Please Disappear
Chapter 161:Please Disappear
Zhou He did not think that he would go to the doctor, took a deep breath with his head down, and did not wait for Cheng Yi to speak, and said, "General Cheng, can you let me go?"I was wrong, I was wrong before.You and I have never been a person in the world, nor should I have any intersection.I apologize for my early childhood.Would you please let me go?”A little pause, she then said: "I am here to thank you for your 'goodwill', but whether it is my current life or the people who appear in life, what kind of consequences it has nothing to do with you, know that you are powerful, but please respect the pedestrian?" 」
Her tone was tough, her fingers holding something tightly, and she could see that she was trying to restrain her emotions.Her face was full of wood, and her eyes were dark and dark, and her eyes were tired with indiscretion.
He didn’t smoke anymore, so he let the smoke in his hand burn a little.
After he finished, he did not wait for him to speak, so he went straight to the dormitory.
She didn’t eat that night and put the packed meals in the small, humble kitchen.He told Dr. Liu that he had not moved to let her eat hot, and then returned to the room on the grounds of being unwell and lay down in bed.
After that night, she rarely saw the twilight.At the back, I don’t even know when he left.
He has a lot of things, and he can’t stay in this countryside for long.
Cheng Yi let people check out Dr. Xu, this thing is because of her, she originally wanted to call Xu Mingze to apologize, but ultimately failed to open the mouth.
Instinctively, she didn’t want people to know her relationship with Cheng Yi.Even in the hospital he was never down.
The final exam is approaching, and the work of Zhou He is even more busy.Three days and two tests, the focus will be out to let the children review.Being busy can make people forget a lot of things, until the students took the transcript holiday, she suddenly felt empty.
Liu's medical family is in the county, and the holiday is going home.Invite her to play at her house.
I thanked her for her kindness and rejected her.Sitting alone on an empty campus, she remembered that she had not been back to the city for more than a year.I didn’t even go back for the New Year.I didn’t go to the cemetery.
For more than a year, she lived in isolation.The only thing that passes time is reading books.
The old house had always been seen by Toshu, and she knew that she should go back.She should go back and look at her aunt.
Zhou He lay alone in the dormitory for a day, and the next day when it was bright, he got up and planned to go to the town to take a car.A trip back to Yucheng is troublesome, you have to take a car to the county, and then to the city, and then you can take a plane.
Although he was planning to go back temporarily, he was a little subconsciously knowing that he was going to go back.She was exceptionally calm.Her luggage was very little, only simple clothes for changing.I plan to go to the city later and buy some specialties to take it back.
Now that you are back, if you have time, you have to go back and look at Li Peiyuan.
Zhou He had to go back without any explanation, just sent a text message to the principal that he was going out, it should take about half a month to come back, and asked him to come to see the school occasionally.
It was early and the headmaster hadn’t woken up yet.After the text message was sent, Zhou He put the mobile phone in his pocket, locked the door, and left the school with his luggage.
Outside was still foggy, and she stood at the door for a moment.He was about to leave, and he didn’t know where to quietly come out.He said, “Miss Zhou, I’ll send it to you.”
He was so, obviously, that he had been guarding this side.
He tightened his lips, said no, and looked at him and wrinkled.
Her footsteps moved, and the sharp behind her said, “The whole thing has been ordered, let me send you.”If you have to go by yourself, I can only drive and follow you."
If he was driving along with her, it would attract attention.
Zhou He didn’t know how Cheng Yi knew she was going out and holding her fingers tightly.She had already made it clear that day.She was angry, but the fire had nowhere to go, and she felt powerless.
Li knew that she did not want to attract attention to what she said, and when she saw that her fingers were tightly held, she should not see it, and still said politely: "Wait a minute, I will drive."
Not only did she know she was going out, but she also knew she was going back to the city.I bought the plane ticket a long time ago.She was with her the whole time, and even asked her if she wanted to buy a gift.
There is no gambling, get out of the car to choose some specialties on this side.
There was no delay in turning around, and flew back to Yucheng that afternoon.All day long, she had hardly said a word, and she had bought her something to eat, and she had never touched it, and had been keeping her eyes closed.
It was late afternoon when I got off the plane in Yucheng, and there was also a car waiting at the airport.When I got into the car, Li said politely: "Miss Zhou, there has been no one on the house for a long time, you go to the hotel tonight, and wait until you clean it tomorrow and then stay."
No one lived for too long.The house must be wet and cold.
He asked the driver to go to the hotel.Just said the exit, Zhou He said lightly: "Please send me back."Or the parking in front.”
As if she knew she couldn’t get rid of it, she was still cooperating along the way.
Li did not expect that now she would insist on going back, a little sigh, let the driver go to the house.He took out his cell phone and ordered her to find her aunt.
Zhou He did not know what he was looking for his aunt, and the lip angle aroused some sarcasm and said, "Do you always plan to monitor my house arrest?"
He didn’t want to say, “Of course not.Miss Zhou, you have been running for a day, and the process always wants you to take a good rest."
Zhou He stared at him and said, “Then I am not so grateful to you for your general?”
Her voice was full of undisguised disgust and resentment.
He did not speak again, and the silence came down.I didn’t ask my aunt to hang up the phone.
Zhou closed his eyes again, did not look outside and had already changed the city when she left, leaning on the chair to lie.
The house is a piece of black paint, got out of the car, Zhou He did not return into the house.
Li actually looked at her back, took out his mobile phone, and called Cheng Yi.He was told that Zhou He had returned, but did not stay in the hotel, and did not let people clean her house.
Cheng Yi did not speak at the end of the phone, was silent for a long time, and when he said a word, he hung up the phone.
Shu painting should often come to clean, the house is clean and dust.It’s just that no one lives there, it’s always cold and wet.
It has not been back for a long time, and it is treachious.A room looked at the room, and finally sat down on the sofa.
The lights in the room were dim and cold, and her thin figure was even more lonely.
The bed was not arranged, she did not go upstairs this night, and did not want to go out to live.Only a bed was taken out, and it was on the sofa that it would be one night.
Some of the reasons why she had not come back for a long time, she had dreamed of Aunt Qi and Qi Jingran.As long ago, the three ate around a small table.Laughter and warm.
When she woke up, the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, and she sat up, holding her forehead for a moment.Then get up and wash.She did not clean up the yard, and went out after a simple wash.Go to the cemetery.
Fortunately, this time, the twilight did not let anyone follow her again.
She took a taxi in the past, and bought the pastries and fruits that Aunt Qi and Qi Jingran liked to eat in the shop where the roadside stalls were early.I bought some wax paper candles.
Although she was not there, the cemetery was well-tucked, there were no weeds, and the care was clean.I don't know who came, Aunt Qi Jingran and Lao Luo's tomb, each put a bouquet of flowers.
The pictures on the tombstone were alive, as if they were looking at her.
For a moment, he wept his eyes and fell to his knees in front of the tomb.She still smiles and talks about this year’s life.
In front of Qi Jingran's grave, she said softly: "He died, committed suicide."
The picture on the tombstone smiled like a flower, as if she heard her words.The head rested on the tombstone, and the tears slipped down the corner of his eye.
She stayed in the cemetery on the tombstone, until someone who had taken care of the tombstone found her and came to call her, and she looked up.
She was all pale and pale.The person who manages the cemetery asked her if she was uncomfortable, and she shook her head and said she was okay.
She had hardly eaten anything yesterday and was very weak.In the eyes of people wondering and curious, Qi Qi said goodbye to Qi Jing, and then went down the mountain.
I haven’t eaten all day, but I don’t have an appetite.After getting off the bus, I bought a box of noodles at the convenience store.
Before returning to the house, I found that the door was open.She went in and found that the painting had come.Busy in the kitchen.
He nodded, and called a sultry sister.
Shu's eyes suddenly turned red, looked back at her, and held her hand tightly, and said, "You're finally back."
Her eyes quickly got wet.
This made Zhou close to each other, and she said hurriedly: "Don't you cry, Shu Xia sister, am I not well?"
Shu painted with his hand wiping his eyes, squeezed out a smile, and said, “I am happy.”It's great that you're back."
Her mood soon stabilized, and she was still cooking soup, and the breakfast she had brought with her in the morning was hot, so that Zhou would eat something to pad her stomach first, and she would be able to eat in a moment.
He sat down and ate something.She did not ask Shu painting how she knew she was back, but asked how Shu painted had been doing for more than a year.
Shu painted this and replied that it was very good, but next to the university saw that her business was good and opened a flower shop, and the business was divided.But she rented another face in the street-facing area of their family's community, opened a convenience store, and the business was also good.She was rarely at home now, and was the one who invited her.
Most of her time is spent on children, sending little guys to various tutoring classes, and lamenting that the competition is too fierce now, and many small children have almost no rest time, not in the tutoring class, on the way to the tutoring class.
She did not intend to let the children work so hard, but watching the other children reported a lot of tutoring classes, but also can only follow the report.Fortunately, the little guy is not disgusted.
She finished herself, asked Zhou Yi again, and asked her about her for more than a year.
Zhou said simply about the initial journey and some things that are now in school, and she did not want Shu to worry about her, it was simply to say some fur.
At the end, Zhou He remembered that Brother Qiu came, hesitated, or asked: "Shu Painting sister, Brother Qiu..."
Shu painted this a little sluggish, then returned to God, smiled and said: "His company is developing very well, now there are 34 people under his hand."
She knew what Zhou wanted to ask, and then said, “He’s still single and has mentioned remarriage, but I’ve had a good time with the little guy.”Everyone is like that.”
Her voice was calm and quiet, and there was no expression on her face.Nod your head without speaking.
In fact, Brother Qiu has mentioned remarriage more than once in these years.She also did a lot for the little guy, but she refused.
That period of depression, until now, she sometimes had nightmares and still dreamt.She’s doing well now and doesn’t plan to go through another marriage, no matter who it is.
Mostly, the heart died at some point.
These are not pleasant topics, and the two have not continued to move on.Shu began to ask how long Zhou He would return this time, and whether he would return again.
Zhou said he would go back in half a month and go to Kyoto in a few days.I didn’t come back, I went straight back from there.Running around is also difficult.
She didn’t think she would go back, so she couldn’t help but slack off.After a while, I asked, “Aaron, aren’t you going to come back?”
Zhou He was silent, and in the end he squeezed out a smile and said, “Shu Painting, I am very good over there.”This is my home, and I’m going to come back naturally.But for the time being, I want to be there."
Shu painted with worry on his face and wanted to say something, but hesitating or saying nothing, squeezed out a smile and said, “Okay.”Come back often, okay?Don't come back as long as this time."
Smiling at this time should be good.
Shu painted to pick up the little guy in the interest class, and left after eating.
Zhou sent her out of the house, watched her car disappear at the end of the alley, and then closed the door.
She came back, but there was nowhere to go.In addition to going to a comfortable painter, it is either to go to the cemetery or to clean up at home.
It was rare for a few days to be big in the sun, and she moved the quilts and tables and chairs out to soak up the sun.
In the past few days, neither Cheng Yi nor his people have appeared.
That evening, Zhou Hecai just moved out to sun things and move back to the house, just came out to close the door, he saw Cheng Yi standing at the door.
He had just returned from a business trip, or a dress.
Zhou saw that his body was frozen in an instant, but Cheng Yu had come in without anything and asked, “Have you eaten yet?”
He said he went into the yard and threw the cigarette butts in his hand into the trash.
He quickly returned to his usual appearance, did not speak, and closed the door.
When she entered the house, she was already drinking water on her own, just like in her own home.Zhou merged did not speak, went into the kitchen, took out the ingredients from the refrigerator, and began to make meals.
It was not so quiet for a long time between the two, Cheng Yi finished a glass of water, looked toward the kitchen door, and sat quietly.
Zhou He made his meals, and the usual three dishes and soups were the same as before.
It was fun to go to the kitchen and get the dishes and eat.
When the two people did not speak at the time of the meal, they stayed until they finished their meals, and they had to get up and pack up.He stood up and said, “I’ll come.”
The merger did not stop him, allowing him to pack his dishes.There was a quick noise in the kitchen, and she stood for a while and took her clothes to the bathroom.
He washed the dishes, smoked a cigarette outside, and came out of the bathroom.Her hair was wet and she was wearing a bathrobe.
She hardly usually dresses, and is dressed in the middle of the norm.This slightly wet hair is covered, and the skin is red in white after the bath.There are more than usually no glamorous.
Cheng Yu’s eyes fell on her face and fell on her beautiful neck and then all the way down, on the white legs and on a pair of small jade feet.He reacted almost immediately.He realized that tonight's Zhou He was a little different, and he almost turned his head in a hurry, and concealed his stupor by smoking, and said, "It's not too early, go to bed early."
His voice was hoarse and said to stand up and leave.
Just before he left, he pulled down the bag in his bathrobe.The beauty inside was all revealed, and Cheng Yu’s throat was so dry and loud, he called a low cry.
Zhou He’s face was expressionless and said, “Isn’t that what the process always wants?”
Cheng Yi's sudden desire disappeared in an instant and clean, and he hurriedly did not open his head, and said in a dumb voice: "Put your clothes on."
There was no movement, and some sarcasm appeared in the corner of the mouth.
Without waiting for her to speak, Cheng Yi said softly, “Put on your clothes, do you think I am a lack of women?”He tried to keep his breath calm.
Although Zhou He did so, his body was trembling in an uncontrollable way.The bathrobe on his body was pulled up again and put on, cold and indifferently said: "Of course, there is no shortage of women."The only thing I have is this body, if you don't always want to go out.Please don't interfere in my life."
She was obviously using this method to force the trip.
Cheng Yi looked back at her and said lightly, "I have not interfered in your life, you are free at all times, do whatever you want."
Zhou He took a deep breath, and the sarcasm of the lips was even stronger, saying, “Let people watch me, is this not enough to intervene in the whole process?”
Then the moment of the stalemate was to make her a little tired, she paused, her tone softened, and said without expression: "When you said in the hospital, when I was sick, you will not interfere in anything."
His eyes were wide open, and he looked at her.After a while, he asked, “Is your illness okay?”
The next time, I haven’t spoken yet.He came up and held the wrist of her left hand.On the wrist, the new old scars are stacked on top of each other, and it is shocking to see.
The heat of the week will not pass the short sleeves, and it is usually carefully covered up.She did not think that she would be found by Cheng Yi, and she was angry, and she tried to earn her hand, trying to hide what she had been hiding.
But Cheng Yu held it tightly, as if he could not see her, and said word by word: "Chou Jun, you can't hide the fact that you can't accept Qi Jingran's death."You’ve always been running away!”
He was even more angry when he broke it.Bite his lip tightly, wanted to break it again, and said sharply, “What if I run away?”What does this have to do with you?”
Her eyes were rapidly red, as if they had changed a person, somewhat hysterical.
She was weak at the moment, but like a hedgehog, trying to wrap herself up in the layers of thorns on her body.
There was a pain in her heart, and she held her in her arms.He said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't protect Qi Jingran."
Qi Jingran went to Qin Yang's side to do an undercover, she insisted on going.He knew the danger of the trip, and arranged for someone to protect her.And the exposure was also arranged for her to go back.But I didn’t think she would fall in front of him so undefeated.
So much so that all his arrangements were not available.
The tears fell, suppressed for too long, and burst into tears in an instant.She quickly sorted her emotions, earned Cheng Yi's hand, retreated to the wall, closed her eyes, and said in a dumb voice, "You go, I want to be quiet."
He didn’t leave and took out a cigarette and smoked it.After a long silence, he said, “You need to see a doctor.”I have already made an appointment with Dr. Lu.”
Zhou He looked up at him like a hedgehog and said word for word: “Why do you think you are self-righteous to arrange for me?”She leaned her head against the wall, took a deep breath, and said, “Cheng Yi, I have nothing to do with death or life and you have nothing to do with it.”I don't want to see you again, either later or now."
Sometimes I wonder if I hadn’t met you.Wouldn’t all this happen?In the past, my life was calm, but from the beginning of meeting you, there was no peace.So please don't show up again.I'm tired."
She closed her eyes and her face was tired.
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