“Hungry not hungry?”After I came out, Shenman was combing his hair in the mirror and asked.

“It’s okay, I’m not so hungry!”

"Then let's talk for a while, let's go out and buy food together, and we'll cook and eat at home, and it's rare that no one has been with me for a long time."

I said, “Oh,” and I hugged her from behind!

Shen Man slightly stepped back, put his face close to my chest, eyes staring at the mirror in the lookless like the same self, slightly smiled and sighed: "You say, in fact, look at this, I still look very good, not old, right?" 」

"It's beautiful, it's beautiful."

"Well, women like to listen to good words, you say a few words to me to listen to..." Shen Man smiled like a flower, staring at himself in the mirror, as if the peony flower had just bloomed after the rain and dew, with the kind of white light red look after the rain, even Shen Man himself felt that how could he be beautiful?

Are those words true, women are nourished by men after they have such a look?

I smugly hugged Shenman and said a bunch of flesh and hemp, Shen Man smiled and turned around to pat my hand and said, "Get up!I’m a little softer, let’s just lie down and talk?”

I can't ask for it!

Shenman went to pull the curtains, but she opened the light yellow light, she lay in my arms, fingers to pull the scar on my left arm, but after a long time did not open the mouth.

I wondered, “Didn’t you say something to me?”

“Yes—”

"But I am afraid that after some words are spoken, I may lose you, and I am still hesitating, whether I will give you freedom and let you fly..." Shen Man grumbled in my arms and sighed.

“What freedom?”

“Did you tell me about your girlfriend in college?”He stood up and said, “Shut up, and he said, ‘Shut up.’

I think she may be listening to my heartbeat, if I lie, I can't hide from her, so after a moment's hesitation, I didn't hide the matter of Wen Xiaomo.

"Sounds like a good girl, I thought you would rekindle with Xu Lu's old love when you go to Yangcheng, but it sounds like this girl called Wen Xiaomo seems to match you more!"Shenman sighed, and after a while asked, “Do you love her?”

I was dazed in my heart, and sighed bitterly, “If I said I liked her, would you think I was too scum?”

"Will--" Shen Man bit his lip, "in fact, the scum is not just you, I know that I am not suitable for you, know that we have such a relationship, in the eyes of Yali is unusual, before you come back, I dream to break with you, but just now I am not ashamed?"Even if you deliberately put up that kind of posture to abuse me!”

“Where am I mistreating you?”I couldn't laugh.

“There is!”Shen Man gritted his teeth and hummed, “Don’t you know that posture is shameful?”And you are comfortable, you get so much every time, don't you know how difficult it is to clean it?"

“Next time I’ll wash it for you!”

“Oh, shameless little dog—”

“Look at you, I’m a wolf dog, and you’re not—”

“You still said—”

Shen Man pinch me for a moment, biting his teeth and irritated, “I even abandoned the bottom line, you know?”I can only take the initiative, but as soon as you come back this time, I can't resist you at all, I can't resist you at all, it's really... iniquity!"

I hugged her a little and sighed, “If I don’t go back to school this time, break up with Wen Xiaomo!”

Shenman was silent for a moment and sighed and sneered, “Do you want to?”You hurt her, don’t you want to?If one day, we get along with each other out of contradictions, when you think of her again, you will only think that she is better, and will only dislike me...”

“Is it because I think too far, so I think we...”

"No," Shen Man laughed bitterly, "it's that you're really young, young with many benefits, but there's one thing that's hard to understand when you're young, that thing is called responsibility!"

My mind flashed a little, and finally understood what the reason I had been lost was, because the one I lacked that could calm me down was indeed a responsibility.

I did not think how to be responsible for Shenman, nor did I think how to be responsible for Wen Xiaomo, just feel loved, and saw a beautiful word, I couldn't help but want to pick, expressed my favorite look after, I reached out my hand!

"So, in many stories, when a woman teaches a boy how to be a man, if a man does not understand the responsibility of such things, in the end, he will inevitably escape the fate of being abandoned..."

"I thought for a long time, I think you may not be bad, but you are really young, you do not know that the responsibility and love are sometimes linked, so I now tell you, neither like you one day abandoned me because of dislike, but also do not want, you have attracted others, but irresponsible to disperse..."

“So what should I do?”I laughed and asked.

Shen Man raised his face to stare at me affectionately, reached out and held my face, and smiled with a complicated expression: "If you like, you will go to socialize, if you don't interact, how do you know if she is really the right person for you?"

“I don’t understand a little...”

“There is something I don’t understand!”Shen Man came up, clapped on my chin, smiled and said, "I just hope you, when you have experienced something, you will become the kind of man I imagined in my mind, but now at least you are not, and I have not expected you to really marry me, really!" 」

I stared at the bright eyes of Shenman, somewhat complicated.

"I have probably imagined what my own love will be like one day, most of the time I will think, in fact, I may find an honest person to live, he does not hate me can not give birth to children..."

"But all the women I see who can't bear children, almost none of them can survive, even if they love to die and live at the beginning, and in the end they can't bear the family factors and various pressures, and they shoot and disperse—"

Shen Man said a lot of words, it does not sound sad, but she herself has long been desperate for her physique, which makes me more guilty, last time I saw Zhong Haishan, asked Liao Qingzhu things, asked his left arm, but forgot to help Shenman ask, also forgot to help Wen Xiaomo asked, a moment to think of these, even lost!

“Hey—” Shen Man pinch me, “are you listening?”

“Oh, I just want to say that pregnancy can be cured!”I couldn't help but hold up Shen Man and sigh, "I'm not that shit yet, in fact, I haven't reached that step yet..."

“Well, I don’t think you can do it yet?”Shen Man clapped close to my arms and smiled at my waist, “But if it’s true, then I’ll cure myself one day, and then look forward to it, if you still want me...”

Shen Man curled up in my arms and said he fell asleep, I looked down at her white as the perfect body and curves of snow, beautiful people like jade, lying in the arms, can't help but ask myself, am I satisfied?

Shen Man's words for this, I will not be clear what she wants to express, but the word "responsibility" suddenly jumped out, but it is like a shackle, making me feel heavy!

Shenman slept in my arms very sweet, but I was thinking about something for three hours, until Shenman quietly woke up in my arms and I didn't notice.

“What are you thinking?”Shen Man's finger suddenly stretched out, trying to smooth my frown, "will it be that I suddenly told you these, so that your psychological pressure is too much, in fact, think about it, you are only 19 years old after all."

“You are right!”I smiled and sighed, "I didn't think of these problems before, you suddenly woke me up, maybe I'm too greedy, you should be satisfied, but you should be satisfied, but provoke others!" 」

“I’m so content to think so!”Shen Man propped up his body and stared at me gently, “Don’t think about it anymore, okay?”In fact, I have long known that I can't limit your future, it is the same as I can't give you the same company you want, we can only warm each other, as long as you still like me, even if it is my body, I will always be good to you."

Shen Man said, a deep kiss touched me, warmly like a fire of the mouth of the lychee aroma all over to me, a moment later quietly trembling will be the full grind plate sitting up, biting his lips softly said: "Before you leave, love me very much..."