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Chapter 99:All the Sadness and Sorrow is for Others

The room was very quiet, only the crackling of the keyboard.After sitting for a few minutes, Zhou He could not sit still, looked up at Dr. Lu, and picked up the pen in the pen barrel and beat it.

Dr. Lu still did not care for her, finished the matter at hand, and then looked back at her and said, "Is there anything to say?"

He knowingly asked.

After a while, he slowly asked, “Do people have hallucinations at some point?”

Dr. Lu pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and said, "Yes, it is normal to have occasional hallucinations."

His eyes were a little dull, and he remained silent without speaking.

Dr. Lu did not disturb her, and after a while she returned to God, he said, "If you want, you can also talk to me about the situation at that time."

Zhou He’s eyes without a focal length fell on him, as if he had caught the only life-saving straw, and eagerly said, “Last week I went out of the clinic, and at the moment I got into the car, I saw a man who looked very much like my friend from the rearview mirror.”I saw it clearly, and immediately got out of the car, and in such a short time, people disappeared.I looked around and saw no one."

Her emotions were close to collapse, spoke intermittently, looked at Dr. Lu with imploring imploring eyes, and said, "Isn't I wrong, he is hiding?"

Dr. Lu paused slightly and said, “I can’t draw conclusions.”But sometimes, when people are too eager, they often think of hallucinations as real things.”

He covered his face with his hands, curled up and buried his head on his knees, without speaking for a long time.After half a day, she sorted out her emotions, leaned back to her chair, and said, “I’ve always felt like someone is following me lately.”There were a few times walking in the crowd, and I felt that someone was looking at me in the back."

Dr. Lu paused slightly and said, “Miss Zhou, your situation, Mr. Li has already told me.”He thinks you’re too sad to get out as soon as possible.But I don't think so much that people are emotional animals, and it is normal to be sad and sad.As you say, you’re just stuck in sadness for a little too long.I think in addition to being alone, you can completely control your emotions and work well, which proves that you are slowly recovering.As you said to me, I can’t tell if your hallucinations are real.But I suggest that you don't drink alcohol any more recently, keep your mind awake for a while, and if you still feel that someone is following you, I suggest you call the police."

Zhou He’s eyes suddenly lit up and said, “You mean, my feelings may not be hallucinations?”

Her bright eyes put some pressure on Dr. Lu, and he thought of the words and said, "I can't be sure."

The eyes of Zhou He darkened, and it was time to see that it was time, and Dr. Lu said goodbye to Dr. Lu.

It was a truce, and the clinic door was a crossroads.She walked on the side of the road, and she did not know what she was thinking, and went straight to the opposite road.

There was a car coming from the opposite side of the road, because it was a red light, and the car was fast.At this moment, someone pulled her heavily.She fell straight in the arms of the people.

Her face was so heavy that she took her to one side.

The black car braked the car, the driver was annoyed, put down the window, open his mouth to swear.The words have not yet been opened, so they have the gloomy eyes of Cheng Yi.

His words to exit swallowed into his stomach, did not dare to speak again, and drove away.

The sight of him is a sight to behold, and his face is a disappointment.Standing on the side of the road to earn the hand of Cheng Yi, Cheng Yi pulled her hand tightly.

He put her in the car and started the car without saying a word.

At this time, she came back to God, and it was strange that she was not afraid.She also did not look at Cheng Yue, dumb voice said: "I want to go back to the company."

Cheng Yu’s lips were tight, and though he was very restrained, a pair of peach blossoms also had an invecruent anger.He did not listen to Zhou He, and pulled the car into an alley and stopped.

He did not speak, and his side looked gloomily at the meeting.

Looking out the window, his eyes were empty.Her face was pale, without any expression.

Cheng Yu clenched his hand on the back of the bruta, after a long time, he gradually loosened his fist, eyes into a deep look at Zhou, said: "Today's thing, I do not want a second time."

He also did not wait for a quick answer and restarted the car.He sent her back downstairs to her company.

The car stopped and he didn’t have a door.She looked at her without expression and said, “I will come to pick you up after work, if I can’t see you at the time.”I'll take a leave of absence for you."

His tone is tough and completely irrefutatory.

Zhou knew that he could do it completely, did not speak, and opened the door and got out of the car.

Her figure soon disappeared into the elevator, and Cheng Yi took out a cigarette to smoke.When a cigarette was finished, he ran out of cigarette butts and took out his mobile phone to call.

By the company's weekly meeting has been restored and the usual no doubt, in the afternoon to see the customer, there is another meeting.By the time she left work, her face was tired.She went to the tea room and drank a cup of coffee slowly, standing at the window and watching the light downstairs.

Outside, there are already colleagues working from work, her cup of coffee is finished, is planning to go back to the office, the phone rang.

Called a strange number, she looked at it for a moment, picked it up, and the voice was hoarse.

The man at the end of the phone was tough, and he said without any emotion: "Miss Zhou, there is a meeting in the schedule, I am already in the parking lot downstairs in your company."

He was silent for a moment, and then he said, "I'll come down soon."

She said she would go down immediately, but she didn’t go down right away, sitting in the office.I don't know how long she sat, when the door of the office was suddenly knocked, and she suddenly returned to God.The voice came in.

Outside is a colleague who works overtime, pushed the door open and said: "Director Zhou, someone is looking for you at the front desk."

He knew what was coming, and he knew what he was saying.I didn’t stay any longer, I got up and packed up and went out.

Li actually stood on the other side of the front desk, and there was an impatient look on his face.Zhou had no doubt that if he did not come as soon as possible, he would rush directly to her office.

She did not speak in the past, regardless of the eyes of her colleague gossip, and went straight to the elevator.

She left, and she followed behind her.

When she arrived at the parking lot, he stepped forward and opened the door for her.

I said thank you and got in the car.

She didn’t speak all the way, and she didn’t speak.When she got to the ground, she opened the door and got out of the car, and Li even followed her out of the car.

He knew what he meant and said, "I'll go up myself."

She didn’t speak, and she followed her.

He was about to go to the elevator, and a car came.Cheng Yi quickly got out of the car, Li Jun respectfully greeted him, he gently let him go back, and then went to the elevator with Zhou.

Zhou Jun did not want to talk to him, and when he entered the elevator, he leaned on the elevator wall and closed his eyes.When the elevator arrived, she went outside.

She was about to take the key out and open the door, Cheng Yi said lightly: "Aunt made a meal, changed clothes to come to eat."

Zhou He's footsteps slightly paused, he did not wait for her to speak, and continued: "If there is no appetite, I will personally ask you."

He said he no longer cares about the meeting and goes back to the house.

Zhou He stood in the corridor for a while, changed his clothes and washed his face, and then went to Cheng Yi.

My aunt has already prepared a meal, a simple and light three dishes and a soup.Auntie should have gone back, Cheng Yi personally put the meal, and put a bowl of chicken soup to Zhou He.

Although Zhou He had no appetite, he still finished a bowl of rice and a bowl of chicken soup under his eyes.

She wanted to get up and clean the dishes, but Cheng Yi did not let her move.Pack yourself up.

I sat in the living room and didn’t go back.When Cheng Yi came out, she said lowly, "I'm fine, I'll go to work by myself."

He didn’t say anything, and took the remote control and turned on the TV.

He was mostly afraid of being alone, and did not get up from the library for a long time, took a few books from the study to put them in front of her, and did not answer the words before, saying, "It is too early, see the book at ten o'clock and rest."The aunt has packed up.”

That’s what I want her to rest on here.

The body of Zhou He was frozen, and subconsciously bit his lip.Cheng Yi turned his head on the book in his hand, as if he did not see her little movement, and said, "If you can't sleep here, I can go to your side."

His lips were tight, and at last he did not say anything, and he picked up the book and looked up.At ten o'clock, Cheng Yi reminded her on time, and had prepared new toiletries and pajamas for her.

He washed and lay on the bed.

She was subconsciously disgusted with all the arrangements of Cheng Yi, and also hated being stared at in this way.But she was well aware that she was in a state of disobedient and could only be silent.

She seemed to be idle, and all weekend, she stayed with Cheng Yi.Cheng Yi did not stay at home, took her to the supermarket on Saturday to buy daily supplies and fruit.On Sunday, she called her up and climbed up.She came home tired and didn’t want to move on the couch.

The two had not been alone together for a long time, but they were not embarrassed.Each does everything.Cheng Yi followed the mind-reading, and he would prepare everything she wanted in advance.

But such a day, Zhou He did not feel relaxed, but rather wanted to escape.

On Monday, she went to G City, and she used to go on such a business trip.She was quietly relieved when she heard Meng Shan arrange for someone else to pass.

Zhou He's body froze up, and by the end of the meeting, she went to Mengshan's office and said, "Mr. Meng, I am more familiar with customers, I think I was better in the past."

Meng Shan's face with a smile, said: "I also thought about it, but we have to give new people a chance."You've been on a business trip some time before, and you've had a good rest during that time."

Zhou He could not find a rebuttal, only to come out of Mengshan's office.

After work in the afternoon, she was picked up by Cheng Yi in person.His car was parked closest to the elevator, and as she went out he put down the window and motioned her to get on.

He brought a small box of ice cream, and when he closed the car, he handed it to her and said, "You can eat it, it's not melted."

Zhou He did not pick up, looked up at him, and said, "The business trip on the other side of G City was that you and President Meng had said hello, wasn't it?"

Her voice was a bit loud.

The look on Cheng Yu's face remained the same, and he said understatedly, "You are not suitable for business now."

There was anger in his eyes, and his lips were tight.The face suddenly appeared faint sadness, looked at Cheng Yi, said: "What qualifications does Cheng always have to interfere in my life?"

The atmosphere in the car was tense, and he thought that Cheng Yu was going to say something, but he said nothing.I just started the car.

Zhou Jun was like a punch on cotton, usually soft and powerless, and he leaned on the seat.

She was tired of the day, and she had not seen enough to sleep.The car pulled to the parking lot and stopped, Cheng Yi covered her coat, and then opened the door to hold her out of the seat behind her.

Her body was light, and the whole man slept heavily until she lay her in bed and she was still asleep.

Cheng Yi covered her with a quilt, and when she went out, her aunt was worried about standing outside.The table was ready for food.When I saw Cheng Yi, I asked, “Mr. Cheng, is Miss Zhou okay?”

He said, “Go back.”

The aunt looked in the direction of the room, and said, and soon went out.

Cheng Yi did not sit down to eat, went to the kitchen, took out a small green vegetable, and picked up the porridge.He did not leave the kitchen when he porridge, and took a cigarette and smoked it.

The porridge in the kitchen made a slight boiling sound, and his figure gradually became blurred in the white mist.I don't know how long it took before he came back to God and picked up the spoon and stirred the porridge.

It was more than ten o'clock when Zhou He woke up, and Cheng Yi sat on the sofa and looked at the book.When he saw her getting up, he got up, and the warm porridge came out and said, "Come and eat."

In general, his craft, the porridge is not very sticky.Weeks do not eat much.She had already slept once, and could not sleep immediately.She was a little mean, watching the TV on the couch and not talking about going to sleep.

He thought he wouldn’t be able to go to bed early, but he didn’t.His spirit looked good, until he yawned, and he didn't seem to sleep.

At last he could not stop sleeping, so he got up to wash.

Because of the disgust and Cheng Wei stay together, Zhou He was unable to afford to take the driver's license.I went to the coach to practice the car.

Mostly afraid that she would do something to hurt herself again, and she even followed when she went to practice the car.However, he was more oblivious and did not attract the attention of others.

They are bored, but they can’t resist.

I don't know if that time was her hallucination, after Cheng Yu began to pick her up, she never felt that someone was following her again.

Cheng Yi's care for her was meticulous, and even delivered nutritious meals to her company at noon.If he is not afraid of attracting attention, he will arrange for others to see her after eating.

If he had cared so much for her a few years ago, she would have been as sweet as honey.But now there is only boredom that cannot be escaped.

In mid-August, she went to Xu Yuanning's graveyard for the first time.I don't know who saw him, and there was a fresh lily on his grave.

The flowers that Zhou He would bring were placed in front of the tomb and sat down in front of the tombstone.Looking at the gentle smiling face of Xu Yuanning on the tombstone, tears could not help but overflow.

She knew that Xu Yuanning would not want to see her cry.She quickly put her tears back, gently touched the picture on the tombstone, and said softly, “Brother Xu, are you okay over there?”

There was only wind around.A scene in her mind came up with the past.She owed him so much that she couldn’t pay it off.

She knew that although Xu Yuanning had not mentioned it, he would go to Canada, mostly because she was there.She sometimes even thought, if he’s not going to Canada, but somewhere else.When she got pregnant, I couldn’t find him.Maybe she’ll marry the child’s father.

Or, if the Xu family knows in advance that Shen Yuehua is not his child, it may be able to break the marriage.There will be no more everything after that.

It was a long time before I drank wine for the first time.He looked at her, not stopping.Just picked her up when she was drunk and put it on.

Her pain, in spite of her usual efforts to cover up, was still visible at a glance.

I don't know why, Cheng Yu's mind suddenly appeared to see her for the first time.She was robbed by the robbers, all injured, at that time, there was no sadness and sadness in her eyes.Being strong is not like a little girl.

Yes, she has always been strong.Be strong, as if nothing could beat her.No matter what happens, she will stand up soon.

When did her sadness come up?When he was near and far away.It was when he got rid of her.He even remembered that at the hotel in Hehu Street, her instantly faded blooded face and the desperate look.

Cheng Yi stood in front of the window, and the cold wind blew his face.He reached out and touched the cigarette and took the lighter to light.Look at the lights outside, then slowly spit out the smoke.

Now, all her sorrows, all given to others.He was a familiar stranger in her world.

He smoked a cigarette, and there was no expression on his handsome face.After a long time, the pyrotechnics were leaned on the cold walls.

On the third day of Zhou He's going to Xu Yuanning's graveyard, she just left work and received a phone call from her uncle.

He had been in Kyoto for so long that he had never called him.There was a bad feeling in my heart.I answered the phone and called my uncle.Li Ruifeng on the other end of the phone said with a deep voice: "You come back to Yucheng."

His words were short, Zhou He asked him what was going on, but he hung up the phone.

Unsettled, he ordered a ticket to return to the city with the help of Cheng Yu.She had planned to go back to her, but Cheng Yi even followed her on the plane.

Two hours of flight, the whole time is difficult to sit.When she arrived at the airport, Li Ruifeng sent a driver to pick her up, and after Zhou asked what, the driver said: "Mr. Xiao Li was injured in the line of duty, and is now being rescued in the hospital."Everyone has already arrived.”

Zhou He’s brain buzzed, and it occurred to him that since the time when Cheng Yi appeared, Li Peiyuan had not called her.I have never returned to Kyoto.

She tried to restrain herself, but her hands could not control the trembling.I want to ask the driver what, but I am afraid of the answer I am afraid to hear.She was biting her lip.

When she arrived at the hospital, Li Peiyuan still did not come out of the operating room, and many people stood in the corridor.Her steps were fading, step by step.

Her face was pale, and Li Cai poured her a cup of warm water, saying that Li Pei had lost too much blood and had now stopped the bleeding, and the doctor said there should be no big problem, so let her not worry.

He wanted to squeeze out a smile, but in the end he couldn’t get out.

Li Peiyuan had been undergoing surgery for more than five hours, and he was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse shortly after Zhou.He lost too much blood, a pale face, and his eyes closed tightly.

It is not known what he was injured in the performance of his official duties, and he was not seen in the hospital.Not long after he left the operating room, Uncle Zhou He left in a hurry.There are only a few children left in the hospital.

Li Cai is pregnant, and when she learns that Li Peiyuan will wake up the next day, she will let her go back to rest first.

In a short time, she quickly recovered.Arrange things to be organized.

There were too many people in the hospital, and Li thought a little, and went to the hotel.Stay with some unknown cousins.

Such a door lintel, Li Peiyuan injury should not be deserted.I don’t know why, no one came this time.A few cousins also did not mention this matter, and the atmosphere in the ward was very oppressive.

Zhou He had been guarding the ward until after the doctor came to check in the middle of the night and went out to see Cheng Yi standing at the end of the corridor.She didn’t look at him when she got in the car at the airport, and he followed.And never left.

He stood in the hallway and walked away after a good time.

She didn’t know how long it had been since she had been standing, and when she heard her footsteps, she turned back.He quenched the cigarette butts in his hand and asked, “What’s the matter?”

There was a lot of smoke, and his voice was hoarse.He said, taking the thermos box next to the window, and said, "The porridge is still warm, has not eaten, eat some cushions, don't have stomach pain."

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