Hearing the even breathing from the bed, Rita knew that the two men in the bed were asleep and could not help but relax.Novel

But she still did not dare to move, and waited for ten minutes before moving cautiously toward the outside of the bed, but as soon as she moved out of her legs, her groaning sigh came from the bed.

Rita was scared and rushed to take her legs back.

Do you remember the first scene we met?I don't remember, but I wrote it in my diary, and I remember it clearly."

The voice was obviously Xia's hilly plume, and I didn't know whether it was sleeping or how, and suddenly spoke at this time.

The voice was plitter, completely different from the usual proud tone, and with his narrative, Rita suddenly felt that the page diary was unfolding before her eyes:

2oxx February 20, rain.

A few weeks ago, because of a sudden car accident, my father died, my mother also became a vegetative, I just think the world is gray.

I don't know what to do, my heart is confused, I even thought about suicide, but I don't have the courage, and I also have to take care of my mother.

I asked for help from my relatives.

I came to my uncle's house, they usually have a good relationship with my family, this time also received me, but there is no past intimacy between the looks.

It was only after he had stayed that the uncle had driven me away, and he gave a reason to speak out—the family of Ji, who had put pressure on him.

I knew then that a couple had died in a car accident.

Holding the bank card my uncle gave me when I left, I stood in front of the door, and my heart was cold.

The bank card has millions of yen.

Many.

What I need and what I expect is not money.

The next few days were all the same.

The family is often visited by thieves, even eating breakfast on the road, people will be robbed of food, and even the hospital where the mother is located has begun to refuse to provide medicine.

At this time, someone told me that if I went to the young master of the Ji family as a maid, maybe the Ji family could open the face.

I promised.

Because I’m so tired, I can’t stand it.

2oxx March, rain.

Today, I met the young master of the season.

He was a house, but a strange one, handsome and wanted to be close to him.

If it had been in the past, I might have taken the initiative to talk to him, but now I only hate.

This is the person, this is the family where this person is, and I have fallen to this point!

I wish I could pick up the scissors in my bag and stab him in the throat!

But the only remaining sanity in my heart told me that my mother still needs me to save, so I can't be capriated.

As the Ji family needed, I seduced him, I put on a look of shame, said unscrupulous words.

When the boy jumped up, I was sick and had the urge to vomit.

Not because of the guy, but because of myself.

I was crying!

I can’t even do that!

Shit, you are so rubbish!

But the boy got up from me and said, ‘Since you’re not aware, don’t play with fire.’

2oxx March, clear.

The next few days were well-deprecated.

My mother transferred to the high-end hospital in Huaxia, and relatives were also taken care of in their work, and my attitude changed from estrangement to respect.

All because of the season.

It is said that the grandfather of the Ji family felt that I changed the Jijun, so he became positive, so he changed his attitude towards me.

Indeed, the season has changed.

He sold his dolls and handicrafts and started doing something serious, but did he really change because of me?

No, because I couldn’t see in his eyes, even though he was usually very kind to me.

After a long time, I am a really good person.

But what about that?

He is my enemy and I cannot like him.

2oxx April, Yin.

The next casual network conversation, I met a man named Teacher Empty, he is the author of the famous light novel "Sword God Domain".

He was strict and generous, taking care of me like an elderly person, not only providing a lot of advice for my novels, but also making some enlightenment for my life.

I really like the empty teacher, after losing his parents, he is the only one who can make me warm.

2oxx April 20, rain.

This day was a nightmare for me.

The empty teacher I respect in my heart is actually seasonal!

Although I had long suspected this, when the truth of the matter was in front of me, my heart only felt cold.

One is my family, one is my enemy.

Now tell me they are all the same!

God, aren’t you playing me enough?

I ran out like crazy, and then I was picked up in the rain.

At night, the pain in my stomach hurts, and Ji Jun carries me everywhere to go to the hospital.

Look at the look of his forehead sweating, to say that the heart is not moved is false.

But what about that?

I thought that after the death of my parents, I had a family that I could tell my heart, but this was just a lie.

Relatives and enemies are intertwined, admiration and hatred overlap, and I know that my heart has begun to twist.

But what about that?

Let’s go down like this, no one really cares about me.

2oxx May 3, clear.

Today’s diary, I don’t know how to write it.

The diary should be used to reflect my own mood, but I do not know what words to use to express my mood at this time.

If you want to say anything, be saved.

Ji changed my novel and submitted a manuscript to the electro-stun library in my name, although it was written, but it should be a very angry thing.

But when I was angry to ask, I ushered in the king's mouth gun.

In the past, when I saw those villains being said by the protagonists, they suddenly realized that I felt very disdainful...

But now think about it, it is really ridiculous, because I have also been saved by the mouth.

When Ji Jun took me and the real white hand was stacked and said, "We are family", the feeling of redemption rises from the heart.

I looked at Ji Jun, and suddenly felt that the roles of Ji Empty and Empty Teacher overlapped in him.

At this moment, I told myself.

Shit, you are in love.

2oxx July 10th, clear.

I like the season.

I love watching his back while he’s working.

I like to watch his gushing sideways face as he speaks.

I like his shiny eyes when he is gentle.

...

Although he already has a girlfriend, these are not for me, anyway, my end is married into the season, right?

I have such an idea in my heart, and in some things, I can see more.

But the Lord didn’t accept me.

Several times, I wanted to sneak into Ji Jun’s bedroom.

I’m not trying to do something shameful, I just want to be closer to the season...

...

“In my eyes, you are my Redeemer, my beloved.”

“But in your eyes, what am I?”

Looking at the side of the season, Xia Shuqiu said softly.