Su Luoyan was forced to admit her inner greed, she had selfishly thought at that moment, if she had not left the cold cloud, then all this will not be like a dream?She wanted to tell him at that moment that the child was his. But in the end, she didn’t have the courage to say anything.

When she opened her eyes, she saw the face of Fang Yili, this man holding his chin, had fallen asleep by the bed, and she found that the hand that held her hand had always been Fang Yi dust.As it seemed conditioned, she quickly retracted her hand.

“Are you awake?Is it better now?”Fang Yifu woke up from his sleep and saw that Su Luoyan had woken up, he wanted to squeeze out a smile to meet Su Luoyan's wake, but the smile was only embarrassing on his face.

“Where is the baby?”Su Luoyan's frightened eyes began to search around, and the child had not had time to hold it from birth to now.

"Wait a minute, I'll call the nurse."Fang Yi dust rose awkwardly, just hit Lin Xi with a large bag into the door.

“Laughs, are you awake?Rest well, you don't think about anything now, pay more attention to rest.The baby is so cute.”Lin Xi put things down and immediately squatted next to Su Luoyan and began to say non-stop.

A moment later, the nurse appeared in front of the child, Su Luo Yan, she stretched out her arms, the newborn took over, and a happy smile bloomed on her face.

“What are you doing here?”Luo Yan was tired after giving birth to a child, always eat something to make up.”Lin Xi said sloppy with a face to face.He laughed and turned away.It was just that the fall on his face became stronger with a sigh.

She was blaming him for not appearing beside her at that moment, or else she wouldn’t have been so cold to him.From the moment of birth to the present, the child seems to have no relationship with him, he can not find the joy of being a father, nor feel the pleasure of being a father.

The pain began at the moment of leaving the hospital.How he wished that the child was his ah, such a lovely child, he could only look, but could not hold more.He had hoped countless times that he could have a child with Suloyan, but the child had not yet seen the world and had disappeared from the world.

He shut himself up in the library and didn’t eat or drink.That pain spread, let him almost collapse, he did not know what he had been doing, as if it had been very full, but such paralysis, what can bring him?His favorite woman was a mommy, but the child wasn’t his.

If Suloyan is happy, then he can still be at peace, but this woman is not good, he has been ignored by the surface.They missed so far that he now wanted to get it back, but didn’t know which direction he was going.

It is the happiness he most desires, but those who get it easily, but they always do not cherish it.He didn’t know how Suloyan was facing these things alone, and she didn’t know where she was going next.

How he hoped that her future life would be handed over to him, that he would be responsible for her happiness, and that he would be responsible for making her smile face every day.The pain in his heart, he could not find anyone to tell, only one person can send it this way.

“Yun Hao, what happened to you?I don’t stay in the library for a day, what’s going on?”In the evening, Shen Yuqing pushed open the door of the cold cloud, sat in the chair, and stared at the window with a wooden expression, a look of sleep.He rarely showed such a look, so that people look at the pain.

Shen Yuqing approached the cold cloud and stood next to him.She put her hand on the shoulder of the cold cloud.The best understanding of the cold cloud is the use of Shen Yuqing, she knows that he also has pain and boredom in his heart, she knows that he is even pain and boredom, but only a person hiding to digest.

“Mom, am I doing something wrong?”For a long time, the cold cloud sighed, his eyes still fell far away, this life of doubt, but let Shen Yuqing Ming.

He has never been able to let go of Suloyan, even if he is paralyzed by his busy work, even if he pretends to be happy, he cannot change his mind.He was not happy, that was the truest expression.

In a person's life, what kind of person should be met in order to be able to continue this fate?How many hardships do two people have to go through, in being able to come back together and face the ups and downs of life together?

"You're enough to love her."Shen Yuqing said lightly.Many things we can't change, watching her happen, watching her go far, this is a necessity.It is better to lie to yourself than to feel sorry for yourself.Life never stops when a person leaves.

All we need to do is change our mindset.Change the state of your love for a person, bury this love deeply in your heart, and turn it into a distant blessing, then this is also an account to yourself and to others.

“Loyen had a baby, and just last night, I took her to the hospital.I really want to be with her.”When the cold cloud said here, under his tight eyebrows, those deep eyes were dissatisfied and sad.

The moment he received Su Luoyan's phone call, he really wanted to have two wings, and he could immediately run to Su Luoyan's side, he wanted to give her a harbor, and he wanted to alleviate her pain.Seeing her so painful, the tears in the corner of his eyes fell out.

He clearly remembered his heartbeat, and his heart was full of worry for her.The heart had not been beating for a long time, and only she could activate him.However, he could not covet, he must leave, because the woman was already someone else's wife.Although he still loved her, although he felt that she still loved him, there was a long distance in front of them.

“You’ve done a lot for her.Even if you love her very much, she loves you very much, and you can't be together.She was already someone else’s wife, and it was another man who could give her happiness.If you love her, watch out.Don't try to disturb the picture."Shen Yuqing said with great emphasis.

Looking at the cold cloud Hao so painful look, she did not feel well in her heart.She had seen Suloyan, and finally understood why cold Yunhao favored that woman.Su Luoyan is a woman worthy of love for men, but after all, the two people are shallow.

Where in life is there no regret?

Cold clouds began to fall into silence, and there was still the childish face of the child in front of him, and the dark eyes stared at him, so clear, so bright.It was as if he saw himself in those eyes.

“Mom, do you know?If there is no accident, I already have a child with Luo Yan."When he spoke, the pain on his face was even more obvious.If at that time he hadn’t been in a hurry to get back to America, or if he’d kept her around, it wouldn’t have happened so many accidents in a long time.

This accident became the guilt of his life, so that he could no longer live peacefully and calmly.He lost the most important thing in his life, the right to continue to be happy and happy.

“That’s all in the past, isn’t it?You have loved deeply and wanted to be with each other, but the reality is so cruel.Everyone has their own life trajectory, and when they get to a fork in the road, they have to go to another place.”It was as if he were talking about himself.

If this is the trajectory of life, then how he hopes to be able to reverse it.He can not be famous, can not do not false aura, he only want to be with her, so is not enough?He loved her so much that he saw her as his own life.

“But he didn’t love her, and she wasn’t well.I was so sad to see her so strong and stubborn."Cold Yunhao wanted to suppress his mood and eventually fell into a state of powerlessness.

“This is her, you’ve always known and known her.If she wasn’t like that, would you still love?She is a very good woman.Believe in yourself, you will surely reap your own happiness.”Shen Yuqing tried to open the cold cloud, but these words, it was so pale and powerless to say them.

Even if Suloyan has changed, even if she is no longer the same as her before, he thinks he will still fall in love with her without hesitation.He would make her happy and make her laugh like a flower.

“Mom, you don’t want to see you like this.You are a man and cannot be influenced by feelings.Now the company is facing such a situation, and my mother wants you to be able to treat it rationally.Lori is fine, but it’s a thing of the past.The two of you can't go together anymore."Shen Yuqing calmed his mood, and that elegant face was replaced by seriousness.

"Also, Mom doesn't want you to continue to intervene in her life, this time it's the last time, you do it yourself."If you continue to be stubborn, then you will regret the entanglement of the present moment in your life."Shen Yuqing said, did not continue to take care of the cold Yunhao, she walked away from his side, leaving him a large series of blank.

He knew that Shen Yuqing said these words for his good, he should be a man who takes his career as the whole focus, he should not indulge in the seven passions, and he should not let his emotions fluctuate so much for a little thing.He is a normal man with feelings.

He could not convince himself to immediately put Su Luoyan aside, he could not let himself casually fall in love with another woman, he could not do as Shen Yuqing said, only focusing on career.

The view from the window began to blur, and the sky did not know when it became a little dim.Instead of feeling tired, he became unusually clear.

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