Those old memories, in that extreme situation, almost like a spring, frantically raging in my mind!

I remembered Father Jiang, I remembered Li Xin, I remembered my parents and my brother; it was as if I remembered everything I had ever had except that vague woman.

Close your eyes, feel the phoenix, cold muzzle; I bit my lip and say, "Shoot, now, who is right and who is wrong, it no longer makes any sense!"Before I die, I just want to say to you: Phoenix, I love you; because you let me see, your good and beautiful side; your heart also has a light, but you were born in the darkness...”

Speaking of which, I took a deep breath and said, “Don’t hesitate, do it!”Kill me, you may feel better in your heart; although the base is gone, the people of your family, those mothers and children are still there!From now on, take them to achieve their ideals and live the life you want!Don’t let those children touch evil and violence anymore, you should let them go to a different life.”

“Bang!”

The gun shot...

The shot went in the distance and slowly passed away.

I opened my eyes, looked at the red blood, and gathered into a stream on the beautiful stage, and the whole people were wooden...

With my lips quivering, I opened my mouth hard and looked at her and said, “Why...why?”Why do this?”

She leaned in my arms and stared at me palely, with her white fingertips, gently touching my cheeks and saying, "No, I have nothing left, from my grandfather to my generation, everything we have worked so hard to do is gone."

She pushed me gently, and the silver pistol "ticked" on the ground; and the phoenix's chest was already stained with blood; "Little Yan, you are a man who keeps his promise, I hope you can fulfill my undyed wish; teach the children of my family as a man like you, not a machine that only knows killing..."

“The Phoenix!”Bite her teeth, and I took her in my arms again; for just now she turned the muzzle and shot herself hard!I put my eyes in tears and said, “Why is this?You can live, you can complete all your dreams, why do you still die?Why?”

Phoenix shook her head hard, grabbed my arm and said, “This is fate, you can’t understand my faith; from the beginning of my memory, my whole life has been firmly tied to the organization; now, it is destroyed by you, as the last member of the organization, all I can do is kill you to comfort the dead.”From the moment you lift my veil, you are the man I love most in the world.

"Little Yan, live, live well and happily, never let yourself fall into the darkness..." said, her eyes gradually scattered, the beautiful eyelashes, a little bit closed up.

I looked blankly at everything in front of me, and the wind blew into the yard, blowing the golden canvas, blowing her flowing long hair, and the soul that was gradually gone.

The original beaming wedding scene, now has been floating corpses, lifeless; and the last thing I left for Phoenix is the despair of falling from heaven and instantly to hell.

I think that no matter what way the phoenix used me and used me now; but at this moment, I was indeed full of deep remorse for her, and I could no longer make up for the sadness...

Between my life and her life, between the blood of the people, she chose to let me live and live well.

The goodness and greatness of a woman's nature can't be predicted; perhaps at some point, she will make a move that moves you to the soul...

Holding her, I stood there for a long time; as if she had not died, everything continued; the cold woman, who wanted to kill me every day, but always took care of my woman, just quietly in my arms, fell asleep...

It was just... it was just that she stopped beating her heart, and the temperature that faded between her nose, telling me that she was dead and really left the world...

Soon, a military green off-road vehicle, rampage into the yard; the scorpion jumped out of the car, took two breaths and said: "Little inflamed!Let's go!We white doctors are already on our way, and we are now on our way!”

Looking at the phoenix in my arms, I looked at the yard again, the dead organizing warriors, and finally I stood up, like a walking dead, holding the phoenix in my arms and saying, “Scorpion, give me five minutes...”

With that, I jumped off the wedding table, took the body of the phoenix, and walked into the small white ocean building.

In the house of the ocean building, the lights are colorful and magnificent; this is the wedding room that the phoenix has prepared for our wedding.

I held her, and went down the stairs to the second floor; lifted my foot, and I trodden the phoenix's room; the beautiful room was covered with red petals; and the osmense and romantic atmosphere of the veranda made me feel guilty.

If these things had not happened today, I think tonight, between me and the phoenix, there should be a night of unforgettable life!But ah, fate is like this, we can't control, can't control...

Opening the beautiful big bed, the golden dragon and phoenix, I put the phoenix flat on the bed and gently pulled the quilt for her; holding the tears in my eyes, I bent down, on her pale cheek, and kissed affectionately.

"Phoenix, I'm sorry, if there is an afterlife, I will take you to a place where there is no war and smoke, no disease and no poverty!"Let you, too, be a true, clean little princess.It’s only in this life, sorry.”

Turning around, I left incomparably lost; as if those unbearable pasts were all going with the wind, and I should have gone back, the country I should have returned to.

Out the door, the scorpion took the off-road vehicle and drove it to me and said, “Get in the car, your brother, and Xiaoya, are waiting for you!”

I nodded, looked at the blue sky, and took a long breath!This time, big head, Xiaoya, come back with me, for me, it is really difficult for you.

Drilling into the car, the scorpion handed me a cigarette; I stared out the window and took a deep cigarette; I lived here for more than a year, and this time I really wanted to leave.But the phoenix and I, the scene of life here, but like a movie, in my mind constantly hovering.

I think before my memory is fully restored, Phoenix is the world, my favorite person, right?

Her distance seems to have completely wiped out my pursuit of love...

Apart from her, I think it is difficult to fall in love with others; hurt so deeply, and I can't afford to have the courage to love...