As usual at more than nine o'clock began to write a book, wrote half a chapter, think of the decision that has been made, suddenly there is a kind of impulse to find someone to talk to.

The development of this book is my first book, from the year after the completion of the fourth year after the boring start of the pen, now there are nearly a year and a half, more than 400 days of time, I also become a white-collar dog and become an exam dog, although always a single dog, but this book did accompany me through a critical period.

In terms of grades, in fact, as a college entrance examination language to drag the leg of the science and engineering man, the first book wrote this achievement, no, even if it is only half of the development of the results, there is no regret.

And I know very well that the development can have this achievement, not because I wrote how good, but because of the good time, B station chairman Chen Rui said, "in fact, this generation of young people, 90, 00, they are very patriotic."This is the book I feel the deepest, I myself, from a young life, food and clothing, academic education all the way to the wind, the future is full of expectations, can be said to live in a very good country, such a country is also young people from the heart of love.

Unfortunately, as an author, I obviously can’t control such a subject.

If the previous world I still have a clearer idea, then to the red world, I already do not even know where the ideas are, have the intention to write some different things in each world, but the result can only be in the tangled and chaotic, but also about from that time, every day to write a book into a burden, into for the cost, for the income to force their own writing burden.

After work, even more so, that time gave me the feeling that writing books after work is far away from the office and tired.

Later, my mind in this book has completely collapsed.

No longer trying to shape the characters, no longer trying to think about the plot, even if you write a favorite work, will produce a feeling of not knowing how to write that love, so it is too much, mixed with the number of words mixed with full diligence, watching a reader walk away, do not care, comfort yourself in the heart, find all kinds of excuses, too busy with time or nothing...

In fact, I know very well that the mentality has changed, the beginning of the book, the second finger Zen typing a word of the language, all day long in the thought of the plot feeling has been completely completely, now although ten fingers tapping fast, but sitting in front of the computer, the head is blank.

So I have been saying that there is no one to read until I read it, because I know that I am writing for the reader, not for myself, if there is really no one, then eunuch, I will not feel sorry.

Then I slowly found that there were two hundred and thirty-two readers, no matter how bad and confused I was writing, and that there was never change.

No, it does not mean that there is no change, from about two hundred and fifty, gradually to the present two hundred and thirty-two.

This is an automatically subscribed reader.

It’s clear to me that the vast majority of people in this no longer read my book, but are still automatically subscribing.

Maybe it’s because of my promise that they’re thinking, as long as they subscribe and prove that they’re still there, I’ll keep writing it.

Thanks, really.

I know that most of you will not see this single chapter, but I will say thank you.

I always think that a book, a network of novels, how many people look at piracy, how many people look at the original, in fact, what anti-theft, what copyright awareness, it does not have much to do.

I like it, I want to spend it, that’s all.

So even if you don’t read my book anymore, I know very well that you like my book.

Luo Luo said so much I am really sorry, although I am a gentleman, but sometimes always emotional to their own will be shy, the following into the topic:

There will be no update today.

May 2, or the third, of a new book is an attempt to stick to writing.

May development will be completed, this is the editor said, the new book is best to finish the old book in the month, so in May I don't care about the full service, can not write if I can not force myself to write, I will be good, try to come up with the best state, to finally portray those roles, Emily, Betty, Nina, Estez, Reinhardhardt...

About the new book, the beginning is just a few small, more simple, occasionally fantasizing that a person will steal the scene or plot, so it is still very interesting to write, as for the later ... that is to test the ability to be an author, cough.

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Well, not many people will look at such a long chapter.