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Chapter 338:Endless compromise

“I know you can’t understand it, but it’s already happened.I know how to deal with it, Lin Xi, you are good to me, I know in my heart that you do not want to see me wronged, but this time, I hope you believe me, when I get my hair back, I will leave him and start my own new life."

This is the first time Su Luoyan has expressed her heart, she is to leave the dust, this is the most clear thing she thought of during this time.She knew that Lin Xi could not understand why she had to hide this all along.She has her own plans, she has her own plans, and everything is moving in that direction.

“Can you handle it?Of course, I believe that you can handle it well, but Luo Yan, Mao is a child, you know how Fang Yi dust is BT, if he is about hair, do you have to wait for a lifetime?He’s a demon, and you don’t know yet.”Lin Xi spoke to Suloyan again and again, and she remained silent after all.

“I just hope you don’t talk about it, I’m asking you.”I know you're disappointed in me, but this time, I'm asking you to believe me."Su Luoyan is a low-pitched plea for Lin Xi, such a thing should not happen to them.The two have always been sisters.

But this time, Lin Xi couldn't do it, she could believe in Suloyan countless times, because she had always felt that Su Luoyan was a person who knew what she wanted.She has her own direction, her own goals, and her own motivation to move forward.But this time, the man was furry, and she couldn’t place the bet in a place where she couldn’t see hope.

“I’m sorry, but this time I’m going to disappoint you.Mao is not only your son, in my heart, I also regard him as my son, if you insist on solving this matter, then solve it for me now, if you can't do it, don't be strong, Su Luoyan, not everyone likes you to be strong, we are your good friends, when you need help, we want to be able to stand by your side to help you, rather than watching you face the suffering alone."

After saying this, Lin Xi took a deep breath, the tears in her eyes began to grow, she really loved Suloyan, saw her alone, clearly unhappy, but still pretending to be a happy look.In this way, she let everyone see it, will have some self-blame.

She got up and went outside, tears have been out of the eyes, heard the shouts of Suloyan behind her back, but she still has no back, Lin Xi at this time, do not know what the meaning of turning back.She just didn’t want to see such a stubborn and hurt-infreled Suloe face.

Su Luoyan stood there, seeing the back of Lin Xi's decision to leave, this thing became like this, she has been blaming herself.Since the last time Fang Yiqiu transferred the hair to the place, she could no longer find anything about the whereabouts of the child, and where the hair is now, she did not know.

She can't watch the hair disappear from the world, can't let Fang Yi dust take that child to threaten her life, she now knows that Fang Yi dust is a demon, he can do anything.Perhaps there was a glimmer of hope in her heart, and she longed to return to Fang's house, to be able to see her grandfather, and perhaps to be there to bring her a little life.

It is a helpless act to place hope on others, but at this time, Suloyan, even if it is a straw, she must hold it tightly.Knowing that life is slim, she is still unwilling to give up, preferring to hold it tightly at this time, perhaps this is the hope she is looking forward to.

She did not continue to stay, but directly returned to the Fang home, Fang home is still empty, in addition to Zhang's occasional busy figure, Su Luo Yan saw any one smoke, she thought perhaps Fang Grandpa did not go to the hospital today, but went to the company, perhaps the old man just said, after all, Fang Yi dust is his own son.

Perhaps, the old man went to the hospital, when he learned from Fang Yishu that Mao was not his own son, he ignored this matter.Afraid that things would be revealed, Suloyan's mind was in a mess, and she didn't know how to deal with it next.

If the old man comes back and asks about this matter, then how she will explain that she gave birth to a cold Yunhao son, which is unacceptable to anyone.She began to tangle, began to be afraid, because she did not want everyone to know that she gave birth to the son of cold Yunhao, she thought, cold Yunhao must not accept such deception.

It took her so much effort to get the man to leave her, though at the end of the day he found out what a childish mistake it was.But things have happened, even if it is a mistake, only let it continue to go wrong, so that it is not enough to live up to their own efforts.

Su Luoyan sat there, his heart is very messy, there are always countless thoughts in the mind, she does not know how to do it next, now should go to the hospital to ask Fang Yi dust, he in the end the hair hidden where, or should give the old man a call to verify the progress of things.

No matter how she thought, Mao still did not return, the Fang family is like a tomb or a tomb, has always been only her figure.So lonely place, she felt helpless, but also feel wandering, can not find the belonging of home, at some moment, she is abnormally nostalgic for the cottage, and only there, when the familiar breath ushered in, she was able to sleep for a while, this heart is like finding the harbor, willing to stop for a while.

When it was dark, Suloyan ignored it, and she had been sitting there, thinking about passing the time.The whole world has become the way it is now, slowly turning from light into darkness, just like seeing no hope, it is necessary to experience a tangle and pain in order to usher in the dawn.

Hearing the sound of the car outside, she knew that the old man had returned, Su Luoyan had changed her posture, she got up from the seat, wanted to go to the door, but the footsteps moved a few steps, in the end, stayed down.Her heart could not calm down, as if to welcome the return of hair.

No one told her that Mao would come back at this time, but she still had the extravagance that should not be expected, and sometimes the greater the hope, and the disappointment would increase.Until the appearance of the old man in front of Suloyan, Suloyan never saw the shadow of hair.The housekeeper followed the old man to the house, and the disappointment in Suloyan's eyes filled.

She stood there, and her heart began to fall into a low, which was her last hope, but now it ended in disappointment.She did not know what kind of face she should face to welcome her grandfather's return at this time, and the hope of this whole day had ended with disappointment.She couldn’t hide the look on her face, just standing there.

“Louyan, this is the family that is sorry for you.I don't know, I will send someone to find the whereabouts of the hair.Don't worry, the hair will be fine."Grandpa Fang saw the disappointment on Suloyan's face at a glance.He didn't know what to say, so he sent Suloyan a little comfort.

This whole day was painful for him, he did not know what was going on, did not know when it began, he actually had no common words with Fang Yiqiu.The two of them could not say that they could go together, just like today, and they all said such words to each other that he did not know how to deal with this matter.

He did not think that Fang Yiqiu would do such a childish behavior, even with the safety of a small child to threaten Suloyan, what happened between the couple, he could not directly ask Suloyan.As a father, he can only apologize to Suloyan, hoping to usher in Su Luoyan's understanding.

"It's okay, I'll find out for the whereabouts of my hair, it's between me and him, you still don't want to get involved."There's so much going on in the company, you're busy enough, and you're worried about our business, that's not the case."Su Luoyan's words were reasonable, and she did not want anyone else to help her.

Everyone will give her hope invisibly, but when she puts her hope on others, and finally a person to harvest this disappointment, she can't stand so much disappointment.Even if a person is alone in the road ahead, she can at least perceive the real thing.

She did not dare to easily believe everyone, she just hoped that she was strong enough, everything can be handled by herself, rather than bringing trouble to the people around her, she is very disappointed in her now, she did not deal with this matter, let the people around her worry about her, what is this?

"Loyen, what needs you to mention, I am too spoiled, he is now more and more lawless, before his mother is still better, now his mother is not there, no one can control him."Whatever happens between you and him, I hope you can think about it from the big picture of the family, and don't grow up."

PS: This chapter is 3000+ words, today's update, all of which have been uploaded.You are welcome to actively discuss the plot and characters in the comments section.The next chapter is even better, guys, look forward to it!

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