Please Let Go!
Chapter 354:Please Let Go!
“I’m jealous, yes, I’m jealous.Why, are you satisfied now?If you like to be ambiguous with what kind of man, you go now, I don't care about you."Cold Yun Hao said with a gamble that he could clearly calm down a little, but why, in front of this woman, he tried to get a little sense, but he could not do it.How could he be as angry as this woman, how could he be like a little child like her?
Su Luoyan had heard him sincerely say that he was jealous, and there was still a little joy in his heart, but he saw that the man was angry afterwards.She felt humiliated in her heart.Even if she was over-done what she did today, couldn’t he be considerate?Why did he have such a big temper for himself, is it not so, and he will feel better in his heart?
"Well, go away, what's the big deal, do you think I like to be with you?"Don’t you like your mysterious girlfriend?Then you go to her now, and I don't want you to be in charge."Sue Luoyan said, to get out of the car.She is really angry now.He obviously cares about this man in his heart, he does not know, but he still has to be angry with himself like this.
That mysterious girlfriend, has always been something she minded, no matter how many times he explained, now it has become a hurdle in her heart.He tried to clarify, but in the end he could not explain it.
"I don't have a girlfriend, you can ask others, the person I have always loved is you, although you now have no previous memory, but I still want to tell you, from the beginning to the end I love you." 」I never thought of leaving you.Let's not argue, huh?I was wrong today, I shouldn't be so careful."Cold Yunhao surrendered, he did not want to continue to quarrel with this woman.He knows that he is doing very wrong sometimes, but he is always trying to correct it.
“If it’s really like you said, how do you explain the presence of hair?”He's your bastard, right?If you love me, how can you give birth to this child with another woman?”She finally put the words suppressed in her heart, she just mind these things, never really let go of the heart.
She just cares that he has a woman who does not want to say it, even if it is young and ignorant, even if it is drunken disorder, even if it is his impulse, but the child has already been born.He will grow with time, and he will involve more complex relationships.Can these things be erased?
How should he tell Su Luo's hairy life, how he wants the child to be his own flesh and blood, but if this child is not born of Su Luoyan, how could he accept the existence of hair?He likes kids, but not all kids he likes.He just silently loved her and wanted to fit into her life in such a way.
He knew that he could not tell Mao things, he could not let Suloyan know that she had had a child, he could not explain the origin of the child, he said to protect Suloyan, not let her be hurt by the previous memory to themselves.But he found that if he really saved this woman from harm, he would have to endure more pain.
"Loyan, I can't explain this to you now, but please believe me, I really love you."No matter what happens, I will be there for you, just ask you to believe me."Cold Yunhao said so sincere, he is just eager to get Su Luoyan's understanding.But the somber Suloyan has become a memory.She is now immersed in her own world and is unwilling to consider the feelings of others.
“But I can’t trust you anymore.You make me feel like you're a liar, you're always knitting all kinds of lies to lie to me, I can't believe you."Suzanne’s eyes showed disappointment.Even if it is cold Yunhao said that he did not have a girlfriend, but Lin Xi has confirmed the existence of the woman, and cold Yunhao did not object at that time.
He clearly wants to continue to deceive himself, is it the kind of white roses that want red roses?Such a luxurious and bold idea, she is unacceptable.She couldn’t accept it, she couldn’t enjoy it safely.Because she is a perfectionist, even if it is love, it must be what she likes.
"You just have to believe me, Lo Yan, I do all this for your good, I will not hurt you, I will give you the happiness you want."Cold Yunhao finished, affectionately leaned over, just under the unguarded premise of Suloyan, he landed a fiery kiss on her forehead.
Su Luoyan had a moment of surprise, but the reflexive hand threw out a slap, she put a heavy slap on the face of the cold cloud, only after hearing the crisp sound, both people froze at the same time.Suzanne didn’t know why she did this.She liked this man, but why did she refuse?
Cold clouds were there, surprised to see Suloyan, this woman really still love him?He could not resist doubt at this time.If Su Luoyan still has love for himself, then why do you refuse so simply?If she no longer loved, she would still be jealous, and he could feel her attachment and feel her care.
When embarrassment suddenly arises, people will only have the impulse to escape, at this time, Su Luoyan does not know how to face this man, the only thing she thinks is to leave.While the cold cloud was still standing, she quickly opened the car door and ran out.
Watching the woman run away, he was going to chase out, but he sat there, watching her back disappear, and finally did not chase out.There’s so much going on, isn’t he calm enough?Or has a lot of things actually changed, but he cheated himself without noticing?
At this time, Su Luoyan did not know where she could escape, she had always relied on cold clouds in this city, and only this man could give her a conversion.However, it was just his own wayward run out, and gave the man a heavy slap.Now I want her to run back, I really don't know how to face the cold cloud.
She ran a long distance, cold clouds did not follow, she began to become a little afraid, do not know how to do well.The man did not follow, which made Suloyan feel a little angry now.Did he not know that she had no acquaintance in this place?Would he be very angry at what had happened?He was angry, but he did everything.
He did such a great thing, he would feel angry, why kiss her, how much this is too much.However, Su Luoyan, who is now calming down, feels that he is somewhat lost.He kissed her, she actually did not object to such a behavior in her heart, but the reflexive refusal had already broken the cold cloud.
Does this man love her?If you really love, why not show it calmly, if you really love, then what is the hair?If he doesn’t love, why should he keep her by his side?Living alone in a room is something that makes people think about it.
The man did not chase out, she did not know what to do, Suloyan squatted on the side of the road to touch the pocket, in addition to the five dollars left to buy breakfast in the morning, her pocket is really empty.For so long, she stayed with cold clouds, used to the days without a mobile phone, used to live without money, so she threw herself on the street.
Cold, how can you do that?Don’t you know I don’t have a cell phone?I haven’t bought one for a long time, don’t you know I don’t have any money?What to do now?The place where Suloyan lived did not want to go back at all.She didn’t know how to deal with this man.
However, let her find a place to stay outside, she has this money, it is impossible to find a hotel.Fortunately, the night is still full, otherwise his situation will be even more miserable.She squatted on the ground and rummaged her bag, hoping to find a little more money from it.In this way, she can at least find a place to live to stabilize herself.
I don't know if it was lucky, she actually found a small book in the bag, the above is the handwriting of the cold cloud, the man may be afraid that she can not remember things, wrote his contact information, and still put on the front page of the position.However, Suloe would not be so stupid to call him.Although she lost her previous memory, she still remembered where she lived.Since she remembers where she lives, why would she have to call him?
She searched in the book, and suddenly there was a smile on her face.It seems that this man is not too bad, but now, Su Luoyan wants to give him a little color to see.Wouldn’t this man be more proud?In order to punish the man's proudness, she made up her mind not to contact the cold cloud.
In the public talk booth, the gospel brought by the five dollars to Su Luoyan, she dialed Lin Xi's phone.The phone only rang for a moment and was connected, and the woman's slightly angry voice reached Suloyan's ear.
"Don't call me, I don't want to hear what you say, what kind of person you are, I know better than anyone..."
Su Luo Yan froze, he just dialed the woman's phone, but Lin Xi seemed to have a great anger to vent.She didn’t know if the call was necessary.When she ate by herself, she really did not know the things about Lin Xi and Wei Jun, so she hurt Lin Xi in order to cool the air.
“Lin Xi, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, can I apologize to you now?”Suzanne said sadly on the phone.She really didn't really want to hurt Lin Xi, but whether it was intentional or not, it had happened, and the damage had already been done.
Lin Xi was still angry about Wei Jun's affairs, and when he came back all the way, Wei Jun kept calling her, and she was angry to blacklist Wei Jun's phone number.She didn’t want to see the man or hear him say anything.However, just after it was cleared, an unfamiliar phone number appeared on the phone.She was reflexive that Wei Jun used other calls, so when the phone was connected, she did not control her emotions.
However, when her anger had not yet been vented, the voice of Suloyan came from that side, and the woman could only make such a voice when she was alone.To tell the truth, Lin Xi did not blame Su Luo Yan, although she deliberately teased Wei Jun, she can see that the purpose of Su Luoyan's doing this is the air-cooled Yunhao, but at that time, Lin Xi, is unable to accept Wei Jun's face.
“Louyan, what happened to you?I didn't get angry with you."Lin Xi hastily explained that even if she is angry with Wei Jun, she does not want to sprinkle these breaths on Suloyan, she and Su Luoyan are good sisters, whether Su Luoyan has previous memories, she will treat Suloyan as her best friend.
"Lin Xi, can you come and pick me up, I have no place to live tonight, only the five dollars I have now called you."I’m in the phone booth next to the hotel where I just ate, can you come and pick me up?”She said so pitiful, if not the cold cloud hao of the guy, how could she fall into this look now.
Hearing the sound of Suloyan asking for help, Lin Xi was distressed, and she did not know what had happened.At that time, she only cared about her emotions and did not take into account the comfort of Su Luoyan.Surely the cold cloud must be jealous, this man is too much, just because of this little thing, did Su Luoyan get out of the house?
“Louyan, can you wait for me?”I'll drive to pick you up."Lin Xi ran outside without saying a word.In the past, when Su Luoyan did not lose his memory, this woman was unwilling to ask anyone for help, even if it was suffering, but also a person hidden in her heart.Lin Xi liked the current Suloyan, at least she trusted the people who appeared beside her.
When a person is needed, sometimes it is a great happiness.Lin Xi is now filled with this sense of happiness, and she does not care what Wei Jun thinks.Men are not good things, it seems that this sentence is a good saying, then now, she is going to rescue her best sister back.She had a little excitement in her heart, and she was even more dashing when she drove.
When Lin Xi appeared, Su Luoyan was sitting outside the phone booth, and the innocent big eyes were looking at the intersection, and when he saw Lin Xi, he was full of joy with the light.Lin Xi liked Su Luoyan at this time, and immediately jumped up.This is the life of two people, let her feel very happy.
"Loyan, come with me, you will stay with me, I have an apartment on my side, I live by myself when I am not at home."You may have forgotten that you have lived with me for a long time.I'm sure you'll be happy with me, even though you don't remember what happened in the past."
Lin Xi vowed that when she was on the road, she felt excited, and Su Luoyan began to trust her, so the two of them could return to their previous long-talking life.There is anything you can share and bear together, this is the simple happiness she wants to have her own.
“Well, Lin Xi, how good you are.It was my fault, and I didn't really know anything about you and Wei Jun, so I did a little too much."Su Luoyan immediately agreed to Lin Xi's warm invitation in the face of Lin Xi's warm invitation.She felt that she lived with Lin Xi or was much safer, at least not to be bullied by cold clouds.Doesn’t that think she’s bad now?Then she gave all her freedom to that man.
“Don’t worry, it’s all the stinking men who have problems.Nothing to do with us.I want to thank you, but I'm glad you showed me the meanness of this man, otherwise I might have been deceived by him."Lin Xi took Suloyan's hand and walked toward the seat on the side of the road.
“Are you a couple with that Wei Jun?”How do I look like you, or are you upset?Lin Xi, I think that Wei Jun is really good, don't be angry with him, you should also see that he is just angry with you."At this time, Su Luoyan began to speak for Wei Jun.She just wanted to be air-cooled, and pulled Wei Jun down, but she didn't want such a big thing to come out now.
Am I a couple with him?How is it possible?How could he deserve me?Do you think I look at him?Indeed, if I wanted to fall in love, half the men in the city would turn around me."As soon as Lin Xi remembered Wei Jun, his heart was full of fire.She felt that she had given Wei Jun a lot of space, but the man did not cherish it, so now, two people do not even have friends to do it.
"I didn't expect your charm to be so big, it seems that Wei Jun will suffer a lot."But you're right, women have to be nice to themselves, and let the men who are careful not understand women die."Suloe took a long breath and made a relaxed look.She felt that she did not need to continue to accommodate the cold clouds, and since things had already happened, she did not want to make any measures to retain it.
"But you, Luo Yan, in fact, Yun Hao really loves you, even if you don't remember how he was good to you before, now you should always see how much he cares about you."Did you argue with the two of you because of this?”Lin Xi transferred the conversation to Suloyan's body.
In her view, to be a man should be like a cold cloud, always care about their own women, no matter what happens, will unswervingly pay their love, this is to say to do the man's husband.But what about Wei Jun?She felt that she had never seen that kind of responsibility in Wei Jun.
This seems to be a kind of inertia, everyone becomes a far-sighted eye, can only see the beautiful scenery in the distance, for their own things, can not enter the eyes.Everyone is so hard, want to see the advantages of each other, but the effort, but only in vain.This may be that many couples once together, it is difficult to tolerate each other's shortcomings, so as to cause the final division?
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Su Luoyan did not understand why Lin Xi said such a thing every time, she was more and more curious about what she had been like before, whether it was really as Lin Xi said, and would love the fire with this man.But she never wanted to believe that she would not happen to this man.
"I don't believe it, I think he's just curious about me, I think he has nothing real to me, how can he love me as much as you say."If he really loves me, why do he have hair with other girls?Do you mean to say that men care?I just can't forgive you for that."Silo said with his mouth shut.
Lin Xi drove while looking at Su Luoyan in the co-pilot position.She agreed to cold Yunhao and did not tell Su Luoyan about hairy things.Because there are many things that need to be taken slowly, if you tell this woman now, with her strong curiosity, you will definitely break the shack to the bottom.At that time, it will be difficult to ensure that many things that cold clouds do not want to mention.
He wanted so much to protect this woman, that she would not be hurt, and how could it be so easy to put those things that happened in the past back in her mind.Is it necessary to tell Su Luoyan that she is actually married, she is actually a hairy mommy, and the child's father is not cold cloud but someone else.
If such a thing is explained to Suloyan now, then this woman must not accept it.If she knew she was married to a failed man and had given birth to a child with that man, then she would be mortally hurt.So, Lin Xi knew, in any case can not tell Su Luoyan what happened before.
“Look ahead, why do you always look at those things?Plus, hair is cute, isn’t it?I think you can get along with Mao more, he is still a child, very much in need of mother love."Lin Xi said with a side knock, she knew that Suloyan did not know that she was the hairy mummy.So you can only encourage Sulo Yando to get along with hair in this way.
“But I just can’t do it, why should I be a stepmother for someone else?”Also, you say he loves me very much, and I can't feel it myself at all.I don’t believe how much he loves me, it’s just unsatisfying.Men may be like this, don't they just want red roses when they get white roses?"Su Luoyan said with dissatisfaction, her mind was all about the dissatisfaction of the man.
Lin Xi was surprised, you said that this woman has lost her memory now, but when she spoke, she did not feel that she had lost her past memory.She even said the logic of red roses and white roses, so did she really lose her memory?Lin Xi often suspected this problem, so she kept trying to test Suloyan.
"Then I wonder, you say, you say, cold cloudy white roses and red roses are who?"She turned to look at Suloyan and wanted to notice a little of her own expression from this woman’s face.Perhaps Suloyan did not really lose his memory as he thought.
This question, Su Luoyan did not know how to answer, she was also in the hospital during the time, from the small nurse to borrow the basic magazine, saw some about the judgment of love.At that time, when she saw Zhang Ailing write this sentence, her psychological appearance was still full of timidity.If a man meets a white rose and then meets a red rose, is that lucky or unlucky for a man?
At that time she simply considered a man's position, achievable in, she began to think, as a woman of red roses or white roses, is not also a sadness?When you like him, he has begun to slowly shift his heart, and another woman, but dare not accept the man's heart.
When she saw the hair, she began to think whether it was a white rose or a red rose, and later she defined herself as a red rose, but she never knew who the white rose was.It must be that cold Yunhao is such a man, all men can not escape this commonality.
She was sad in her heart, at least not today, when she came running, and the man did not chase out as much as she had expected.Is he sure she will find her way home?If something happens to her, will he show a little worry, or does she feel like this is a normal reaction?When Suloyan thought of this, he felt a little wronged in his heart.
"What is it?"Do not be angry.Now when you come to me, live here, live here, whenever you want to live, my clothes you can choose, you can sleep in that bed."When he came to Lin Xi's apartment, Su Luoyan was intoxicated by a familiar breath.
She liked the place very much, messy, not neat at all, but with a little warm feeling, there were a lot of clutter on the sofa, Lin Xi three times five in two to pack up to another sofa, two women have a place to sit down.Suloe looked around, his heart full of joy.
She felt really lucky to be able to make a good friend like Lin Xi.The woman looked very grinned, but the treatment was very sincere, which also made her when she was homeless, only Lin Xi drew his knife to help bring her here.She leaned back on the sofa and found a homely warmth.
"You feel very good here, there is a good home, I came to you, feel the heart is particularly calm."Lin Xi, I feel very lucky to have met such a good friend.I don't know what happened to us before, but I know I'll remember you."Su Luoyan said very seriously, she was very moved to Lin Xi to be so good to her.
“Stupid girl, why do you say that?”We are sisters, aren’t we?This is my home, but also your home, yes, there is a key on the table, you hold it in your hand, it is convenient when you want to use it.I'll always welcome you here."Lin Xi said very calmly, as if everything was taken for granted.
However, she did not know that Suloe was full of gratitude.Happiness came so fast for her that she felt like a lucky little girl, that she had lost her memory and forgotten that when she was still with her, these friends remained with her, and never gave up on herself.
“Your phone is ringing.”Hearing Lin Xi's phone on the sofa has been constantly buzzing, Su Luoyan was timely reminded Lin Xi.Lin Xi looked at the phone, the phone was cold cloud Hao, she still connected.
“Well, here’s with me, you can put a hundred and twenty hearts out there now.”Well, well, that's not to say, just ask me to dinner."Lin Xi got up and said to the phone, Su Luoyan is smart, when Lin Xi said that when people are here with me, she already knew that the phone was cold cloud Hao.
This man also knew to call Lin Xi, he was sure that she would come to Lin Xi?Or that the man looked around, but found no trace of her, but she did not go far, if he really looked, he would be able to find where he was.
Hang up the phone, Lin Xi towards Su Luoyan, just now the phone is cold cloud hao, the man's voice is still a worried look, fortunately he can think of Su Luoyan will come to Lin Xi, otherwise, this night is estimated to be unable to sleep rhythm.But she found that Suloyan's face was not happy.
This woman is now favored and proud, immersed in her own world, not as understanding as before.However, even if Suloyan reveals the unreasonableness of his personality, she still feels that the current Suloyan life should be more real.As long as this woman can enjoy her own happiness, then this is the best.
"The phone was called by Yun Hao, it seems that he is still very concerned about you, looking for you did not find it for half a day, only to call me, fortunately you remember my phone number."Lin Xi sat down like Su Luoyan reported the situation, so she could not hold her own things, as before began to share.
But Suloyan's mouth is prying old high, does the man care about her?Why she just can't feel it, if she really cares, she won't watch her run away, if she really cares, it won't be so late to make this call.She was angry with the cold cloud.
"He's doing things, he must know that I'm coming to you, so now make a phone call, if he really cares about my words, why did he go before?" 」Su Luoyan said disapprovingly, Lin Xi sighed, it seems that once the woman drilled the tip of the horn, there is really no way to pull her back.She was still angry in her heart, and after she put Wei Jun on the blacklist, the boy never called himself again.
Although she would not answer Wei Jun's call, she was able to see the call here.Cold Yunhao also knew that he had called a phone to care about Su Luoyan, but this man did not do so at all.What do you mean, what does it matter to me?Saying that I don't marry, it seems that this time I really exposed the lie.
Lin Xi's heart was even more angry, and she just didn't want to forgive the man who was wrong.The two women were sitting there angry at the TV, and no one spoke, and the two heinous men made them instantly deny what they had done before.Tonight was a sleepless night.
Su Luoyan began to sleep in an unfamiliar environment, two women lying on a bed, gossiping for a while, and having something in each other's hearts, so they began to immerse themselves in silence in their own world.Suloe is starting to miss the cold clouds a little.The man was not out of nowhere, at least in his days in the hospital, he was still very concerned about himself.
Just the thought that he had a hair with another woman, she felt very uncomfortable on the forehead he had kissed, and he and other women were so full of me and mine?So what is she?Was it reinterpreted as a substitute before the life?Or did he satisfy his curiosity?
The more she thought about her heart, the more she felt confused, obviously the man cares about himself, obviously he never forgets about himself, why now he has messed up the rhythm?She did not know why she became this way, and she was deeply responsible for herself.Su Luoyan, you have to start a new life again, you do not put all your emotions on a man.She said to herself again and again until she slowly entered the dreamland.
Cold Yunhao is self-blame, he did not know why he did not chase out in time, when he woke up, Su Luoyan has no trace at all.At that time, he was very psychologically afraid.He didn’t know where Suloyan could go alone.She is a woman who has lost her past memory, and if she meets a bad guy on the road, how should he face these things?
He drove alone along the street to look for, eager to see the delicate woman’s figure.However, the whole street went all over, and I did not see Suloyan.He was still scared.Do the two of you get together so hard that they will face being separated this time?
He said the name of Su Luoyan again and again in his heart, but it was not obvious, the woman did not even have a mobile phone, and he found that as long as Suloyan left his sight, he could not find the trace of the woman again.Until later, when he could not help, he tried to call Lin Xi, and unexpectedly learned that Suloyan was there in Lin Xi.
He was somewhat comforted, at least Suloyan is safe, he did not think of leaving Suloyan alone outside, he said, the woman's happiness will be dominated by him, so since this sentence is said, he will use action to practice.He had already figured it out, and in any case, he would have to pick up Suloyan tomorrow.
The first time he slept in this room, he did not feel the existence of the woman, he did not tell Suloyan, he has been accustomed to insomnia, every night to secretly come to Suloyan's room, until he saw the woman's peaceful sleeping face, his restless heart will feel calm down.This is the cure for his insomnia.
However, when this woman left for a while, he fell into insomnia.There are always thoughts in your mind.What is more worrying than losing.He was afraid that he would lose Suloyan, afraid that he would never be able to control happiness again.However, a lot of what happens in fate will not become reality with your thoughts.
The dreams of the night are intermittent, and it always seems difficult to connect.He missed the woman, and several times he got up, Suloyan's room had always been empty, and there was no small body in her curled up in that bed.How he wished to look at it again and find that it was a luxury.
Lois, can you forgive me?I know you love me and I shouldn’t trust you.You just want to prove that I care about you, and I always care about you.I didn’t tell you that hair is actually your child, and you are the hairy mommy.You keep asking me why I love you so much and why I have children with other women.Luo Yan, I will not, if that person is not you, I will never have children in my life.
When the sky was bright, cold clouds could no longer sleep, he did not know whether he went to this time or not some abruptness, Suloyan is now in Lin Xi, it was very safe, but because of his thoughts on Su Luoyan, he would like to see Su Luoyan.When he got up, he washed himself, and went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of roses and drove to Lin Xi’s apartment.It’s like that, like your first love.
He is glad that he still maintains such a young mentality, and can also treat Su Luoyan in such a romantic way.Yes, his heart was only beating for that woman, all romantic things, and just willing to do for that woman.However, he did not know whether the woman would be frightened in such a way.
Where the cold clouds did not know, there was a man with the same distress as him.Wei Jun was restless all night, he was angry with Lin Xi said those words, he was with Lin Xi, never coveted the idea of Lin's property, but Lin Xi said that, had to say hurt his man's self-esteem.
But he was worried about Lin Xi, when the woman put him into the blacklist, he swiped the phone screen again and again, but did not have the courage to make the phone, afraid to hear the voice of rejection, but the woman was desperate to shut him out.He didn’t know what else he could do to give Lin Xi the sense of security he wanted.
He had worked hard, but the woman could not feel it, and how he could approach Lin Xi's heart.Sometimes how much he wished he could have certain special features, to see the woman's heart, to know if she was happy, to know if she was intentional about herself.But it is only my own fantasy.
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