What Should I Do
Chapter 457:What Should I Do
After Jiang sister finished, the whole room was silent again; I sipped my mouth and looked out the window with tears in my eyes.
Some words, after I say it, don't feel like I'm an asshole; love someone, really need to feel, this feeling, you need to experience with her, need time to cultivate and moist; those all the past, and together the little bit, is the lever to support love.
Today, the lack of memory, let me really understand, we once, that unforgettable love; she is beautiful, beautiful and attractive, for me, is also limited to the appearance.But everyone, when I stepped into this land, all of them were instilling with me the idea that I was in love with Jiang Yun.
This became my burden, especially when I knew that she had paid so much for me, in order to give birth to my children, almost lost her life; what I had left in my heart was not love, but owed and moved.
At that time, ah, looking at the parents and parents-in-law, the vicissitudes and sadness on their faces, they are so old, but to endure these helplessness for our affairs; I feel that I am particularly not human!
Close your eyes, I pinch my fist, I even forced myself to remember those, my memories of her, forced myself to fall in love with her, to give her that feeling of love.
But I can't do it, the wise mother-in-law of medicine, can't solve the medical problem, I only rely on my own impulse and anger, how can I solve it?
“What the fuck is this?” he threw himself on the couch next to me.In life, this is the first time I have heard Father Jiang speak dirty words and tears; he really cried, and the old man, who was nearly 60 years old, with his gray hair, was so helpless and bitter.
My father was smoking a cigarette next to him, and then he didn’t smoke; he got up and rushed over and hit me!Really, a slap in my face!When I was a kid, it was the first time my dad hit me.
He pressed me on the sofa and said, “You little bastard!”Tell me, what are you thinking?!People's little rhyme for you, waiting five years, five years!How many five years of her youth is a girl?They also help you take care of Gan, give birth to you such a beautiful teddy daughter; you little white-eyed wolf, you say you love her, you tell me!In front of everyone, tell me.”
Although my father has no culture, he has always been pleasant and never lost his temper; but this time, I think I am forcing him to hurry?He hit me, pressed me on the sofa, slapped me in the back.
I hold my head, let him play so; in fact, I am also helpless, the heart of the bitter, who will talk?But at this moment, as long as they can be better, hit me; in any case, everything is made by me.
But I was beaten, the woman called Jiang Yun, even crazy generally rushed over, holding my father's waist and saying: "Uncle, don't hit him?Isn’t it his fault?” she said, as she protected me with her body.
Then, Father Jiang also came over and stopped my father and said, “Dear family, don’t do this, you are not wrong about Xiaoyan!”He took my father’s arm and said with tears in his eyes, “Over the years, you have no idea how much the child suffered and suffered outside in the country!”Our family owes him something, and he’s a good one!”
"But..." my father choked red, choked, and sat on the ground; he breathed two breaths, and finally said in a particularly helpless way, "what do you say now?"Even the little rhyme has children, you can't say the score, right?How could he be worthy of a girl?”
“Dad!I said, I will marry her, I will be good to her all my life!"Bite my teeth, I am really forced to rush; can't marry, can't marry, they don't want me to do?I don’t know, I just want to marry her and reassure her family.
But Jiang sister guarded me and said especially loudly, “Didn’t you hear what I just said?”Don't force him, and don't force him!If so, how do you let me live?I was already inferred, and now I have to force him to do things that he does not want to do, don't you want me to be a bad person and tie him up all my life?"
Jiang sister said, the room fell silent again; father Jiang took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed me one for my father, and the two old people squatted on the ground.
Later, Father Jiang said, “Little Yan, I only ask you one question, have you... changed your mind?”In love with someone else?“Do you really feel anything about your sister?”
I closed my mouth and did not dare to say the answer in my heart; for if I told the truth, I was afraid that they would collapse!At that time, I kept cheering myself up, I wanted to lie, said I love her, like her!
But when I turned my head and looked at her quietly, her clear eyes seemed to see me through at once!In front of her, almost all the lies are powerless.
Seeing that I had been silent all the time, Father Jiang took a deep breath and looked up at the window and said, “Okay, I know!If you have time, come and see your sister; although you do not love her, after all, the child is still yours.If you can't be a lover in this life, be a brother.No matter who you like and who you become a home, we will bless you!After all, we are a family, aren’t we?”
He had just finished, and the Jiang sister next to me was crying at once!Her cry almost pierced my heart; but she just cried, she bit her lips to death, restrained herself, and stood up especially strong and said, "Little inflamed, it will be better in the future, child, I will bring you, you can't take them with you; but you, you will always be the father of the child..."
With that, Jiang sister led the child back to the house, I stood up in numbness, and then I even wanted to rush over and ask her if she could come back?We fall in love again, we are together again.
But the phoenix woman, I killed her people, but she used her own death to free my woman; I can't forget her, although she has died, but the feeling in my heart, but in my mind, for a long time lingering.
Getting married is easy, but it’s hard to pay!What is more difficult is that in front of this woman, she can see through at a glance, is I really?
That day, when I came out of Jiang sister's house, I first sent my parents to the hotel; then I contacted the cuckoo and went directly to the basement of her and the big head.
When I got to the place, I saw big heads red, and he seemed to have just cried, either for my business or for the things he and the cuckoo had done.
When the big head saw me, he patted me on the shoulder and said, “Little Yan, I don’t say anything else, but my brother only tells you one thing: if you miss another woman, you will regret it for a while; but if you miss Jiang sister, you will regret it for a lifetime!”
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