Waiting Until the End
Chapter 617:Waiting Until the End
The memory of the scene kept coming up, and after an instant understanding of what all this was going on, it became a little overwhelmed.I looked at my old man and had a very sad feeling.
The old man said to me, "It doesn't make any sense to think too much now, since this road has always been your own choice, fear and fear are just because you don't know what will happen in the next second."
My heart sank, Hongjun old ancestors said very reasonable, I am afraid of things I do not know, in fact, I should continue to do what I want to do is just good.
I suddenly remembered that Lu Xin said that he could not find the Hongjun ancestors, and also remembered that the dream mother-in-law had always wanted to see him, and now it was a rare opportunity, I couldn't help but say to the Hongjun old ancestor, "Since this is the case, Lu Xin is your own daughter, why don't you want to see her, she has not been looking for you?" 」
The face of the old man was not very good, and she looked at me solemnly and said, "She has made a mistake, it is an intolerable mistake, I will only guarantee her peace, but I will never want to get my forgiveness."
I was stunned, Hongjun ancestors have the supreme law, there is a kind of other people can not touch the position, but there is a hard heart, do not know why, from the heart, to the dream, I see out, although the ancestors of Hongjun, but also has a heart that can not be gentle.
In fact, I do not feel that Lu Xin made a lot of mistakes, and even I think that this kind of mistake is a human nature, I paid so much, but was suddenly destroyed, even I can understand the mood of Lu Xin at that time, but why as the father of Lu Xin can not understand.
Because Hongjun ancestors put noble things first, but ignored the human world, ignoring their very real feelings as a person.
Stripping off the commanding heights of these moral constraints, they are just ordinary people, with selfish emotions.
I looked at the old man and asked, "Then can you meet the dream mother, her days are not much, the only hope is to see you."
The face of the old man was very ugly, and he looked at me solemnly and said, "It is already in the past, there is no meaning, see what she means."
I can't help but sink in my heart, obviously the world is very respectful of the people in the way, why do you say these words, but so inhuman feelings?
If you are God, there will be no human emotions.
I listened to these words, inexplicably a little stuffed, and couldn't help but say, "Is it not that you have become God, and you have abandoned the most real emotions, such a god, can not experience human emotions, and how do you know what they want?" 」
Hongjun old father looked at me with a serious face and said, "Yin Chang, you are only the nameless junior I pointed out, and now it is not your turn to teach me, I gave you all this, you should cherish it, if you did not make a mistake, love with other women, will not cause all this today."
I was surprised, Hongjun ancestors of this words, even said very reasonable, I even have no room to refute, but why, my heart is a kind of unwillingness, I do not feel that I say there is a problem.
Why, as God, has lost the emotions that human beings should have, and now I can’t really see anything else except the hard heart and standing at the highest moral high point.
I see all this, not I want to see, although I am just an ordinary pathoist, I have any ability than the Hongjun ancestors, in front of the Hongjun ancestors, I am like an ant, no hand tied chicken power, there is no way to fight with him.
Thinking of this, my heart is a little more and more uncomfortable, such everything is not what I want to see, why at this time, I suddenly realized that ordinary people are better, at least their own life is real, rather than this kind of hypocritical appearance.
The face of the old man is very bad, probably because of my words, so that his heart is very angry.
I can't help but continue, "I don't care who I was before, but I know what I am at this moment, I am an ordinary pathonist, with a very simple and ordinary yearning for Taoism, and I also hope to use the power I can to help more people, I don't want to cultivate into a fairy, I don't want to live a life of the dead, I just hope that I can do what I like, and people I care about, live this life."
The old man looked at me coldly and said, “Don’t you want to live long?”
I shook my head, looked at the old man very seriously and said, "What is the meaning of living so long, what is the meaning of life, there is no meaning, live for a long time, are a kind of suffering, live a life they like, even if it is a second, it is also satisfied, you obviously live so long, it is not as good as I live to understand!" 」
This is probably completely angered by the old man, the face of the whole ancestor of Hongjun is very bad, and I looked at me very seriously and said, "A door of the district, Yin, only to teach me so much?"What you have learned is not the Tao that I have passed down, but now it is interesting to say?”
I looked at the old man coldly, did not change the color, looked at him seriously and said, "Just because you are the Hongjun ancestor, you need to be respected, even the mistakes you made, are you unwilling to admit it?"The dream mother has waited for you for so long, her time is not long, shouldn't you go and see her?"
The old man is still an unshakable meaning, and he looked at me with a serious face and said, "The old things have already passed, why should they be persistent?"
"You think it's the past, but in the eyes of the dream, it's something that's always been there."I looked at the old man and said.
The eyes of the old man's mouth trembled slightly, and it seemed to me that there were a few strands of reaction, and I did not understand why seeing the dream mother-in-law was obviously a very simple thing, in the eyes of the ancestors of Hongjun, it became a very painful look.
Although my mind, there are still some memories of the past, but I only have the memory of Chen Xiao's body, more intense, so I do not care who I was before, nor do I care about anything that happened before, I only know that at this moment, I promised to take the dream mother-in-law to see him, I must not break my word.
I continued to open my mouth to the old man and said, "No matter what you are now, you do not have a place to be sorry for the dream, why do you not want to go to see her when her life is about to end?" 」
I kept praying in my heart, I hope that the ancestors of Hongjun will not refuse me again, I am also afraid that the Hongjun ancestors will not pass, may miss a lifetime, I do not know what happened between them, but I know that the dream mother-in-law always hopes that anything in her heart can have a beginning and an end, at the beginning of him, and finally, I hope to see him.
When the old man hesitated for a long time, it seemed that when he was still wandering in it, I immediately said again, "Don't let yourself regret it always be right."
After hearing this sentence, the old man suddenly umcied, and looked at me with a serious face and said, "Let's go."
I stood still, looking at the old man with a embarrassed face, and what he said this to go, what does it mean to let me go here, or to say to the dream woman there.
But before I could react, my body suddenly became lighter, and the scene in front of me suddenly changed, and I fixed my eyes again, and the surroundings had become Dream Island.
I was stunned, this... did the old man come to the dream woman's place?
I looked at the old man with a embarrassed face, he did not say anything, but a serious face went to the front, the fairy is really not the same, want to go where, instantly can be reached, but I do not understand, why, since this opportunity, Hongjun ancestors have been refusing to look at the dream, let the dream woman alone, with this mood, live for so long, and ultimately a person, alone in this dream island life.
I followed the Hongjun ancestors behind, unconsciously, came to the dream of the mother-in-law's residence, two guards saw the Hongjun ancestors, have given up, probably can feel the genus emitted by the Hongjun ancestors, so they know that he can not stop.
I followed the Hongjun ancestors to continue to go inside, at this moment, the dream mother-in-law is lying in the princess chair closed her eyes, but in the moment when the Hongjun old ancestor went in, the dream mother-in-law opened her eyes, looking blankly around, "You are here?"
I staggered, how do I feel that there is something wrong with the dream, her eyes are fading, she has not been able to look at us, my heart sank, what is this, I hurriedly asked some maid next to me, asked the dream girl's eyes what is wrong.
The maid told me that because the dream woman's time was running out, in order to prolong her life, the dream woman refined the last time with her eyes, so the dream woman's eyes could not see anything.
Hearing this, I couldn't help but sink in my heart, and the dream mother-in-law's attachment was nothing more than that Hongjun's old ancestor could come to her side and be satisfied with the last side of him.
Because I promised the dream, so the dream mother-in-law believes that the Hongjun ancestors will come back, but she can't stand it, so she had to, the eyes as a price, to fight for more of their own time, I can't help but feel sour, if the Hongjun old ancestor has not come, it is not that she really want to miss.
The dream girl looked at one side, and the tone was no longer the hard one, but became much weaker, "Unfortunately, I can't see you."
The old man stood in front of her indifferent face.
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