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Chapter 1:Defects Hidden Deep Inside

“What kind of person is normal?”

This can be very funny, but also very philosophical.

The funny reason is simple, because the average person does not ask such a question for no reason.

If one day, if someone around you suddenly asks such a question, then your first reaction must be to laugh?

After all, normal people don’t suddenly want to ask such a question.

The reason for philosophy is simpler, nothing more than that, from an objective point of view, can also be a subject of debate.

However, such a debate topic, if it is not high school, it will definitely not be raised as a homework.

However, such a problem, Fang Li was raised to the teacher on the first day of primary school.

That year, he was only eight years old.

It is conceivable that when such a problem arises from the mouth of an eight-year-old child, the reaction of the primary school teacher standing on the podium and a group of ignorant children around is really embarrassing and confused.

From this point of view, the square is no longer a normal person.

Such a problem should never be in an eight-year-old child.

However, no matter what point of view, Fang is actually a normal person.

Children of the same age are also having fun when they are playing.

Children of the same age are in trouble when they are in trouble.

Children of the same age are innocent when they are innocent.

Children of the same age are also playing with their ass when they are childish.

In other words, it is not premature or abnormal, and it is a normal child, both physically and mentally.

However, Fang Li, on the first day of primary school at the age of eight, could not help but ask such a question.

Because, in the twilight, know that they are the only abnormality that is different from the rest.

...

That year, he was only seven years old.

Before the age of seven, Fang Li had always grown up as an ordinary child.

At that time, because parents need to be busy working and raising families all day long, the person most often accompanying them is Grandpa.

Grandpa loved it.

When you want to play, Grandpa will play with him.

When the parents cursed, Grandpa would come out to maintain the Fangli.

When Fang Li bumped and fell, Grandpa would comfort Fangli with the pain.

When Fang Li was interested in what toy, Grandpa would also buy the toy, just to make Fangli happy.

I also like Grandpa very much.

Even when you grow up, Fangli can also tell people around him that his favorite person is his grandfather.

How would you react when such a person disappears from your world?

I haven’t thought about this before.

When he was seven years old, he had to think about it.

“Oh, woohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Crying all over the space.

Some of them are extremely depressing, some unscrupulous, but no one can feel the sadness and sadness inside.

Under that cry, the whole vast space was filled with a sad atmosphere.

Under that cry, the ignorant little children were rendered, one by one crying.

Fang Li was in such an environment, a hand was led by his mother, and his eyes were cast in front of him.

There was a black and white photo.

The person in the photo is the grandfather in the square.

Looking at this photo, I really miss my grandfather.

Fang Li knew that the people around him also missed his grandfather, so he burst into tears at this time.

However, there is no way to shed even a tear.

Even if the parents are crying, the adults and children around are crying, there is still no way to cry.

So, Fang asked.

“Mom, why are you all crying?”

At that time, the mother with tears answered in this way.

"Because Grandpa is not coming back."

Fang knows.

This fact is still known in Fang.

He knew that Grandpa would never come back.

But...

“But why do you cry like that?”

When Fang asked such a question, the mother's expression was even a little surprised, and a little doubtful.

Then my mother answered in this way.

"Grandpa won't come back, normal people will feel sad, so they will cry."

Hearing this, I never said anything more.

But in the heart of the party, there is a doubt.

“Should a normal person cry at this time?”

Because of this, Fang Li would ask such a question to the teacher at the age of eight.

When he grows up, he realizes that this is a matter of course.

The death of a loved one should cry for a normal person.

Because, will be sad, will be sad, that is normal people.

From a psychological point of view, when a person's subjective world has the principle of unity with the objective world, it is normal.

Because psychology is a reflection of objective reality, any normal mental activity and behavior must be consistent with the objective environment, even if only formally and in terms of content.

When a person's spirit or psychology is unconscious with the external environment, then this person must not be understood by people.

At that time, this person will become abnormal.

Therefore, from this point of view, Fang is not a normal person.

That day, there was no crying in the square.

When others are sad, there is only peace in the heart.

When others are right, there is only doubt in the heart.

When others cry, the heart of Fang is only surprised.

So out of place, even called cold and ruthless, why not anomalies?

In other words, the other party is raising themselves from a young age, with their own feelings are very good, and they are their favorite relatives.

Such a person has passed away and will never see again, precisely because he is a child, so it should be sad, right?

However, from the beginning to the end, Fang Li has not felt a trace of sadness, a little sadness, and even the impulse to shed a tear.

At that time, adults did not care about this, but they really did not understand the meaning of death, or some early maturity, not affected by the children around, so they were rendered and cried.

Only Fang Li, in a state of confusion and understanding, understand one thing.

That is...

“I’m different from the people around me.”

That was Fang’s only idea at the time.

When he grew up, he understood why he was like that.

Not only because Fang Li began to understand, but also because Fang Li inevitably experienced the same thing several times.

At that time, the square was also unable to cry, unable to feel sad.

Then he understood.

No matter how important the other person is to himself, how close to himself, once he or she dies, he will never shed a tear and will not feel a trace of sadness.

It is not that the party is ignorant, nor is it too ruthless in the square.

That's just a defect.

At the age of seven, he began to understand and hide his inner personality defects.

“I can’t feel the death of someone else.”

Then...

“I can’t feel anything for my own death.”

This fact was confirmed in Fangli's 18-year-old year.

...

“Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

It was a very loud crash.

When the impact sounded at that moment, Fang Li only felt a whirling, and when the field of vision was restored, the first time into his vision was only a piece of sky.

However, the sky gradually dyed red and was replaced by black.

Red appears because the iris in the square begins to bleed.

Black appeared because the consciousness in the square began to disappear.

At this moment, Fang Li only felt that his body was no longer his own, and he could not even move, or even felt.

The only feeling in the square is - the heat.

It's hot.

Very hot.

The whole body is hot.

Around, one by one, the pedestrians began to surround, appearing in the vague view of the square.

There was no way to hear what they were saying.

However, Fang Li was able to perceive a panic and fear surrounding him.

And his own hot body is as if something important is losing, so that the ground below the body begins to get wet.

He turned his head hard and saw the oil road close at hand.

It is gradually becoming red.

The blood that flows from the whole body of the square is stained red.

And then, at last, I realized.

The important thing that is losing in your body is not only blood, but life.

At the same time, Fang understood what was happening.

Car accident.

It was just a sudden accident.

This happens more than 100,000 times a year in this country.

Fang Li, is just one of the 100,000 car accidents this year.

“That is so...”

Fang instantly accepted his fate.

There is no unwillingness, no resentment, not even fear or resistance.

After all, there is no way to have any emotion about “death”.

This is a fact that began to be confused and understand at the age of seven.

Now, it is only confirmed.

If you have any thoughts about your impending death, there is only one.

“Where will people go when they die?”

With such an idea, Fang closed his eyes.

In the moment when Fang completely lost consciousness, a cold voice poured into his mind.

“No. 11273 enters the space of the Lord God.”

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