Listening to this self-narrative, except for a "heart bitch", Xia Jinxiu really does not know what to say.

Oh my god, I think so much!Even she counted.

"In the position, speed and strength of your hand at that time, I don't do it, I will really die."Are you sure I will shoot?”

"Not sure, just no hope, suddenly do not want to live, dead, but also to add a little more hope to my daughter to live."Of course, because of your efforts, I am now full of desire to live.”

"Actually, the team is a good fighter."Inexplicably, Xia Jinxiu remembered Jiang Mom and Dad, the same thing, so Jiang Ma was also disappointed again and again, and her heart was cold.

“I know he’s a good fighter.Soldiers, defend the country, home is important, or is the country important?Although the family is in front, in the eyes of the military, the country is more important.”

"I understand, I understand, when the station fell, he was not there, I do not blame him, but just now, how can not complain?"At least you should ask for it, right?”

"He does not know my strength, and it takes my mental strength to save you, and there is a hard battle, if everyone..."

“Not everyone, but his wife, and his daughter!”Wang Juan suddenly a little excited, the voice lost calm with a little sharp, "people and people, not the same!"People are close to each other!His wife, only me, his daughter, only wisdom!I married him, what?Is he treated like an equal?He is at a critical time for others, for his conscience, for his righteousness, for his duty... to turn a blind eye to us?I'm looking for something!"

"He will not save us, so painful and broken hearts, what about self-blame?"The pain is long, and it is over.And what about us?When you die, there's really nothing left."

"Oh, man, the promotion has made a rich wife, and the old saying goes."

After blurting out, Wang Juan subconsciously froze, cuanously and nervously swinging, "I'm sorry, you are a good person, I am only talking about a small part of the man."Please forgive me for not including you."

"No, that's right, the promotion of the rich wife."Xia Jinxiu nodded in approval, "So, relying on others, unreliable, disaster is coming, can only be humble to beg others."Why not try yourself?”

Women like her in the new era are really too few!

“If you don’t make an effort, you gain.Not everyone is as talented as you.He became a small ants, and was a ants all his life.Even if you work hard, at most you will become a big ant, for people, it is not easy to step on death?I tried too!”

EDG: Come on, please start your story.

“I was, once, a soldier.I was born on this planet, the planet of the worms, although from time to time we can hear the story of the attack of the worms.However, the city is safe, and the worms are far away from our ordinary people.My parents, ordinary people, ordinary lives.Growing up, after learning about the existence of the insect, I chose to join the army, relatives said that I had lost my heart and madness, and my parents were strongly opposed, but I was ironed and joined the army."

“To kill the enemy?No, in order to become strong, in order to prevent the future to become a strong!The recruits have a free evolutionary opportunity to inject the fluid at the risk of the animalization, but the evolution is ineffective.Don't believe it, don't believe it, don't believe it's waste wood, keep trying.Although I am a civilian soldier, I never fall in training, and I also use drugs to refine, and even injected two evolution fluids, but unfortunately it is still ineffective, except for a little agility to ordinary people, far from the physical quality of the warrior.

“It’s hard work, but what to do?20 years, an ordinary person!On the surface, people who say "come on, you can do it" to give encouragement, in fact, behind the ground, are watching jokes, "Look, it is her, the whimsical waste wood", the reality is always cruel, the dream is so far away."

When you wake up, you have to give up.After my father’s death, I retired, returned to my family, and cared for my elderly mother, ordinary people, and lived the life of ordinary people.Meet the mountain people, get married, follow the army after the death of the mother, from the former soldier, into a military family, around the husband, around the daughter, safe life.Ordinary people can only do that, just so!Unwilling, so what!Ordinary people, not even the guns that kill their enemies, cannot control them.”

"Do you know?"In fact, I was forced to retire due to injury.At first, I was not convinced, I wanted to challenge myself and surpass myself, but I was just an ordinary person, I did not know the height of the sky, the miracle, it will not happen to an ordinary person, this hand...” Wang Juan slowly raised his right hand, “shocked, because the back seat force of the gun, the fracture under gravity.”Ordinary people are so fragile that this hand is still a little powerless.”

“What do you say, ordinary people like me?”What should I do if I meet a worm that I can’t fight at all?Ordinary people, do not want to die, in addition to the humble begging, how should they live?

Looking at Xia Jinxiu, Wang Juan stubbornly wanted to hear an answer, one that made her always blank.

In addition to death, except for asking for others, she could not find a third way out.

How to live?

Perhaps Wang Juan's voice was too infectious, and Xia Jinxiu seemed to see the woman who worked hard, but it was just a useless, and ultimately still failed.

People who don’t work hard will succeed, as they are.

Xia Jin embroidered and silently, for a long time, closed his eyes, and when his eyes opened again, he was clear, "In the face of the ethnic war of the insect clan, I can only say that I would like to expel the insect family at an early date, and may the imperial Qinghehai be clear."

“Please God?Is there a difference between this and the asking?Can an ordinary man beg for mercy?”Wang Juan is still dazed, she also wants to rely on herself, she has also tried, but...

“Born is life.Life is different, there is no way.I can only say that life is good and bad.For the majority of the people in the empire, you who were born on the front lines are not good for your life.”

Although the front line is also in the imperial territory, the front line is completely independent, a blockade zone, a blockade line, two worlds.

Citizens who belong to the front-line household registration, if they want to leave the front line, it is difficult and difficult, or have success or money.Not a little money, but 99.99% of ordinary people save a lifetime to save enough money!

The gap is fixed at birth.

The reality is that there are always people who are poor, and some people are born with the golden key.

Reality cannot be changed, but the mind can be controlled by itself.