Give Yourself a Chance
Chapter 500:Give Yourself a Chance
“Uncle, are you really going to stay?”
In the hotel of Akja, the capital of Dier, Feng Xiaochen looked at Feng Fei with great excitement on his face and asked with a bitter face.
After talks with Pragerner, Feng and his party arrived in Akja in a military car.Zhang He took Feng Fei to the Chinese Embassy in Ackja and reported the situation to the country through the confidential phone call of the embassy, which specifically pointed out that Feng Fei's stay in the country of Dier would help the export of domestic military equipment, and if he did not agree that Feng Fei stayed, the future cooperation with the country of Dier may be affected.
With this information, the ubiquitous "relevant departments" held emergency consultations and repeatedly asked Feng Fei's own opinions to find out whether he would like to stay in the country of Dié for the time being.Feng Fei expressed his determination to the superior leader on the phone, claiming that he was willing to sacrifice all personal interests in order to promote the export of equipment.As long as the country needs it, he can stay in the country of Dieh and never complain.
Perhaps moved by Feng Fei's attitude, the relevant departments finally made a decision, agreed that Feng Fei temporarily stayed in the country of Dié in the name of Dongxiang machinery factory after-sales service engineer, and authorized him to participate in some activities of the Dier military, including providing technical guidance for the Deer government army.However, direct participation in the war is absolutely prohibited, as it can be both internationally criticized and may be in danger of some life.
For Feng Fei's voluntary stay in Dieh, Zhang Heping is also full of contradictions.From the perspective of security work, it is a good thing to be able to cooperate with the Dierian military.Of course, this should be premised on not destroying China’s international image.When Pragerner first made a request, Zhang Heping wanted to make it for Feng Fei, but because Feng Fei was not a person in their system, he had no right to make this decision.
Feng Fei himself expressed his willingness to stay, of course, Zhang Heping was happy, but at the same time there was some regret.In his eyes, Feng Fei belongs to the local people, and he has no obligation to bear the hardships and dangers of remaining in Africa.However, Feng Fei eventually convinced Zhang Heping that he was an employee of a military enterprise, but he was also a soldier, and it was right to serve the country.
What Zhang Heping thought, Feng Xiaochen could not control.But he went abroad and left an uncle in Africa, which he could not accept.
If you look at the eyes of future generations, it is not difficult to work in Africa, and as for the danger of life and the like, if you are a little careful, the problem is not great.Feng Fei, after all, is only acting as a military adviser and will not charge for battle.Moreover, with the intensity of the war in these small countries in Africa, even if it is in the front line, I am afraid there will be no risk.Did you not hear that these countries fought a battle-level war, that is, more than a dozen people were killed and injured, and the purpose of shooting soldiers on both sides was only to be brave, and it was an accident to be able to hit the target.
That’s true, but that’s not the case in this day and age.For a long time, "aid Africa" is regarded as a difficult task, the Chinese people in the mind of Africa is the kind of plague, frequent war place, if Feng Xiaochen threw Feng Fei in Africa, their own return home, I am afraid the second aunt Cao Jingmin, father Feng Li, grandmother Yan Loqin and so on will scold him for the bloody head.
"Uncle, the last name of Pu is actually blackmailing us, saying that you don't leave him without buying our equipment, this kind of words to deceive children is just."The purchase of military equipment in a country, where is there such a thing?”
Feng Zhichen racked his mind trying to convince Feng Fei to change his mind.
“I know, what he said wasn’t necessarily true, but what if he moved on that idea?”I stayed here and he couldn’t complain.In addition, howitzers produced by our Dongxiang factory are designed according to the situation of our country and do not necessarily conform to the national conditions of African countries.I'm here to see what's going on with them, which is also very valuable for us to improve the design of howitzers."Feng Fei replied.
From the time he promised to stay with Pragerner as a military adviser, Feng Fei's state was very different from before, his voice was a little louder, and his face occasionally had some excited redness.After agreeing with his stay in the country, his enthusiasm was even more ephemeral, and Feng Xiaochen thought viciously that his uncle had gone on a date with his aunt, I was afraid that he had not been so excited?
"Uncle, I have never understood whether you want to stay, with a self-sacrificing idea, or do you intend to stay?" 」Feng Xiaochen couldn’t help but ask a sensitive question.
Feng Fei was silent for a moment and said, “Of course, I can make any sacrifices in the national interest.”But you're right about the question, but in my heart, I really want to stay."
“Why!”Feng Xiaochen, he had only felt that this uncle seemed to have some expectations for staying in Africa from Feng Fei's performance, but he did not expect it to be so, and Feng Fei would speak out.He looked at Feng Fei and asked hesitantly, “Uncle, you will not be very well with your aunt’s feelings...”
“What nonsense do you say!”Feng Fei's face suddenly changed, and he directly trained Feng Xiaochen.
“If you don’t want to hide from your aunt, why do you want to stay in Africa?”Although the east side is the west, the living conditions are relatively bad, and it is always much stronger than Africa.You are also a big money now, the family has long since achieved the four, why do you suffer to such a place in Africa to suffer?"Feng Xiaochen asked incredulously.
Feng Fei sighed and said, “You don’t understand.In a word now popular, it is middle age.”
“People to middle age?What does this have to do with your stay in Africa?
“Of course it’s related.I'm almost 50 years old, and I'm still doing nothing, there's pressure."Feng Fei said in a dark way.
Feng Xiaochen said, “You can’t be nothing, can you?”I heard that you are also a technical backbone in the factory, and after a few years, it should not be a problem to evaluate a deputy chief engineer.In the past 20 years, you have won two system-wide awards of excellence, as for the awards in the factory and the province, it is countless.If you don't get anything done, how many people in China will be ashamed to die."
“That’s not enough.”Feng Fei said, "Wise Chen, you think about it, you are so old, you are already a deputy director, you do so well."And Lin Tao, who is now studying in Germany, will be able to come back in a few years, and will certainly be able to make some achievements.If I am a senior, if I am satisfied with winning only a few excellent awards in the system, how can I lift my head in front of your younger generation in the future?”
"Uncle, you can't say that."Feng Xiaochen said, "Our generation can make a little achievement, but also the reason for the times, you are young by the limitations of the times, this is completely incomponable."Besides, we who are young have never looked down on you."
“Really?”Feng Fei stared into Feng Xiaochen’s eyes and asked.
"Uh ..." Feng Xiaochen tongue plugged, he remembered, he seemed, as if, indeed, was once a little contemptuous of Feng Fei, think that his character is wooden, only know that he relies on himself to help him sell equipment.However, after all, this is the idea of the past, since Feng Fei broke out in the position of the Sok camp after the outbreak of a king, in Feng Xiaochen's mind, the image of the second uncle has become very tall.
Feng Fei saw Feng Xiaochen's thoughts, he said: "Boy, you think that you can hide who you can hide, do you always think that your uncle mediocre, and can't endure, and there is no opinion, go abroad to take care of your nephew."
“Uncle, look at what you said, I’m a nephew, isn’t it appropriate to take care of my uncle?”Feng Xiaochen Road.
Feng Fei said: "I also know that I have defects in my personality, will not interact with people, plus staying in the ravine for too long, and I don't know what is going on in the outside world."This time the factory sent me out, but also just look at my relationship with you, said through, I just stained your light.A lot of people in the factory talk about it and say you shouldn’t send me out.”
"Practice shows that sending you out is a wise decision, if you change to other people, where is such an adventure?" 」Feng Xiaochen half-commanded half-commanded and half said seriously.
Feng Fei's face with a smile and said, "I didn't expect that there would be such an opportunity."I used to go out and try guns, and I really have some interest in ballistic calculations.That day in the Sok camp position, I also held the idea of trying, did not expect to really try to succeed, to help our country's military enterprises to fight for light."
“That’s right, Uncle, you were so handsome at the moment!”Feng Xiaochen praised.
Feng Fei said, “It’s not handsome, I don’t know.However, the experience of that day made me realize that I still have some potential, not a waste person.Later, Pragerel asked me to stay as a military adviser, but when he said this, I was a little moved.I think I'm almost 50 years old, and if I don't give myself a chance, it's never the time to prove myself again."
"I understand."Feng nodded his head.After listening to Feng Fei's story, he understood Feng Fei's psychology.Feng Fei has some achievements in technology, but in Dongxiang Factory, he is not the best technology, at best can be regarded as a backbone, there will never be a chance to stand on the podium.In the country of Dié, he can become an expert admired by everyone, he stayed here, and he can also play a key role in the export of Dongxiang's howitzer, which may be the highest level he can reach in his life.
“What about the aunt?”How can I go back and tell her?”Feng Xiaochen asked.
Feng Fei said, “I will write to her about this matter, and I believe she can understand my choice.”I thought that I would not stay in Africa for too long, at best, and I would go back in a year or two at best.In the past, we went out to do experiments, and there were a half-year period."
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