“Come to my office.”Zhu Min's generosity surprised me a little, in general, the family encounter such things will be very resistant, they will think that a person who is dead, and then always mention him, as if to disrespect her.

Zhu Min's office first gave people the first feeling is clean, neat, everything is neatly arranged, her left hand side has four books, two books, stacked on the two must be the same thickness.

She had a certain obsessive-compulsive disorder, and it was a thought in my mind.

“Are you subduing me?”As soon as I sat down, Judith gave me a stick.

I looked at the quick-thinking woman in my thirties with embarrassment: "It's just a professional habit."

“Are you doing psychology?”

“That’s right.”I lied again.

"I don't like to be psychological, because people like that, he can't help but divide others on any occasion, and sometimes you can even feel that they want to cut you off."Zhu Mingan laughed a little, "But I did this."

Yes, psychiatrists, first have to go through psychology, otherwise how do you heal people.

I can only accompany her and smile: "We are here today, mainly to understand, Zhu Tai in his life did not offend anyone, or, over the years, do you have any enemies in your family?" 」

“No.”Zhu Min did not think of it and shook his head: "After this problem happened, I also thought for a long time, but I have never thought of who our family will offend, my mother's life has always been very simple, every day is to go to the street to buy food, and then go home to serve my father."

“Is your father okay?”I asked one word.

"It's okay, but I want to take him abroad and ask for euthanasia."

Zhu Min said very calmly, as if she was going to give the family's pet dog to others, but I smoked in my heart, then her own father, how can it be so hard?

“Do you think I’m unreasonable too?”Judith saw through me.

“I...”

"I know, not only you, even if everyone knows this thing, they will scold me for no conscience behind their backs, but I ask you, let my father lie in bed without endless hope, is it good for him?"Who knows, if he could speak, perhaps the first thing he said was to ask me to send him away, not to believe that you tried to lie in bed for a day and not move, no, not to say a day, half a day, or an hour, motionless, what was that feeling?Besides, he lay down for ten years.”

"Well, you said, and so did you."I was powerless to refute a psychiatrist: "Dr. Zhu, I think we'll get back to the subject, can we talk about your mother?"

“Can.”Zhu Min seemed to feel a little sorry for the excitement just now: "This is your boyfriend, if he likes, you can smoke, I don't mind."

Zhao Qin: "Thank you, I won't smoke."

"Oh, what a good man, there's not much society in this society."Zhu Min set his sights on Zhao Qin.

“Dr. Judith, can you get started?”I asked.

Zhu Min is like going back to God: "Okay, start, you can record it with your mobile phone."

Since she had brought it up, I was not kind to me, and I opened the phone and began to record Zhu Min’s words.

The following are memories of Judith.

Before the age of fifteen, I never knew what the pain of life was, and at that time, I had almost nothing to worry about except every school and after school, waiting for my mother to cook.

Everything was broken that winter.

When I returned home that day and when I opened the door, I smelled a bad smell of coal, and my mother had never been so careless, and I was startled at the time, knowing that the gas tank had leaked.

Just when I was so scared that I tried to rush in and go in to see my parents, my mother came back downstairs, and she grabbed me: "Little Min, don't go in."

I said, “Mom, where are you going with so much snow and you don’t know how to turn off the gas?”

My mother said she went downstairs to an aunt's house to play mahjong, said as she entered the door to change shoes, and then went to the bedroom, and soon exclaimed: "Little Min, call, your father is at home, he seems to be poisoned."

I was suddenly embarrassed, and hurriedly turned and ran to the downstairs trink store to call the police.

When Zhu Min said this, I interrupted her: “How long is the process of you going downstairs to call the police?”

"Three minutes, maybe five minutes, I can't tell, anyway, my house is on the fourth floor, and I have two or three minutes at a time."Judith went on to say it.

Later, when I got home, my mother had opened all the windows, and while she opened the window, she cried and said, "Xiao Min, you have to be mentally prepared, your father is afraid that he will not live."

At that time, I cried with my mother, but fortunately, after the ambulance arrived to send my father to the hospital, my father finally saved his life, although the brain poisoning caused him to later become a vegetative person, but finally did not leave me and my mother.

From that day on, my mother seemed to be a different person.

She began to live a single life every day, every day a person in and out, the only hope is that I go to school, learn more knowledge, you will never know how depressed and dreary that time, no matter how active I return home to talk to my mother, she is lazy to respond to me, always a very lazy to talk to the look.In this way, I finished three years of high school, and then left my mother to go to the field to go to medical college, this is four years, although I will go home every year to spend the holidays, but feel that my mother seems to be more and more strange, so there is little communication between us, even rarely talk.

Only one day, I saw a very strange thing, that was a night, I slept until the middle of the night, I felt a little thirsty and got up to drink, who thought, but saw my mother standing in the living room, she did not turn on the light, so she hung her head there, as if thinking about things, but when I came closer, I found that her eyes were closed, as if asleep.

At that time, I realized that my mother was suffering from a serious night tour.It is for this reason that I finally chose to work in F City, for my mother, that is, even if this job is no longer satisfactory, I am willing to accept.

However, I found myself back to the f city, my mother's personality is still the same as before, she is very cold, she is not even allowed to let me go home to live, let me rent a house outside alone, anyway, our hospital is far away from home, I just rented a apartment in this corner to live.

“How often do you go home?”I interrupted her.

"A month, sometimes two months."Zhu Min helped the glasses: "Don't question my filial piety, there are many families now even if they live in the same city, but they may not see each other in a year."

“Okay, you’ll say it.”

"In fact, there is nothing to say, and then something happened to my mother, in short, I never heard her mention that she had offended someone, and according to her kind indifferent character, no one should be willing to interact with her, so I really can't think of the reason why others want to hurt her."“Are you saying that she has some kind of mental illness and doesn’t know it?”