Lin said, if I don't ask, then she won't say.

But I asked, she didn’t want to lie to me.

This is a story from a few years ago.

Lin late at that time just promised the conditions of Qishanhai, Qishanhai to help her out of prison, but she had to bear the training pain after her release, Qi Shanhai also described how much that torture will hurt, but Lin night is still unrelenting to promise him!

As long as you can get out of prison, as long as you can become strong, Lin Wan is willing.

Later, she learned that people's physique and strength can no longer be changed after an age, which is why martial arts and kung fu have to be practiced from childhood!

If not, then the next day!

The idea of Qishanhai and Guan Yuanyue is to turn Lin's evening exercise into a sharp knife, which can penetrate the enemy's heart and swim between various high-risk tasks!

These tasks, Lin Wan may have to face other people's drug testing, spring and mystery drugs, etc. These are the things that Lin night needs to prevent epidemics, so in the early stage of training, her body has to go through crazy drug injections, medicine baths and continuous bleeding in training and then healing experiments.

This is the most secret special training method of the security department, and it will be a death squad!

Because Lin Wan is neither a military or military, nor has he practiced the basis of kung fu, so this is the only special training method that can be selected!

Lin said that there are very few women in the special training camp, and there are not many people who can survive, and sometimes they will see those who were still alive the day before being carried out, and the body is directly incinerated at the special training base to prevent leakage!

Almost two or three months, Lin night felt that life was better than death, but after the two or three months, even Lin night himself was surprised at his will and resilience!

Guan Yue told her that she had only survived all the anti-drug training at the same time, and she was the best of the seventeen people in the same batch.

Then, the real combat and assassination and the like mission training!

Lin night found that his sensitivity and resistance to poison worms have indeed increased, but in fact, she has not understood what kind of experiment her body went through.

So about two years ago, after completing a mission in London, when she passed the Royal Hospital, she suddenly had the idea to test her body, because she was an imposter, disguised as a female college student at Imperial College to perform a task, even after the inspection, the results of the test can be installed on the female college student!

"So, the final result of the detection is that my body has a lot of functional impairment, foreign conclusions are dull neuron induction, especially painful nerves, but the resistance is strange two or three times that of ordinary people, for the drug resistance is very strong -" Lin said here, can not help shrugging, "so many times, are not afraid of pain and seize the opportunity to kill the target!" 」

I listened to the feeling of feeling sad, frowning: "Have you had the results in the beginning?"If not, I will take you to the lab of Asakusa and re-test it again, if the drug special training broke your body nerves or meridians, we can slowly find a way to cure it!"

Lin shook his head late, his eyes stared at me bitterly: "No, I didn't leave the bottom of the original test results, but also the doctor who was shocked to ask the experts to help me review, the physical problems I actually don't care, life can live for decades, some people are longer, some people are shorter, I don't care if I can live a long life, as long as I can live 40 or 50 years old, not a short-lived ghost!" 」

“Sister...” I stared at her a little angry.

“Really, I just don’t want to lie to you!”Lin night let me look at some scars on her belly, pointed to his abdomen and said, "The doctor said that my purple palace is atrophied because of a lot of drugs and toxins, so it is atrophied, this life can not have their own children, the original anti-drug experiment, my ovulation ... egg function was lost!" 」

I rolled my eyes so wide that I couldn’t speak!

Lin Wan smiled and said, "But it doesn't matter, I don't care if I have children in my life, I can not care about everything before and after, as long as you have this brother on the line, we used to be dependent on each other, I hope you don't dislike me in the future."

My heart was sore, I felt a feeling of astringence at the end of my nose, and I wanted to cry.

“Sister.”I hugged Lin late, gritted my teeth and said, "It's not that I used to drag you down, if it wasn't for my waste to break your heart, you wouldn't have..."

"Stupid Ashu..." Lin late hugged my head, a soft sigh, "If it wasn't for you, my sister wouldn't be strong, it would have sense to live on each other, and maybe on the day when my father died, I would have committed suicide too!"

I don't think I know Lin late!

Because from a young age, her image in my mind is gentle and powerful, she has always protected and inclusive me, but my childhood memories are only weak and painful, never thought about Lin late at that time the spiritual world is like!

It wasn’t until she said now that she had thought about suicide that I felt guilty: “Why?”

“It’s too depressing!”Lin gritted his teeth late and said, “It’s too desperate!”

It's too depressing!

It's desperate!

Is this the memory of Lin Xiao’s childhood?

I can't help but think of the bad years of my past, my "stepfather", that is, Lin's biological father, the drunkard and the gambler, never care about the life and days of the family, not to smash the things at home, or to hit my mother and me.

Perhaps, before my mother and the rotten person, he had always put these desperate emotions in life on Lin night?

“Did he hit you too?”I asked with a bitter smile in a complicated tone, and I did not dare to ask her these questions before, but then I did not have the opportunity to ask her these questions.

“Shut up!Always fighting!”Lin night sighed, "When your mother didn't take you to my house, as long as he looked at the house, he blamed me for not doing anything well, and after a hard beating, he would shut me up outside the dark door and not let me in, unless I knelt outside the door and begged for forgiveness to say that I was wrong, and the next time he never did it again, he let me in..."

Such pictures and memories coincide with the image of the bad person in my memory!

I said, “Does he treat his own daughter like that?”

“Who knows!”Lin Wan took a deep breath and sighed, "I don't have a deep memory for my mother, from me, he will only gamble money except for drinking, he pretends to be a good person for a while, when your mother brings you into, he will become the rotten person again, huh..."

“Suddenly I thought our lives were really hard!”

“Yes, I was so hard to kill myself!”Lin said, "A few times, I was locked in the black and lacquered door after he was beaten, I planned to run away from home, but out of a long way, I did not know where to go, once picked up a piece of tiles to learn to cut my wrist suicide, only to find that it is really painful and painful..."

“Sister...”

Lin said late, crying.

Some things should have been buried in her heart for a long time, and even these things in this world only she knows how desperate and painful, she has never told me about these painful experiences, but has always been gentle and powerful in a gentle and powerful image to me, to protect me!

"It's okay."Lin late wiped tears, gently pushed me away, smiled and said, "But they survived, watching you now become a strong man, I am very happy, very good!" 」

“Sister, I swear!I will never let anyone bully you again, will never let you suffer such pain again, absolutely to help you heal all the pain you have endured!”I raised my hand and swore!

Even I thought it was silly to swear like this, but at this moment, I couldn't find another way to express my inner feelings and determination for Lin Wan!

I can't help her to bear the pain, but from now on I hope to help her defuse the scars in her heart, because I have the new birth, Lin night with all the pain she has borne!

Lin Wan stared at me and smiled, took my hand down and said, “Stupid, not stupid?”What oath do I take?I don't say it, I see you getting better, I am very happy in my heart, as long as you are not like that rotten father, as long as you can bring a sense of stability to the people around... ... In fact, I still don't want to have blood on your hands, if there is such a thing, I will still leave it to me to do it."

I want to cry again!

My life is not very hard, but it is good!

Lin night took a long breath, and then smiled and patted my head that I was tall and finally became a man in her mind, so that I must be a good man... and then wiped my red eyes and said to take a bath!

I looked at her white back all over the scars, the heart of the sting, and from time to time I felt warm, complex emotions, sour and astringency did not shed tears!

I met Lin late, it is a blessing for a lifetime!