lou, I can’t help but want to say a word to you.The dust is so good for you, you have to try to open your heart.A man will not wait for you forever.If you meet someone who is really good to you, that's enough."Sue Ruolin sat down next to Suloyan.
She hoped from her heart that Suloyan could be happy, but she was habitually immersed in her own world, unwilling to go out, and did not want others to be able to enter.
Su Jolene looked at this matter with her eyes, and she felt that Fang Yifu was full of love for Suloyan, but Suloyan seemed too cold.Two people living together, and then a cheeky person, also need a little response.
"Jolin, we still respect Luo Yan's choice, today is not too early, Luo Yan needs more rest, we will visit another day."At this time Marang offered to leave, he felt that Suloyan was needing more time to think.People can't be immersed in the memories of the past, this way, it is impossible to perceive the warmth of the sun, and it is impossible to grasp the tail of happiness.
Su Luoyan has been sending the loving husband and wife to the door, and saw Marang take Su Jolin's hand and left, and the happy picture was fixed in her mind into eternity.If that didn’t happen so much, would she be happy now?
Happiness is not a difficult thing, but it requires people to understand it with heart.She closed her heart and could only search for fragments of happiness in her memories.Time goes by very quickly.Everything is as separate.
She stood at the gate, the sunlight pouring down and falling on her shoulders, on her forehead, and she was able to perceive warmth.But after all, this warmth could not penetrate into her heart.This heart is already invincible.
She moved her heavy steps, and her bulging stomach grew bigger and bigger, so that she could not see her toes.She went up the stairs alone, staying in her space.Occasionally turn the page, more through the window, to see the scenery outside.
The leaves of the sycamore tree fell a few more pieces, and a few unknown birds stayed on the branches, rattling and clamoring, and then pounced and flashing wings and left again.The sun moved slowly, tilted little by little, and finally fell mottled shadows in the window, but quietly hid the traces of their own coming.
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Stayed in the United States for several months, except for a few calls by Su Jolin, Cao Monroe did not take the initiative to greet.She still could not fully recognize Marlon from the heart.This foreign son-in-law did not bring her the glory she wanted, although it was Su Ruolin liked, but she did not feel at the heart that this man could really bring Su Joolin happiness.
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