Time passed, and it was the end of the year; my brother and I were buried with the ashes of Xiaoyou in the back of our village.

This place is very good, back to the sea, in addition to the winter is a little cold, in other seasons, the mountains are full of wild flowers!

"Brother, it's no big deal; man, live in this world, just carry things on your shoulders!"He put his arm around my neck and said with a cigarette.

“Brother, I know.”With my head down, I took a sip of the bottle.After returning home, my parents and brothers were all persuading me to re-establish my spirit and live well; my father also entrusted people to get me a few blind date, but I no longer believed in love, they were all ethereal things.

A man, when he is deeply wounded by a woman, will no longer love; really, do not love, there is an instinctive fear; because you have been, fiercely loved, in the end, the person you love the most, but almost killed you.

My brother took the bottle and suffocated himself and said, “Remember that year, your family owes usury because you owe usury!”$40,000, why?I had just bought the fishing boat, and it was a debt; I was going to sell the boat, and your sister-in-law fought me."

Listening to him mention this, my nose was sore, I almost cried out; because at that time, my brother almost threw his life in the sea for our family.

He smashed his mouth and pointed to the sea in the distance and said, "At that time, in order to make money, I was going to the deep sea to fish, and the men on those boats were all licking eggs, and none of them dared to go in."But they can't be blamed, they all have wives and children, and no one can play for us."

"Then I drove the boat myself and drove along the east to the deep sea; I did not expect the first net, and I caught a lot of big fish!"My brother took a deep breath of smoke and said, "But I don't wait for the second time to go down the net, the typhoon will come!"Although he was tough, but also afraid when the typhoon came, it was dark!The tide of the sea is ten meters high!My ship was hit by a wave and almost sank!”

Speaking of this, he sighed and said, "I am really afraid of death, my heart has mentioned the voice of the eye!"What is the wave in life?I am fighting with God, fighting with God!When I thought of your sister-in-law being pregnant, you still spread such a big thing, I told myself, can not die!Heaven will destroy me, I will fight with heaven; the sea will destroy me, I will fight with the sea!I am a man in the hallow, standing up to the sky and standing on the ground, and I cannot let those who care about me and care for me be cold!”

I looked at him, and I didn’t expect him to be at sea so bad!

Holding up the bottle, he suffocated and said, “At that time, think about your relatives, think about being a man, a man standing upright!”I am not afraid of anything!Then I gritted my teeth, took the rudder, and burst out of the waves.You know what?When you bravely face everything, the waves will make way for you, and the lightning and thunder around you will illuminate the direction of progress.Man, only in the ordeal, can grow; if in the face of setbacks, I am emboldened, fallen, that shipwreck, I may have buried in the sea a long time ago!"

After listening to his words, I kept nodding; although my brother only had junior high school culture, what could be said from his mouth was the true meaning of life.These are far more direct and thorough than the great truths that come to school in books!

“Brother, I understand!”With my mouth shut, I smiled at him; perhaps, from today, I will learn to transform and become a real man.

In a blink of an eye, it has reached the next year in March, when the small honor tomb is already full of wild flowers in the mountains.

I often came and went to his mother's grave to sit for a while, and without speaking, I sat so quietly.

I also think of the woman named Jiang, who gave me so much beauty, and finally hurt me; but with the passage of time, my heart is no longer so painful.

Occasionally, there will be an inexplicable sadness, I will think of her, think about how she is, will she be as happy as before, when I was together?

The Li family is so powerful, she has been on the son of others, is that not the life she wants?But for me, it doesn't matter anymore, although I don't forget, it's nothing.

Love and hate, under the polish of time, are just a memory.

That day, when I returned from the small grave, I just entered the living room, the phone in my pocket rang; it was a strange number, and I glanced at it and hung up.

My mother took Gan Lai and hit the soil on me and said, “wash your hands and eat, today your brother, send the money to sell fish, more than 6,000, this is a lot!”My mother hugged Gan and said happily, "It's good to follow your brother to fish, that's tired, but more than working outside."

I smiled and said, "My brother is too righteous, give me four or six; this will be put to others, but you can't get this number!"At that time, I was already following my brother and fishing at sea.

I think such a day is very good, less emotional entanglements, and people's calculation; we occasionally at sea, will encounter wind and waves, but it is a struggle between man and nature, do not have to work hard; as long as you shout, hard, win this battle, there will be a kind of fun!

After washing my hands, I had just sat down to eat, and the phone in my pocket rang again; I pulled out, or the strange number!

Frowning, I picked it up and said, “Hello, which one?”

"Oh, little Yanzi, don't you know me so soon?" the phone, a familiar voice, rushed into my ear.

When I heard his voice, I stood up in amazement!“Grandpa, where have you been in the last two years?”Why not have any news?”

Big head halled and said, "If Laozi does not mix a personal figure, where is the good intention to contact you?!

I smiled, listening to him that meaning, it seems that it is a good mix now; open my mouth, I just want to open my mouth, and the big head first said: "Little Yan, I am now a project manager, and I have dozens of people under my hands!"Come here, our brothers, and we will be able to do something in the future.”

This guy, in fact, I already knew that he must be able to mix people!I didn't expect it to be just over a year, I went to the manager, if the cuckoo knew the news, she should be particularly happy?!

I said, “Where are you now?”

The big head said very forcefully: "Metropolitan - Guangzhou!Xiao Yan, I will limit you to three days to roll over, Laozi wants to be in a five-star hotel, please drink!"