Turning around, I stepped into the elevator; closed my eyes, and silently told myself, goodbye, never to be seen again...

Those who have been laughing and sad, all of them have died with the wind!Life still has to go on, in this world, nothing can knock me down, defeat me, no one can.

Out of the community, I took a taxi directly to the train station; yes, I was not wrong, it was the train station!

At that time, I had only five thousand dollars; I had worked with Jiang Yun for two years, and I had not taken a penny of my salary; the five thousand dollars was the pocket money she gave me, and once, I sent food to the hotel and saved some.

Maybe you think that’s ridiculous, right?Yeah, I think it's ridiculous too!Because I'm a fool, a complete fool!I used to think that we were a family, and what kind of salary did the family pay?

But I am so stupid, because the company has always been people, I Wang Yan is a bullshit?! once broken up, I can get nothing, is just a lost family dog.

Of course, I am not the kind of person who cares about money, spend more money on money, spend less without money; I Wang Yan grew up, what difficult days have not experienced, I am poor, good to feed!

In the car, I kept thinking, maybe Jiang Yun, at the beginning is the kind of woman who is watery poplar?! At the beginning, we were together, but also she seduced me; at that time she was a big miss, everyone bullied her, in that case, she may urgently need a man, become her trust?!

But now, huh!My man is useless, compared to Li Shan, I can't even be an ass!So she kicked me in the way to seduce a more powerful man, isn’t that the case?

But I was like a fool, being blinded in the drums and being played around!From now on, I will never be fooled again, especially women!No, not anymore!In this life, pain is enough...

In the taxi radio, there is a little song program; I hold the child in my arms, and I look out the window like that; touching the 5,000 dollars in my pocket, I think I must save some.The small after-care has not yet been dealt with, and all aspects need money.

The cold wind came, I looked at the scenery outside with a bitter smile, I really did not expect that two years later, my Wang Yan once again turned back to that, there is nothing poor boy.

Later, on the radio, a song sounded, and somehow, the song spread into my ears, and I couldn't stop crying.

Because that song, especially heart-breaking, is like singing for me, singing this big boy abandoned by his lover...

Come on, let's go, people always have to learn to grow up.

Come on, let's go, life is bound to experience painful struggles.

Come on, let's go, find a home for your heart.

There have also been tears, but also sad heartbreak, this is the price of love...

Singing into my ears, I cried like that; this time, I really left and was driven away.

Those old memories, like a cone, pierced my heart; I think from now on, I will never love again, don't I?The cost of love is too heavy.

When I got to the station, the child had fallen asleep in my arms; I took him, went to the ticket window, and gnashed my teeth and bought a sleeper ticket.This child is a small good life, I can not let him be wronged!Adults can no longer suffer, nor can they suffer children.

After buying the ticket, I sat in the waiting hall; it was late at night, and I had not even eaten lunch; but I could not feel hunger, and the whole person had become numb and desperate to the extreme.

When I set foot on the train, it was more than one o'clock in the morning, and as soon as the train was open, the child was awakened; when the sleeper compartment was turned off the lights, a female police officer in his forties said, "Everyone is resting, can't your child cry like this?"

As I patted the child, I said in a hurry, "It's okay, I'll coax, this child is very obedient."

“Come on in, come on in.”She frowned slightly and stood next to me.

I kept shaking to the left and right, but the more I coaxed, the more the child cried; at the age of 22, I had no experience of taking care of my children.

Finally, the female police officer could not see, and reached out to the child and said, "Give me, you go and wash your child's milk, and there is a hot water tank behind you."

I quickly nodded my head, took out the bottle and milk powder from my luggage bag; when I was milking, the female policeman said, "Don't be too hot, cold and add milk powder."

At that time, I was like a fool, what she said, I will do; while receiving hot water, I thought: there are still many good people in the world, such as the female police in front of us, we have no life, but people help me take care of the children.

So you have to admit that the true feelings of the world, how long to get along with each other, how much to pay is not too inevitable; some people, you take your heart to her, people may not read your good; some people, although the water meets, but when you are helpless, put your hand...

After the milk was done, I handed her the bottle; the female police officer said while feeding, "Yes, the mother of the child?"How do you get a big man to take a child with you?”

She asked, and I licked her lips, turned my head out the window, and said, “I’m dead.”

Hearing this, the female police officer stood still, she looked at me in a daze for half a day, and finally took the bottle in her hand, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Son, be strong, people will encounter such and such things when they are alive; when they are carried, there is nothing."

Yes, it's over, it's nothing!Thank you for telling me this, when I was most helpless and desperate.

Later, when the child finished drinking his milk, he fell asleep; I put him on the sleeper, and I leaned there in a daze; when the train was driving forward, I was farther and farther away from Guangzhou; as if those beautiful and happy memories, my most beloved people, were also a little away from me.

Farewell, all those past and past, the beautiful sister who helped me and gave me good memories; it was a dream, a nightmare from heaven to hell.

I think if it hadn't happened later, I would have never met Jiang sister in my life; the future things, really not good, but at that time, I was full of unspeakable hatred for Jiang sister.

After arriving in Jiangcheng, I sent the child to the nursing center, where the waiter helped take care of it; then I called Li Enxu, looking for a car to take Xiaoyou's body and transported it to the crematorium.

The moment before the cremation, I finally got up the courage to pull the bag and finally look at her.

After that glance, my tears came down violently; I thought that why should life be like this?!This girl who was teased by fate and suffered all her life is gone.

I still remember the corner of her mouth, always with a faint smile, as if to see through the world's cold eyes and suffering, even after more setbacks and injustices, she smiled to face.

But at this moment, the smiling girl could never come back; her body had been frozen and pale, and she could not see a trace of blood; I thought that if time could come back, I should hold her tightly at her mother's grave when I went to her old home and told her: "Lao, from now on, you will no longer be alone."

But I was blind, and my head was full of Jiang Yun; now, people abandoned me, and really loved me, the whole world is my girl, but I can no longer see...