Convulsive pain
Chapter 288:Convulsive pain
He stood there, and the tears that had not flowed for a long time, and the unscrupulous slipping. He was very upset, like a child howling, no one came to comfort him, no one came to reprimand him.He just wants to curl himself up and find a bosom to rely on.
For several days in a row, he was languishing, and his grandfather was unwilling to see Fang Yi dust because of this matter, his heart was cold, and so old he would suffer from something worse.
Fang Yiqi did not think that the old lady's departure was his fault, on the contrary, he blamed Su Luoyan in his heart.If it is not this woman, then his life is still the same as before, he will not be stared at by men, he will not do things to the cold clouds unjust.
It is said that women are evil water, and he really feels that Suloyan is a bad water for all.It was this woman who made him lose everything and made him so wretched.He lost the world, lost his favorite person, and now even the most important part of his body is lost.
He was so embarrassed that she gave it to her.He wanted to hate, to hate this woman with the longest hatred, but he couldn’t find any way.
When Su Luoyan was shaking in front of his eyes, he still wanted to say a few words to her, but like a gambling child, he did not want to take care of her.She gave him a full meal, he deliberately never moved, what she bought him, he never used.Between the two of them, because of this, it became more indifferent.
One day, I was finally upset.When Su Luoyan helped him find him from home for laundry, he did not know where the temper came from, and suddenly flipped everything to the ground.He had had enough of such silence, and being with this woman was like falling to the bottom.
The endless silence wrapped him in fear of something, but in the end he could not grasp anything.He wanted to drive away this woman, but there was a little reluctantness in his heart.
Su Luoyan just looked deeply at the square dust, she bent down, picked up the clothes scattered on the ground from the ground one by one, and then silently put it back in its place.
“Lauren, are you laughing at me?”It’s useless to laugh at me, to laugh at me for being this kind of tidbit?”He finally had the courage to open his mouth.Losing his legs, he was a bastard.The low self-esteem that arose in his heart enveloped him.
If Suloyan is going to leave now, he can't stop it, what else can he give her?She did not want to help him, in his most difficult time also chose to stand by, he knew that she was actually only cold Yunhao alone.He knew that was the result, so why not?
“I don’t have.No matter what you become, I have not laughed at you.On the contrary, how you should see yourself is a question that you need to think clearly about.”Sullow said lightly.
For so many days, Fang Yi dust in front of her some difficult meaning, how can she not know what he thinks in his heart.If she had promised him that day to go to Cold Clouds to plead, he should not go to the bar and drink a bar, then there will be no subsequent car accident, and a series of things will not happen.
“Oh, yeah?Don’t you just want to see my joke?Now, you see?The Fang is about to close down, and the Fang family is going to be finished.I don’t even have legs now.Are you satisfied?”He stared at Suloyan with sharp eyes, half in a mocking tone, but he was dissatisfied and aggrieved.
Su Luoyan certainly knew his mood, he said these words, she did not care, if it can make him a little more comfortable in his heart, then he even said more excessive to her, then she would rather bear it.
She had also thought that if that night, she did not so simply reject him, would not have happened?He was not a good man, but he gave her good.She was most distressed by the old lady, who had gone in such a hurry that she left the old man and the two men.
“If you say that, you’ll feel better, then you can say whatever you want.Just, think of your mother, she loves you so much that when you hear the news of your car accident, I will not care about anything, but you don't always go with yourself."
Su Luoyan said very slowly, word by word fell on the heart of Fang Yishu.He didn’t want to go with anyone, but he just felt pain and grievances in his heart.He wants a place to be released.
But Fang Yiqiu is a stubborn man, even if at this time Su Luoyan gave him the steps to let him down, he was like a child.He didn’t want to come down because no one could understand the sadness in his heart.He lost both of the legs that had supported him for more than two decades, and he lost the most beloved mother in the world.
He has nothing left now, does he want the sympathy and compassion of others?
Fang Yi dust did not look up at Su Luo Yan, but the tears inexplicably turned around in the eyes.Even if he is a man, he has a fragile side to the extreme.
"My mother's business, don't you mention it."He finally threw a word, his red eyes staring at Suloyan.The slightly raised fingers trembled.At this moment, he was like a stubborn donkey, not allowing anyone to approach, but his heart was eager for someone to approach.
Su Luoyan saw through the mind of Fang Yishu at a glance, she thought, if she can open her arms at this time, give him a hug, he must be able to let go a little.But she couldn't.She just stood there, not approaching, and no eyes.
“Calm down, I’ll go back.The hair is still in the hospital.”Su Luoyan finished, sighed with a sigh, and moved his footsteps and walked outside.She did not look back at the man behind her, the thin back, became a heavy wound in Fang Yi's heart.
How could she not see what he wanted?His eyes longed for her to be able to approach, how could she walk away so unscrupulously?I don’t love it, I’ve never been in love.If the cold Yunhao guy was lying in the hospital bed now, she would have served the horse in front of the horse, right?
The thought of the cold cloud Hao's face, his heart was even more painful.How could he have lived so wreaked, and if there had been no man, he wouldn’t have to lie here so painfully.His legs, his loved ones, the most precious things in his life, all because of this man, became a thing of the past.
When he was alone in the ward, Fang Yi's humping head cried, and for so many days, his suppressed heartbreak and humiliation had all erupted for a while.He lay in a coma in the ward for so many days, a man struggling back and forth on the line of life and death.
How he longed to have a pair of hands to hold him, give him a little strength, and give him a little hope.But there is no.The people he cares about the most never care about him, and the people who care most about him have left him.
Out of the hospital, Suloyan went to see the hair, which was the person she cared about the most.The hairy was full of sleeping in his little bed, and he did not know what was happening outside.Su Luoyan squatted beside the hair, looked at the child in the crib, gently touched the small face of the hairy powder, but his heart could not help but sour.
Cold weather, you know?There is one in this world that belongs to your life already exists!He has eyes similar to yours, will he eventually grow up to be you?She silently said this to Mao in her heart, how she wanted to tell this child how much she loved his father.
Su Luoyan thought for a long time, and finally dialed the cold cloud hao phone, she should draw the line with the man, at least when these things happen, away from the cold cloud.However, as the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, she could not watch the family from this defeat.
“Yun Hao, I have something to look for you.”Her voice was very light, and she said this with a hint of hesitation.The cold cloud tightened his eyes, slightly evacuated, but he tightened up for no reason.
He was still working overtime in the office, and the phone was thrown aside, and he heard a buzzing sound, but he saw a familiar name.His heart was inexplicably tight, and the neutral pen in his hand fell on the tabletop, and he rolled down to his feet.
"Well, what's the matter?Lois, what happened to you?”He was on the phone, his heart pounding.I wish I could appear in front of her before the voice of Suloe.There are so many things going on in the house, how did she spend it alone?Several times, he thought to go to the hospital to see her, the car was parked at the gate of the hospital, but people just sat in the car to stay.
"If you're comfortable, I'd like to meet you."Suloe hesitated for a moment and spat out what he wanted to say.She did not tell Fang Yishen about this matter, thinking that it was useless to say it.She already knew in her heart that even if she turned around a thousand times for cold cloud love, she could no longer be as heartless as before.
She silently warned herself in the bottom of her heart that she was now the wife of Fang Yishi, and she was representing the Fang family to meet him.She has no selfishness, and she will not tell him about the life of hair.
As smart as cold cloud, he can understand what she wants to say, she looked for him, mostly for the sake of the dust.Knowing that she was for another man, he was still obsessed to go to Suloyan.
"Well, wait fifteen minutes and I'll pick you up at the hospital."When he said this, he got up from his seat, the folder fell on the ground, and the paper was scattered.He could not look back and open the door and strode outside.
The wind blows, mixed with a chill.But his heart was immediately because he was about to see Suloyan become warm.One thought on the horse, the excitement and surprise that haunted the heart was a bit similar to the first date.How long has it been so far away from him?
He just felt that the silent heart had come back to life, and the woman who could light the flame of his life was always just Su Luoyan.With the passage of time, her charm has not diminished.
When the car stopped at the door of the hospital, Suloyan was already waiting in front of the hall.A camel-colored hair on this knee coat, set off by her thin twilight.The white little face, only the big eyes are godless looking this way, the eyes meet, she can not help dodging, and he has clearly caught a few surprises, but it is a moment of missed.
He parked the car beside her, and she naturally pulled the door into the car, but did not sit in the position of the co-pilot.It was her place, and she gave up.
Cold Yunhao's heart had a silky loss, but then it was just a bitter smile, the engine started, heading towards another place.She took the initiative to find him, which was what his heart thought, at least to show that he could still remind her.
Hugo Cafe, still elegant environment, soft music floating in the air, suitable for long-term reunion friends to tell the old.Two people sitting there, each with a cup of coffee in front of them, cold clouds and hot eyes, staring at the woman in front of him, several times want to open their mouths, but can not help but look deeply.
He had not looked at her so finely for a long time, but felt that she was thinner than ever, and that her pale face could not see a trace of rosyness.The low eyes, the door of the heart tightly hidden, he wanted to see through the door, to see the lines in her heart, but only in vain.
“Yun Hao, can you give him a hand?”After a long time, Su Luo Yan slowly looked up, eyes fell on the face of the cold cloud, this sentence she practiced several times in the heart, has been unable to open the mouth.
How could she pray for the cold?In the past, Fang Yi dust was wrong, and even if he now encountered setbacks, then he was only self-humiliating.She should remain as calm as ever and not take care of the things in these men’s worlds.
However, she is even ruthless, but also has good thoughts, even if Fang Yi dust did things that the world does not allow, the rest of the Fang family are innocent.As long as the cold cloud chooses to let go, then the family can have a glimmer of hope.
She can look at the dethiness of the square, can watch him push himself into the abyss, but can not look at the white hair of the old man more and more sparse, can not look at the happiness of the Fang family a little away.The old lady had left hastily, and this originally calm and happy family could not be so completely dispersed.
“Did he let you come?”Cold Yunhao's heart was cold at this time, and she began to look for him, really for the sake of Fang Yi dust.Did she not know that the bastard had almost destroyed him?If he treats Su Luoyan well, then at this time, the cold cloud is huge, and let it go.
But the bastard was cold to Sulo, making his most beloved woman sad, why should he forgive Fang Yi dust so easily?Even if he breaks his leg, even if he is unhappy, it is what he is looking for.
He didn’t understand why Suloe said that?Have you been together for a long time, even if you do not love, will produce other feelings?Does she have feelings for each other?Thinking about this, he still couldn't help but feel sour in his heart.
“No, I’m coming by myself.Yun Hao, I know that he has done too many things to you before that should not have been done, these are because of me, now I implore you to let go?"Su Luoyan stared at the cold cloud, a serious face.She can only speak to the cold cloud in the tone of the request, because she really can not find an excuse for cold Yunhao to choose to let go.
The heart stung again, she actually used two words of imploring, she did not know it, as long as she spoke, he would certainly help.
“Why?Why do you want to help him like this?Luo Yan, if it is not for the danger of him, the people who are married are us, and if it were not for the trouble he has, Tianxiang will not have suffered so much damage."Cold clouds crouched with his eyebrows, there were too many grievances in his heart, and in front of the beloved woman, he could not find the right words.
Suloe lowered his eyebrows, just silent.What the cold cloud said, she never thought.There is no turning back in life, and since it is over, then it is over.
"Because, because I am the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, I can't watch the Fang family collapse like this."Yun Hao, I am representing the Fang family today, please let him go."Su Luoyan said gently that she did not have the courage to look up at the cold cloud.
But the sharp eyes of the head always fell there, with heartache and sadness.This is the biggest blow to the cold cloud.He stared at Suloe, half speechless.
The family’s daughter-in-law?Was she identifying herself with him?It is clear that his mind has never changed, as long as she reaches out her finger, he will saddle the horse and appear next to her, but, she even took the hat of the daughter-in-law to embarrass him.
Cold Yunhao did not say a word, the coffee he had previously drunk was bitter to the extreme, and he had been flooding into his heart from his mouth.He stood up, and the disappointment and pain in his eyes filled.The reunion he longed for, he longed for them to be able to describe the old like friends, but in the end it was hopeless.
He left, the back of the fall away a little away, he did not give Su Luoyan any answer, just a few happy footsteps, a long breath, still can not reduce the bottom of the heart of the depression.
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Lying in the hospital bed, the face was more and more heavy.He could not have imagined that even when he was still lying on the bed of a person's bitter support, Suloyan would be impatient to see the cold clouds.
Suzanne, are you in such a hurry?I am anxious to see the man, see now that I am like this, do you want to abandon the dark?Or have you been helping me destroy the cold cloud?Fang Yiqiu thought that Su Luoyan would go to meet the cold clouds, and the flame in his heart began to burn.
"Fang less, Madame Shao was in the cold car, and the two of them were now in the Hugo Café."When the phone fell into the ear of Fang Yidu, he only felt that the heart began to twitch the pain.What is more than cold cloud, Su Luoyan even loved the man with his heart.
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