Desire and Reason Part 1
Chapter 539:Desire and Reason Part 1
In the face of Yu Yu's answer, the spiritual dream face is unchanged.
“Don’t you know our identity?”
"It used to be known, but now it's not as sure as it once was."
I don’t want to be okay, the more I want to doubt.At this moment, after confessing to the speculation in my heart, I think of many details that I have not noticed.
“Yes?”
“In my heart, what are we?”
At this time, answering the Yu, not the spiritual dream, Gaia stood up from the computer table and came to ask.
Looking at Gaia, who was smiling, Yu was asked by Gaia.
Why do you suddenly say that to them?Does their identity threaten themselves?
The threat...
From recognizing now, in addition to finding a little trouble for themselves, they are more to help themselves.
Thinking of this, when Chen Yu remembered that the first time there was really nothing to do, it was the spiritual dream that helped her.And Gaia, as soon as he met, gave him so many gifts.
Not to mention what Gaia was trying to do, but the attitude she showed at the time did not make Yu feel anything wrong.
Doubtful or naively, why do you care so much about their identity?
The confusion is blessing.
Once, the reason why 尰凰 Yu can live without much pressure before crossing, one of the most important points is that he is confused.
Some things that are not understood are much more happy than knowing it.
His mind was confused, thinking about it, and finally answered.
“The heart is disturbed...”
Indeed, when doubting the identity of the spiritual dream in the heart, the heart of the feather is a little uneasy.Before this, the chat group was a home that could make him feel at ease and warm after passing through his heart, but when he learned that there were unstable factors in this home, naturally, his heart was uneasy.
“Doubt us?”
He can face any cunning suspicion outside of his relatives and friends, but if he meets such a situation, he hesitates to raise it like ordinary people.
“What an unexpected naivety...”
"If such a weakness is not corrected, it will be a big loss in the future."
In the face of Gaia's laughter, Yu Yu was silent.
No one is perfect...
He never thought of himself as perfect, but on the contrary, he was well aware of his shortcomings.Do you know what it is?In human nature, even if you know that these shortcomings exist, Yan Yu does not want to change and does not know how to change.
This is like knowing that gambling wins more and less, the odds of winning the lottery are very small, and drug use has destroyed a lifetime, but there are still many people who are addicted to it.Some of them indulged in it, and some of them paid a small price to wake up and quit, but some even if the family was broken, they could not quit.This part of the people who can not quit, and then divided into two kinds of do not want to quit and do not quit.
In short, human nature is not something he can explain, nor can he be sure of it.
Until now, even with such an adventure, Chen Yu’s mentality has changed in some details compared with before crossing, and the others have not changed much.
It's really annoying...
Gaia is just a few simple words, not only to let Yu Yu into chaos, but also to make him in an abnormal mood.
The reason for this irritability is that he thinks that the words he just said, like the behavior of Black Snow, crossed a certain line.Now he doesn’t know what attitude he should use to face the people in front of him.
“I just heard the dream that you were cheating?”
“...”
“!!
Gaia's words let the feathers wake up from the chaos.
Cheating??
What the hell, when did he cheat, he even... no, he didn’t do any cheating at all?!
“Dream, what did you say to Gaia?”
At this time, Chen Yu temporarily pressed the previous irritability and confusion, and what he was thinking now was that the spiritual dream behind her back what she had said to Gaia, causing Gaia to say such a thing.
"Nothing, but it just explains what you imply."
“What is the implicit explanation?”
"What I told you, it's not what Gaia is saying now."
This joke is not funny, before the trouble is that he evaded the problem for a long time, in order to completely solve this problem, he asked the spiritual dream.
Just mentioned this question was called here by the spiritual dream, and then she actually carried him blindly, without clarifying words, in case Gaia accidentally said in the future what to do.
“What’s different?“Aren’t you struggling with your intellect?”
“...”
With reason... does this mean that his mind escapes from the problem?
One of the problems that Yu has been avoiding is the attitude of the opposite sex around him.This problem has been since he came across it to a good girl.
Possession or abandonment...
If Ai Yu forgets the memories before he passes, he may not be so troubled as in front of his eyes, but it is because of those memories that he becomes so hesitant as in front of him.
The so-called, refers to the Yu himself on the side of the girl's possessiveness, as a man, especially before crossing through the young man who has not touched too much of the opposite sex, in the face of this kind of God-given opportunity, Chen Yu thought more than once about the idea of all the girls around him to possess.
Before crossing, he envied the male protagonists surrounded by the beauty of the series, and sometimes he wanted him to replace those incompetent male protagonists and push down all the girls who have a good feeling.
Now his chance had come, but he hesitated.
The reason for the hesitation, he knew very well, not that he had cut off that thought, but that in such a thought, something in his mind would restrain him.
For example, if Chen Yu gets such an opportunity before the age of 20, then the idea in his heart must be to push down everything that is good for him or that he has a good opinion of her.But now, while he had such thoughts in his heart, there was one more thing in his mind that was limiting him, and this limitation was called reason.
The existence of reason makes him want to complete himself, a lot of limitations.
Once, when he thought about pushing down those gorgeous beautiful girls, he did not think of anything else, and was simply attracted by their face value.But later, with their own maturity, Yu Yu cares about each other's face value and cares more about each other's personality.
Then, when he had the opportunity to contact them in person, he understood a little.What he faces is no longer a virtual object in a computer, but a real, flesh-and-blood life.
At that time, the desire to simply possess the possessiveness of the other person's body became very small under the limitations of reason.
Even if this is small, it has not completely disappeared in the heart of the yin.Originally, from the time he crossed to the present, he did not take the initiative to cross the line with other girls, because the reason in his heart has been suppressed.
But today's black snowy kiss, but the heart of the indelible again to the point of struggle with reason.
He is a human being, a normal man.In the face of beautiful girls such as Black Snow, out of man's nature, he himself has a good feeling for Black Snow.Even if the explanation of Black Snow-Kei's doing is only to repay the thanks of the frequent increase in the world to protect her, for Chen Yu, not only the act of crossing the line, but also to urge the expansion of his possessiveness in his heart.
Men are selfish in their treatment of the opposite sex, and no one wants to be ambiguous with their own girls and other men.There is only one possibility for those things to accept, and that is, they are not able to stop it.Saying nothing can only give up, force not to come, these reasons are just a reason for their own incompetence.
"We've all heard about you from your spiritual dreams, and I want to know what you think now."
Returning to the computer desk, Gaia continued to use the computer to browse the website.
“Don’t you hate me for thinking like that?”
Talking about such topics in front of women, this is the hot thought of the brain at that time.Now calm down, Yu Yu wants to avoid such issues in front of them.
It’s really embarrassing to talk to them about the harem and think about it.
"There is something disgusting, not everything like you, one by one, wants to be around, not to be for those women with high value."
“...”
The eight clouds purple make the yu more embarrassed.
It is one thing to think of yourself, but it is another thing to be heard in the eight clouds purple mouth of a woman.
"In fact, I really appreciate the Yu Yu you, can persist until now to make a mistake, it is very rare."
“...”
You praise me or hurt me.
"If you want us to help you, tell us what you really think in the depths of your heart at this moment."
“You want an inclusive heart to be inclusive or loving to be alone.”
The difference between pure love and pure love.
I also wanted to try to muddle through the yu, face the straightforward question of the spiritual dream, meditate for a while, take a deep breath.
“If possible, I don’t want to let the girl I have been involved in any harm.”
Whether it is the harem, pure love, Chen Yu suddenly figured out where the reason for his irritation came from.
In his heart, Black Snow Ji made such behavior to him, no matter what else, in his opinion, out of his own responsibility to self-love, he treated Black Snow as a special person in his heart, although she did not reach the height of the painting, but only a kiss, her position in the heart of Yu, will be higher than that of other girls.
Selfishness or amorth, this is his possession of the black snow, this possession is out of the possessiveness that the feather itself produces in the context of intellectual limitations.
If in the future, Black Xueji found a better way to rely on leaving him, even if she wanted to stay, but Yu Yu would not force her to stay.Because, in this position, he himself is unfair to treat Black Snow.
On the contrary, if not, then he will be responsible for Black Snow.
To have such a thought, the Yu himself feels a little funny, such an idea if others know, will laugh at him.All have experienced this, pure and innocent, it is really stupid.
But it is this stupidity that makes Yu Yu understand what attitude he should use to face the problem he has been avoiding before.
“Do you want to open the palace?”
“You, like other men, have such a bad idea.”
“...”
I thought that I found the right direction, but Gaia carelessly spat, suddenly Yu felt that he was too selfish.
"Hea, don't fight the geese."
“I understand what you said.”
The answer to the dream makes the narrator a little puzzled.
Do you understand?Does the spiritual dream understand that he can't think in his heart now?
“Do it according to your heart, and act according to your heart, so that you will not regret it even if you fail.”
“But...”
In the face of the encouragement of the spiritual dream, the Yu Yu still cannot solve the current knot.
“What do you mean by painting?”
“Hmm...”
The problem in the painting is the biggest reason for such a problem.
Even if the Yu Yu is not pure-heartedly trying to open the harem, but as a monogamous growth of the hustle, she must not accept the emotional treatment of the yin.
I can’t accept what this means, I know very well.
This means that he is now facing the possession of a tree, but he is facing giving up the whole forest.The original wandering feather, then the other tree appeared in the forest, which made the Yu even more unable to decide.
Whether to give up the tree you first have, and then find a way to own the whole forest, or to give up the whole forest for the tree, which also includes cutting off the relationship with another tree.In other words, by giving up the first tree, Yu Yu did not own the forest, and he lost another tree.All this is not something he can control.
"If you have been wandering in your heart, we can't let you get out of the way."
"Dream, you can't do it now, it's up to me at the critical moment."
Just when the spiritual dream did not know how to continue to enlighten the Yu, Gaia turned off the computer and came to the front of the Yu.
“Aaron, I have a question for you.”
“???”
“If you still maintain that idea after learning that you are no longer an ordinary person, what would you do?”
“I...”
Gaia’s question made him realize that she was asking this point she had never thought of before.
Yes, since the painting knows the existence of other worlds, since joining the chat group, since the birth relationship with him, is not an ordinary person, then even if she finally gave up, Yu Yu also let go, then what is her end?
In terms of group system means, it is certain to erase all the memories of chat groups in her mind, and because the chat group knows each other, naturally, they can't escape this robbery.This is not the point, the point is that, as Gaia said, the present landscape, even if you live an ordinary life, are not ordinary people in nature.
The reason for this is certain because, at least, he will not let the gargoyette as simple as ordinary people to experience life and death.If possible, he wanted her to accompany him to death.
Before Yu Yu thought, he was thinking from the perspective of ordinary people, but now since he is not an ordinary person, it is different.
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