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Chapter 320:Timid self

She had already figured it out, that as long as the hair returned to her side, she would leave the place with the child. She did not need to give her any compensation, and was ready not to tell the cold cloud.She just wants to leave, she wants to start a new life of her own.

All along, she longed for that free life, but at some point, she made the wrong choice.Perhaps love is to make people suffer, but when you want to get it, you are constantly losing.Finally, one day, you calm down and find that what you want is the most indecent life.

She was really tired, and for nearly a year her world had endured ups and downs, and everything bored her.She didn’t know what was wrong with her life, and she was running her life to such a mess.But now, she thought, for the sake of her hair, she needed to reprogram herself into her own life.

She thought for a long time, in this world, she can not rely on anyone, the Su family now has little to do with her, the nominal father, because Cao Monroe's departure has become more silent, she did not fulfill a daughter's obligation to take care of him, then now, she can not blame the father did not give her the care she wanted.

She just wanted to go forward, Mao would grow up one day, and she didn’t want that child to live in a complicated environment.The problem of money is not a big problem anymore, the money that cold cloud Hao gave her has always been in the account, so many years, in addition to going to the United States to go to school that will spend a little, the rest are still there.She thought that was the best thing she could do, so that Mao could at least eat and eat for a while.

She began to despise the former self, in this world, no one needs you to compromise.She thought that as long as she made concessions, Fang Yi dust would replace her hair.But now Su Luoyan is thinking, this man is caught her weakness, I am afraid that the hair will not come back for a while.If she doesn’t work on her own, then no one in the world really wants to help herself.

Of course, she thought that as long as she spoke, then cold Yunhao would do her best to deal with this matter, but she did not want to bother this man again.From the beginning, she decided to hide the hair from the cold cloud, and now, she will not open his mouth to inform him of the hairy life.

Knowing that this road was destined to be difficult, she decided to go forward without looking back.She closed the door to help, not wanting anyone near him.She was the thorny rose, always, never changed.However, she is no longer a petite look, and her strong wings have become more and more full.

Returning from the hospital, the old man was in the study, as usual, and when Suloyan came home, the housekeeper looked enthusiastic.Su Luoyan also nodded with a smile and said nothing more.She felt a little tired, but because she had already thought of a lot of things in her heart, the appearance of Suloyan at this time was somewhat different from the appearance of the weekdays.

Hearing the sound of Suloyan returning, the old man came out of the study.He carried glasses, rickety back, and a kind smile on his face.Su Luoyan from the bottom of the heart is still a little close to this old man, at least in the course of such a long contact.What Su Luoyan sees is always a gentle old man's image.

She could see that the old man was full of love, but he did not have a little doting on this son, he was clear, and most of the time he hid his feelings in his heart.Such an old man deserves respect.For the daughter-in-law of Suloyan, he still paid as patiently as a father.

"Dad, you haven't rested yet, so late, you rest early, busy things, do it tomorrow."Suzanne said with a smile.In front of the old man, she still maintained the innocence of her heart, but this innocence, Su Luoyan felt that he could not maintain for long.

The smile on the old man's face was still so warm, he was wearing an open sweater, reached out to remove the old glasses, and rubbed his eyes with a thick palm.At his age, if these things do not occur, he should be in the United States for a long time, and enjoy a comfortable life with the old lady.

But there are too many unpredictable things in life, he carefully took care of the company for a lifetime, and immediately faced the situation of bankruptcy, and his wife who accompanied him for a lifetime was also away from him.Even the only son he could hope for became the biggest accident in this accident.The twists and turns that life has to go through, he should be the most lost in old age.However, from the beginning to the end, he was strong and calmly followed everything.

"Go to sleep in a moment, Luo Yan, don't work too hard, these days I let Zhang Mom make some delicious food, you make more supplements."Dust is not a child, you don't have to go to him every day.There are special things over there, you don't need to do it yourself.When you have a baby, pay attention to your body."

The old man's words made people feel very comfortable, and Su Luo Yan smiled slightly, which was a reply to the old man.She knew that the old man was not easy, so late to wait for her to return, but inexplicable apologetic.

“Dad, I know, you don’t have to worry about these things.I can take care of myself.But you should pay more attention to your body, not too hard."She said very seriously, her eyes suddenly a little wet and hot at some point.It seemed so big that no one ever told her that.

She was an early person whose mother had gone, and the nominal father of Su Zhongshan, even if she had a little warmth for their two sisters, she did not know how to express it.She was tired and tired, but she never got comfort from her father, but now when she faced her grandfather, she was full of warmth.

Fang's house is a place where she feels mixed, Fang Yi dust makes her feel the impulse to escape, while the old man and the old lady give her the warmth of the family.She thought that if she did not meet the cold cloud, she would stay in this home, she will honor the old man, she is a person who knows the truth, but at this time, she thinks that the most important thing she needs to do is to bring her hair to her side.

She had just thought of the little fellow, and the subject of the old man had been pulled over the hair, and he had not seen the little one for more than ten days.People who are old are curious about the new life.Before the hair back, he wanted to go home tired, but also to tease his grandson, this is the only fun in old age life.But now, that wish has always seemed a little far away.

"Mao Mao or a little early to pick it up, after all, it is not good to put it in others, Lin Xi's girl, I think she is really good, warm heart is also simple, but she is a person who has not taken children."

The old man said when he was here, Suloyan knew what the old man meant, but now, how helpless she was.Why did she not want Mao to be able to stay with her side, but the initiator of this matter was Fang Yi Dust, and he took the hair away and did not know where to hide it.

"Well, I'll bring my hair back in two days, so the house is a little more lively."Su Luoyan's face was always hung with a faint smile, she was very patient to answer the old man's question, the two people chatted for a while.The old man saw that Suloyan was more tired, and urged her to rest early.

Su Luoyan's heart has always been warm, she does not know how to describe her mood.Before in the Fang home, she always felt that this is an ice cellar, a person stay in the room, but also the heating is very big, it seems that only in this way, the hand can feel a little temperature.

But because of the return of the grandfather and the old lady, the family suddenly a little more popular, some people began to care about you, afraid that you have worked hard, said a few words of relief.You will feel warm inside your heart, and this feeling is really good.She went back to her room and washed herself on the bed.

It’s really exhausting, and staying with such a moody man is really the most exhausting thing in the world.But now, she still has to stick to it, because she wants to be the beautiful girl fighter, to save her baby from the man's hands.She must have paid a heavier price than others.

She lay in bed, unusually sober in her head, and as soon as she left this place, she could start her new life again.Even at this time, Suloyan has begun to plan for his future life in his mind.She would look for a job, and then take her own hair and watch the child grow into a cold cloud.

This marriage, she thought that she did not have to entanglement, the problem that can be solved will naturally be solved, if it cannot be solved, then give up.For so many years, she has been struggling with herself, wanting to get some, reluctant to lose some, and finally exhausted herself.Now Su Luoyan is tired, she needs to rest, needs to be quiet, needs a person to understand the beauty and quiet of life.Although love is very important to her, but also need to appear in a specific environment, she no longer longs for that person to be able to love herself as much as she was in the beginning, she just wants to love life better.

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