Dr. Lu smiled and said, "As long as you keep quiet, you won't, go."

He said he was the first to go forward, and he was honest behind him.

He spoke to the lounge, right in his office.A small furnished room with only a set of sofas and a small number of beds.

He did not have time to sit with Zhou, lost a book for her to let her see, and went out busy.

Although the lounge is in the office, the decoration materials are soundproofed.Although there was only one wall, Zhou He could not hear the outside of the speech at all.

Dr. Lu's books are professional books, and the ones lost to Zhou He are similar.She did not have the desire to look, and sat so dazed with the book.

Sitting for a few hours was boring, enough to stay, she had a hit-and-do not hit the book in her hand.

At three o'clock the door was knocked.She looked back, and Dr. Lu took a cup of coffee and a dessert and came in.The sight swept the book in Zhou He's hand, and said with a smile: "The front desk, you've got a point."

The nerves of Zhou He are weak, and it is rarely enough to drink coffee.But she was still polite to thank her.

Dr. Lu put the coffee and dessert down, looked at the time, and said, "If you feel bored sitting, you can go back at any time."

Zhou responded well, his fingers unconsciously rubbing his trousers and legs, and asked tentatively, “Did Mr. Cheng say when I would come next?”

She would ask this question Dr. Lu is not surprising, thinking about it and saying, “It should be three days.”I have to ask the assistant.

He licked his lips, thought for a moment, and then said, “What if I wasn’t here?”

Dr. Lu smiled and said, "I'll take a vacation from time to time next month."

Zhou's face changed, his lips tightened, looked up at Dr. Lu, and said, "You should know, I'm normal now."Her voice grew slightly mute, and she bowed her head and said, "Even if I tried to do something stupid, it's all right now."

Dr. Lu sighed lowly and said, “Miss Zhou, depression can easily relapse.”He told me about you, and he said you tried to cut your wrists, didn’t you?”

Zhou He hid the scarred hand tightly in his sleeve, was silent for a while, and said, “For a while, my mood was really low.”I don't think I can find the meaning of living."

Speaking of the back, her eyes became empty.

During that time, she was all walking dead.She didn’t want anyone to worry about her, and she was afraid of what Lai Peiyuan was worried about, so she sent him an email almost every day to send him the scene he had photographed.

She said, and quickly said, “It’s just that time.”After school, it never happened again.”

Dr. Lu nodded, slightly sighed, and said, "Cheng always came to me, not really treating you as a patient... He just worried that your disease would return."So please make sure.Because of your previous situation, I know better.”He seemed to be thinking of the appropriate wording, and he paused, and he continued: "Although the person who paid me was Cheng, you don't have to worry about it at all, the third person will know about the conversation between us."I love money, but I have the most basic work ethic."

He finished looking at Zhou He and said seriously: "Miss Zhou, you are a very strong girl I have seen."Strong people need to talk.To live, we have to move forward.In the past, people or things, we can remember.But it must not be absorbed into stagnation.I know that you hide your feelings and do not want to worry about the people around you.But in the long run, the heart will become depressed.You have not done anything stupid, you have been struggling to overcome.But you have thought that there is no Miss Zhou, no matter who is in life, there is a need to be weak.You don't have to be nervous all the time, and occasionally when appropriate, you can choose to be weak."

"I know you don't want to come here, I will communicate with the whole.I hope you can keep in touch with me.What are you thinking about, you can treat me like a hole in a tree, and tell me.Of course, I think Miss Zhou and I are friends."

His voice was gentle, clamorous.It’s long, but it’s not boring.

Zhou He waited for him to finish, so he smiled faintly and said, "Dr. Lu, the last thing I want now is to accept the total help of your mouth."

She shrugged her shoulders and said, “Cheng has always been fraternal, probably feeling that he has been in touch with him, and he is responsible.”But I don't need it.His beloved game, I can't play with him.Personally, I think that after a breakup, it is best to die and not communicate with each other.Dr. Lu should know that I will come here, threatened by him.Of course, I appreciate that you will communicate with him as you just said.I will do what you say, and something must be said to you.But can you please convince him not to bother me again?Without his interruption, I think I'll be better off."

Her voice was indifferent, and she spoke all the words in one breath.

I thought Dr. Lu would be embarrassed, but he didn’t.He kept smiling and said, "Well, what Miss Zhou said, I'll pass the whole story."

He was so open-minded that he didn’t make it easy.She tried to calm herself, said thank you to Dr. Lu, and left after saying goodbye to him.

Even though it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun outside was still dandy.Standing in the dazzling hot sun, Zhou He inexplicable birth some empty blanks.

She did not stop too much, just stood for a moment and went to the side of the road to take a taxi.

Li Peiyuan said that Li Ying would return at the end of the month, but he did not know how to do it in advance.She went back to the old house, saw that her aunt was busy in the kitchen, and asked to know that Li Pei had gone to the airport to pick up people.I said I should be back in the evening.

He thought he would be back with Li Ying.But not yet, this time she came back, only she.

I haven’t seen her in almost two years, and she’s changed a lot.The whole person was fat for a whole circle, pale and looked like some puffiness, I don't know whether the journey was too tired or how, and looked very weak.

She did not seem to know Zhou Shu from Li Pei far away, saw her snuggle, and then cried: "Ahu."

He nodded and went up to help carry her luggage into the house.

Li Ying saw that she was happy, and after she put down her luggage and poured her a cup of tea, she tried to ask, "When did you come back?"

She knew something about it from far away.

“Come back a few days.”Zhou answered.

Li Ying nodded his head.There was no longer any talk between the two mothers.Fortunately, Li Peiyuan came in after parked the car and took the topic over.

Auntie has set a table of meals, Li Ying's journey is tired, the appetite is not good.I ate only half a bowl of rice and half a bowl of soup and went upstairs to rest.

There were only two people left at the table, Zhou He and Li Peiyuan, who thought she would ask something, but she asked nothing and kept burying her head to eat.

Li Peiyuan did not mention anything, after eating, Zhou helped to clean up the dishes, he went back to the room to call the doctor to make an appointment.

The next morning, Zhou He got up earlier than usual, although she got up early, but Li Ying and Li Peiyuan were both up.

Even though she had been resting all night, Li Ying’s face was not good.On the contrary, there are more dark circles in the eyes, and it should be that the time difference has not reversed and did not sleep well.

Li Peiyuan had already arranged something to accompany Li Ying to the hospital this morning, but when he was still at the table, the phone rang at home.

Auntie went to pick up and said that it was looking for Li Peiyuan, and he went over to pick it up.

He said the phone for a while, and came back with nothing to see, but he did not eat breakfast again.He paused for a moment and said, “I have to go out right away, over there in the hospital...”

Li Ying knew what he was going to say, and before he had finished, she interrupted him and said, "If you go and busy with yours, I'll do it myself."

Li Peiyuan was not reassured that she would go alone and said, “I will arrange for someone to accompany me.”If it's time, I'll get over."

As if he had not heard Li Ying's words, he would take out his mobile phone and call someone.

The phone just took it out, and the side of the week, who had been buried in the breakfast, said, "No need to call people, I'm fine today."

That means she was with her.

Li Ying did not expect that she would propose to accompany her, and looked at her in amazement.He put down his chopsticks and said, "I'm going to change clothes."

She said she went upstairs.

Li Peiyuan picked up the mobile phone and asked the driver to prepare the car.

After the change of clothes, Li Peiyuan has left.The driver was waiting for the car.She checked what she was supposed to bring for Le Sakura, and then got into the car with her.

The driver had already received orders from Li Peiyuan and gave the doctor's phone to Zhou He's appointment.Go to the doctor in the past.He also asked if he was asked to stay with him.

Now that the doctor has made an appointment, he has nothing to do with it.No, no, no, no, no, no. I’ll call him if I do.

Because the doctor has already made an appointment, it saves a lot of time.The doctor was very polite, and after asking Li Ying, he paused for a moment and opened the examination, so he let him go for the examination first.

Zhou He did not let the driver up, and only she ran before and after the inspection.She hardly spoke much, and would only remind her of Li Ying when she reminded her.

Li Ying's heart was full of mixed taste, and she looked at her back and did not know what she was thinking.

The doctor arranged the examination was soon completed, Li Ying's body is not a big problem, she had a disease when she was abroad, and then did not take good rest and recuperation to work too hard, only need to take medicine to adjust a good rest and recuperation on the line.

After learning that this result was a relief, she first called Li Peiyuan, and then took Li Ying out of the hospital.

While waiting for the driver on the side of the road, Zhou He, who had been silent, suddenly asked, “What do you want to eat?”Do you want to eat something and go back?”

She had no appetite last night and didn’t eat much for breakfast this morning.These weeks have been noticed.

Li Ying had a little taunt for a while, and then smiled and said, "I remember that there was sour and sweet cold noodles on the other side of the house, and I haven't eaten it in a long time."

I haven’t eaten since I left the country.Even if it comes back occasionally, because there is something to do, I can't remember to eat.

The week is plunging.It was impossible to eat that it was possible to be demolished there, so she took out her mobile phone and inquired about what was nearby.

There is indeed a house nearby, not far away, saying that it is in the old alley and cannot stop the car.Zhou He hesitated a little and said, “There is no distance around here, and it is not far to walk.”Give the driver something to the driver and let him go back first, and then eat and take a taxi back later?”

She was willing to be close to her, and Li Ying did not agree.Smile well.

The alley is about one kilometer from the hospital, and Zhou He can't find the way to navigate.All the way to the alley.The cool noodle shop was under the thick old eucalyptus tree, and the branches blocked the hot sun.There were also tables under the tree.Even though we haven’t eaten yet, there’s a long line.

Zhou He found a table for Li Ying to sit down, and he went to line up.

The store does not only sell cold noodles, cold noodles is only one of the characteristics.It was the turn of Zhou to listen to the owner that the cold noodles were good with sour plum soup, and she asked for two.

The cool face of the store is really good, Li Ying tasted, said it is the same as before.It was usually very appetizing, and her eyebrows were open.

Zhou He also pushed the sour plum soup in front of her and put the spoon carefully.As soon as she picked up the chopsticks and began to eat, her phone rang.Not a phone call, but a text message.

She wondered who would text her, but took her phone out.The text message was sent by Xu Mingze, and he opened it with doubts.There are only a few simple words: do you eat?

Zhou He was somewhat surprised that he would send a text message, was not ready to return, and sent another picture.On the top is what the leader is reading with the manuscript, and the bottom is equipped with a line: a little boring.

His serious face came to Zhou He’s mind, and it was hard to think that he would be bored.Can't help but smile, back to eat cold noodles, until he is not busy to take him over to eat.

Xu Mingze was mostly really bored, and soon returned to a good, let her focus on eating.

He picked up the phone and started eating cold noodles.The cool face was sour and sweet, and she and Li Ying ate clean.

There is a tea house near the alley that has sold small things, and the spirit of Li Ying is not bad, and she is asked if she walks around.To go back is just to stay at home.

Li Ying should be good, and the two of them were slowly walking around the alley.

Li Ying has not been to such a place for a long time, walking and stopping.There was no shopping, but I bought some food.

Mostly, before seeing Zhou He sent a text message, on the way back, Li Ying suddenly asked: "Is there a boyfriend?"You're not too young to get married."

Her tone was very gentle, vaguely with a sigh.

She never got married, and she wasn’t worried about it.Even Hessing asked.Even if Zhou He can support herself, she does not want her to be alone.

Li Ying paused a little, did not wait for Zhou to say anything, and then said: "Your little uncle is not a good example, don't learn from him."

After a while, he said, "You don't have to worry about my business, you have to keep your body well."

Li Ying's look was sad, and at this moment suddenly remembered that she had surgery in the hospital that year, and she had let Li Peiyuan tell her that she did not want to see her words.

She was hurt at the time, and she hurt herself.Until this time, she accompanied her to the hospital, she knew that she did not want to see her at that time, but did not want to make her feel bad.At that time, she was mostly ready for the failure of the operation.That’s why I let her go.Mostly thought that even if the operation failed, she didn’t have to feel so bad.

But she was equally clear that this did not mean that she could meddle in her marriage and meddle in her life.

In the early years, she really held the idea of marrying her.But now she didn’t think so much.She was already ashamed of her, only hoping that she could find the right person to spend the rest of her life together.

For so many years, the only thing she could trust was herself.Neither her as a mother nor as a father gave her any help.For the rest of her life, she wished she had a thick shoulder to lean on, and anything, someone stood behind her and shielded her from the wind and rain.

Neither of them spoke, and the car was quiet.Strongly pressed the sourness in his heart, and after a while, Li Ying said, “Aho, you and your father are sorry for you.”Either way, we hope you’re well.He and I have never been in contact since their divorce.This year and last year, he called me.Every time you call, it’s your marriage.In my life, the most I owe is you.Only when you see your marriage have a happy and happy life in your own family, even if you die, I can close my eyes."

The mistakes made when you are too young are often remembered when you are old.At that time, she took a breath, disgusted with the reputation, and even with Zhou Hei.Now think about how innocent she is.

The consequences of their marriage are to be burdened with by her as a child.Mostly because the body is not good, there is more room in the mind to think about other things.Every time she sat alone or in the dead of the night, she often remembered how her child had been.If you meet a bad guy... what?

But time can never be turned back.The mistakes she made were powerless to make up for it.

There was no expression on Zhou He’s face, I didn’t know if I listened to her words and looked out the window.

Li Ying's eyes were full of sadness, and he had to say something, but he still said nothing.

The atmosphere in the car was so oppressive that the car stopped in front of the Li family's old house for a long time.

The two got out of the car, Zhou He took out the medicine prescribed by the doctor, divided the medicine and poured the water in accordance with the instructions to give it to Li Ying, and went upstairs.

The weather was too hot during the day, and at night the thunder was rumbling.Although it was thunder, the rain could not come down late.Waiting for Xu Mingze to go out to eat with his colleagues, the rain suddenly fell down.This plan to go out to eat soup, a few people have no appetite, each a bowl of noodles to deal with a meal.

When the room is hot, there is air conditioning in the room, and goosebumps immediately on the skin.Xu Mingze shut the air conditioner off and stood in front of a large glass window to look at the pouring rain outside.

At that moment, he immediately remembered the meeting.

Almost no brain, he took out his phone.I called that number that was no longer an unknown.

I didn’t know what to do, so I picked up the phone after a while.Heck, hey.

Her voice was slightly mute, Xu Mingze fainted a little, and asked, “Has a cold been?”

I don’t know if it was in bed or something, and there was a sound of a pimple.After a while, she cleared her throat and said nothing.

Her voice was different from usual, and Xu Mingze's mind suddenly appeared on the roof of the hospital, and her lonely figure came.He paused for a moment and asked, “Is it in a bad mood?”

He asked this, which made Zhou close at the end of the phone, and she almost subconsciously replied, "No."

But he said, "Give me an address, and I'll take you out to breathe."

He said he took his coat and went outside.

At this time, the rain outside is very heavy, whether it is driving or taking a taxi, it is dangerous.He said, "I'm fine, you don't have to come here."

Xu Mingze had closed the door and walked to the elevator, stopped, and said, “Okay, I can’t come here.”Give me the address, and tomorrow I'll have the hotel staff send you something."

If it is usual, it will be rejected.But in contrast, she prefers to accept that he will send something tomorrow.I hesitated and said the address.

Xu Mingze wrote it down, smiled and said goodbye to Zhou, and hung up the phone.

It was more than nine o'clock when Zhou He received his phone call again, and the rain outside was still falling.It’s a lot smaller than the next time.

She was a little confused how he called again, picked up the phone, and before he spoke, she heard Xu Mingze gently say, “Can you come out?”I'm out there."

Some people don't react when they come to the reaction, where he said outside.On the one hand, he was upset that he should not give him the address, and quickly changed his clothes.

She could not find an excuse for it for a while when it rained so much, but when she went downstairs, Aunt Li Peiyuan Li was not in the living room, and she quietly ran out.

Xu Mingze did not know where to find a car, she went out when the car was parked at the door.He got out of the car and held an umbrella in his hand.The yellow light fell on the umbrella, and the smile on his face warmed the loneliness in the long alley in the rain mist of the coroner.