At that moment, I did not know whether what Phoenix said was true; she came up and told me that she had saved Xiaoya; then I was the man she had ordained; and she said that she was the essence of her desire for goodness and beauty.

I was all ungushed!What is true and what is false, that boundary is beginning to blur; and hidden in the bottom of my heart, the sense of justice that saves the girl who has lost her feet in water and fire, instantly fills my mind.

Looking at me, she smiled and grabbed me a little bit by bit and said, “You know what?At first I hated you, you actually grew up to such a big man like that to others, you were the first man to be a rogue to me!Every night, I would like to kill you, the more I want to hate, the more I hate, the more I want to.For a long time, I found myself, can not forget you, if you die, I feel heartache; Wang Yan, this is love?Am I already in love with you?”

I was told by her, and I didn’t know what to do!Sometimes, I know that she told me this, there must be her purpose, her essence is to use me.But in the face of her, in the face of what she said, I unconsciously began to shake and began to believe...

Under the table, I took my fingernails and choked my thighs and said, “That’s fine!Since you long for those beautiful lives, you long for sisters like Xiaoya!Then you go with me, let's get out of here, in my motherland, you will surely live an ideal life!"

Listening to me, she bowed her head slightly, looked at the other place with a lost eye and said, "Impossible, Wang Yan, none of us can go; once we enter here, in this organization, I can never go back!"Because the price of betrayal is endless pursuit!The organization will chase the traitor to the ends of the earth!“His family, everything about him!”

Taking a deep breath, she said, "Wang Yan, from the moment you lifted my veil, you are the person in the organization, and you can never leave!"I can let you go too, but do you want to be chased by a dark organization for the rest of your life?And your family, your children, everything you have!”

“What about the river rhyme?Will you kill her?”When I heard the phoenix, I was scared!Although I know that once Jiang sister returns home, she will be safe!But these people, they are omnipresent, you can't stand it!Otherwise, Jiang sister would not have been caught here by these people.

“Don’t worry!First of all, Jiang Yun is not an organized person; second, her value is to lead you out.Now that you are here, the organization will not work the people to hurt the money, and move her again; for now she has lost its meaning to us."Phoenix said, her fingers, little by little, touched the back of my hand.

I took a breath, as long as Jiang sister was safe; just Phoenix's words just now, but let me into another kind of despair!I can run away, I can get out of here; but can I still go to Jiang sister again?In that case, I will involve her, including all my relatives!

If this organization is in the country, if I can escape one day, I will definitely turn to the government and give them an old nest!But ah, people are not in my own country, we can't control them; the thought of escaping is also the result of death, that feeling is even worse than death!

Have I really been with my sister in this life?And what happened to her now?Has the child been born successfully?Is she okay?

"So, Wang Yan, let's all accept the fate and calmly accept the reality in front of us!"With her mouth shut, she looked at me confusedly and said, "Look at me, I am not worse than your lover; we are together, live well, your position in the family, certainly not low!"Do you accept the organization, become a member of it, and then together, we try to change it; to make it from a killing organization to a race full of hope for life, is it not good?”

Speaking of this, she took my hand excitedly and said, "You must believe me, I am the leader of this organization, although I am still young, the influence is not as big as the elder, but in the future, I have the ability to change all this!"I also want my people to live that happy life, not to linger on the brink of killing.”

She said this, told me so much, I suddenly do not know how to be good!I said, "Phoenix, I have no power to help you change all this; and if I am an outsider, you are not afraid that I will count you?"

She smiled and said with a charming charm: "You are my husband, from today, you are the world, my closest person!"We have become a community of destiny, so we have to achieve common goals, don’t we?”

This woman, how good is she saying?! but the reality, really as she said?In order to test her, I got up, walked around her, and hugged her and said, “Since we are a community of destiny, I am your husband; then tonight, you have to stay and follow me...”

“Don’t worry, don’t be so anxious!”Holding me, she not only did not resist, but also slightly cozyly said, "Your mind has not yet returned to the organization, we can not do that now!"When you have been educated in the organization and sworn allegiance to the organization, we will get married; then you can do whatever you want.”

"That is to say, I will not be brainwashed by you, and we have no substantive progress?"I looked at her and said.

She quickly said: "Wang Yan, please understand, I am the leader of the organization after all; and, it is not brainwashing, or let you understand some, the culture and beliefs of our family!"Only when we have a common faith can I give you everything.”

Oh, that said all that, isn’t it brainwashing?

Today this woman came over and told me so much that she wanted to soften my mind and dismantle my predicament about the organization a little bit.

I am not a fool, experienced so much in the world is right and wrong, just by the three words of the phoenix, or can not defeat me.

After the phoenix left that night, my whole body fell into a state of daziness; she had said so much just now, but I knew that there was one thing, and what she said was absolutely true!That is, if I flee, I will face endless pursuits; not only that I have become a phoenix man, but also with that square.

At that time, how can I go back to Jiangjie and go back to Jiang sister?What have you promised her, and what should you do to keep it?

I think that if I had to break free from these people, then I had only one way to go: destroy this base, destroy all the terrorists!

Thinking about this, a plan in my heart suddenly poured into my mind...