January 11th is an untimely day.

For the life of Zhou Xiaohu and Zhou Xiaoyuan, this day is the person they have lost their favorite person in life, and the faith that supports them for two years.

I took them to the hospital first, told them which bed was lying down during the treatment of Aunt Zhou, took them to the attending doctor, and told them that this doctor had helped their mother to fight cancer together...

There are a lot of stories in the hospital.

Although Aunt Zhou is only a small person, her idea of survival is very strong, and she is very hard to do chemotherapy, but she has never complained, did not feel that life is unfair, she always thought, maybe one day, she can get better and go back to see her own children.

It is said that parents are the children of God.

But in Aunt Zhou's belief, her daughter is also her God!

After doing chemotherapy to lose hair, Aunt Zhou wears a wig to take a photo, hoping that we can help, before the small circle grows up, every year to give him and the little girl some hair, let them feel...

In fact, after doing the hair, Aunt Zhou knew that she must not be good, she could not live, but she continued to carry it, did not dare to use her most emorous side to see her children, afraid of their own pain, afraid that they would see their own appearance, leaving shadows in the future, afraid of fear...

In the end, she took her own fear and quietly went to another world.

Every corner of the hospital, where Aunt Zhou had been, and even under the window sill where she stood when she looked at the outside weather, I took the little circle and the circle to see it again.

Finally, back to the ward where Aunt Zhou had been, he pointed to a bed and sighed, “Your mother left here quietly, she should not have much pain, because she always has you in her heart, if you can live better, if there is another world, she should be happier...”

With a “wow” cry, Zhou Xiaoyuan finally did not tug, and cracked his mouth and made a sad cry.

The small circle gritted his teeth hard, bitten and bite... his lips were bleeding, his body was trembling, his eyes were red, and tears rolled down his cheeks silently, but he did not cry, but he reached out and hugged his sister Xiaoyuan tightly, choked his voice, but was strong and comforted: “It’s okay, the sister is okay...

She cried and said, “I want a mother.”

The little circle said that the mother went to the distance, you do not cry, she saw you crying and should be sad to cry, do you want to see your mother shed tears?

“I don’t want to... but I think Mom...” Xiao Yuan cried like an ugly cat.

“I think so too!”Zhou Xiao circle helpless, reached out and wiped a tears that had ate herself in the line of sight, biting his teeth and choking, "But she has gone somewhere else!"

I heard this, nor did I resist, turning around and quietly smearing the tears of the corners of my eyes.

Standing with Liu Dan from a distance, they were red-eyed and their eyes were smearing their tears.

It is said that parents are the daughter of the day, the parents' distance, is equivalent to the daughter's sky fell, outsiders may be difficult to imagine this grief and pressure suddenly fell on the weak body, what kind of pain?

But I am well aware!

The circle has grown up after all!

I bit my teeth, can't help but take a deep breath and sigh: "Little circle, your mother left a lot of things for you, there are long hair and braids she put away, said that it is the future when Xiaoyuan married, leaving thousands of dollars, said that if you go to college, give you the living expenses, and ... she said that if you will go to college, marry your wife and get married, go to her grave to see her, her grave is actually in Nanguan, is Liu Dan teacher to help."

This time, the little circle did not hold back, he loosened the small circle, squatting on the ground, holding his head to make a burst of lamentation like a wounded beast in the mountains, a burst of bitter crying, straight to the heart.

There is nothing more painful than losing the person who loves the world, if you have not suffered, then you are probably not mature, when you know the pain, you began to understand the world!

Not because there are too many beautiful things, it is worth chasing, this world is more beautiful, but because there is a pain that you can not bear, you have to do your best to protect it will not happen, in this effort, you have seen the hardships, sour and bitter, colorful... that is, is the real beauty of the world.

January 12th.

It’s almost a day since New Year’s Eve!

Liu Dan and Zhulian each busy lemon APP "rural fruit hundred family" charity plan, I with crying swollen eyes of the little circle and little round brothers and sisters visited the Yangcheng, the most prosperous side of the metropolis to show them!

This is like, let the frog at the bottom of the well see a huge forest, standing in the small waist high starry sky observation deck, I pointed to the tens of millions of buildings below the pile of blocks and said: "This is the city of Yangcheng, when you stand under, you will feel the momentum of the tall buildings oppress you, make you feel like an ant, but when we stand here, the tall building itself is ant, we can have the vision of a giant——"

"People must become stronger, even if the footsteps are not standing in the highest place, the heart must go to a higher place, so as to see the real world that is out of reach for themselves, because one day, you will also become other people's parents, you should be like your mother, leave a story for your children to listen to..."

I take them to see the prosperity of the city, not to let them learn to worship gold, learn to envy the city's glamour and luxury, but to hope that they understand that the children who have lost their parents are like eagles flying alone, and you have to start to find their own direction, because the warm nest that belongs to the past has been lost!

There is no place, no return.

The night.

Ye shallows heard about the small circle and the small circle, said that they wanted to invite them to eat a meal, and then called us to her residence together, and we also talked about this time about the lemon APP charity plan of "Shangguo Baicun Tong".

In the past two days, Ye has used the relationship to let the charity fund and road repair things pass in the shortest possible time, the charity fund is the lemon APP, and promised that every year in the future, as long as the lemon APP still exists, every year will carry out such a charitable plan, highway construction things, Liu Dan has also communicated, the county government is in favor and willing to allocate part of the existing funds to support this project!

Chen Tao has taken a group of people to the southern gate of the mountain, began to collect a steady stream of fruits and vegetables from the fruit and vegetable base, arrange vehicles, every day in accordance with the amount of donations, continue to ship out, and make detailed data records, so as to avoid any accident and the population!

As for the slow sales of fruits and vegetables, Ye shallow here himself found a few friends, just on the slow sales of millions of pounds of fruit, in fact, almost by our people have been divided up more than half, according to the first day of APP topic to participate in the heat and flow, it is very likely that the money raised, in the end there will be no supply of fruits and vegetables!

In this case, we also made advance preparations, the date of the activity is closed, no matter how much money, if you do not receive the donor of the fruit, we will unconditionally compensate in the name of the permanent use of a fruit tree in the fruit and vegetable base, no matter how many years in the future, as long as the donor in the fruit and vegetable base ripening period, want to eat fruit, only need to send a message with the person responsible for Nanguan, you can receive fresh fruit from Nanguan Mountain!

According to the annual output of a navel orange tree 200 pounds, equivalent to a donation of 100 yuan, can enjoy the authority of 200 pounds of fruit per year, the period is permanent!

January 13th.

Liu Dan took a small circle and small circle to prepare to return.

“I’ll see you when I can, work hard!”I touched the small circle and the small circle of the head of the comfort road.

“Yes, I will!”The small circle gritted its teeth and looked at me with great firmness and said, "Mr. Lin, thank you, I will grow up in the future, and I must become a person like you!"

I laughed and said, “Don’t you have to be like me?”In fact, such a teacher is not so good, I hope you can always remember your mood and will today, no matter what the future is, do not forget the original intention, okay?"

“Hmm!”The small circle nodded his head, holding his sister tightly!

Liu Dan's eyes were red, came and hugged me slightly, and then the tone was complicated in my ear sighed: "Someone remember to go back to the south, it is now different, many villagers are thinking about you and Teacher Wen, they are now killing pigs every year before the New Year, I just go down to visit, will ask Teacher Lin and Wen teacher do not come, if they come, they will kill a pig..."

“Why kill a pig?”“Did I eat a pig with Wen Xiaomo?”

"You know their hearts..." Liu Dan wiped his eyes, turned around and waved his hand, "Go away, often come to see us!"

I waved my hand, said a "good" word, turned my head, and when I turned my head, I found that the lingu was wiping tears with my back, and couldn't help but smile and say, "What are you crying about?"Don’t you want to go back anyway?”

“You take care of me!”He reached out and slapped me, biting his lip and hugging my arm tightly, making a sad coquettish voice, “I don’t care, I am sad today, you can’t go anywhere, stay with me...”

I nodded, touched her head, and smiled, "Okay."

In fact, what is the difference between me, huan, and small circle?The sadness of the small circle, I and Zhulian, who lost the warmth of his family early, of course, felt the same, how uncomfortable she felt, I have the same.