Finally Can Die
Chapter 1908:Finally Can Die
After the violent explosion on the birthplace, it was not destroyed as Shana imagined, and a guardian beast that emerged from the magma lake blocked Alice's attack.The cost is that the guardian beast has not even a bone left, and it is destroyed under Alice's attack.But at this opportunity, the kings around the place of birth rushed to force Alice back.Shana squinted, the blue gun in her hand, and the whole person was transformed into a blue rainbow to the top of the mountain.When he fell, the gun came out of the four sides, such as the blue wave, and swept several kings into the gun.The gun rolled like a blue wave, the offensive source was endless as the river galloping, a moment later a king was attacked by the gun point in the chest, the king's chest armor immediately fell, behind the spout of a few blue lights, and then the whole person flashed from the inside and out of the blue light, in the blue light.
Those fluttering glamor reminded Shanna of a flower, a flower that only grew blue in the cracks of the reef.
The flowers of the sea always remind her of a person.
"Sana, you are the guardian of my creation, and my first commandment is not to kill yourself."
When she first opened her eyes to the world, her creator, the man named Taylor, spoke to her.She couldn’t understand: “I don’t understand, Creator, why did you give me such an order?”Suicide, according to what I know, is an act of evasion and weakness, and I will not do it."
Then the creator's eyes were a little softer, and even a little pity: "Sana, you have just been born, then you have to guard the treasure, you will spend endless years."It may be too cruel for you, but that is your mission.You are now curious about everything, and for you the world is endless, and the mysteries of the universe are difficult to explore even for a lifetime.”
“But one day you’ll get bored.The once magnificent sunrise, when it appears day after day, for a long time, you will feel that it is not so magnificent, even too monotonous.You’ll get tired of this long life, and by that time you’ll be able to do things that I can’t predict.So I had to give the first order here, you can't kill yourself, andYou have to value your life, you can sacrifice, but only in one place...”
"I seem to understand, and I don't seem to understand."Shanna answered honestly.
"It doesn't matter, you'll understand later."Taylor whispered, “Sana, I give you emotions, you know how to love and hate like other beings.”In fact, if I removed your emotional system would be better for you, but you’d be cold like a machine for countless years, I wouldn’t dare imagine what you would eventually become.So I give you the emotion to make your life a little more fun."
"But Shana, I have to remind you not to easily try love."Your endless years are a pain for another person who loves you, and even more hell for you.So remember, don’t try to love.”
Shana's mouth raised a smile, in the hand of the blue gun front finger, a large blue light like a river of anger and thrashed away, the several kings drowned in it.In that blue light, she seemed to see that flower again, and when she saw that flower for the first time, it was because of the man.
At that time, there was no empire in Bailegang, and mankind lived a fiery life under the clutches of the shadowy principality.For Shana, she didn’t feel much.She was more like a spectator, having spent decades of quiet after the departure of creator Taylor.The most important thing she did during these days was to travel around.I have seen the magnificence of the sunrise, I have seen the mountains, I have seen the magnificence of the sea, I have seen the immeasurableness of the river.Eventually, she went back to where she was first born, and then she saw him.
A man.
For humans, Shana always felt that they were too savage and rude.They lived no better than wild beasts in the enslavement of the Shadow Principality, and of course, Shana had no intention of saving the race, even if the human race was very similar to Taylor.
She was just watching them, that’s all.
On this day, a man was squatting on a rock by the sea.She walked over curiously, and saw that he was filling some of the earth into the stone seam with tools, in which a small blue flower swayed against the wind.It is not necessarily how magnificent, but it grows on the sea, must withstand the consideration of the sun and the waves, a kind of attachment to life and firmness.Having seen too many magnificent sights, now looking at this little flower, Shana saw another kind of beauty.
The beauty of life.
“What is this?”She asked.
Apparently the man did not know of her arrival, was startled and almost fell into the water, if not Shana pull him.It was the first time Shanna had touched a man’s body, even if it was just an arm.She couldn’t tell, she just felt complicated.
After the man stood firm, he squeezed two words out of his mouth: "Green bean."
“The green?”Shana nodded, quite agreed, the name and the flower are very similar.She asked, “What are you doing?”
At that time, human language was still very poor, and it was not easy to say the word "conservation".
The next one continues to do his job, and the other looks at it.After filling the stone seam with the soil, the man's face showed a smile, and the sun at sea broke down and fell on his dark and rough face, which made his smile so bright.
He left, she didn’t leave.
Shanna looked at this green bartend by the sea, and the waves beat on its delicate body from time to time, but every time it stood up against the wind and was unyielding.
The next day the man came again, and he brought up a small bucket with something dark inside.When Shana saw him, he was filling the bucket into the stone seam, and he told Shana that it was fertilizer that would make the broth grow better.
The third day, the fourth day, the fifth day... he will come every day.Sometimes they come empty-handed, just quietly watching the green tang on the reef.Sometimes it brings dirt and fertilizer, filling in the stone seam to replenish the soil that has been washed away by the waves.
Finally, one day, Shana asked him, “Why do you come to take care of this green tang every day?”
The man scratched his head and said, "Eas, like it."
Ishe was the man’s wife, and to Shanna’s surprise, was that Is was dead.It is just that she liked this flower in her life, so now this man comes to the seaside to maintain a green barn every day.Shana saw love in this man, it was not vigorous, like this green tang, plain and dull.But whether it is raining or the beating of the waves, it cannot erase its existence.
The man did not come later, and Shana learned that he was dead.She had no sorrow, no sighing, nothing, just felt some little loss.She took his place to look at the green tang every day, until one day, the green tang was always washed away by the sea, and she never went to the sea again.
I have seen this flower again, many years later.By that time, mankind had expelled the shadowy principality and established the empire of Bailegang.But the empire has just been built, there are only one or two large cities, many places are just villages.At that time, foreign ethnic groups were common in Bailegang, so Shanna liked to sit in the taverns of those villages.For a while, she especially liked a tavern, where she liked the homemade orange wine, and every time she went, she ordered a large glass and slowly tasted it.
Once she came to the tavern, and had just sat down, and suddenly she was filled with a cluster of blue flowers.It was full of green twigs, holding flowers is a young man, he was a little shy, softly said: "Give it to you."
“How do you know I like the quilt?”Shana liked it very much.
The man said, "Every time I see you, there will be a thorn in your hair."
"Oh, you've been watching very carefully."
"I've been watching you for a long time."
Shana smelled green, in fact, the smell of this flower is not strong, but with some sea fishy smell, so not many people like it.She smiled and asked the man, “So you know what else do you know?”
“You don’t like orange wine, you don’t come for two days a month, 7 and 20, respectively.”You always have a drink and go, not much, not much.You . . .
“Stop.”Shana looked at him in astonishment: "Why do you know so clearly?"
“Because... I like you.”
It was the first time Shane had been told.
Every day she came to the tavern, and the man would give her a tangle.Until one day, he did not come, Shana asked the boss to know that when he went to the seaside to pick flowers, he accidentally broke his leg at home to rest.So Shanna came to his house and saw him lying on the bed, and her heart melted.
Love comes without reason.
She fell in love.
She took care of him until he recovered.He no longer went to the sea to pick flowers, because every day they would go to the sea to see the piece of green tart.Day after day, year after year.He is getting older and she is still young.
In the end, he closed his eyes in her arms, and on the occasion of his death, he said that he wanted to be a green barn in the afterlife, so that she could wear it in her hair forever and never be separated.She cried, feeling sad for the first time, feeling helpless for the first time in her long life.She buried him by the sea and erected a small monument facing the sea.
At that moment, she thought about death.But the command given to her by the Creator could not be disobeyed, so she could only endure the pain of her heart and work hard until she buried the sadness in the deepest part of her heart.
Since then, she has had some precious love.Every love affair ends in tragedy.The people she loved died with the world, leaving her alone to taste the pain.She wants to die, but she can’t die.
The blue gun is stirring, and a magnificent green belt is drawn, like a blue tide in the sea.Lift up your head, and many kings will come.Shanna laughed, and the end of the battle gun was bright.She greeted countless kings and whispered in a voice she could hear: "Now at last you can die."
Comments
No comments yet. Be the first to comment on this chapter!