Lifeless
Chapter 152:Lifeless
The deep night was like a monster with a large bloodspinal mouth, as if to swallow everything.The dead silence of the world of Zhou He, she could not hear the gunshots in the distance, nor the cry in the smoke.Her world, with Qi Jinger gradually colded body temperature, turned a gray.
Her thin body was tightly held, so sad and desperate, and no one even dared to come forward.
After a long time, she gently put Qi Jingran's head on the ground, with her sleeves, gently wiped the blood on her face.She has always been the most beautiful, how can she tolerate herself so confused to see the baby to see Aunt Qi.
Zhou He was careful when he did all this, and seemed to be afraid of the pain and woke up Qi Jingran.Cheng Yi stood behind her, and the body image was to be integrated with the night.
The ashes were buried next to my aunt’s grave.As she had hoped before.
There were not many people she knew, and there were very few people at the funeral.Roeve didn’t know where to get the news, and it came.
I didn’t think he’d want to see him get rid of him.But she didn’t, and she didn’t see him.He let him fall to his knees before the grave.
Everything in the past came to mind, and Zhou closed his eyes.The pain spread along the limbs, and her tears had dried up and could not flow.
Although Xu Yuanning and Li Peiyuan attended the funeral, because of the busy official duties on the other side of Kyoto, they returned to Kyoto after the funeral.The house was not very busy, and it seemed even more desolate.
Zhou refused to accompany her kindness, saying that he wanted to be quiet and stay alone in the house.
Her mind was empty, and she had been sitting on the sofa, as if in a blink of an eye, the outside had darkened.
There was no light in the living room when Cheng Yi came, and there was no sound of silence.As if there was no one.
He turned the light on and saw the conjuncture sitting on the couch with his knees.He put the food box on the table and went two or three meters away from Zhou, so he gently said, "I brought the porridge, eat it."
It was as if she had returned to God at this time, and Cheng Yu thought she would resist.But she didn't, and her sluggish eyes moved, said thank you, stood up, and said, "I'm going to wash my face."
She knows she is in bad shape now.
Cheng Yi watched her figure disappear into the bathroom, put out the porridge and appetizers in the food box, and then stood up to the window and smoked a cigarette.
He finished a cigarette and came out of the bathroom.Her face was so white that she could even see the bristles on the back of her hand.
Seeing that the porridge had been set on the table, her footsteps stopped a little and walked over.
Cheng Yi also sat down opposite her and said, "Aunt did everything she did light."
He nodded, did not ask him if he ate, picked up the spoon and ate the porridge.
The house was very quiet for a while, and Cheng Yi took out a cigarette to light, and sat there and looked at Zhou Jun to eat porridge.
It seemed that she had no appetite, but she still finished eating a small bowl of porridge in the bowl, and then put down the spoon.
She did not immediately get up to clean up, paused a little, and said, "It's very troublesome, you don't have to send it again."
There was nothing to be heard in her voice, but the whole person was indifferent and alienated.
He held his cigarette hand and did not speak.
He didn’t say anything, so he got up and packed his dishes.Mostly, she didn’t want to stay in the same space with Cheng Yi, and she stayed in the kitchen for a long time before coming out.
There were a few more cigarette butts in the ashtray, and she was so tired in her countenance that she was silent, and said, "I'm going to rest."
She didn’t stop and said she was going to the bathroom to wash.
He kept his head down smoking, not knowing what he was thinking, and when he heard this, he raised his head.He looked at the back of the chorus and said a cry.
The footsteps stopped and didn’t turn back.He stood up and said, "On the side of the police ... has issued an international arrest warrant."
Although there were other people and plain clothes that day, Qin Yang had already prepared, and finally he escaped.There is no information yet.
The people who had gone before had been intercepted and had been brought back for interrogation.Let him be strong, deep, and through this series of blows, he can't turn over the waves.As soon as he dares to show up, he will be arrested immediately.
On that day, his wooden barn that day was too unexpected.No one reacted at all.Even if it was the reaction at that time, the distance was so close, Qi Jingran could not be saved.
I didn’t think he’d be able to talk about it, so he couldn’t help but stand up.After a long time, I nodded my head and said thank you.
Since then, she has not asked anything.In the face of her silence, Cheng Yi also fell silent, in the end did not say anything, slightly dumb voice said early learning, then went out.
He quickly closed the door, and Zhou stood in the same place for a long time, not to the bathroom, but turned off the light again, and sat on the sofa.
He left the yard, but he didn’t leave.He took out his cigarette by the wall and smoked it, and now it was too early, but there was no one in the alley, and the sound of the dog barking next door was too quiet.
He soon finished a cigarette, ran out the cigarette butt, looked back at the house where the lights had been turned off, and did not drive away again, but to the yard next door.
There was no light in the yard, but he was waiting inside.There was a little imperceptible fatigue on his face and said, “What’s the matter?”
Li was silent for a moment and said, "You need to go over there in Kyoto."
He didn’t speak, and his hand sat down on the sofa with his forehead.I said something a long time later.
Zhou He began to have nightmares at night, and every time he fell into a dream, the dream was the scene of that night.She looked at Qi Jingran in the dark, holding the wooden warehouse step by step toward Qin Yang.She screamed at her to let her not come, but no one could hear her voice.She watched Qi Jing suddenly approach step by step until she reached the back of Qin Yang’s head.Then she watched her body grow with blood-stained flowers.
There was nothing that could be done, and the pain of tearing her drowned.Every time she woke up, she was a cold sweat, a wet tear on her face.
Although she did not let Cheng Yi come, but the next morning, he still came with breakfast.He did not knock, and when he opened the door, he saw him standing with breakfast.I lost a few cigarette butts at my feet.
Hearing the opening of the door, he turned back, nodded toward her, and said, "Wake up."
He didn’t say anything, he didn’t say, and the two of them were standing there.Finally, Zhou Kai Kai, he carried the breakfast inside and placed it on the table.
His face was not good, and he had a black eye around his eyes.When he ate, he looked at it for a moment and asked low, “Can’t you sleep?”
Zhou He did not expect him to ask this, and the action was slightly stopped, and then replied: "No."
She said nothing more than a word.
He didn’t ask anymore, watching her leave after eating the porridge.
And I don't want to see Cheng Yi again, Zhou He did not stay at home again at noon.The only place she used to go was the library, but now the place was forbidden, and she could not find a place to go, so she sat in the square for an afternoon and sent an afternoon.
He thought that she would not pass away again after eating the closed door, but she went back in the evening, and he had already waited.When she came back empty-handed, she asked, “Where did you go?”
Zhou did not want to answer, so he was so silent.
He didn’t ask anymore, and the dinner he still brought.When he finished, he took out a few white pills and said, "I'm looking for a doctor to prescribe it, and I can't sleep."After a little pause, he continued: "You can't eat too much, and you can't take it for a long time."
He gave only four pills, mostly afraid of giving more Zhou合 for other purposes.
Zhou He did not speak, did not go to see the medicine, was silent, said: "I will take care of myself, this time I want to be quiet, please do not have to come again."
Her tone was polite and alienated.It’s like a stranger in front of you.
She was like that, she had never seen before.He wanted to say something, but before he spoke, he got up and went upstairs.
She never came down again after going upstairs, and Cheng Yi sat in the silent living room, smoked a few cigarettes, and examined the doors and windows, so that the door was closed and left.
He lay in bed, but he couldn’t sleep at all.When she heard the sound of the door closing, she closed her eyes.
She could not sleep, and after a while she opened her eyes again, so she looked at the dark ceiling.She was not going to give the pills, but lying in the morning still did not sleep, she got up and went downstairs, took the pills that were still on the table, and swallowed two tablets at a time.
After that night, the twilight did not come again.Every day, people bring food on time.What he sent, Zhou He will never touch, but the next meal will still be sent.
Zhou He said twice so that it was no longer necessary to say it, and did not care, it was like not seeing it.
She seemed to have lost interest in everything, and never even asked how Qi Jingran could be on the other side of Qin Yang.I never asked who Qin Yang was.
She is like a snail, she isolates herself from the outside world and immerses herself in her own world.
In addition to the people of Cheng Yue who send food every day, Shu Painting will also come from time to time.Xu Yuanning and Li Pei are busy, but they will also take time to call.Every week is like nothing.
Only she knows that her world is dead.She was not interested in anything, and the last thing she did was daze.
She often even thought that if she did not meet Qin Yang, if she had committed suicide when she got the dagger she gave her, all the results would have been the same?
In the end, she was afraid of death, which led to the death of Qi Jingran.
She could never forget the sound of the wooden silo that pierced the eardrum in the middle of the night, and the bright redness of the place.And the cold, the cold body.
She is now a complete waste, and she can't even imagine that she will kill Qin Yang and avenge Qi Jingran.Her whole person was muddy, Qi Jingran let her live well, but she could not find the meaning of living.
When she opened the refrigerator one day, she remembered that she had not been out for a long time to buy something.She did not have the desire to go out, and stood in the kitchen for a long time, and then went out.
In fact, she is also without strength.She never touched anything she had ever touched, and every time she fell.But he sleeps on a pill he brings every day.
She had eaten two pills from the beginning, and one of them had no effect on her.She often saved up and took two tablets every other night, and on the night when there was no medicine, she sat in bed until dawn.
I haven't been out for a long time, and the outside world is still a car.But everything was completely strange to her, and she even felt that everything around her had nothing to do with her, and that she was walking in another world.
The whole person was a thorn in the mind, and she came to the supermarket to purchase a lot of food and daily necessities, so she carried it back.
When she arrived at the bus station, she found that there was no change.She was not in a hurry to get into the car, and asked for a newspaper change in front of the newsstand.
By the time she changed her change, the bus was gone.
She did not hurry, put the thing on the ground, stood for a while, and looked at the newspaper in her hand.
She was just coarse sweep, and as she turned over to a certain section, her movements stopped.The two sides above are writing about the achievements and wrong details of the life of an elder named Xie in the army, with the elders wearing a serious appearance in military uniform.
Zhou Jun did not read a whole page of the newspaper, coarsely swept more than half of the page, and when he looked at the photo again, he found that the person on the photo and Cheng Yi did not look like, very serious.
She looked up until the bus came, and she put the newspaper up and carried something on the bus.
There was no medicine that night, and when Cheng Yi came over at eleven o'clock at night, she still had not slept.He must have returned from Kyoto.
He didn’t put a doorbell on and brought wine to the door.When Zhou joined out, he saw someone sitting in the doorway to look at him, and he had already drunk half a bottle of wine.
There was no drunkenness in his face, and when he heard her footsteps, he looked back and said in a low voice, “Haven’t you slept yet?”
He didn’t speak, and he didn’t move at the door.
Cheng Yi quickly lowered his head, took a sip of wine, and said, "Don't worry about me, I just want to sit here and sit here, and go in a moment."
He did not speak, and a moment later opened the door.
Cheng Yi looked up at her, her face did not change, and sat down beside him.I opened another bottle of wine.The spicy liquid slid down her throat, and Cheng Yi did not stop her.
He had not drunk for a long time, and he had not drunk much of his mind.She didn’t look at the choir, only one bite after another drink.It wasn’t until she took the bottle from her hand that she stopped.She was not yet completely drunk, her head leaned on her knees for a while, and then she got up and stumbled and walked in.
Her brain was thoroughly anesthetized by alcohol, and she fell asleep in bed, not long after.
Cheng Yi did not know when to go upstairs, stood quietly on the side of the bed and half rang, pulled the quilt to cover her, then turned off the light, and sat on the side.After a long time, he reached out his hand and gently touched her frowned eyebrows a little.
He seemed to feel something in the dream, and his head moved slightly.He took his hand back and sat there quietly.
When Zhou He woke up the next day, he was already missing Cheng Yi's figure, and only a warm breakfast was on the table.For a long time she had not had a drink, she had a headache, and she washed her face in the bathroom for a while, so she went out.
She still had nothing to do and didn’t touch the breakfast.Close the door and buy two bouquet of flowers in the alley and go to the cemetery.
In the early morning, the cemetery was cold and clear, and she placed the flowers she bought in front of Qi's tomb and Qi Jingran's tomb, and then sat down in front of the tombstone.
Her mind was empty, sitting all day.I didn’t go back to the house until the afternoon.
Just arrived at the door of the house, I saw a courier brother standing at the door with the doorbell.She nodded slightly, stepped forward, and asked, “Do you have anything?”
The courier brother looked back at her and asked, “Is it Miss Zhou?”
Nod your head and say yes.
The courier brother quickly took out an envelope and said, "Here is a courier for you, and you will come in the morning, there is no one on your side."Please sign it.”
Zhou He could not think of anyone who would send him a courier, but he would still take the courier and sign it.There is no name for the sender on the list, and the number is hidden.She hesitated a little and asked, “Can you find out who sent it?”
The courier brother had to be sent to the next one and said, “You can’t open it and see if you know it?”He said, "You'll see, if you don't know who sent it to you and call me, I'll check it out."
He said he was in a hurry.
I looked at the envelope, opened the door, and entered the house.
I don't know what, she wasn't curious at all who sent it, and she didn't open it.It wasn’t until she had a drink in the evening that she opened the envelope.
Inside was the paper, covered with paper.The heart beat, and opened the folded paper.The handwriting inside is familiar, it is qijing.His hand trembled uncontrollably.I immediately watched it:
I should have been away when I saw this letter.Don't cry, don't be sad.Death is a release for me.You should be happy for me.
My aunt and I are already gone, but you must live well.If there is an afterlife, we will also be sisters.
All my life I have been too paranoid.To the pain.Don't be like me.Some people are destined to be just guests in their lives.
I later found out that there was no one who was not.All my pain comes from being too persistent.It was too late when I understood.My life has long been dirty.There is no right to get the so-called happiness.
I feel sorry for too many people.
When you read this letter, you must have known everything.I won’t repeat it here.
I gave you a lot of trouble, and I will trouble you again after death.Apart from you, I can’t find anyone to trust.
In this life, in addition to what I owe and owe my aunt, the most I owe is Lao Ke.Sadly, it was too late for me to meet him.I am grateful for his kindness to me and for all that he has given me.I just can’t give him anything.
When you see this letter, he is in prison.Please go see him and tell him thank you for all he has given me.Thank you for giving me warmth and care in the last moments of my life.
If there is an afterlife, I wait for him.
Writing behind, her handwriting and thoughts have been confused, mostly written and old Ke's little bit.Letter to the end, let Zhou He must live well, for her to see the bustling world.
After reading, there was a drop of tears on the paper.She put the paper aside, took out the wine, and drank one glass after another.
The creation is always confusing, and if she had met the right person early, she would not have had so much pain.He thought that the man he met was riding a white horse.I later found out that it was just a disaster.A sorely bruise.
Zhou He did not go upstairs that night, she did not know how much wine she drank, and finally fell asleep on the sofa.
Even though she was drunk, she woke up the next day when it was bright outside.She did not look at the letter again, but put it away together with the envelope.Standing at the window for a long time, went to the bathroom to wash, and then took out the mobile phone and called Cheng Yi's phone.
Although Qi Jingran did not explain in the letter who knew Lao Ke, she knew that Cheng Yi must have known.
There was no one on the phone on Cheng Yi’s side for a long time, and when she was going to hang up, the phone was picked up.But the people who take it are not the ones who are truce, but the hard ones.
Zhou Jun was not surprised, and was silent for a moment, and asked, "I want to see Lao Ke."
The sharpness on the other end of the phone fell silent, and after a while, he said, "He is not in Yucheng."After a little pause, he asked, “Where are you now?”
He returned home with himself.
He let her wait a little longer, and he asked people to come and pick her up.Saying this on the phone is not easy.
Zhou did not let him come to pick him up, asked where he was, said he would take a taxi.
He hesitated a little and said the name of the hotel.Zhou did not say much, hung up the phone, went out to hit the car past.
When she called, she didn't know where she was going, and when she arrived, he was standing on the side of the road, with a cigarette between her fingers, and she nodded and said, "Go up and sit down."
He said he didn’t wait for an answer and went to the hotel.He followed in silence behind him.
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