He took away her favorite thing
Chapter 318:He took away her favorite thing
“Why are you in such a hurry?”My words have not been finished yet, you can rest assured that, I will definitely count my words, and the hair will definitely be able to return to you in a few days. But you have to answer me, do you love me or not?”Fang Yi looked at Suloyan stubbornly, eager to get the answer he wanted from this woman's mouth.
All along, he was confused and didn’t know what he was like in Suloyan.She had granted his request, married him, and now he had lost his legs, and he had been so indifferent to her before, even angry with her, not giving her a good temper, and he thought this woman would leave him.But so far, Suloyan has not made a move to leave.Sometimes he did not know whether it was because he controlled his hair, and Su Luoyan would be so obedient.
What he actually wants is not a woman who is not a non-nu, he wants to see Sulo Yan from the heart of the happy laughter, he is eager to be able to talk and laugh like a normal couple.Instead of being in the same room as it is now, two people are doing their own thing.
However, his simple idea has even been a luxury at some times.He did not fully reveal his heart, but he believed that his actions, Suloyan, could be seen.He wanted to love again, just with this woman.He admitted that many of the things he had done before did not care about the feelings of Suloyan.
These days, watching Su Luoyan are accompanied by his side every day, for he still refused the cold cloud, he is happy in his heart.At the same time, he was afraid in his heart, and he did not know whether such accommodation was sincere or because of helplessness.He was afraid that he would think more, and even that he was afraid that he would continue to be so capricious that he would make this woman more and more distant from himself.
He did not think about the situation of two people, not did not draw a picture of each other's future, he just became more and more afraid, difficult to find their own security.He wanted an answer from Suloyan, and only then could he decide what to do next.
He was clear in his heart that Suloyan would look at Mao very important, but in a way, he was somewhat dissatisfied in his heart, Mao was not his son, which is a fact that no one can change.For a long time, he had been strongly persuading himself to accept the advent of this life.But he was afraid, if one day, the man returned to Su Luoyan, everything he did can only be exchanged for a word of thanks.
If it is really thank you, he would rather say that sorry, he does not allow others to hurt him in wanton.This time, he took away the favorite thing in Suloyan's heart, he just wanted this woman to give him a little bit of strong love.Just a little bit, he didn’t want much, as long as she had such a little love for him in her heart.
He looked at Suloyan, looking forward to getting the answer he wanted from her mouth.Silo was standing at the door, inexplicable silence.In this time of not saying love, this man naively thought that everything could be interpreted with love.But he may not know that many times of love, is so helpless, and even, can not be explained by love.She just smiled bitterly, then turned around and looked at Fang Yi dust seriously.
"I think you misunderstand me, Ethan, although the two of us are legal husband and wife, but from the beginning you should know that I have never loved you."This pattern of getting along with each other may seem strange to others, but since we choose, we can only maintain it.I will not love you, as I have in the past, and I don't think it will change in the future."
Su Luoyan's expression was unusually heavy, and many things she did not say, just afraid that she would hurt those innocent people when she said it.But at this moment, she felt that she was better.Especially the dust, she wanted to tell him all these words.She couldn’t give him any hope, it was responsible for herself and for him.
"I never expected you to really take Mao as your son, but you secretly took Mao hair away from me, this thing I am very hurt, if you see me compromise, see me committed to the whole, think this is the performance of love, then I can only say that you want more." 」I just hope that my son will come back to me as soon as possible, and that you will follow your conscience and let that child return as soon as possible."
She said it very seriously, and every word seemed to use a lot of strength.Fang Yi dust leaned there, a face of disbelief, these days, his heart has been hiding the hope, thinking that Su Luoyan is still a little love for himself.At least she didn’t give up.However, now this woman even told him personally that so many days of accommodation for him is because of the child.
He did not think of this, but the fact that the red luo appeared naked in front of her eyes, she was somewhat unacceptable.He wants love, not sympathy, why every time he thinks of love, it becomes a kind of bamboo basket to hit the water empty?He could not understand, he could not understand at all.
"You lied to me, you must have lied to me, if you don't love me, why marry me?" 」If you don’t love me, why are you still with me?If you don't love me, I'm like this now, and you'll leave me."The expression of pain on his face, even if the reality is so cruel, he still does not want to believe.He would rather believe that this woman was just innocent in front of her, and she must have thought about his love.
“I didn’t lie to you, I didn’t lie to you all the time.I admit that I was a little selfish, and I was moved when you said you were going to take care of me, I accepted your asylum, you said you were going to get married, and I didn’t object, and that I was a mess at that time.I can even say that I had no regard for your feelings at that time."Su Luoyan breathed deeply and continued to say.
"This is something I'm sorry for, I'm not responsible for myself, I'm not responsible for you.That is what makes us end like this today.But I can tell you that even if I never loved you, I never thought I would have to divorce you.It has nothing to do with any woman you're out with."
Should this be considered as comforting or as a mockery?The dusty heart could not calm down.He spent the day outside, just because he was bored, if this woman gave him a little warmth, he thought that the most desirable thing for him in his life was to go home to eat.But in the end, such an idea is just a luxury.
"You don't have legs now, I never thought to leave you, even if you become a beggar now, I will not leave you." 」But I hope you don’t think too much, I really didn’t love you.I just don't mind if you hurt me with your hairy stuff, so I think it's hard to get together between us."
This is the words that Su Luo Yan took great pains to say, the child is the only thought of her life, but Fang Yifu is cruel to joke about her thoughts.She could no longer go on with gratitude and gratitude as before.She now, with the psychology of requimating, gave him back little by little what had once been good to her.
“You’re sorry now, aren’t you?”Suloyan, I don't want you to pity me, I just hope you can love me a little, even if only a little bit.I didn't ask you to love me like I did, I don't want to do that, I just hope you can give me a little bit of your love, I didn't want to hurt you, never."
Hearing Suloyan say those words, Fang Yi's heart could not calm down.He prayed so pitifully for her love, but she never understood, and did not want to give him a little.He felt like a beggar, standing alone in the street, just to look at him more when she passed by.His eyes could only be on the back of Suloyan, and this woman had not put him into her sight all the time.
“I don’t have to pity you, what kind of person you want to be, it’s your choice.”I think we’re at this age, there’s no need to be like a little kid.I hope you can calm down, but I hope you can be reasonable.I have to go first, I'll come back tomorrow."
Suloe said, and the head did not return.The firm footsteps on the ground made a loud note, but the dust lingered at the head of the bed, and the whole person fell into a chaotic mood.What did he do wrong, and why did he not get a little bit of this woman?
He was in great pain, but he could not understand, everything in the room was thrown to the ground by all the things he was angry about, and the throes of ping-pong were heard in the house, and Suloyan just scratched his eyebrows and continued to move forward.She didn’t look back, because the man didn’t do anything worth turning back on.
Everyone has the right to choose their own path, so once selected, there is no chance of turning back.This road, she is destined to go alone, so she will not let anyone come near.Cold Yunhao, I love you very much, but I am sorry, I can only silently bless you, I hope you can find a better woman than me.
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