Li Xin's Thoughts
Chapter 461:Li Xin's Thoughts
Hearing her, I took a deep breath; somehow, in my heart, there was suddenly something that was moving intensely.
Next to Li Xin, he smiled at us and said, “If you want me to say it, you should start again, and experience love again, how romantic is this?”
But Jiang sister shuddered and said some blushingly, “Is it possible?”I am a mother, and it seems that the passions I once had, I can never find them again; and, even if I wanted to, would he?In his eyes, I saw only a stranger.
I immediately said, “I...I want to!As long as you don't hate me!"This sentence, I almost blurt out; and the reason I say, really with the pressure of parents, those responsibilities have nothing to do!
Because just now, at the moment of seeing her and seeing the child, I suddenly had some kind of touch in my heart; this was a feeling of love, although it was very weak, but it spread like a current, instantly spread all over my body.
Listen to me, Li Xin suddenly laughed and said: "That's right!Stay here, you don't, you and I; what if I take the child and I will create a space for you?
She immediately said, “Where can I do that?The child is so small that he can't leave his mother."
Li Xin said, “Create!What about you?Yesterday, before your mother left, I said that you were a maha, afraid that you would not take care of the child!At that time, it was because of the face of the parents of Xiaoyan that they did not take the child away; they said, you take care of the child, they are not worried, let me go, anyway, take the child back.So . . .
Speaking of this, Li Xin said: "So you try it, if you really don't feel each other, this is life!"You have always said that Jiangcheng is the place where you first met, and here you and Xiao Yan have had many good memories; perhaps one day, some moment, he came back.”
Listening to Li Xin's words, Jiang sister slightly raised her head and looked at me with a blink of an eye; I did not know what she was thinking, and from her eyes, I saw endless longing; it was eager to return to love, and it was also the heartache of losing her lover.
That night I did not leave, they did not let me go, and I did not want to go; because this house, this old villa, seemed to give me a particularly familiar feeling; every piece of furniture, every room, seemed to know.
Later, Jiang sister put her arms around the child to sleep, I couldn't sleep, I was wearing clothes, sitting in the living room door to smoke; that night the moon was very round, and the white moonlight sprinkled in the yard, desolate and beautiful.
I don't know when, Li Xin came out, she sat down next to me, slightly relieved said: "do not sleep, how to run out to smoke?"Have a heart?”
I laughed and said, “Li Xin, I’m sorry!In fact, I still remember everything between us; but... somehow, not only for you, but for almost all women, I can't afford that interest.I don’t know what happened to me, can you understand?”
Hearing my words, Li Xin smiled very cheerfully and said, “I understand!People say that love is half a life, you can not remember the little rhyme, it means that your half life is gone; this has nothing to do with memory, it is related to the soul.What man fears most is not the lack of memory, but the void of the soul.”
“Yes!It was so, I found myself, ever since the memory was restored, to be listless, especially to women.It's like something is missing, empty."Shaking my head, I took a deep breath of smoke and looked at her with some guilt, “That... how about you?”What do you think?”
Li Xin smiled and said, "I, we have passed all these years, especially my sister has suffered so much for you; to be honest, I can't mention the interest of the year; maybe everyone has matured, it is no longer the age of love, a warm blood."
With her mouth, she smiled and said: "Love is not a demand, not a responsibility, it is a feeling from the heart, each other can entrust a lifetime of trust, this is what I have seen from the rhyme."She loves you so much, but for your freedom, she chooses to let go.Am I not the same?There is no love in marriage, it is just a sale.”
Speaking of this, she shook her head helplessly and said, "There are billions of people in the world, but in love, if you fall in love with one person, you don't want to look at others anymore!"So, Xiao Yan, I will never be with you, because your love for me is far less than one-in-tenth of a million to Xiao Yun.If one day you regain your memory, I don’t want to see you in pain.”
I nodded, her words moved me; Li Xin squinted and said: "someday in the future, I will definitely meet a person, really let me love, but also love my man!"I hope that my love, each other is exclusive, look at each other, can forget the love of the whole world.I'm sure I'll meet a man like that."
"Then I wish, I hope that in the future, when you are with that person, don't be as difficult as I and Jiang sister, so difficult, so bumpy."Close your eyes, every time I think back, what everyone told me, when Jiang sister and I had the experience, I couldn't help but cry.I can’t believe we’ve been through these things before.
Taking a deep breath, I said again: "Anyway, Li Xin, I still want to apologize to you, after all, I owe you too much..."
But she directly punched me and said, "You don't owe me anything; you helped my grandfather to take revenge, helped me to take back such a big company, and took me out of prison; moreover, you destroyed the base and completed my grandfather's wish, which I have not been able to complete in my life; so I should say thank you!"You are a man, and I hope that in the future, you and my sister will have a good future!”
That night, Li Xin and I talked a lot, as if everything was relieved; between each other, a lot less love, more, is a strong family.
Then I said, “Where’s Lee?”Don't you think about it?He has good legs, handsome and spirited now."
Li Xin smiled and said: "Forget it, when you go to school, you have no feeling for him, let alone now; and I have a deep conversation with him once, in fact, our thoughts are the same, to love, we must find a person who loves each other, rather than wishful thinking."Moreover, Nan's mother-in-law cured his legs, and he is now trying to inherit his mother-in-law's mana and follow the medical treatment!Where do you have time to do this?”
"But speaking, Li Enxu is also very sentimental; the mother-in-law has no descendants and no students in her life; Li Enxu, a month after the operation, worshipped under her mother-in-law's door, and said that in the future, she would give up for her old age!"Inherit her will and save more patients through medicine in the future.”
After listening to Li Xin's words, I took a long breath, and it seems that everyone has found the way to the future.
And me?Me and my sister, what kind of future will it be?
Together or Separated?
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