He was depressed to the extreme, did not know how to vent his inner anger, he hated his current self, wanted to do something, but he was so powerless, he could only raise his fist, and then smashed that pair of broken legs.Only when the pain passed to his heart, he was able to find that he had always been so miserable and painfully alive.

“Shut up, don’t you do that, okay?I don’t want to see you this way.I'm sorry for you, if you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me and scold me."Su Luo looked at Fang Yi dust with low eyebrows, and she knew that he would be emotional, but because he did not love a person, he would not have such excitement.

“Don’t marry him, okay?Lo Yan, I'm sorry, I was wrong before, can you give me a chance to correct it?I promise I will be good to you.I will not be indifferent to you again, and I will not make you sad."Fang Yi dust began to cry bitterly, and now he was just facing to lose, he could not do it.

Su Luoyan was just a cold face, in the face of the imploring of the dust, she had not looked up at him, she did not know how to face the face of the dust.The two of them have been torn to the present, and it should have an end.So, she remained silent until the dust finally calmed down in disappointment.

"You're still going to leave me, it seems that you have long been determined to give up on me, then all right, you can go, you can go, but I will not wish you happiness."I will not wish you happiness.He said so slowly that the tears had slipped through his eyes.

For so long, he was insisting on something, he had been a prominent man, everywhere he went would be called Fang less, at that time he, the spirit, but because he looked at the crowd, it was destined to have this intersection between him and Suloyan.

He never wanted to hurt this woman, never.But he didn’t know why he was what he was, and he did a lot of incomprehensible things.He just wanted her to be able to look at him more, just wanted Suloyan to feel the love he gave, so was he wrong?

He should be wrong, otherwise, why did he love so hard, but this woman did not feel it at all?He was depressed to the extreme, feeling that the motivation to support his survival was gone.That feeling of the suddenness hit his heart, and he felt that there was a kind of pain that could not be replaced by roar.

“I’m sorry, Dust, are you going to live well?”You'll meet a good girl."Su Luo Yan quietly looked at the Fang Yi dust at this time, he was injured like a child, she wanted to give him a little comfort, but this kind of injury was originally what she gave, and now she gave him comfort as if she was sprinkling salt on the wound.

She slowly got up and went outside, unable to stay here, the bottom of her heart thought that it would be pulled out, but clearly felt that another fast stone had occupied her heart again.Maybe people are like this, want to come out of a encirclement city, but found that after coming out, they went to another encirclement.

Dusty, I'm sorry for you.There is no way to convince yourself to accept your love.I know you will hate me, and I know you will curse me, but I still can't love you.I hope that you can let go, you can pursue your own happiness, just don't turn this love into hurt.

Fang Yi dust looked at the back of Su Luoyan's departure, and his eyes were tears, what was the matter?Is he nothing now?So a loving woman, in the end, chose to leave, he did not know what he was facing next.He just sat there, bound all around, and there was no place that gave him a sense of security.

He was like God’s outcast, abandoned to this place, and no one cared for him.The next life, good and bad, has nothing to do with him.A life without hope is not color.Pale or pale.

This night, he could not sleep, his mind always recalled the voice of Suloyan, she was going to give up, such a resolute way, before, he could think that this was a joke of Su Luoyan with him.She said that she would not give up on him, she would always guard him.

He was not a child, but when he was most lost and helpless, he always took this sentence as a promise.Who said that the promise is the autumn pine cone, will fall with time?Now, she is going to give up her commitment, but he still has no way to adapt to the feeling that the promise has failed.Now, what should he do?

He began to fall into an unprecedented confusion, knowing that Suloyan this time must not be a joke, all of this time can not go back to the past.He regretted that he did not cherish it when he got it, so it caused such consequences.He was still reluctant to pay so much, but in the end he did not get the recognition of the woman.

The blade was hidden under the wheelchair cushion before, and he had thought about dying, but because he had been thinking about seeing Suloyan, even with such a thought at that time, he had not done such a crazy thing.But at this time, he could not see a little hope, in his world, nothing but endless darkness.

She said she was sorry, said she was going to give up, and she also wished him happy.But Fang Yiqiu wanted to tell Suloyan that he had never been happy without her days.He also doubted whether his feelings for this woman were in love or because of curiosity, he could not clearly define it, but only this woman could make him feel that life was wonderful.

She gave up, gave up hope for him, and he was lost.Can not find the courage to live, twenty years of prison has just begun, even if one day he can still go out from this place, when he is already gray hair.He is out of youth, no status, he has nothing, he still has to wait to go out for what?

If this is a tragedy, then from the beginning, he was caught up in this tragedy.He fell in love with someone who should not have loved, so he suffered the consequences that should not be borne.Sometimes he thought, if he was given another chance, would he still choose to be close to Suloyan?

This question mark has always been tangled in his mind, and if not, then there is no chance again.Perhaps this is the fate, you were born to pay the debt, he thought he must have owed Suloyan a lot, otherwise, it will not fall to such a point.Now, all this should be broken.

That little window is Fang Yishi's understanding of the outside world, but he can only look up at the small window from afar, and there is no chance to look close to the outside world.Just like him now, he thought he could go out and get revenge, but how far away it was.

It was a moony night, and the moonlight was projected on the ground through the window and fell on the little blade in his hand, trembling and handish, not knowing how to choose.It takes a lot of courage to live, and it takes a lot of courage to choose to die.He could not find the courage to continue to live, but to face death, and a little unwilling.

The voice of Suloyan sounded again, I am sorry, I am leaving you.She had left him, so what else could he love?He raised the blade, pointed it at his left and right wrists, closed his eyes, as if with great determination, and then cut it hard.The sharp knife fell on the wrist, and then the blood flowed out.

He leaned back on the *, staring at the window with wide open eyes, only to feel that his body seemed to be getting lighter and lighter.That feeling of ease spreads in the heart.Luo Yan, if there is an afterlife, but also let me meet you, at that time, you can look at me more, I will love you more, absolutely do not do anything to hurt you.

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Fang Yiqiu's death was found in the morning of the next day, when he was only a stiff limb.When the prison people contacted Suloyan, she was leaning on her head to change the diaper.She never thought that Fang Yiqi would do such a ridiculous thing.

There were no tears, no crying, she had no expression.He attended his memorial service as his wife.The divorce agreement had not yet been delivered to him, and he chose to leave in such a terrible way.For the departure of Fang Yi dust, cold clouds have been silent.

He thought that he was disappointed and made such a choice.Looking at the stiff body, he thought.If Fang Yi dust had chosen to let go, then now, will there be a different situation?He may have enjoyed his pleasant time in the United States, or he has lived a happy life with Mei Xiaoyuan.

When a person insists on something, it hurts or hurts itself.He hated this man because he had done so much damage to Suloyan.However, from another point of view, it is also because of his love for Su Luoyan.He suddenly felt so lucky that when their two men met Suloyan, they both saw the distinctive temperament of Suloyan.Unfortunately, there is always someone who has to opt out.

Although Fang Grandpa said verbally that he wanted to get rid of the father-son relationship with Fang Yifu, when he learned that Fang Yishi committed suicide in prison, he dragged the old body back.In just a short period of time, he had lost two of the most important men in his life.My uncle was always there to help him.

When Su Luoyan saw his grandfather, he still called his father respectfully.The old man was crutched, and the whole man was old.The tears came out of his eyes, and only his heart knew it.Fang Yiqiu was his only son, and he had high hopes for this son from an early age, but the direction of the child was completely deviated from his goal.

If he is disappointed, there is certainly some, but he is too obvious.In this family, he and the old lady sing a red face and a black face, the role is clear, and Fang Yi dust is so sensitive people, he cares about the people around him, especially the close relatives.However, due to the lack of communication, the relationship between the father and son once fell into a tense state.

The last time the company went bankrupt, Grandpa was extremely discouraged.It was the life of his life, he had nothing to leave to Fang Yi dust, but the rebel had cost him his heart and soul while he was alive.His most beloved woman passed away for a short time.

He is now independent, a person has to face the rest of the time, that loneliness and cruelty, no one to endure for him.His white hair swayed in the wind, becoming more desolate.For the appearance of cold clouds, Fang Grandpa has always been silent, and anyone who appears in front of him is expressionless.

"Dad, go for a while, here's me."Su Luoyan comforted the old man to go to rest for a while, after the old man came back from the United States, he always stayed here without eating or drinking.Some love has never been expressed, but each is so heavy.

"I'm not tired, take care of your hair."Grandpa has always been kind to Suloe.No matter what Su Luoyan said, the grandfather insisted on not leaving.Later, Uncle Zhang gave Su Luo Yan a look, and Suloyan had no words.

She had a deep sense of guilt, if what she said that day was not so inhuman, then Fang Yidu certainly would not choose to take this road.She felt like she had killed the dust.She had promised him, and she would not give up on him anyway.But now she’s back.

It was she who lived up to everyone’s expectations, and it was she who killed Fang Yi dust.She was filled with guilt, so she stood in front of the hall.She had no feelings for this man, and could not shed any tears.But the thought that it was because of her words that caused the death of Fang Yifu, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

That night, Grandpa Fang took the initiative to talk to Su Luoyan.He was a man who understood, and knew that there was a great problem with the feelings between Suloyan and Fang Yiliu.Now that the dust is dead, many grievances should be broken.

“Lauyan, can you tell your father why he chose to commit suicide?”Fang Grandpa sat in the chair with a crutch, a sad face, and the fatigue of the days made him a little older.The pain in his eyes, trying to cover up, but nothing could be replaced.

“Dad, I feel sorry for him.The death of the dust was caused by me.If it hadn't been for my divorce, he wouldn't have done anything like that."Su Luoyan still truthfully passed the matter through the high-speed grandfather.She felt guilty and would rather her husband beat her now.

The old man did not make a sound, but remained silent.In matters between two people, no one has the right to express their opinions.The willful nature of Fang Yi dust is clear, and after Su Luoyan married Fang Yishi, he also tolerated a lot.He once spent a lot of time persuading Fang Yifu to give up Suloyan, but the child just did not listen to him.

He expected that Suloyan would leave Fang Yishi, but did not think that one day this woman's death would take away Fang Yishi's life.He always thought that his son was a cynical son, but he did not think that he would be serious.However, a man is too serious about feelings, which is not a good thing.

He just sighed heavily, all of which were in vain, destined by heaven, and man could not be changed.He didn’t blame Suloyan because it wasn’t anyone’s fault.

"Loyen, you live well in the future, Dad is old, I am afraid I will not be able to take care of you."No matter what the dust has done to you, I hope you don't remember to hate him."Grandpa said seriously.He was grateful to Suloyan from the bottom of his heart, although this woman did not love Fang Yifu, but she gave Fang Yi dust a lot of warmth.

Touched in the eyes of Suloyan flow, and moved to extend the guilt more complex.Not only did she hurt the dust, but she also hurt a lot of innocent people.She lost her life, and the old man lost his father and son.She feels like a sinner in the world.

“Dad, I’m really sorry.I didn’t mean to, I didn’t know I could do such a thing.Dad, whether you are alive or not, I am your daughter, and I will take care of you."Sullow said crying.She did not ask anyone to forgive her, she was a sinner and had hurt so many people.

“Louyan, it’s not your fault, it’s life.You are a good boy, Dad knows, you are a good child, and it is not easy for you, I know.Live well, be kind to yourself.I see that Yun Hao loves you very much, and if you can, Dad hopes that you can still be with him.It is the dust that does not understand things, and now the dust is gone, Dad hopes that you can find your own happiness."

Grandpa Fang said, tears have flowed out.Su Luoyan is now the daughter-in-law of the family, but he treats her as a kisser, hoping that she can bravely pursue her own happiness.Su Luoyan has cried into tears at this time, how can she be, even get so many people's blue.

These days, cold cloud Hao has always appeared here, he replaced the Fang family to deal with the affairs of Fang Yi dust, Wei Jun also here to help, they were once the best brothers of Fang Yishi.Fang Grandpa is not a stingy person, although Fang Yishi's affairs are related to cold clouds, but he has never hated cold clouds.

It’s all self-inflicted, and if Fang Yi dust doesn’t hit those crooked ideas, then these things don’t happen.He rarely spoke, just holding the silence, in the face of friends' condolences, he was only a faint expression.The Fang family is really falling in this city, and there will be no trace of it again.

Fang Yi dust funeral, the old man suddenly rained a lot, Western-style funeral, simple and orderly, Su Luoyan stood in the front, she is the widow of Fang Yi dust, certainly to assume a lot of responsibilities.Many umbrellas are held on the top of the head and accumulate into a clear sky.There was also a little rain in her heart, and Fang Yi did not know that after his death, there were so many people who came to visit him.

She suddenly felt that life was so joking, the person who said that he would not let go anyway, but only because of her inner fear, she chose to leave first.Now she wanted to come, between herself and the dust, like a farce.Her appearance, just let this farce reach*, and then destroy all the protagonists in the play.

She stood there quietly, dressed in black, solemnly serious, wrapped in a slim body, the expression on her face was even more cold.The cool breeze studied, she did not hide, but maintained her previous posture.This is the last farewell ceremony with Fang Yishi, and every day after, when she occasionally thinks of this man, she can only use such a memory.

The final farewell ceremony did not last long, but it was only half an hour, when everyone began to gradually disperse, Su Luoyan never set out, and Grandpa Fang was helped by Uncle Zhang.Everyone may think that at this time, Su Luoyan should need to be alone with Fang Yiqiang for a while.

Aren’t we talking about a 100-day couple?Now, they should have a lot more to say, and they should not continue to bother them here.Suloyan stood so quietly, feeling that everything was so unreal.If there is a choice, she would rather not be so impulsively involved in the life of Fang Yifu, she will certainly not disturb this man's life.

She would like to tell Fang Yishi, no matter what, I hope he can be happy, if people have an afterlife, then I also hope that he can restart his life, can meet a simple woman, start a simple relationship, and then have a good ending.Can he hear such a prayer?

Yes, she did not tell Fang Yiqiu that she was leaving this place, and I was afraid that she would not have the opportunity to come back to see him again.That day, this sentence has been swirling for a long time, she did not say.She didn’t have the courage to continue to hurt the man.I don’t know, that word has become a pity.If she had told him at that time that she was going to get out of here, would he not have done such a foolish thing?Su Luoyan crossed this idea in his mind, but he could never find the answer.

At the funeral of Fang Yifu, Suloyan saw Mei Xiaoyuan.Mei Xiaoyuan has always stood in the outside place, and she will still feel very sad after hearing that the dust has occurred.Even if two people do not have the fate to come together, but the sweetness of the past will still make people can not help but remember.No one around knows her, and she does not need to appear in the eyes of everyone, but the bottom of her heart is so natural.

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