I can’t help but move my eyes to the top of the page.

5 April 2013.

If I remember correctly, it must have been after the disappearance of the ancients.

Gumou disappeared at the end of the 12th year, and by April of the following year, almost the people of Ao Ye had given up on the time to continue to search for him.

So, Ye Qing came to my parents at that time, did he want to save the ancients?

I felt like my heart was sick, and I felt a lot of pain.

Things are very different from what I thought in the past.

I imagine that Ye Qing is growing up, such as most people, childhood, adolescence, youth, will change a lot.Probably there is no middle age, there will be no old age, because he was dead before then, fixed in the stage of life.But before that, there should have been some changes.

I’ve also seen changes in the quilts.

The first time I met Wu Ling in Guangyuan Mountain, Ye Qing was an untamed teenager.This is different from the narco in the diary.He treated those who were polite and gentle when he did not treat my parents.

My experience, perhaps aroused Ye Qing's memories of his childhood, made him have such an attitude.

For ten years, as the leader of the Aophile Lingxian Office, he acted with his partners.They saved people, destroyed evil spirits, and failed, watching the client die.

It was their turn to disappear, and they were certainly unable to remain calm.

Ye Qing thought of me, came to my parents, is also a matter of reason.

But I am not impressed with that.

My memory has been altered.

Or to say...

I couldn’t stop holding my breath and keep watching.

“He said very sincerely.

“We don’t want our son to do this kind of thing, but there’s no way to refuse his request.

“We also honestly told him that for so many years, our son has not shown anything unusual again.Even when Xiao Bai disappeared, he quickly recovered, and he did not bring Little White back.We don’t know if he can do what he did when he was a kid.

“He looked disappointed, but he wanted to talk to us and get in touch.

“We promised to come down.

“The coffee shop was on my son’s way back from school, and we sat at the window and could see him at once.

"At the time of school, there are more cars and pedestrians on the road, and there are many students."We kept staring.We also wanted to call him and call him directly, but Ye Qing stopped us.We don’t know why he did this.

“It was the first time his mother found him.She saw it, didn’t say it right away.I sat down next to her, noticed her sight, and then saw my son.

“Maybe she was trying to fool around.

“We all felt it, and Ye Qing was also hesitant.We said that the son had never used his ability again, and after he had never shown anything unusual, he was hesitant.

“If he can give up, it’s a good thing for us.

“It’s a bit of a shame to think so.

"He helped us a lot, his friend came out of things, it must have been a big thing, it may have come to us, I am afraid there is no other way."

“But we can’t really help him.

His mother also took a look away from the other students.

“I was in a big heartbeat and I didn’t know if I should say it.

“My son didn’t see us.

“He’s different from other students.He took his sister with his backpack on his back and his bag in front.His sister is happy.My mother usually picks her up.In the afternoon, we got a phone call and asked him to pick it up.She always liked her brother.And she groaned.When he was very young, when those things did not happen, there was a period of time, and then he did not talk much.He listened to his sister talk.The students next to them, female students and male students are three or two, and they buy food in the next small shop and make a fuss.The two brothers are not the same.

“When they were about to go through it, I found out that Ye Qing had already seen him.

“I don’t know when I first saw him.

“He kept watching them go away, without taking their eyes off.

“I don’t think he has right eyes.His eyes were very black, and he could see that black.The black was later removed, and the eye color became normal.It wasn’t the sun that came into his eyes.It's really wrong.

"The first time he came here, he said that he also has special abilities, but he has never said what ability is.You can see something unusual.

"After his eyes became normal, he looked unconscious and his face was somewhat empty.

“We both sat with him.

“There are students and people who leave work to come in and buy things and come in and out.The bell at the door of the shop rang.

“When there was almost no passenger flow, he spoke.

“He said he was back.He said sorry, he got us in trouble.

“I didn’t know what I was thinking at the time.

"Just before I went to bed, my wife told me that looking at him like that, I felt sad and painful."

“Maybe I think so too.

“After all, he helped us, he was younger and more than we were.

“I stopped him, but I stopped him and didn’t know what to say.

“Reason and sensibility, really, can feel the rationality and sensibility in your own mind.I don’t want my son to do that, but I want to help him.

“He looked at us and laughed.

“He said it was their own business.His thoughts did not change, and his friends did the same.Until then, or rather, they have no way.Don’t let others get involved.

“He said, ‘Our son is well protected by us, can be like that, very good.’

“I don’t know what he saw in our son.

“He bowed to us and thanked us for giving him this opportunity.He is gone.

“My wife and I looked at his back, and it was really sad in my heart.

"He didn't go back once, and he didn't hesitate at all, and he walked very simply.

"We go home and look at our son and daughter, we can only pretend to be okay."Before we went to sleep, we talked about it.More to say, useless.In the end, we can't take that step and let our son contact him.Very selfish.But maybe parents are like that.Or maybe it’s just our parents.

"If there is retribution, if Ye Qing later changes his mind, it is better to come to us."Don't look for a son, don't involve our son and daughter, everything else is fine."

I shiver slightly from the paper.

I have a vague impression of this.One day, my father sent me a message to pick up my sister from school.Because of the different school hours, my sister was still waiting for me in the classroom for a long time that day.When I got home, my parents didn’t come back.That night, I called the takeaway and settled my sister’s dinner.

Did you watch me take my sister away?

My parents sat on the side and waited for Ye Qing’s decision.

My life was at a crossroads that day.

If I had stopped him that day, what would I look like now?What will the Abyss people look like?And my parents, my sister, and the skinny children, what will become their fate?

No one probably knows that answer.