Uneasy
Chapter 112:Uneasy
She said it, and no matter what, she stood up and went upstairs.
Cheng Yi sat on the sofa, his figure in the shadow, and after a long time, he took out a cigarette and smoked it.After smoking a cigarette, he got up, picked up his coat, and went outside.
Zhou closed his eyes and lay on the bed, not long after the yard came the sound of Li Peiyuan and Cheng Yi's simple conversation, as if he was gone, she did not get up to see.
In the middle of the night, she had a headache again, and she heard the door opening when she was confused.I don't know if it's Xu Yuanning or Li Pei who is far from being able to see it.Although Zhou He's hand was tightly written, she controlled herself to lie motionless.Until the people came to find nothing for her tossed the back corner and left, she curled up and hugged her head tightly.
The pain in her head was relieved until the middle of the night, and she was already exhausted, and although her clothes had been soaked in cold sweat, she still slept in a deep way.
The next day, Zhou He woke up almost noon, and the sun was shining on the window, and the little attic was lit a little.She sat up from the bed and pushed open the window.
The sun outside was glaring, and she could not help squinting her eyes and enjoying the warmth of this moment.The fine dust danced in the air, and she was a little trance.It was not until the footsteps came from the hallway that she came back to God.Get out of bed.
Li Pei was far away, and only Xu Yuanning was at home.When she woke up, he smiled and let her wash.Xu Yuanning was careful, and even the toothbrush squeezed the toothpaste for her.
When she was sick, Aunt Qi would prepare this for her.The heart of the week was full of mixed feelings, and the eyes could not be controlled.
After a long time, she began to wash and went downstairs.
The table has been prepared, although it is simple, but it is particularly warm.Xu Yuanning was preparing for convenience, let her start eating first, and then said: "We will go out to play later, by the way, picnic."It's well developed on the Nanshan side, and many people go to picnics on weekends."
Smiling should be good.
Xu Yuanning will soon need something to pretend, sit down opposite Zhouhe, said: "My craft is not good, will eat."Uncle Li invited his aunt, and he would come tomorrow."
She was at home for a few days, where she had to ask her aunt.He laughed bitterly, and then said, “Don’t be so troublesome...”
Before she finished her words, Xu Yuanning was interrupted by Xu Yuanning, who smiled and said, “They are all set.”There are some aunts in the better, after that I and Uncle Li will not have to eat takeaways and instant noodles every day."
There is no longer any persistence in the week.Thinking of Li Peiyuan, who had been busy all this time, she hesitated a little and said, "Is the little uncle he reinstated?"
He hasn’t been so busy in a long time.
Now they will not take the initiative to tell her, but she asked not to hide from her, Xu Yuanning nodded and said: "Go to work, but was removed."
Li Pei was far away at this time, and there must be some intention.Zhou He remembered his busyness during this time and said with a wry smile: "I am dragging Brother Xu you and your little uncle."
Xu Yuanning's movements stopped, a pair of eyes looked at her, and said seriously: "Ahao, if you think so, I and Uncle Li will feel bad."You've never been a burden to anyone."After a little pause, he said, “Remember that time in Canada?”At that time, if it wasn't for your help, I wouldn't have been able to hold on."
He said that during the time when Shen Yue was pregnant, her moth came out one after another, and if it had not been for her to clean up the house from time to time to cook, he was afraid that he would have collapsed.
The marriage that was unrecrupulous, still remembered, still made him tired.He and Shen Yue are married, and from the beginning he knows that he cannot give Shen Yue love.In their marriage, he can only do his best to protect her and bear his responsibilities.
When she was pregnant, she knew it wasn’t easy.In this involuntarily marriage, he could not give her love, he realized that he had wronged her.That’s why I chose to get married at that time.I had no idea that things would one day turn out to be something else.
During the pregnancy, Shen Yue insisted on being born.But after being born, in the face of the child's crying, she realized that she had never been ready to be a mother.
She was far less great than she thought.
Choosing to marry, he originally thought that, like many small family couples, he would live an ordinary life.I never thought it would be so hard.In later years in Canada, he was so addicted to cigarettes that he had to sleep every night to even smoke a few cigarettes.
And Shen Yue on Zhou He's difficult, he later knew, but even a simple apology can not say the exit.He was so excited that he had found it, but he had chosen to ignore it.If he hadn’t helped Zhou from the beginning, there wouldn’t have been anything.
Talking about the previous things will undoubtedly make the atmosphere depressed.Xu Yuanning quickly shifted the topic and said, “Don’t think about anything, prepare for surgery.”It's going to be okay."
His voice was firm.Smiling, seriously.
The two soon finished eating, and the sun outside was large, but it was not hot.Xu Yuanning was well prepared, so he was ready when a tent pile of things was ready.
It’s only been a few hours and where you need so many things.Zhou Hejun couldn't help but think that Xu Yuanning didn't have to bring so many things, but when he saw that he was very strong, he said nothing.
She rarely had time to go out to play, and later went out with Cheng Yi, not in the summer.In the car, he cluttered.
Xu Yuanning thought she was tired, gently let her close her eyes and rest for a while, and a moment he called her.She smiled and closed her eyes.
There are more people who come to the South Mountain picnic than Zhou He thought.There was a little couple, and there was a family of three.Not far away, there are small fish in the clear creek, and some people take off their shoes and socks to catch fish and fight water battles.It is vibrant everywhere.
In the shade of the tree, a blanket and a cushion were laid out, which allowed Zhou to sit down.Xu Yuanning mostly wanted to be happy and joined the fishing team.
Zhou He looked at the hot and lively stream, the fine and broken sunshine sprinkled from the branches of the trees, the time was quiet and quiet, she looked so far away, the corners of her lips appeared a little smile.
Xu Yuanning's fish had not yet been caught, and Lao Cao came over with a food box.He seems to have completely treated Zhou as a patient, smiling and saying hello: "Miss Zhou also came here to play?"We had a picnic here today, brought some food, and brought some food to you to taste.”
As if he was afraid of Zhou He did not believe, he pointed to the stone not far away.There was a group of people there, and it must have just arrived.
He kindly said thank you and asked him to sit down.
This kind of sunshine week does not feel how hot, but Lao Cao's face is full of sweat.He looked at the stream and said, “Is Mr. Xu catching a fish?”
He smiled and said, “It’s fun.”
The old man laughed and said, “Youth is good, energy is good.”I'm too old to run."
He only said a few simple words, said that the clerk wanted to barbecue, and he helped him get up and left.
Xu Yuanning was very good, and he really caught a fish.He borrowed a bucket, took it over, and smiled and said, "Tonight's soup is gone."
His clothes were almost wet, Zhou He found a towel for him to wipe, and then opened the food box sent by Lao Cao, and said, "Just now Cao Uncle sent it, it should be done by the people in his shop."
She did not know what was inside, and waited until she opened it to find that it was exquisite snacks and fruit.The fruit is washed, there are cherries and cut into pieces of yellow peaches, this season, I do not know where the cherry comes from.
These things, you can see, are well prepared.The action of Zhou He was slightly stopped, and in the end he took it out and let Xu Yuanning taste it.
The cherries and peaches are very sweet, but they don’t eat much.I don't know whose children came over, looked at them with wide eyes open, and Zhou Hui carefully went to the kernel and handed them over to the little guy.
The little guy held out his chubby hand and then took a bite to eat seriously.
Xu Yuanning was mostly reminded of the joy, and there was a slight trance on his face.Quietly make fun of the little guy.
The temperature in the evening will be lower, the week will not wear much, the sun will go down Xu Yuanning will take her back.Out so long and round together is a little tired, in the car and Xu Yuanning said to talk, she even slept.
When she woke up, the car was already parked in the yard, and her body was covered with a thin blanket.The lights in the house were warm, and she fainted, and then she got out of the car.
Although no one told him, Brother Qiu and Shu Xiang still did not know where to know.When the two of them came, Xu Yuanning and Li Pei were far away, and only Zhou Wei was at home.
His eyes were red and he was obviously crying.
For more than 20 years, the week has been rough.When he was young, he was abandoned by his parents, but when he grew up, he was dragged down by his aunt's illness and has been busy.I see a good job now, but I’m sick.
Shu and Brother Qiu stayed in the yard for more than two hours, and when they left, Shu told Zhou to make sure she had something to call.
Smiling at the right time.
The operation did not know the murder, Zhou He intended to go to the old grandmother and aunt to sweep the tomb, but did not go, the next morning when she woke up, she fainted in the stairwell.
Xu Yuanning waited downstairs for a long time without seeing her downstairs, only to see when she fell to the ground, pale as paper.
He was panicked, calling the hospital while driving to the hospital.
He was already in the hospital when he woke up and had a blank mind when he opened his eyes.The doctor’s face was shaking in front of her eyes, as if she had asked her what she had been unable to hear for a moment.She came up to the doctor and asked her if she was feeling any discomfort.
After a short time in her ear to hear something, she shook her head and replied weakly that there was no discomfort.
The doctor's eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and asked her several questions in a row, and did a check-up, so he left.
She was unconscious for more than six hours, and the doctor left Xu Yuanning and asked her if she wanted to drink water and what she wanted to eat.
Smiling, he shook his head.Dizziness, she closed her eyes again.
I don't know if the disease has changed or how, later a nurse came to call the family, and Li Peiyuan went out.
After a while, he drank some porridge under the care of Xu Yuanning.She didn’t know what to think, some of them stayed.
Li Ying came a week before her surgery, and Zhou knew that Li Peiyuan had informed her.Neither mother nor father had any expectations.She wasn’t even a little excited or happy about her arrival.
In the end, the daughter he was born, Li Ying came in to see Zhou He's pale face and red eyes.Outside, he whispered about the risk of surgery.
I don't know how Li Peiyuan talked to her, she stayed outside for a long time before she came in.When she came in, she asked her what she liked to eat, and she went to do it for her.
He was calm and thanked.After a moment's silence, he said, "I'm all right, you're busy, I'll ask my uncle to buy you a ticket, and I'll go back early."
Her attitude can be called indifference.
Li Ying did not look over his face and said, “I am not busy.My brother and sister can take care of themselves now.”
I didn’t talk anymore after the week.
After Li Ying came over, she was silent a lot and spoke very little.That night, Li Ying stayed in the hospital to accompany the bed, which was so many years, the mother and daughter stayed alone in a room to rest.
Although Li Ying is trying to find the topic, the atmosphere is still rigid.This is also the first time in a long time that I have lost sleep.She was not sleepy at all, and kept her eyes open at the ceiling.Until dawn, I slept in confusion.
Li Ying was staying in the opposite hotel, and after Li Peiyuan and Xu Yuanning came to the hospital, she made an excuse for Xu Yuanning to go out with her, saying that she was going to buy something and give Zhou Hefu soup.
He never slept much, and there was no other expression on his face except for exhaustion.
Later, after washing, the doctor came to check the room and left the bed after sitting on the bed for a while, and said in a low voice: "Little uncle, she is also busy."Let her go back.I'm fine, and I don't need special care."
The arrival of Li Ying, she was not happy about it.It has always been boring.There are very few words.
Li Peiyuan reached out and touched her head, and said in a low voice, "Okay."
Li Peiyuan should have called Li Ying when he went out to find a nurse, and later Xu Yuanning came back, and Li Ying did not follow back.
The operation was to remove the hair in advance, worried that Zhou could not bear it, and had been dragging.Until it could not be dragged down, Xu Yuanning took out the beautiful hat that was ready.
Seeing how beautiful his hat was, Zhou He couldn't help but smile and said, "Brother Xu, I'm not a child."
Xu Yuanning put up his hats, sat down on the bedside, reached out and touched Zhou's head, and said, "Call your brother more, call Ning brother."When you were a child, you were called Ning brother."
He smiled, and the tone was serious.
Calling Brother Ning sounds like the child is screaming, Zhou Yi smiled and said, "Well, I'll call my brother later."
Xu Yuanning nodded, said a good word, and smiled again and said: "When I was a child, I hoped that I had a little sister, good and clever, but better than my brother."
His generation is all boys.The only cousin was more than ten years older than him, and after he learned it, he went abroad and settled abroad.Rarely will come back.
Girls have always loved their hair, and before shaving their hair, Xu Yuanning took a lot of photos for Zhou.Zhou He did not know what kind of mentality he was photographed, laughing a lot, and each one looked good and clever.
Xu Yuanning's heart was sore and he was always smiling.
The hair is quickly shaved, and the conjunct to herself does not feel too much.Xu Yuanning was more concerned than she was, and it would not be long before she was comforted.
A small smile should be good.
After leaving the house that day, he never came.It is the old Cao who comes here almost every day, and brings food.Sit for a moment and leave.
As long as I fell asleep, I always slept very hard, I don't know what was going on this day, and I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night.
It was quiet in the room, without a sound.Xu Yuanning was alert, she turned over in the bed, and he called a low voice.Then get out of bed and come this way.
The whole thing was low, uh-hung.
He quickly came over, reached out and touched her forehead, and asked, “Is it uncomfortable?”
He shook his head, said no, and said, "It's just a sudden waking up."
Xu Yuanning said low and asked, “Do you want to turn on the light?”
No need to say a word.He did not insist, softly said: "Can't sleep, we can talk."
During this time, whether it was him or Li Peiyuan, he treated her as a child.He smiled helplessly and said, "Brother, you sleep yours, don't worry about me, I'm all right."
Xu Yuanning sat down at the bedside and said, "I can't sleep."He looked at the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning.
He didn’t go back to bed and say little things.Every once in a while, I nod my head and talk.
The time to speak was going to pass faster, and when the sky was bright, Zhou looked at the outside and suddenly said, “Brother Xu, if the operation fails.”I buried my ashes in my aunt’s grave.If there is an afterlife, I want to be her daughter."
The failure of the operation or the success of this thing is almost forbidden.No one spoke in her face.Although she was sick, she was worried about Xu Yuanning and Li Peiyuan.
Xu Yuanning's eyes could not control the wet, reached out and gently touched her head, and said in a low voice: "Don't think nonsense, it will be all right."After the last consultation, the hospital also invited a top foreign expert in this field to exchange here.”
This shows that her surgery is difficult.
Zhou He had already accepted this time, smiled slightly and said, "Brother Xu, don't be sad, I said in case."
Xu Yuanning did not speak this time, but held her tightly in his arms.
Xu Yuanning's mind for her, Zhou Yi will not know where.She let him hold him, and after a long time, she gently closed her eyes and said, "I'm sorry Brother Xu."
I'm sorry, her heart has long been broken, can't give him.
Xu Yuanning's throat was choked hard, and his voice said, "Don't say sorry, Ahu, never say sorry to me."
He was silent, and after a long time, the low response was good.
Xu Yuanning hugged her tightly, as if to keep her forever.After ten minutes, he let go of her, gently touched her cheek, and said, “Ahu, I will not allow you to say self-defeating.”Whether you are here or later, you'll be fine."
His fingers on her cheek were uncontrollably trembling.
The heart of Zhou He is full of mixed feelings, and in the end, it is still a smile.
Xu Yuanning gently touched her head and said, "It's almost dawn, go to sleep."
He was well-dressed and lay on the bed.Xu Yuanning did not stop at the window until she made a uniform breath, opened the window, and blew the cold wind outside.
A man downstairs stood in front of the tall sycamore tree, not knowing how long he had been standing, and had lost a cigarette butt.Xu Yuanning closed the window door, leaned against the wall to close his eyes, and then gently closed the door and went out.
He was still standing downstairs, he had been downstairs all night, smoking more, and there was some blood in his eyes.I heard footsteps coming back.
Seeing that he was not surprised, he silently dusted the ash in his hand and asked in a low voice: "Is Ah Ha's head still hurt?"
His voice was hoarse.
Xu Yuanning also touched a cigarette to light, looked up at the gray building in the distance, and said, "Last night there was no pain."
Cheng Yi nodded, was silent for a moment, and said, "I have invited experts from the United States again, and will consult again to see if there is a better plan."
Xu Yuanning nodded and did not speak again.The two of them smoked in the foggy morning.
Both of them had handsome faces, which attracted the passing pedestrians or nurses.After smoking a cigarette, Cheng Yu put out the cigarette butts, raised his wrist to look at the time, and said lowly, "I'm gone, what's the matter with me?"
He had stood downstairs more than one night, and almost every night these days his head would appear downstairs.The evidence in his hands had been collected almost as much as it had been these days.Xu Yuanning knew that he nodded his head and said yes.
Cheng Yu did not leave immediately, after a while said thank you, this is the car next to the side.
Xu Yuanning stood in the same place and smoked another cigarette, until there were more people coming and going in the hospital, so he went upstairs.
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