The heart begins to twitch
Chapter 308:The heart begins to twitch
All the way to a long distance, Suloyan felt that he could no longer sell his legs, and only reached out to stop the taxi to go forward. Fang, in a sense has become synonymous with home, she finally has a home of her own.This is a place to be happy, but there is no warmth in the place.Perhaps the world is the same, what you desire, not necessarily what you get is what you want.
Fang Grandpa did not know whether he slept or did not come back, the villa was dark, Su Luoyan did not disturb anyone, she had a key, even the housekeeper was not willing to disturb, opened the door himself, the living room lights did not open, went straight to his bedroom.Back in that room, locked the door, the space was all about herself.
The quiet time surrounded her and made her feel the value of her existence.She did not wash immediately, but lay on the bed, allowing the time to flow quietly.At this time, she missed the cold cloud more than ever, but she had said that she hoped they would never see each other again.But why say the words, there will be hope in the heart, I hope that the person will never leave himself.She didn’t know if this behavior was too selfish, and how she could think of it.
However, everyone's heart is not so selfless in their own thinking, when you love a person, always hope that she can also love you, if she does not show favor to you, you will feel lost.Even if there is still a smile on your face, even if there is gratitude in the heart, but that kind of loss is only when you are alone, nothing can stop.We are not saints, not that we can put down.
It was already late at night when Suloyan woke up, and there was a knock on the door of the room, and she opened her eyes alertly, and the eyes in the darkness stared at the door.But that sound just stopped.Her heart was hard to calm down at this time.Fortunately, when she entered the house, she locked the door, but there was no accident.
But this will not be able to sleep, she lay in bed over and over again of the reverie, people's eyes can get used to the dark, just now she still feel that some can not adapt, at this time can see more clearly.Everything in the darkness can only reveal a vague outline, which is very good.
She looked at the window, as if waiting for the dawn, but afraid of the dawn.It was nice to be in the dark, and the world was quiet.Except for the mind, everything is excluded from the brain.She turned the headlights on and flipped through the prose at the head of the bed.Reading a little bit of words at this time feels good.
However, without reading a few lines, she fell into the dream again, and when she woke up early in the morning, the light was still on, and the book in her hand remained spread out.By the time she had finished washing down the floor, Grandpa had already sat down at the table and began to eat breakfast.In front of him was a newspaper, eating breakfast and watching the news.
When Su Luoyan sat down there, the old man's eyes swiped from behind the newspaper, and she did not immediately look up, just politely asked a good morning.The Fang family has now become such a situation, and only one representative of the two generations has appeared here.The old man ate for a while and put the newspaper in his hand.
“You’re working so hard, you don’t go to the hospital these days.There is special protection on the other side of the dust, you do not have to pet his temper.He’s just not going to touch himself now, and you don’t have to pay attention to him.Just a short time.You're running on both ends now, and your hair is small, and you need to be accompanied."The old man took a sip of milk and said slowly.
Apparently what happened yesterday, he already knows something.Suloe’s face was slightly red.She did not want to go to the old man, even if she was a child's temper, it was between the two of them.Once a third party is inserted, many things become responsible.
"My opinion on the hairy side is to ask two nannies, you take care of him alone is too hard."You hide at home and rest, waiting for something to be arranged.Luo Yan, this time is really right, the family makes you tired."Grandpa said meaningfully.
His words made Suloyan a little embarrassed, she did not do anything for the family, but Liso ability to help them.The old man made such an arrangement, and Suloe Yan suddenly did not know what to say.She understood that the old man was actually apologizing for yesterday's events, but such an apology, she really couldn't bear it.
“Dad, you’re worried, I’m okay.It's just that these days are a little tired, Mao still wants to bring myself, he is so small now, I also need to practice it.Don't worry, I'll take care of him."Su Luoyan slightly raised his head and said that Mao was her son, after all, she had little to do with the Fang family, and she still hoped that the child had always followed her.
The old man did not make any more opinions, he just put forward some opinions of his own, Suloyan to insist, he no longer said anything.After breakfast, the old man went to the company, and Sulo Yan was there, thinking that it would be better to bring back the hair today.At least she didn’t have to run away on both ends.
Packed up and headed for the hospital, but by the time she reached the baby room, she had not seen the sleeping child.The little bed was empty, like her heart, and in an instant it became empty.An ominous feeling eschuted in the heart.
“Nurse, where’s the child’s bed number thirty-three?”Suloyan was there, and suddenly a pull-up of the nurse who passed by, asked nervously.She never thought this would happen.Mao was born more than a month ago, he is still so small, need a lot of protection, why suddenly disappeared?
She was lucky inside, maybe Mao was now taken to the bath, but the bath should have been two hours ago?Perhaps Mao's body is a little uncomfortable, was hugged to the consultation, but why did no one take the initiative to contact her?There were two little men in her head, and there was a fierce struggle at this time.
"In the morning, someone came to do the discharge formalities, Miss Su, a few days ago you told the hospital to go through the discharge formalities, this morning your family came to take Mao away."The nurse said calmly, and Su Luoyan's psychology immediately began to beat in a panic.
She did not authorize anyone to say that the hair was taken away, but by this time, the child had disappeared from her side.She stood there coldly, looking at the empty bed, and the whole person was in a state of embarrassment.She did not know what was going on, and the grandfather was still saying in the morning that Mao had been discharged from the hospital a few days, but it would never be so fast.
The nurse soon left, and only Suloyan stood there alone, feeling that her world had stopped.The most important thing in her life was taken away, the feeling of the voidness, the pain indescribable, she did not know what to do, she could not walk, she could not think, the whole heart was hollowed out.
At this time, Su Luoyan was in a completely dazed state, but she soon realized that this matter must be related to Fang Yiqiu.The words he said, so clearly in her mind, did he pick up the child?The nurse said it was her family, and there was no one else in her family besides the Fang family.
Now she could only think of Fang Yi dust in her mind, but when she thought of the man, she was even more bitter.She didn’t know why she did such an impulsive thing.Even if he is dissatisfied with himself, he does not need to vent his anger on his hair, he is still just a child who has just a full moon.
"Miss Sue, your bag--" The nurse came out, and Suloyan had run out in a panic.At this time, she just wanted to do the same as soon as possible, she wanted to ask this man why she did such a surprised thing.How could he reach out to a child who had just been born?
The car was running on the road, and her heart had never been so anxious as it was now, and she wanted to cry, but the tears could not be squeezed out.She just felt her nervous panic, more messy than ever.She dared not imagine how Fang Yifu would treat this weak life.He was a kid and he hadn’t experienced anything yet.
When the car stopped at the door of the hospital, Su Luoyan left a hundred yuan bill, and the horse-drawn door ran out of the car, and the driver looked at her in amazement, but it was strange to close the car door and left.On this day, many people saw a lost woman running in the hospital.She was wearing high heels, with long hair on the shawl, a thin figure, and only a distressing urgency on her face.
Fang Yishu's room was very quiet, and when the door was pushed open, the man was quite different from the past.He leaned against the bed, as if in a very good mood, the newspaper on the table, his eyes fell on the paper, and there was no bad emotion.
The door was suddenly pushed open, and Suloyan stood there, with messy hair and flustered eyes, the first time he had seen such a suloyan.The heart began to twitch somewhere, but in the end it was just a cold look.He stared at the woman in front of him, expecting a few words from her.
“Did you take the hair away?”Su Luo Yan’s eyes stared straight at Fang Yiliu, and she just wanted to get his own answer.The rest, she doesn’t want.Is this man going to take the most important thing in her life?Is that the only way to prove that a person really exists?
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