Fang Zhang Shi Is Sick?
Chapter 453:Fang Zhang Shi Is Sick?
She did not say a word from beginning to end, did not admit a word, but Fang understood everything in the long run.
He left, with nearly thirty years of nurturing grace, left the house, left her.
Since then, she has been truly alone.
When there is no one to serve, no one cares about death.
Fang Zhang thought that if Fang Minxiu did not have this thing at this moment, she could still leave her around and make a sense of comfort in her heart.
And now, fear is not.
She was always hard on her, and that was the beauty of selfishness.The abandonment of her children, no more pain, not too many seconds, she can adjust herself quickly.
Just like at this moment, she looked at Fang for a long time and night with her son to the city with the wind and snow, the decisive back, even if she saw her heart and liver trembling, she still did not say half a word of confession.
What she did not know was that if she would explain to Fang in the long run, telling him that Chen Ju's death was an accident, and her intention was not to let Chen Ju die, even if it was just a simple apology, Fang long-term intention to forgive her!
But she did not.
I was destined to miss this son.
"My brother is gone too."Fang Minxiu's opening is simply stating a fact, with no other meaning.
Fang Zhang sighed heavily: "Yes, go."
Will not come back.
She wiped the corner of her eye, and did not realize when she had shed new tears again, for the long-term.
Taking a deep breath, she said, “Son, you go too!”If you don't go, it's light, and then you can't go."
"I really don't want to go."Because there is really no place to go, she does not want to go back to the same kind of thief, hiding, all day being shouted and killed.Fang Minxiu leaned forward in Zhang's arms, and was helpless for the future.
Her trust made the party feel warm in her heart.She thought that Fang Minxiu did not want to go, it was inseparable from her mother, and she felt that even if she broke up with her in the long run, at least there was a daughter who was willing to stay with her.
She did not know, because Fang Minxiu had reached a very helpless point, and made an action, that was all.
"You don't want to go, you don't want to go, you don't want to go, your mother doesn't want you."But in order for you to live better, you must go."Fang Zhang's voice was soft, with the mother's love radiance that had never been seen before.
“Better to live?How can I be better off and beg?”Let her be called a flower, and pray for someone else to give alms?She can't.
Fang Zhang's heart is inexplicably painful: "Find a life, any life, as long as there is a place for you to live, there is a bed for you to sleep, there is a meal to eat."
"I don't want to live like that, it's too hard."Fang Minxiu is 28 years old this year, but there are 20 years of such days, enough, and I don't want to go through it anymore.
"I don't want you to suffer, but I can't."Fang Zhang's hidden tears slipped down again, "I have half the ability, but also will leave you around, but I am incompetent..."
“Rather than starve to death and freeze to death halfway, I’d rather stay here, at least in a place where the wind and snow are safe.”Death is tomorrow’s thing.It's just a matter of running away, but it's a day earlier."There was desperation in the voice of Fang Minxiu.
Fang Zhang's heart was even more painful to hear this, but she only noticed the despair in Fang Minxiu's voice, but she did not see the flame of survival that had been gradually ignited in Fang Minxiu's eyes.
Fang Zhang said, "You will not starve to death, you will not freeze to death, you wait, your mother has some savings here, and your mother will go to get it for you."
This fell, Fang Minxiu laughed, because she was waiting for this sentence.
Since you have to go, you can't be pennius, otherwise you will starve to death, not just talk.
Fang Zhang's can take three or two silver coins to let her buy old mate work, there must be money left.
At this moment, she is in trouble, don't give it to her, to whom?
From the beginning, she did not intend to lie here and wait for death, everything was just to look at Fang Zhang's appearance.
Can not arouse her guilt, guilt, pain, how could she be willing to take the silver out.
If you ask her directly, you may not give it.Even if you give, you don’t give much.
Only when she has compassion for herself will she pay more.
It turned out that she succeeded.
Although some curves were around, the effect was achieved.
And Fang Zhang did not find out from the beginning to the end, not that she was stupid, but Fang Minxiu's heart was too deep.
When Fang Zhang sent the silver to the front, Fang Minxiu still pretended: "Mother, you are afraid that this is all you are not?"
“There’s something else on my mother, don’t worry about me, take it all.”Fang Zhang thought that Fang Minxiu was worried about her situation, and he did not know that Fang Minxiu was trying to find out whether there was still private space on her body, and whether her home was all here, all given to her.
After hearing this sentence, Fang Minxiu's lips raised a few unobtrusive curvatures.They have some on their back, and they don’t give it all to her.
Send her this piece of silver.
At this point, I still have to keep a hand.
At this moment, Fang Minxiu passed the old widower, and the mentality has distorted selfishness to the extreme.She did not think, an old and lost work of the old mother, there is no one to serve, if not left some silver and two bodies, how to live?
She only thought that her future was slim, not enough silver, she could not live.
She lowered her eyes, hidden in the darkness in the eyes, and said in apologetically, “Mother, what should you do if I leave this time?”If you really want to arrest someone, and see that I am not there, it will be difficult for you."
There was deep concern in the tone.
Fang Zhang's heart is warm again, "I am a half-section of the body is almost paralytic, who will believe that the old coscessor is I brought, rest assured, as long as I die do not admit, they will not take me."
"I am afraid that Yao and the girl's heart is unwilling and self-righteous revenge."Fang Minxiu continued to worry.
Fang Zhang's nose is sour, all at this time, but also care about her situation, said that the daughter is the mother's intimate little cotton robe, this is not right.
Now take out a small cloth bag and put all the silver that is in your own need for the rest of the time in the hands of Fang Minxiu.
“Don’t worry about me, just be fine.These silver are taken away, the mother gave you the old book, you have to live well, do not fail me, you know?"
Say, Fang Zhang's hot tears.
It’s going to go, it’s self-indulgory.
Fang Minxiu saw the silver, the eyes were dark, but the face was sad: "Mother, I don't worry about you..."
"There's nothing to worry about, let's go, it's not going to dawn."Fang Zhang's urging, Fang Minxiu and pretending to squeeze out two tears, so good "reluctant", finally left the Dongshan Village in the sky light.
Fang Zhang sent people all the way to the village entrance and returned.
Without money, without a daughter, without a son, she is helpless.
People, however, always have their own way of living.
Otherwise, how do you spend this time?
Fang Zhang took off his coat and lay calmly in his bed...
That night, I finally passed quietly in the wind, and no one knew what had happened in the old square yard last night.
Only know that when the sky was white, the hostess who lived in the old house of the old Fang family was sick.Before anyone could see it, there was another amazing news.
It is said that the mountain last night do not know which one wants to see, into the mountain in the middle of the night, the result is a wolf, by the wolf torn and eaten, the bones dragged to the foot of the mountain...
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