Drug Addiction
Chapter 5:Drug Addiction
The old lady's face was full of embarrassment and overwhelmed, and she said, "I... I did not hit him, he himself smashed himself, the neighbors just saw it, he himself smashed himself, it doesn't matter to me..."
“Tiger poison is not food!“Old lady, you are too hard on your daughter-in-law and grandchildren!”
"I've never seen an old lady as hard as you."
“What an old man!”
People always sympathize with the weak.
If Wu Duhui had smashed the bottle at the old lady just now, even if he was right again, people's spears would have pointed at him.
But he hit himself, a high school student, should live a carefree life, but now he is hard to break his head, which is forced to go to what point to even their own life?
People pointed out the old lady, and the voice of blame was more and more, more and more.
The old lady's ears are very good, of course, she can hear what people are saying, know that today she must not be happy, she looked at the eyes and Wu Yihuan in anger, and said reluctantly: "One year, this will give you a year, a year later, immediately empty the house out of me!" 」At the end of the speech, the old lady did not want to stay any longer, and walked out in the accusation of the neighbors on the left and right.
"It's not good for Mom, Mom will take you to the hospital."He hugged his son tightly, and the tears flowed down.
The pleasure...
Wu did happily smash himself a bottle of nothing, but when he heard this little name, he was about to vomit.
"Don't go to the hospital, just wash."He was very measured, only hurt the skin does not hurt the bones, looking very scary, in fact, nothing.
“It’s all bleeding, how can you not go to the hospital?”He looked at the Lord for help.The latter nodded and agreed: “Or go to the hospital!”
On the first day of rebirth, Wu went to the hospital twice, the first time, the back of the head with two stitches, the second time, another needle on the top of the head.
By the time we got home, it was almost noon.
Yu Huan had wanted to take a day off and stay at home to take care of him, but Wu did not agree, repeatedly saying that he was okay and did not need someone to take care of him.
A person at home, a small house of fifty square meters, walked around in less than half a minute.
After watching it, Wu’s face was full of disgust.
Wu was lazy and did not have the habit of keeping a diary, and he wanted to understand his previous life and could only search from the fragmented memory of his mind.
After lunch, Wu Haoqiang began to be restless, and he was irritated and irritated to walk back and forth in the room.
At first, it was just an upset mood, gradually, the body became more and more uncomfortable, and that feeling was like thousands of ants drilling into their own bodies and biting their bones.
Shit it!Wu, who was walking up and down, suddenly stopped, his hands became fists, and cursed in his heart, it was a drug addiction!
Wu Duhu is only 17 years old, the family's conditions are so bad, even if you can get addicted to drugs?
He now really wants to laugh three times, God treats himself so much, not only gives himself the opportunity to be reborn, but also gives himself such a big gift.
He walked back to his room, a little room of less than ten square meters.
At this time, he, the snot tears were completely uncontrolled out of the drain, and the internal organs were churning, as if there was an invisible big hand, smoking his bristles and crushing his bones.
He went to the wall, facing the wall, with his head peeping hammer wall.
In the past life, he also had a drug addiction, and it felt like he had climbed a circle in hell.
In this life, he wants to live well, of course, to quit drug addiction in time.
But unlike the previous life, there was a drug-assisted drug rehabilitation in the previous life, and in this life, he had nothing but to rely on his own willpower to quit drugs.
Just as he was constantly hitting the wall, the pain of external forces to relieve the pain in his body, the phone rang.
The phone rang for more than 20 seconds, and Wu Duhuan came out of the room, went to the master bedroom, and picked up the phone.
“Hello?”
“Fat, at home!”
Wu was happy to stay for a moment before he understood that the old fat thing said by the other party meant himself.
He said, and there was no below.
The other party did not hear the strangeness of his voice, with excitement in the tone, said: "Old fat, come out, Star Brother came to work again!"This time we send the goods to the place, we can each be divided into five."
Wu, who was suffering from drug addiction, did not have the heart to ponder each other's words, and he casually asked, "What goods?"
"Are you stupid?"“Dhu Liantin!”
Dudley?It turns out that Wu's addiction to drugs is here!He finally figured out what was going on, or Wu Duhuan, a student, even secretly helped people with drugs, and at the same time he was also taking drugs.
Alas!He sighed, he did not think he could understand what was in Wu's head, and how he had done this line.
"I won't do this, and I won't call again."
"Ah?"“Fat, what do you say?”
"Don't call me again."
“Hey, fat, you’re crazy, don’t you do it, what do you do next?”
"What to do."After that, he had no patience to say anything, and he threw the microphone on the plane.
He rubbed his painful head, hit it twice on the table with his head, then walked quickly to the kitchen, lifted a kitchen knife back to his room, and he cut it straight into the bedside table, and lay on the bed.
In this way, as soon as he turns his head, he can see the kitchen knife that stands on the bedside table.
If you want to end the pain, it is easy, just pick up the kitchen knife and smear it on the neck.
But then again, you are not afraid of even death, are you afraid of this pain, this torture?
This is exactly what Wu Duhuan is doing psychological construction and psychological hints for himself.
Wu Duhuan is very clear about his desire to survive, even if his body is broken, he has sunk into the sea, he is still struggling to swing the broken arm, desperately upstream, want to live, want to live.
On the battlefield in Myanmar, on the battlefield in Africa, he survived on this desire to survive.
He is not sure whether he can defeat drug addiction by his own willpower, but he can be sure that his desire for survival will definitely overcome drug addiction.
Wu Duhuan, who was lying on the bed, rolled around, and several times he reached out his hand to grab the kitchen knife that stood on the bedside table, but each time his hand was half reached, he took it back.
Or is it that you are not afraid of death, what are you afraid of, what else in the world is more terrible than death?
Especially for him who died once, every time he thought of death, he always had a cold trembling, and the chaotic mind immediately became clear.
Alive!No matter how much pain you experience, no matter how deep you face the desperate situation, you bite your teeth and live, this is the most meaningful thing in life.
I don’t know how long it took, and Wu finally went to sleep.
The sound of the door locks woke him up.
He opened his eyes and felt as if his body had just been washed by water, and his clothes had been soaked in sweat, and even the bedding beneath him had become tidal.
He sat up slowly, turbid, each joint was sore, and each of the ribs was like a few knots.
“The pleasure?The pleasure?”Then came the sound of joy.
What a disgusting woman!Wu did not like the nickname of "happiness", he did not like the metaphor, did not like his physical mother.
Being bullied, not knowing how to fight back, only knowing crying and reverence, this is a manifestation of the weak.
From a young age, his world has always been weak and strong, the strong are king, he does not like the weak, will not sympathize with the weak, the weak, he only despises and disgusts.
Feeling more comfortable, not as uncomfortable as when the drug addiction just happened, he understood that today's drug addiction is to survive.Of course, this is only just the beginning.
He came out of the room, leaning against the door frame, tilting his head, and silently watching the hymn that was changing his shoes.
When Yu Huan changed his shoes and turned back to look at it, he was startled by Wu Duhuan who suddenly stood there.
She said indignation, “Why shouldn’t I be at home?”
A little later, she mentioned the plastic bag in her hand, took out a large piece of sauce pig elbow, and smiled: "Funny, look, what Mom bought for you, your favorite pig elbow!"
Looking at the red pig skin and the fat of white flowers, Wu Duhuan was almost choked by his own mouth.
You are a mother!The son is fat like this grandmother, you are still big fish and big meat!
He shook his head and said firmly, "I don't eat this."
Yu was happy, looked up at him, couldn't help but sneer and said, "The mouth says not to eat, quickly wipe the corner of your mouth!"
Wu Huai subconsciously raised his hand to touch the corner of his mouth, well, the mouth of the mouth of the mouth is flowing out.
At this time, he really had the impulse to hide his face and cry, the conscience of heaven and earth, which was the fucking natural reaction of this body, and he really had nothing to do with it.
“Sit down and eat, and today you’ll have to make up for it!”When she was in the hospital, looking at the wound on her son's head, she was distressed, uncomfortable and self-blame.
Wu Yue's old face flushed and threw down the next sentence: "I'll go take a shower first."Go to the bathroom and walk quickly.
"Ire that your head hurts, and the doctor says you can't get water."
“I know.”
“Let’s wash it when it hurts.”
“...” Wu was lazy to say a lot, and his head did not go back to the bathroom.
He looked at the closed door, some of them idly.
She felt as if she had changed her mind today, but she couldn’t tell her exactly where it wasn’t the same.
She shook her head when she thought again.
For dinner, Wu Duhuan only ate a few pieces of lean meat, drank a bowl of porridge, and did not eat more.
Yu Huan pushed the plate full of pig cubits in front of him and said, “Happiness, eat more!”
Afraid of her, Wu said: "I am dizzy, can't eat, and the doctor also said, now can't eat too greasy."He stood up and went outside.
Yu Yue said, "Happiness, when your head hurts, don't go out to play, go to bed and rest."
"I'm going out to exercise."Wu Duhuan helped and said, "Before the school starts, I plan to lose 50 pounds."
There is still more than a month away from the beginning of school, so short time, how can you suddenly lose 50 pounds?Yu Huan still wanted to talk, Wu Duhuan has already worn shoes, and quickly walked out of the house.
How weak this body is, he has experienced, how much fat can be lost and poured secondly, the key is to first develop the body bone to grow up.
The area of the community here is not small, there are more than 20 buildings, in accordance with Wu Dohuan's plan, they run around the community three times.
After he paid for the action, don't say three laps, he did not even run half of the circle, he was already sweating, sweating along the chin straight down.
He wiped two sweat beads from his face, felt that he could not run, and he used it.In short, even if he used it, he would have to go down three times.
When he walked to an alley behind the community, he met three teenagers of his age.
Seeing him, the three teenagers ran over, and the one at the head, with short hair and tall, looked very spiritual.
He stood in front of Wu Yuhuan, put his hands in his pockets, tilted his head, and blocked his way.
He said, “Fuck, what did you do last night?”You’re too fucking wrong, are you fucking running away when you’re going to use it?”
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