“Seven...”

“Nine...”

“Eleven.”

“Blood—blood is not enough!”Wei Xiaoqi suddenly found that there were still earthworms, but the thirteenth year did not appear, and her face turned a little white for her time, and shouted at Wanjiao, "Do you still have blood?"If there is not enough blood, it will not lead to the last earthworm!”

“Oh, yes!”Wan delicately bit her teeth, there is no, but just stood up, she opened her hands and asked, "But who helped me get blood?"

“Take it yourself, just tie the part I just had!”Wei Xiaoqi urged, “Hurry up!”

At this time, the politeness does not exist, the last earthworm has not come out, Wei Xiaoqi is also in a hurry, if you leave a thorn can not pull out, the earthworm is likely to become a fierce lizard, can no longer be removed!

Wan Jiaojiao a little embarrassed, and then picked up a box hastily turned his head into the bathroom, Liso's short skirt straight up, then to the next fold, crouched down and looked at himself there, gritted his teeth and fell with a three-legged silver needle, his hand accidentally shook a little, the mouth was a little big, the blood burst time dripping!

Wei Xiaoqi listened to a slight exclamation inside and shouted hurriedly: “Are you all right?”

“No, it’s all right!”Wan Jiao squatted there, watching his blood slowly dripping into the box, and did not know how much, just biting his teeth, until the wound did not bleed, only to stand up, almost a stumbling and shaking did not stand!

The dangerously guarded the blood in the box, casually put the pants on, Wanjiao took about 200CC of blood out, the face is obvious some of the whiteness after taking excessive blood!

“Is it enough?”Wan Jiao gritted his teeth, handed the box over, did not dare to look at a dozen of the next glassware, like yellow eels in the perverted and twisted earthworm, looks too disgusting!

“Try it, it’s almost over!”Wei Xiaoqi bit his teeth and said, "The meridian is plucked, the son is the Yin, the sun is the sun at noon, the earth clam is the pupod, can only pluck the clams, miss this time, the next time can not come out, will cause a big disaster!" 」

My whole person, has been so painful to get out, all over the cold sweat for a while and for a while, the left half of the body almost with the cutter is almost cut by a lot of knife, the pain is only a convulsion!

I suddenly picked up a towel to help me sweat!

At this time, Wei Xiaoqi glanced at the time really fast enough, directly picked up the blood in the box, and poured the earthworms hanging above my mouth.

With a strong smell of blood, time shone down the earthworm's body, dripping little by little in my mouth, and then down my throat!

That feeling is not a simple word that can be described!

Finally, I felt the truss of the long-term rip again, and this time, I obviously found that Wei Xiaoqi's face was white, eyes were wide, holding a towel to help me wipe the sweat of the bees, but also as if stunned, the towel fell down, covered the mouth and ran to the bathroom!

I don't understand what they saw, but the feeling of colic in the next moment, as if it was broken, I directly pained, suddenly lost all feeling, coma past!

The darkness.

The pain!

The pain is torn!

Suddenly, faintly, the cry came into my mind, I opened my eyes hard to see the past, only a weak figure curled up in the kitchen crying, the thin shoulders and her body of the broken flower shirt, I vaguely feel where to see!

I walked over and stood by the kitchen door and watched her cry.

Suddenly, she turned her face to look at me, her eyes were red and swollen, scolding: “Why are you here?”Go back to sleep!”

Mother?

My heart shook, but I couldn’t make a sound!

Suddenly, the torn pain came from the scalp!

“You are a wild man...”

“The bottle...”

“Go back...”

“Look at what?”

“Did the old man kill you, do you believe it?”

Suddenly, the pain came to mind, the soy sauce bottles and salt cans in the kitchen were all overturned, the pain of the belt beating on me, the weak figure rushed over, blocking me, and the beating under the belt was on her body.

The face fights.

The picture in front of me was suddenly blurred.

I curled up under the table crying.

The sound of smearing came into my ears, and I covered my ears hard.

Suddenly, a gentle feeling came, and then I was hugged tightly in my arms: “Go... Ashu does not cry...Sister takes you to sleep...”

I am still crying.

But this gentle embrace never let go of me, constantly holding me, gently touching my hair, I slowly fell asleep in her arms - the world seemed to be quiet.

“It hurts.”I gritted my teeth.

“It’s okay, it’s okay...”

This voice suddenly passed into my ears, and I suddenly opened my eyes again, first into my eyes, first with a strong white light, and then a pair of black and white eyes, and a crying red eye!

There was a moment when I thought it was my mother's eyes, until I slowly and clearly saw the whole face of Shenman, my eyes were gradually liberated from the pain, and transformed into a trace of dazedness and numbness, looking at Shenman without God, and opened my mouth half-way: "Where is this?"

The body moves, all the pain is torn!

Shen Man hastened to help me pad a pillow behind my waist, helped me sit up, the expression was bitter and distressed, said: "You finally woke up, almost did not scare me to death, here is a private villa specially for you to free up for temporary recuperation, has not been sold out after development, the doctor is also she paid a private doctor to take care of you, and Miss Wei, she has been watching your situation..."

“Miss Wei?“The little boy?”I slowly turned back to God, turned my head and looked out of the window, the floor-to-ceiling glass outside is a small area of the garden, the lawn and flowers seem very angry, but I am suddenly a little confused, as if I can not be freed from the previous painful dream.

Shen Man reached over and took my hand and frowned bitterly, “You’re dreaming, aren’t you?”I heard you say a dream."

“Well...what did I say...” I went back to God and looked at Shenman sighing and asking.

“You call your mother...and don’t fight... and your sister... you may be holding me like her, sometimes you will always hold me, hold me tight, maybe you are afraid...” Shen Man leaned over, put my head carefully around her soft chest, and sighed softly, “I want to know what kind of childhood you have experienced, but I dare not ask, because I can feel it, that childhood must make you very miserable.”

I snuggled in Shenman's chest, emotionally complex sighed: "Actually not complicated, but I did not want to admit it before, now suddenly feel that there is nothing..."

Shen Man gently stroked my head and said, “You love your mother very much, don’t you?”

I said, "I used to hate her, hate her to bring me into this world, hate her so unscrupulously married to such a scum, hate her every day beaten and do not know the resistance, hate her has been suffering all kinds of grievances, will only cry and cry... As if every day she is a kind of grudge... Why?Why not resist?”

Shenman silently did not answer, perhaps she can understand the psychology of women sometimes bear the burden of humiliation, but can not explain!

"But I also hate myself so small, it has always been her to drag the oil bottle!" 」I gritted my teeth, and my fist slowly shook it and said, "If she strangles me, she may be able to choose a different life, she is not easy to see, why should she always take me this bottle of oil, I can't understand, but..."

"But her only good thing should be on you, because you are her flesh and blood, the only thing she can feel the real existence of the world..." Shen Man finally couldn't help but continue to say, bitter sigh, "I have not had a child, but I probably stepped on it, she has long been desperate for life, spurring and scolding for her, may have been numb, her only motivation to live, only you..."

I gritted my teeth, and the tears slipped silently through my eyes!

Shenman is right!

I hate her reason, just because I hate my birth, but I have been in a helpless growth environment, I hate myself is just her drag oil bottle, never can help her!

I was very young and wanted to stand up to her without getting hurt, but I couldn't do it all the time, she was always helping me to be beaten, she lived in this world, the only thing she could do best was to be a mother until she died.

My pain is that she hasn’t laughed since I was born, she hasn’t been happy, and all this is something I’ll never be able to get back... She’s dead.

There will always be all kinds of regrets in this world, the trees are quiet and the wind is not, the son wants to be absent, I have been cowardly, but until today, I think that I have been strong, and those who are hidden in the deepest part of my heart, do not want to show some emotions, after all, still can't hold themselves out.

I hate her.

But I love her more.

I miss her.

But I never saw her again.

I wanted to hold her weak body and say to her, “I will protect you!”

But the son wants to stay and stay...