I didn't think I would say this to her, and because of other women,

She did not expect, suddenly froze, after a moment's stumbling, she finally sat on the bed, sighed, "I thought, your mind, even if it will not change for hundreds of years, it seems that I really overestimate myself."

I wanted to comfort her, but I searched my stomach and finally said, “I’m sorry.”

After this sentence came out of my mouth, her expression was more ugly, her lips moved for half a day, and finally said, "I am a little tired, you go out first, I want to rest."

If it had been before, I would have stepped forward, took her in my arms, gently put her chin on her shoulders, and held her for half a day until she was bored.

But now she said let me go, I hesitated, and really turned to go,

Just as I was going to step out of the threshold, she suddenly stopped me, "You didn't say, as long as I left her a life, you would promise me anything, isn't it?"

I suddenly stopped my footsteps and turned my head to look at her, her eyes were shiny, I don't know if it was because of anger or gambling with me, looking at me, waiting for my answer.

Hesitating, I nodded, “That’s what I said, what you want.”

Her shiny eyes were suddenly covered with ash, but the voice suddenly rose, "Well, then I want all your skills, will you give me, if you will give me all your skills and cultivation, then I will not let her fly out of the smoke, re-enlighten, you just asked me about the conditions, this is my condition."

I know, she is gambling with me, she is betting that I will never give up my own cultivation and strength for a stone,

She has known me for hundreds of years and knows me best.

But, this time she was wrong, and from the moment she put forward the condition, I immediately nodded without hesitation, "Well, I promise you."

"Reluctant," she raised her voice to me, with anger and shock, the sound of trembling, "you, you actually for her, give up their own cultivation."

She was unbelievable about my decision.

I sighed and said again, “I’m sorry.”

She shook her body suddenly, and then fell to the edge of the bed, shaking her whole body, but she cried out to me, "Return, you fuck me."

“Then what you just said...” I knew she hated me now, but I wanted to make sure she had agreed to my offer.

"Roll," she blew up, a good-looking face twisted, completely without the usual look good-looking.

At that moment, I really have some pain, this is a woman I have loved for hundreds of years, before she even frowned I can't bear it, but I hesitated, there is no way to go forward, like before she put her in her arms to comfort her,

The distance between us is very close, only a few steps, but now there is a stone Xiaonan, just like a big river, it is insurmountable,

"You rest well, I'll go back first, something's got to look for me," I stood at the door for a long time, and finally just said such a word, turned away from her cabin.

The cabin I built for her, because she told me that she liked to see the water when she opened her eyes.

I walked for a long time, and there was another roar of her heart and lungs in the cabin, "Return, you bastard."

In the end, we can’t go back to the past.

That day, I did not go anywhere, just quietly sitting in the room thinking about the heart, in fact, I was thinking about the mind, I did not think of anything else, only feel that the mind is coaxing, a moment is her, a moment is Shi Xiaonan, two identical faces crossed in my mind,

In the evening, she came suddenly,

I was thinking about the bed, I unconsciously turned my head, saw her standing in the door, is looking at me with a pair of eyes?

She was wearing a white dress, just like the day we first met, so she leaned on the door, looked at me quietly, saw me turn my head, she even smiled at me, the voice sweet, "Recent, what are you doing?"

"You, how did you come," I was very surprised to see her, immediately got out of bed, wanted to meet up, but took a few steps, suddenly felt timid, can only stand in the same place to ask her, "you, you come in and sit for a while."

She looked at me and suddenly smiled.

At the moment she smiled, I seemed to see the flowers blooming, as if I saw the first time I met her, and finally couldn’t help but say, “You are still like before.”

"Unfortunately, you are no longer like you used to be," she still stood at the door, talking quietly, "I did not think that between the two of us, it will be so alien."

I felt guilty, and I didn’t expect that the two of us would suddenly become so alien.

I opened my mouth and suddenly said, “I’m sorry.”

After saying that, I have some regrets, in fact, I want to say something else, at least I can be active in the atmosphere of that kind of words, I did not expect a mouth to say sorry,

Sure enough, her face was cold at once, but she still barely supported the smile: "In fact, after you left, I thought a lot of time alone, hundreds of years have passed, and you have been struggling to find a way to revive me, you have been struggling to find a way to revive me, you have worked hard enough, you do not owe me, there is no need to do so much for me, I am too harsh on you."

I didn’t think she’d been thinking about it for half a day, so I said something like that.

“You...” I wanted to say something, but I didn’t know what to say.

"Don't talk, let me say," she smiled, interrupted me, "what you said in the morning, I have thought about what you do, I do not want your cultivation, I also promise you, if you can let her survive, I will let her live, since you like her, you are with her, I will not stop you."

I froze at once, I can't believe these words actually came from her mouth, I remember she once told me that I can only be with her for life, if I am with others, she will take me to hell even if she is dead.

But now she told me that if I wanted to be with Shi Xiaonan, she wouldn't stop me.

I decided to look at her, the boss with his mouth open, but I didn't know what to say.

"You, you have nothing to say," she said for half a day, waiting for me quietly, but I opened my mouth for half a day and said nothing, she looked at me, smiled and said, "or happiness is too sudden, you are suddenly a little overwhelmed."

I immediately turned back to God and shook my head subconscious, “You, you misunderstand me...”

But she did not allow me to say more, shook her head, "You don't have to say more, I am a woman, and I have known you for so many years, I naturally understand your mind, your character is cold, if you do not like a person, I will never see her all day..."

My heart trembled, and she found it.

"You, you have found it," I thought calmly, but I was inexplicably shaking,

How many times have the enemy been at present, I have not shaken, but this time my body trembled, especially when I asked this sentence, I unconsciously said again, "I am really sorry, I don't know how it will..."

I thought that I would be with her for the rest of her life, even if she was gone, I rebelled against the sky and kept her a trace of soul, and little by little she would be resurrected to the present; even if it were a few lifetimes, I would give the world to others, and I would let her rise again.

For her feelings, I always thought that it was solid,

"But you didn't expect this city to break from the inside, did you," I thought, naturally she understood the most, smiling, with a thick bitterness on her face, "I didn't think, I thought you would love me for the rest of your life."

I don’t know what to say, I just stand still.

"Do you know, re-enactment, no matter who you like, no one you like her makes me sad," she smiled, but her face slipped down two lines of tears, "you like it, but it is her, she is me, not me, I am crazy, but I don't know how to deal with her..."

Look at her sad, I took a few steps forward, want to hug her to comfort her, but finally stopped the pace, at this moment to go forward, it seems not appropriate,

She smiled, "Well, what I should say has been said, what I should do has done, the rest, it's up to you, I hope... you can be well, you can be together."

The last sentence, she deliberately bites very heavy,

“At least she looks exactly like me and gives me the illusion that you fall in love with her or because she looks like me...” She laughs unusually bitterly, and the tears flow,

Many people say that ghosts do not cry, I have always thought so, but to see her tears, I know that the pain to the extreme, even if the ghost, will cry,

I want to say something to comfort her, but I am still stuck in the same place, and I can't move.

"Well, I'm gone, you should want to be quiet now," she said, seeing that I hadn't moved for a long time, and her tone was a little disappointed, but forced out a smile.

After that, she turned and left.

Seeing her go further and further, I finally couldn't help but get up, pulled her hand, and suddenly hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear, thank you for understanding..."

"Don't thank me," she turned, tiptoeed, lips crossed my cheeks, kissed me like a dragonfly, and then came out of my arms without no nostalgia, standing far away from me, with a smile on my face full of tears, "Remark, thank you, love me for hundreds of years."

After that, she never again, turned her head and ran outside.

I stood alone, determined to look at her more and more distant back, knowing that she finally left, never to come back,

I have loved women for hundreds of years, so far away from me,

At that moment, my heart was bitter and I wanted to run forward to tug at her hand, but I did not come forward, even if I caught her, what could I do?

Because I felt very bitter, I could only choose to go out and turn around, but I accidentally met Shi Xiaonan.

Her attitude was still very cold, the kind that could not walk into her heart at all, and seeing that I just nodded slightly, and then immediately walked away, obviously hiding from me.

"Xiao Nan..." my heart bitterly felt, I wanted to let her pass, but still couldn't help but open her mouth and stopped her,

Shi Xiaonan stood still and asked me, “Lord, what are you looking for me?”

What I was looking for, I just missed her.

In this world, the most strange, she is obviously not far from me, I obviously have to secretly look at her every day, but why always feel as if she does not see enough,

Just when I hesitated, Shi Xiaonan's face was already impatient, "Son, if you have nothing, I will go first, I still have a lot of work to do."

She just wanders around the secret every day, where there is anything to do.

Just as she was about to pass me by, I grabbed her hand and said, “I...”

Shi Xiaonan looked at me coldly, and the voice was cold, “You let go of me.”

Her eyes were so cold that I could only loose her hand.

I suddenly had an urge to tell her that I liked her.