His Familiar Embrace
Chapter 372:His Familiar Embrace
Mei Xiaoyuan's heart suddenly felt relieved, and she felt that she had somehow surpassed Su Luoyan.She was born noble, experienced a lot from a young age, has a high degree, has a beautiful face, the aristocratic temperament, can make her easily get the recognition of the upper class.
And Suloyan will always be the ugly duckling, the difference between the ugly duckling and the white swan, not the ugly duckling has not been enough hard, but she was born the essence of the duck.Even if she has the love of cold clouds, what can be done?Shen Yuqing did not like her, then she was not qualified to enter this family, which makes people sound, how ridiculous and cruel.
Mei Xiaoyuan looked at the decoration of the cold house again, this quaint house, really need a new mistress to exist.She began to have some illusions, if she really came here, then what would life be like?
Hasn’t you always wanted to be happy?It is just that you are too greedy, since you have obtained Fang Yi dust, you should no longer nostalgia for cold clouds.Not all happiness is something you can get.Like what I can see now, it will never have anything to do with you.You can only send people under the fence, waiting for the so-called prince to give you the love of charity.When I thought about it, the corner of Mei Xiaoyuan’s mouth showed a proud smile.
People are always easy to become vain, just like now Mei Xiaoyuan, she saw everything in her dreams, the feeling of happiness in the bottom of her heart, I do not know whether this is their own destination.When you meet the cold clouds, everything is like a dream.Such a perfect man, originally like his own love.
He must long for love, but he can't get his own thing as he wants, and this mood is a pain for everyone.She lay on the head of the bed and thought of the man.He had known cold Yunhao for only two or three months, and at first he only hated this man.But I don't know why, with the passage of time, that anger eventually disappeared.It turns out that there is really a kind of man in the world, you want to hate, but you can't hate it, you want to love, but you can't suppress it.
So, she felt lucky, at least she met such a wonderful man.For whatever reason, she didn’t want to give up so easily.She is a smart woman who knows that she has no future with Fang Yishi.The man may have forgotten himself long ago, but she has always been stubborn and unwilling to believe.In fact, she has always been eager to start a new relationship.
It’s just that the desire to meet the right person can continue, and she doesn’t meet the right person, so she keeps waiting for the posture.She thought that the person she was waiting for was just a mess, and thought that she liked the things of the past.But when what her heart had always wanted appeared, she understood her heart.
The cold cloud smile came to mind, and it turned out that when he smiled, he could be so warm.Why did he have to fall in love with Sue?That woman is so ordinary, nothing, obviously not worthy of him.His mother did not like such a woman, but he insisted on it.
For a woman who is not as good as her own in all aspects, but got what she has always wanted but could not get, Mei Xiaoyuan did not want to let go so easily, because she could not do it.She didn’t want to get her to get something that was her own.She has not experienced love, not has not understood the sweetness of love.
At this age, it is no longer young, no longer like a little girl, and it is too shy to see a loved one to blush.She was so eager to seize everything she had, only in this way could she find a sense of security.In this way, on the way forward, she can look up at the man who was originally her own, as if she had been waiting for him all her life.
She began to imagine that as long as she could be with the cold cloud, she could appear in the cold house, the place that symbolizes nobility and coldness, not where Cinderella should go.She was born a princess, and she should live in such a luxurious place and enjoy a life that was originally luxurious.
She was vain, she had to be vain.As a woman, she originally believed in love, but after so many years of waiting hopeless, she began to get tired of love.She just wanted someone to be nice enough for herself so she felt warm.Cold Yunhao was an extreme person, and she seemed to be able to see his burning heart from his icy appearance.He must be the kind of man who can love crazy, which she has always wanted.
She does not want a quiet life like a small bridge running water, and that blandness will extinguish a person's passion and make a person finally choose to give up the motivation to continue to move forward.But cold cloud hao, the breath revealed in him, so that people can feel the beauty of the sun, can make people feel that living is a meaningful thing.
It was late and the stars could not be seen at night.On such a night, loneliness has not diminished much.But in Mei Xiaoyuan's heart, because of a sudden impulse, began to move inexplicably.She wanted to see the cold clouds at this time, even if it was just a look at him from the side.
It turns out that love is really regardless of age, even if you have now reached 30 years old, to the age of 40, when the right person appears, the heart will still flow out of the same feelings of the little woman.She had trouble sleeping and longed for a perfect intersection with the cold clouds.I want to be the hostess of that house.
What she longed for seemed a little unrealistic, and she certainly knew that there was Sullotyan there on the way forward.But that woman can't marry cold cloud hao all her life.She is also a wife, and this fact can not be changed by anyone.I don’t want to divorce her, so that’s a good thing.She began to laugh at how stupid she was, did she really have the courage to live with someone who didn’t love her?
That person is not the same as the year, he has no legs, no passion for life, and even has no ability to live.As a woman, what she wanted, that man was no longer capable of giving her.What is she doing in such a broken life?To comfort your own heart?She has no such need.
Moreover, if he is already a fang Yi dust, if he is not so impatient to marry, then she may continue to wait.Waiting makes no sense.She felt a lot more relaxed inside.If she doesn’t get divorced, she has a chance to get close to her goals.Thinking of this, she suddenly laughed.
At the right time, people must learn to comfort themselves, so that they can feel that life does not have so much pain.Mei Xiaoyuan saw the dawn in the night sky and felt the warmth of the sun.That was all she wanted, and she didn’t feel like it wasn’t something she thought about.
Insomnia lasted for a long time, and then when the sky began to be a little bright, she finally entered the dream.But the dream was no longer as always haze as before, and she seemed to see a vague face, with sunshine warmth, shining into her heart.It makes her feel comfortable and wonderful.
Fang Yi dust in the prison, has not seen Mei Xiaoyuan for a long time, he does not know what is happening outside, but he has to pay attention to the newspaper and all the news information every day.He will not let go of any reports about Tianxiang, do not miss any information about cold clouds.He had never been as serious about a man as he was now.
Although the man is a man, or the most hated person in his heart, he still has to keep his attention.There was a burning fire of hatred in his heart, but I hoped that the Satan-like man would fall quickly from the top.He wanted to see the man fail miserably in front of his own eyes, which was the only reason to support him to continue to live.
His body recovered well, but the incision was eventually inflamed because of poor care.These little things did not attract attention, and eventually led to a fever in the hospital.This is already a common thing for him, but not being able to continue to pay attention to the man has become a regret for him in the hospital.
He had not come to see him for a long time, and he was looking forward to it.That was the only piece he could control outside the prison, and if the woman was going to abandon him, who else would be with him in the world but himself?He began to hate the woman in his heart, and felt that letting the woman close was almost a wrong choice.
However, he still wanted to see Mei Xiaoyuan, and wanted to personally ask the woman, why did he not come to see him for so long?The love she says is all about, isn’t it?Suddenly he had a feeling of being teased.These people are like this, in the name of love close to him, in fact, it is not love at all.
But he no longer has the ability to love, and all he needs now is his comrades-in-arms, not his partners.He couldn’t let Suloyan go with Cold Cloud, which was definitely not something that could not happen.He could not forgive himself for letting Suloyan return to the side of the cold cloud.For so many years, he worked hard to run, so as not to let the woman stay by her side all her life?
But why did things happen to such a point?Why is it always so easy to lose what he wants to control?The dust lying on the sick* has always been in a state of fever.His situation is not good.I don't want to see anyone, just keep putting back Su Luo Yan's shadow in my head.
The woman also had a smile, but more often it just looked cold.He wanted to know, why would she ever laugh at herself?He is no worse than the cold cloud, he can give what she wants, he gave her so much love, she did not feel, why can not smile at him.
At this time, he showed an unusually fragile side, just eager for the woman to be able to smile at herself.Such simple ideas are extravagant at some point.But he just thought so.Tears fell from the corner of my eyes.At this time, he knows his heart better than anyone.
He loved Suloyan, had always loved that woman, and he wanted to give her all the best.I just wish that woman could be happier.He can accept that the person she loves is cold cloud, but he just can't accept Su Luoyan to abandon him and cold Yunhao together.The reason he lives is simple, just because the woman is still in the world.
He was afraid of being abandoned by everyone, and he did not know that he would grow old alone there.Even if she does not want to show her smile in front of him all her life, as long as she can be with him, then he will feel satisfied.He didn’t mean to take the child to sullotyan, he was just afraid of losing it.
When he had no legs, when he lost his material source, he felt like a waste of people.When the most close-in-one began to stay away from him, he just hoped that Suloyan would tell him that she would not leave easily.At that time, he could not feel the temperature.She chose to leave again and again, and chose to give up.
His uneasiness was only round-out in her heart, and she never seemed to notice it.He was not so arrogant, just an unusually inferior person in front of Suloyan.She was so beautiful that he wanted to get close, but couldn’t find a proper way.Maybe he just hurt her in the end.But none of this was his original intention.He loved her and wanted to make her happy.This is the truest thought in his heart.
. . .
She got a call from the prison in the morning.This is the only person Fang Yishi can contact, when he began to fall into a coma, the hospital dialed Mei Xiaoyuan's phone.His temper is not very good, like a wayward child, maybe everyone is like this, showing a very untamed look, in fact, just to cover up their inner care.
He was so eager that someone cared about himself, but did not know how to express his mood, so the way he eventually took was a disservice to many people.Not everyone can understand that way.He is stubborn in the hope that others will accept it.
When Mei Xiaoyuan received this call, her eyebrows could not help but squat.She sighed deeply.I haven’t been to prison for almost a month.When did that desire to see him disappear?She couldn’t tell herself.Just suddenly said to see the person, why did she not have the slightest desire?
She was wearing a pyjamas, a person leaning on her head, and her mind was already in a mess.I suddenly didn’t want to have any more contact with this guy.Maybe because you don’t love, you can see everything clearly.He should not have loved himself, but just used.In fact, she was clear at the beginning of this, but at that time, she stubbornly felt that she was love for this man, so that love was used to show that you still have the use of value, which is how self-deceiving slogan ah.
She was still going to visit the man, at any rate, two people have such a sweet past, after all, many things, she wants to know clearly, not as confused as now.Looking at the dresser, looking at the mirror to present her own shadow, the woman is beautiful, is dignified, is a lot of men are eager for the special thing, why must she look at the dust above?
She silently asked herself in the heart, it is not love, at most just just a unwillingness.She couldn’t last long, so now she didn’t have that strong feelings.To be able to see through her own mind, she felt a little more relaxed.Well, since you're sick, let's see, just be an old friend.
However, when Mei Xiaoyuan appeared in the ward, Fang Yishi was still in a fever coma, he was a tall and handsome man, but now lying in the quilt, the lower body is empty, only half of the body.She suddenly felt that this look was actually very scary, did not know where she had come from before, and wanted to stay with this man.
She sat in the chair next to the sick, but in her head she could not help replaying everything she saw in the cold house, which was completely different from here.She is a woman, must live a happy life, so many years of drift, let her feel really tired.If you choose to continue to be with Fang Yi dust, there is absolutely no love, and there is endless pain.
But if the man is cold, everything will change a lot, the man is excellent to the extreme, and the material resources are very rich.Even if the cold cloud does not love her, then it does not matter, at least this life she can enjoy her own luxury life without worry.
Isn’t that the same for rich kids?She could still see these things, and if he wanted to, he could mix with Suloe Yan outside, but never let the woman into the cold house.She will be the hostess of the cold house.Thinking about it, Mei Xiaoyuan's heart is more comfortable.
But when Fang Yiqiu woke up, he saw the proud smile in the corner of Mei Xiaoyuan's mouth, and the smile came so inappropriate.He was sick, and what he wanted to see was that this woman had a sad look, and she didn’t say love herself?You should hate yourself when you see yourself this way, right?Why is there a happy smile on her face?
“I’m sick, are you happy?If you don’t come to see me for so long, what kind of wild man are you with?”Fang Yiqiu spoke sourly, and he did not have the patience to speak to Mei Xiaoyuan.Remembering the smile she shouldn't have, she turned her words into a dagger and deeply stabbed the woman.
Mei Xiaoyuan was not angry, she really did not know that Fang Yi dust had woken up, thinking that the man was going to be unconscious for a while.She was thinking of another man.Now that I have been said by the dust, there is no shame in it.What is a shame when a woman thinks of another man?
"What are you saying?"Can't you see that you're happy?You like to be jealous, don’t I do anything for you?Why don’t you believe me and doubt me?”Mei Xiaoyuan smiled and said, with a cynical smile on her face, which made Fang Yishi feel a cold.
This woman changed, and he was sensitive to the different temperaments revealed by Mei Xiaoyuan.He knew the woman, and if she had put down her love, she could do the absolute snub.He just felt cold, and when he thought that this woman loved her, he had chosen to turn around and leave.
“Well, since you’re doing something for me, let’s talk about what’s been going on lately.Is the cold cloud dead?Is Suloyan with Cold Clouds?”His voice became a little agitated by the tension, so the tone of his speech raised several dens.She sat there, just saying nothing.
"What are you so excited about?"Your body is so weak, you have to take care of yourself, don’t you?You don’t have to care about them, they’re all good now, and I’ll help you look at them and not let the two of them come together.You're sure."Mei Xiaoyuan said softly.
She said such a light, Fang Yi dust in the heart is more suspicious, if he did not remember wrong, every time Mei Xiaoyuan came, will urge Fang Yishi and Su Luoyan divorce, but this time why, she actually said such a thing, then she does not want Su Luoyan to divorce him?
His brain turned quickly, can only explain a problem, then Mei Xiaoyuan is in love with the cold cloud hao, this damn woman, even fell in love with the man.When I think about it, the fire is big.He was not in love with Mei Xiaoyuan, but he absolutely did not allow this woman to fall in love with cold clouds now.
The man was his enemy, and he should have been Mei Xiaoyuan's enemy, but this woman was moved by the man.He felt that he had been deceived.These people say they love themselves, and that’s a joke, isn’t it?He looked at Mei Xiaoyuan with anger, and the anger in his heart began to burn.
“Tell me honestly, what happened between you and the cold cloud?”Are you in love with him?Is it with him*?“Tell me right away now?”He continued to growl, lying there and not moving, and the whole man except that head seemed to be all things not his own.
“Yes, I am in love with him.As for what happened, I can’t tell you.I knew early on that you were just using me.I thought you loved me as much as I did, but I didn’t.You just want to use me.I don't feel as much as I think I'm, I don't care about you."
Mei Xiaoyuan smiled and looked at Fang Yi dust, she was so calm and so calm.She was ready for everything that was going to happen.She knew she shouldn’t have had anything to do with this man.Life is short, she should pursue anything worth doing on her own, rather than immersed in the past, and not live with herself.
“I think he might be better suited to me than you, you know what character I am, and once I put it down, I won’t turn back.”In fact, for a long time, I have always hoped that you can give me a little more love, I can not understand why you choose to give up.After all, it was what you said, and you'll be waiting for me all your life."
She laughed bitterly and tried to keep going, but the past began to roll in her mind.She did not say so free, want to put it down, originally was an impossible thing.She is a lover, but also a person who loves and hates, but when love is mixed with deception and use, she must not choose.
We all deceive ourselves and each other.However, I have always wanted to thank you, so many years, the memory you gave me, let me live alone for many years.I never thought we would see each other again, and of course we didn't know that seeing each other would be like that."She looked at the dust and finally stopped.
These words are a fatal blow to Fang Yishi.Why do all women fall in love with cold clouds and throw him away from the dust?What better than that man?This woman was once loved, even if there is no emotion now, but he does not want Mei Xiaoyuan to fall in love with cold Yunhao.
“Well, I think I was wrong about you.You are very clever, I have not loved you, I have never loved you all along.It was just fun with you, you took it seriously.I know you’re hiding there, I didn’t go to you, I don’t think you need to.You are too childish to believe in love.”He stared at Mei Xiaoyuan and continued to speak the evil words.
“Yes, I just use you.I love Luo Yan, there is no woman in this world who can compare with her, what do you think you are?Will I look at you?Oh, the joke.You have not changed at all, you are so arrogant, you don't know what kind of goods you are."
His words, deeply hurt Mei Xiaoyuan, she originally thought that this man had always been in love with himself, but now, he personally denied the past.He said it was all just fun, and she was just a toy.Tears suddenly silted up in her eyes, and for five years, she had been thinking about him in her heart, but he said it was just a game.
In this way, it is really sad, she slowly stood up, just coldly looking at the dust, this man in front of her eyes become so small, he finally admitted all his motives, it was just to use, why do you have to say so grandiose.
She should have seen through his mind sooner, but blamed herself for being irrational.She took a deep breath and looked at the dust again.It was the last look, and she never saw this man again.To turn away is so determined, but it feels so easy.She was finally able to let go of her past and start a new journey.
The trip to the United States made the cold cloud Hao's heart a little more gratifying.The wind was well-in-the-way in taking care of the U.S. market there, which made him feel that his efforts had finally seen results.A week of travel, because of the mind of Su Luoyan, it felt very long, want to see the woman, want to know her recent good?
Every night a trans-oceanic phone, because just can hear the sound, but can not see the face, he will speed up the trip, want to go back early.Thinking of a person has become such a way in the end.He loved that woman, and her shadow would appear in her mind from time to time, and she would smile because she thought of her mouth.
He bought a gift for Su Luoyan, he hurried to return, his trip was arranged by Jason to help, but Shen Yuqing easily learned from Jason the arrangements of cold Yunhao.Just when Cold Cloud Hao had just boarded the plane, he received a call from Shen Yuqing.The phone was short, just to say we had dinner together in the evening.
He is a son, such a thing can not retreat, so many years, Shen Yuqing for this family to pay, he did not know.He wanted to give this mother more comfort, and he was always trying to have dinner with Su Luoyan, and said that he wanted to surprise her.Fortunately, he did not tell her when he would return, otherwise he would have been very happy now.
Therefore, he agreed to Shen Yuqing's advice that the family should often get together to eat.For Su Luoyan, he rarely returned to the cold house.In that house, there was only one person for a long time.As a child, he paid too little.Just close your eyes, his mind shows Su Luo Yan's face.
“Mommy, do you have time at night?”Eat a meal together, Yun Hao returned from a foreign trip, I contacted him, dinner together in the evening, do not refuse ah, must come, okay?"Shen Yuqing was on the way back from the hospital when she called the phone to Mei Xiaoyuan.
She felt a sense of resentment, but when she heard Shen Yuqing's phone call, she felt that she had found the comfort she wanted.Although she has not been favored by cold clouds for the time being, she has been liked by her future mother-in-law.As long as she spent a little thought on herself, she was able to approach the door of the cold house.
“Well, my aunt, it’s a real expense for you.Then I'll be on time."There was a smile on Mei Xiaoyuan’s face, and her mood became very good at this time.Women are like that, as long as what they want can be in their own hands, then everything else is just a cloud.
Cold Yunhao did not return to the cold house, that place seems to have been away from himself at some point, that apartment, because there is the breath of Suloyan, although it is a little simple, but it is abnormally comfortable.Mao was a little bigger than before, and his mother took care of him, so he was relieved a lot.
The place of the dinner was set in the Dingsheng Hotel, he often went in and out of such occasions, but did not feel anything strange, but pushed open the door, and when he saw Mei Xiaoyuan, his face of the cold cloud showed a strange expression.The warmth of his face was covered with ice.
This was a family gathering, but how untimely Mei Xiaoyuan was to appear in such a place, he stuttered coldly at the door for a moment, and then went to find a place to sit down in the bag room.He has some regrets, should be refused, even if his mother, he does not have to be too wronged himself.
"Yun Hao, I made a call to Xiaoyuan, I like her very much, in the future at work, you don't have to be embarrassed, otherwise, my mother will not be happy."Shen Yuqing took Mei Xiaoyuan's hand and smiled at Mili's talking to cold Yunhao, he was a person who understood, and already knew what Shen Yuqing meant by saying this.
It was just that he did not show any strangeness, he just bowed his head and ate things, as if what Shen Yuqing said had nothing to do with him.He had no liking for Mei Xiaoyuan from the beginning, so he would not be moved by whatever means this woman used.
He was just thinking in his head now, hurrying to finish his meal, and then going to Suloyan.He brought her a present and wanted to surprise her.He didn’t want to waste time with some boring guy, that wasn’t his style.Only at this time, as a son, he is uncomfortable in his heart, and he can only suppress himself all the time.
"Aunt, cold always takes good care of me, don't blame him."I don't work hard enough, and in many places, I still need a lot of cold advice."He said with a smile.She kept looking at the cold cloud, but this man from the door to now, did not look at her.
When is it air?She was a little unsatisfying in her heart.She was well dressed today, she was a beautiful embryo, as long as she dressed up, it was the special thing in the world.But such a thing cannot enter his sight.For Mes, this is a failure.
"Little Mi, your aunt likes you very much, and you will often accompany your aunt to come out and walk."Yun Hao was busy, and there was always no time for me as an old woman, and if I had a daughter at that time, I would be happy now."Shen Yuqing's tone is now completely an old lady's tone.
I don't know when, she has undergone earth-shaking changes, cold clouds are sensitive to this change, but he will not make any changes.This is his mother, and even if she does a lot of things to make him unhappy, he will not show it.He knows that in this world, only the love of parents for their children is the most selfless.
“Actually, I’ve always treated you like a mother.My parents are not around, I have time to come to you, you do not have to be so lonely.If you want to go shopping, just give me a call, I'll be able to call."This is the kind of good things that every old lady will like.
Cold Yunhao just eats his own things, but never says a word.Is this a show for two women?Just show it to him.He just didn’t know he wasn’t there these days, what the hell was Mei Xiaoyuan playing?What does this woman want to do?There was some uneasiness in his heart.
He did not know whether Suloyan had been hurt, and whether the woman had stretched her minions to Suloyan.He was afraid that his beloved woman would be a little wronged.Mei Xiaoyuan was too dangerous, and he had already defined this woman from the inside.But he didn’t want to hurt the poor woman.
"Well, well, little girl, then you won't be bothering me, old lady."I will definitely call you.I am a person who is at home, I have nothing to do, and I am very lonely."Shen Yuqing said that when he said that there was some sadness here.
She could not understand why the cold cloud Hao had moved out to live, so a large house, now she was alone.She let go of all the company's affairs and let the cold cloud Hao do it, and then she became a completely waste person.At first, she kept an eye on the news, but now she is no longer in the mood.
She began to pay attention to the marriage of her children like most parents, and she was afraid that she would leave one day, and cold Yunhao was alone in this world.She did not know the matter of cold cloud and Su Luoyan, but that woman is Fang Yishen's wife, if cold Yunhao married such a woman, it must become the laughing stock of others.
She did not want to see the cold cloud ho being ridiculed, so she wanted to personally choose a suitable wife for the cold cloud.When she saw her, she saw her eyes.This girl, both in appearance and temperament, made her feel a satisfaction.But she also knows that cold Yunhao is now only Su Luoyan alone in his heart.
However, there is a difference between marriage and love, it is not that you love a person can be with her forever.She just hoped that Cold Cloud Hao could go the way that normal people take, rather than a person who stubbornly fell into the ranks of tangle and pain.She was a mother, and could not bear to see her own flesh and blood so hard.
She should not interfere in the cold cloud, she can now feel the rejection of the cold cloud, he will not say a word even if he opposes it, but so depressing indifference will make people feel uncomfortable.She didn’t want to put pressure on him.But she had to do that again.
She could see that Mei Xiaoyuan had a good feeling about the cold cloud, as long as this woman loved the cold cloud, then it was enough.Every man does not have to love, but as long as he is loved, it is a happiness.It was a simple idea of her as a mother.She knew that Cold Cloud Hao would not agree with her own ideas, so she did not communicate with him.
"Yun Hao, after coming back, a word is not to say, today Xiao Yuan is dedicated to you to pick up the wind."Shen Yuqing finally shifted the topic to the cold cloud.But cold Yunhao only looked up at Shen Yuqing, and then did not say anything.He knew that Shen Yuqing was eager for him to say something to Mei Xiaoyuan, but at this time, he didn’t want to say anything.
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