If I insist on loving you
Chapter 304:If I insist on loving you
Thank you for saying these words to me, I am sorry, I will definitely disappoint you. Thank you for loving me as before.I just can’t love that much anymore.I have hair now, he is my whole life.I also hope that you can meet the one you love and live your life.Suloe had the courage to say those words.
She did not know whether she would be able to do a calm treatment if she saw the man enter a happy marriage with another woman now.She thought that her heart must be in great pain, must be messy to the leaves of winter.But the happiness he wanted, she really couldn’t afford.
“You know, my heart, it’s just you."The cold cloudy eyes have been full of waves, he reached out to his chest, the still beating heart, only a woman, her name is Suloyan."He tried to get her out of her heart, but the woman drilled deeper.He tried to forget the woman, but the woman's brand was even deeper.
“Thank you for telling me this.My hair is waking up and I’m going back first."Suloyan got up and went outside, knowing that she would lose the courage to leave if she knew that she would continue to stay here.
"Yun Hao, don't come to me again, if you love me, please let go."Her heart hurts to the extreme, but she still speaks out.If she could, she would rather take this man’s hand out of here.How dare you see him sad?But, of course, I can’t love you anymore.
At that moment, the cold cloud was like falling into the cold ice cellar, and the woman he had always missed, pushed him aside as always.How he wished to say a certain word from her mouth, even if I still love you, but we can no longer be together.However, his simple hope has been in a state of failure.
"Lo Yan, you let me go, I can do it, but my heart can't do it."For so long, I tried to squeeze you out of my heart, and I thought that if I tried a little harder, you could become a past, or even a memory that I didn’t want to open.But you are so profound in my heart."
The eyes of the cold cloud are full of affection, and the pain pervades the eyes.What can be done to make this woman feel his warmth again?He has worked hard, and he needs to do what he does, so that the mood can be undertaken.
"Loyen, I don't need you to promise me anything, I just hope you can still keep a little bit of my place in my heart."I won’t force you to accept me now, but please don’t drive me out of your world, I will love you as always.If you're going to stick with him, I'm not going to object, but I'm sure I won't let go."
He said so sure, as before, not to worry about anyone to carry her happiness.He was negligent and handed her happiness into the hands of another man.But the result was so bare red Luo, the man blasphemed everyone's expectations, only to Su Luo Yan hurt.
He is heart-wrenching and self-blame.If he had not let go, or he had gone through the divorce process with Su Jolin earlier, then he and Su Luoyan would not have missed so far.He later found out that from the beginning to the end, Suloyan gave him more love than he had ever paid.
When he realized it, when he finally wanted to go with this woman and only cherish his time with her, it was too late.They all lived through the unhappiness, and what he wanted to give her became so powerless.He was so enmigrated by this feeling, deeply rebuking himself.
"Loyen, I used to be wrong, I should not be indecisive, if I can be decisive, I will not let you suffer so much injury."I know, you have paid a lot for me, you married Fang Yi dust in order not to make it difficult for me.Loyalty, I really love you, I know, you must love me.Is it not?”
He finished, his fiery eyes staring at Suloyan, eager to get her a little response.For so many days, he was once again caught in a rambling insomnia, haunted by the memories of the past, and he could not sleep.Sweet is always not available, he can only see another person suffering because of himself.
How he hoped that he could be a knight or a hero, and he could save Suloyan, who was unhappy now.She is so need to protect a person, why leave her there, let her alone?Life went on all the time, but he never felt the pace of life moving forward, everything stopped, and everything has stopped since the day she left her life.
Suloe was there, and those words had always been what she had been waiting for.It can be achieved, when she heard this man's sincere words, she did not have the courage to undertake.The bitter smile hung on his lips, but the tears began to spread in his heart.When she was helpless, she was alone.She didn’t believe in suffering, she only believed in fate.
She had wanted to toss, escaped the bondage of fate, she did not want to become a woman like Du Yue-e, she knew that her mother had been very bitter, but in the end, she still went to that old road.Sometimes, she felt particularly sorry for Du Yue-e, and even in her dreams, she was full of tears of confession.
She said she had a good time, but she didn’t.The road became more and more difficult, so that she realized Du Yue's original mood.It also allowed her to begin to define the meaning of life again.Happiness is the same, but the forms of happiness are thousands of different.She thought that when Du Yue-e looked at the birth of her two sisters, she must have a happy smile on her face.
She is no different now, she has hair.When the little man blinked his eyes and looked at her, she felt that the whole world was quiet.This is the life she wants.She could no longer toss, and reality had become a fixed pattern in front of her.
She stood there, as if the memory had suddenly returned from the past to the present.How could she indulge in past memories?She was no longer the Suloyan before, and no one could go back.She looked back at the cold cloud, with a faint smile on her face, the smile, looking warm and incomparable, but the eyes of the cold cloud, but the illusion turned into a wound.
“Yunhao, thank you for telling me this, I’m very excited.Thank you!It’s just that we’ve missed it, I’m different now, I’m hungry for a quiet life and can’t stand any waves anymore.So I want you to let go, and I want you to rest assured.I’m doing well now and I’m getting better."
She said so calmly, but the cold cloud Hao's mood was always unable to calm down.His eyes dimmed, and so many of the words he had just said had never touched Suloyan.He didn’t know he could do anything to melt this woman’s heart.
"Well, since you insist on it, you will still love me even if you don't love me anymore."Luo Yan, when you are tired and sleepy, remember that I am with you.Now I'll take you back to the hospital."When he finished, he got up and went outside.He knew that everything he could do was superfluous and wanted to be able to walk with her for a while.
Her thin back, a sign of pain in his eyes, was afraid to see the woman’s lonely back disappear in the shadow.Even if he can only accompany in the way of friends, he is satisfied.Sometimes the best way to go one step further is to take a step back.
Su Luoyan did not refuse, she was just silently walking forward, but no one noticed, her expression became much more pleasant, and the man she loved was beside her.And now they are moving towards their common crystallization.Such happiness, she does not want to share with anyone, but in her own heart silently brewing.
The two do not speak, but let the footsteps go forward, the crowd is surging, but they can perceive your existence.This feeling makes people feel at peace.No one spoke, and time seemed to stagnate, flowing in each other’s hearts.The memories are rolling, the reality is continuing, but what about the future?Can the future be fantasised?
When he arrived at the door of the hospital, Cold Yunhao suddenly stopped and sent it here, and he should go back.The silent sigh came out in his heart, and only he could hear the helplessness inside.
"Louyan, then I'll go first, you take care of yourself, remember to tell me something, I will help you."He stood there, like a prince staring at the halo, but the prince was much older and no longer looked like the deed of the year.Su Luoyan stared at the cold cloud, thinking that he was so far away.
If it had been before, would she have laughed and ran into his arms?She thought of that way, she was what the cold cloud was looking forward to.But now, he was just saying goodbye, and she felt very reluctant.This part of the road, walking around, just a few steps, want to walk a little more, has reached the end of the road.
"Go up and see the hair, he ought to hate you."Su Luoyan said very lightly, she did not know why she said this at this time.Is it because the cold cloud is the father of hair?Or is it because she hopes that cold clouds can establish the most intimate relationship in this world with Mao Mao?
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